how may i escape my mortal coil, how to acsess a realm of knowedge?
i just have this feeling i have expirinced the mizery of humanity of manny lifetimes.
it feels exzosting, tiresum, the fear or remimerance or intisapation of tortiure is too mutch.
There, must be. some way of "turning within ones self to acsess knotwedge" or to lay down and progect into a realm to seek tooks when under opression.
could there be an "egregore" or "spirit" to summon to change if soem token of effort was prezented?
why does it allwsy have to come with some stupid mithoes, why is it allwsy so chokeing.
i'm stuck in my body, stuck in this realm.

it feels as if i woke up yesterday and i am so disusted with the religion that has dominated this world, god the worm, the mind virus.

i would liketo open commishions latter on after esstablishing what i can dio, so i'm gonna have to stretch thoes creative mussles!
shame thers no electrolites for them... 9other than teh meride of drugs that can be listed on erowid0...

but here i am i broke thrugh the paranoia of planning ahead for spontavive creativity!

i might make maps in hammer editor latter!
i work with my scanner and my favorue color it is bothe warm and cold, waxy, powdery, of stacking octagons, tippicly allaround carbon BUT NOW IN DIGITAL FORUM! bLACK!

i'm trying to find my 9best friend0 of tradishnal media.
:crayon crayola pencil, charchol, staedtler mars lumograph... D-Don't for get there T-The Black Ones!


n-mooooo i',m not hideing a disability of my eys NOT AT ALL Nope not teh right sause... (checks scroll for dubble negative affect?)