Does anyone use GIMP as their preferred drawing program? o:

If not, does anyone have any good, FREE drawing programs? At least to use as a starting point..!

Thanks fuzzybutts! :D

I don't even know where to begin. This journal won't contain any beneficial information, and I'm more-so writing this to help vent how I've been feeling lately.

School is incredibly stressful. I'm under constant stress with due dates and the never-ending studying. I feel like I don't have time to do anything that I want to do. I'm spending thousands of dollars and I'm not even sure that what I'm studying is what I want to do as a career.

On top of school, I'm balancing a job as well, working part time for less than $10 an hour. I can't afford to move out or live on my own.

School and work combined are very hindering. I've missed out on a few opportunities because I can't get the time off to get out and do whatever it is that I want to do.

There is a current family issue with a member of our family gone bad, and quite literally psychotic, to where I have actually feared for my life at times.

I'm incredibly lonely. I will say this, though: I'm sorry that I seem to have turned my back on everyone. Know that it isn't your fault. None of yours'. You have not chased me away, but I have been a terrible friend to everyone lately. I miss you guys, and while I don't have the time to talk to every one everyday, it means the world to me to hear from you guys. At this point, you all are seemingly the only people I have.

Overall, how am I feeling? Well, not okay. I can't remember the last time I felt "fine."

I know that none of this means much to anyone but myself, but... I don't know what else to say. I just really needed to get everything off of my chest.

Happy Paw Day, guys! :D

If I had something to contribute, I would XP

May your day be filled with.. paws of your favorite variety~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7dLU6fk9QY

Yeah, this video really spoke to me and highlighted a lot of my problems. It's nice to see someone explain to me why I feel the way that I do. <3

5 minutes of your time is all I ask to watch the video.

Yup, I made one ;w;

https://www.f-list.net/c/tylo

No judging the wolf!

What song can you listen to when you're feeling down that will help you feel better about the situation?

Mine is "Head Above Water" by Theory of a Deadman.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LS8uqoxbqzs

Lyrics:

Did you ever picture life like this
No shooting star to grant your wish
Are you everything you hoped you'd be
Or caught somewhere in between
You dropped your nickel down a wishing well
And prayed for luck to cast its spell
To bring you closer to your dreams
That always seem just out of reach

You pray to God the moment when
You feel the current pull you in

Try to keep your head above water
Has never been harder
Even when it feels hopeless
You're gonna get through this
Head above water, gotta fight from going under
Even when it feels useless to wish
You're gonna get through this

Have you ever felt like giving in
Tried for hours but just can't win
Tell yourself you're not good enough
The struggle alone is just too much
No one's there to hear you scream
You gasp for air but cannot breathe
Did you ever think you'd see the day
When you'd watch your life get washed away

You pray to God the moment when
You feel the current pull you in

Try to keep your head above water
Has never been harder
Even when it feels hopeless
You're gonna get through this
Head above water, gotta fight from going under
Even when it feels useless to wish
You're gonna get through this

Did it ever hurt so bad
That the thought of feeling lost would never end
Well you will think again

Try to keep your head above water
Has never been harder
When it feels hopeless
You're gonna get through this
Head above water, gotta fight from going under
Even when it feels useless to wish
You're gonna get through this

Head above water, never been harder
Tryin' to keep your head above water has never been harder
You're gonna get through this
You're gonna get through this

Taken from  KievTheHusky


Key:
+++ = Love it!
++ = I like it a lot!
+ = I like it.
~ = Meh
- = No
-- = No way!
--- = HECK NO!!

Anal on Males: +

Anal on Females: --

Breasts: --

Breast Expansion: ---

Weight Gain: ~

Bondage: ++

Clothing: +

Leather: ~

Stockings: -

Shoe/Boots: +

Suit and Tie: ~

Muscle, Male: +

Muscle, Female: ---

Herm: ---

Intersex: --

Cub: -

Baby/Diaper: --

Transformation: -

Macro/Micro: ++

Impregnation: --

Pregnancy: ---

Lactation: ---

Anal Vore : ---

Soul Vore : ---

Cock Vore : ~

Standard Soft Vore: --

Standard Hard Vore : ---

Paw/Foot : +++

Incest: +

Clonecest: ~

Yuri : ---

Yaoi: -

Hetero (M/F): ---

Bi: +

Girly Boys : --

Butch Girls : -

Mind Control: ~

Rape: +

Uniform: +

Orgy: ---

Subbing/Doming: +++

Biting: +

Solo Masturbation (Male): ~

Solo Masturbation; Female: ---

Scat: ---

Inflation: -

Fat/Pudge: -

Tech: -

Watersports: ---

Glasses: ---

Tentacles: +

Oviposition: ---

Masochism: -

Sadism: ~

Partial Nudity: +

Gore/guro: ---

Snuff: --

Hyper: --

Zoophilia : --

Electricity : --

Cross-dressing: ---

Oral: +

Asphyxiation: -

Wet-look : ~

Mud/Quicksand etc: +++

Sinking: +++

Spooge: ~

Tickling: +

Algolagnia (Pleasure derived from physical pain)? ---

Balloons? ~

Body Hair? -

Body Modification (Tattoos, Branding, Piercings, Scarification, etc.)? +

Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.? ---

Collar and Lead/Leash? ++

Cupping (Suction of the Skin)? -

Doctor/Nurse Fetish? ~

Ears? ++

Feathers? +

Guns (Gun Play, Worship)? ---

Hair Pulling? ---

Lace/Lingerie? --

Massage? ++

Master/Slave? +++

Role Playing? +++

Wrestling/Fighting? +

Yush, I made a Twitter for my fur stuff. tylowuff ! Feel free to follow! Just might follow you back ^ ^

 RazortheBlueDragon dared me to do this... oh boy. .-.

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
>///> Maybe...

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon, or night?
Probably at night I'd imagine...

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
All of the sides. Bed is mine.

4. Do you masturbate?
Absolutely.

5. How often? Lately?
Daily, usually, unless I'm somewhere without the privacy.

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
I have not.

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
I love my showers, but sometimes a bath proves to be relaxing after a rough day.

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Noooo...

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
I do watch/read pornography, ALONE.

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Probably more aggressive than passive, without overdoing it.

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Shhhh... >///>

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I've talked with a large number of them, but only a handful really know me.

13. Would you choose love over money?
If I ever find someone who makes me happy, sure!

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
I'd imagine they'd be feet, bondage, and teasing.

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Not in person.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
My bed, fuck yeah! That shit is romantic. Wait, does fap count as sex? No? Then I've fantasized muddy places before, so...

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Fapped in some mud. Sounds weird, I know, but it feels sooo good...

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Masturbating, yeah. By a parent too. How fucking awkward was that.

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Never ever ever ever NO.

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
What's a bar? HAH. Silly underage wolfy.

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Been kicked out of a mall for being too obnoxious! But, eh, no.

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
No, I'm too heavy. No, who in their right mind would want me? Silly question~

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of he same sex?
Not the sex part, nope.

24. What's your sexual preference?
DICK.

25. Had sex in a movie theatre?
No, but awkward boners sometimes arise! And I've been in the theater when my friends are feeling each other... >->

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
I fap in there!

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Oh god no...

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
I have! That shit was weird and awesome at the same time!

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Nope!

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Socks make good toys sometimes!

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Socks!~

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you on film?
Feets, some mud pictures that I just happened to be naked in BUT nothing was showing, just from my legs down.

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Yeah, no.

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Negative.

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Roleplay? That shit's a given.

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Yeah, I think so!

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Probably one that puts feet in my face or restrains my movement, I dunno!

38. What's your favorite sex act?
I dunno!

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Used both hands once~

40. Dare three friends to repost this meme now! Don't be shy, it's for fun after all!
 KievTheHusky,  DrakeKangaroo, aaand.. hmm..  Gakuseigitsune!

PISCES - The Partner for Life (February 19 to March 20)
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to others but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

I found this on Facebook and thought it was true! Some of these things describe me better than others, but I thought it might be fun to share! If you want, I can post all the other ones too :3

To all of you who found a special someone, may you guys have a great day full of romance or laziness, depending on how you roll!

For those single folks, think about how much money you're saving by switching to being single~

I just realized this morning that yesterday, January 16, was my three year anniversary for being here on this site.

I cannot believe that I've been here for three years. There have been some rough patches throughout my experience so far, but I'm glad to have made so many friends that support me.

It's funny how things have changed too! I used to be so nervous to talk with furries and talk about fetishy things and get on FA and whatever else furries do, and now it's just second nature; I almost feel like I'm not hiding it anymore!

So, I'll say THANK YOU to all of my watchers and the handful of you that I've had the pleasure to talk with, and the even smaller pinch of people that I've had the honor of actually meeting. You guys are amazing! Thanks for a great three years, let's move on to the next!

Merry Christmas everyone! I'm absolutely blessed to have all of you and to be able to call you my friends!

I hope you guys have (or had) a great day!

Ironically, I played two of my friends' 3DS, Animal Crossing: New Leaf, and Pokemon X in these past couple of days..

.. so I bought a 3DS XL, picked that up for $100, Animal Crossing: New Leaf for $34.99, and Pokemon X for $39.99 > < Yay for spending Christmas money to buy yourself Christmas presents! > <;

If anyone has a friend code thingy, Note me and we can be friends and stuff.

I'm just relaxing in bed, watching TV when it hits me. I have orientation for college in 11 days. That scared the crap out of me. I'm incredibly nervous, I'm scared..

Anyone have good advice? This wolf doesn't know what to do about the whole college thing..

So, yeah, I just found out about that today. :P Apparently that makes me stupid and a dumbass, according to a fur I won't name. (Wow, some respect! If you wanna remain anonymous, stay out of the comments~) FA has been flooded with this ACNL stuff? I haven't seen anything, perhaps because I was on vacation! ACNL stuff on Twitter? Well I don't follow furries on Twitter. (Probably for obvious reasons!)

So how dare ANYONE approach me with such a sick intent towards my being. :P The last thing I want to do is lose friends or even acquaintances, but when you insult me, ESPECIALLY with something as pointless as video games, I'm not the idiot, boy, you are, and I have no problem blocking you whatsoever.

Anyway, had to get my little rant out of the way! :3C Hugs to all! *Opens arms!*

 Windscar

He's been such a great guy to me since I first met him. This kitty is sweet, adorable and cute, funny, and just the nicest guy ever! He's always there when u need him, and I'm so incredibly happy to have met him! You see, yesterday was Paw Day, which is pretty much a normal day to me! I have nothing to give or receive, so I just wish everyone a good day and let it play through! Well, later in the evening, Windscar told me to wait a little bit while he went off to do something.. he came back minutes later and told me to call him, so I did, and.. I was greeted by Windscar himself, all suited up! ^///^ I've never actually interacted with a fur like that! It.. it meant a lot! We got to chat and talk about cons and stuff, and boy oh boy did I enjoy talking with him!

Windscar, you're one of the greatest people I know! ~<3 There needs to be more people like you in this world. I love you! ^ ^


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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10643979/

Check it out!

Have a good one, guys.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4643485/

Check it out! ^ ^

Anyone done it before?

I kinda wanna try it!

This is what being 18 is like? D:

It kinda saddens me. I feel as if tomorrow marks the day that my childhood is officially over.. Tomorrow, March 8th, I turn 18, and it nearly frightens me. :c To be a legal adult.. it marks a milestone in my life, of course! I'm scared, but I'm excited!

And then of course there's gonna be a lot more porn on FA .___.;;;;;;

Tomorrow's a big day. Feel like a little wuffy entering the big-wuff world > <

I've had my license for about 14 months.. and I've driven 17 different cars! D: My friends must really trust me.. or love me.. because I struggle letting friends drive my car around the parking lot .__.



2002 Land Rover Freelander [AT] (Biggest piece of crap ever.. thank goodness it wasn't passed on to me..)

2010 Chevrolet Camaro RS [AT] (All of the windows are like.. 2 inches tall. :B)

1996 BMW 328i [AT] (A bit hard to drive actually!)

2000 Honda Accord LX Coupe [AT] (Mi coche <3)

2006 Infiniti G35 Coupe [MT] (Stiff clutch, nimble little sucker. :D)

2006 Chevrolet Silverado [AT] (My dad had a HUGE lift on this thing.. hardly felt going over the curb, floored it and got nowhere, and got a good 2 mpg X3)

2011 Chevrolet Silverado [AT] (Sloooooooooooow..)

2004 Dodge Ram [AT] (This thing is flippin' wide!)

2008 GMC Yukon SLT [AT] (It's a boat; plain and simple. Rolls all over the place. BLECH.)

Toyota Tacoma X-Runner [MT] (Actually one of the easiest cars to drive, but the interior is plain, as expected. :x)

2008 Ford Escape [AT] (Nice, easy little SUV.)

2003 Mini Cooper [AT] (Small little car, spacious inside, not too fast, but goes vroom! :D)

2001 Ford Mustang [AT] (lol my friend handed me her keys and I peeled out a few times in front of her.. love her facial expression XD Thanks Ree~)

Chevy Cavalier [AT] (No comment. -.-')

2009 Acura MDX [AT] (Love this thing. Very easy to drive, very comfortable, pretty quick. Such an easy drive, made my car feel like a pile of crap!)

2008 Honda Civic Si [MT] (Quick. Not very powerful, but quick. And responsive.)

1999 Honda Civic [AT] (Eh. It ran. Nothing special.)



My list shall continue to grow D: I'm hoping to put a 2001 Jeep Grand Cherokee and some Nissan GT-R on this real soon! D:

Today I decided to check my email and see if I had received anything important from universities, etc. Well, I stumbled upon an older email dating February 1st from the university I applied to - the only university I applied to,my dream school. Once opening it, the first line read. "Congratulations! You have been enrolled... as an Engineering Technology Major." Oh what excitement! I can't believe I got accepted into my dream school right away! This is a huge achievement for me and an important milestone in my life!

I know I say I hate when people brag, but this just means too much to me, and I'd love to share this with you all!

Take care guys, and have a great morning/afternoon/evening! :D