FA has been a daily home for me to come and explore. Without your influence, we wouldn't have such a strong diverse collection of people gathering to share their love of furry art. Thank you for your efforts and contributions. You will be forever missed and thought of fondly.

Aaaaaaah!!!!! You need to find all the Shrines in TOTK now!!! I can't tell you what it is because of spoilers, but OMG asdfhjklqwerty!!!!








But for those who don't care about spoilers:

Link becomes a sexy Zonai!!!

So I'm curious for those that are into transformation. What if for a TF you had to be something you really don't want to be. What would it be?

Disinterest and indifference work as well.

For me, I would probably hate to be certain primates, including human. Disinterest: Oddly enough would be a house cat, and for Indifferent, it would be a horse.

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Needed a new journal. X3

Going to Anthrocon. That is all. X3

The storm has devastated Puerto Rico, leaving 70% percent of the buildings damaged. With no power for 4 to 6 months. I have several dear friends out there who I'm terribly worried about. And this will just make life awful for them. I'm absolutely stricken with grief...

Please pray for  kenichi340  fredvegerano

I have a Yiynova MSP 19U drawing tablet. I bought a drawing table and have set up the tablet before, but everytime I turn off the computer the tablet doesn't recognize the pen anymore. I downloaded the drivers. Am I doing something wrong? Or is my Norton Antivirus deleting the drivers?

I considered spending one night without taking sleeping pills and regret it immediately. I only got 4 hours of sleep and the dreams I get strongly depress me and break me from my state of trying to get through the day to day grind. I'm trying not to break but this is getting tough...

My art sucks, I'll admit it, but I want to get back into it. But one of my biggest fears is criticism, both my own and from others. Even if I didn't get them, I'd be paranoid about what others think so it blocks me from trying.

So then my question is, should I try to get back into drawing again, even if they're crappy. Would submitting crappy drawings cause you to wretch and unwatch? (I know many are only watching me for TF art or porn. Which I understand, and the tf and porn won't be stopping anytime soon.)

I want to improve myself and the only way to do that is to actually draw.

Does anyone wanna try to cheer up a sad bear? I'd be very appreciative. :'3

I am trying to separate my art from commission work and gifts so that my main gallery is only composed of my art. Does anyone know how to do that? :3

I will be going to MFF this December! I hear it's a pretty big convention and I think I will have a blast! I can't wait! And come next year, I will be going to Anthrocon for the very first time! I'm super excited for that one! Woo-hoo! ^.^ <3

Also, my laptop died, so I'm on a new computer desktop. Until I can replace the things and programs I lost, I will be unable to submit art for a time. If anyone knows how I can get photoshop, it'd be a huge help. X3

I hate doing these. I know it annoys people and only comes off as whiney, but it really does help, and I need any gasp of breath I can take when I'm drowning. I got pretty bad today as I started to rehash my life. I try my best to be on autopilot, but every once in a while during the quietness, it comes back to me. So I want to ask you for help? I really need a reason why I should continue. What reason do I have to keep living?

I'm slowly spiraling and sinking. The tinyest of things are now what I am using to pick myself up and it's the equivalent of crumbs to suppress it. I am slowly getting over encumbered by the weight of everything. I miss my family, I have few to near none friends, I have very little money, nearly no outlook and my hope is a weak flickering flame on a melting candle. When I am at work, I wish to be at home instaed, and when I am at home, I am miserable as there is nothing for me. I want to hit something but I'm not angry, I'm frustrated. When I do focus my mind on something to look fowrad to, that focus and anticipation is more rewarding than when it actually comes and I am further depressed by that sad reality. I don't know how much longer until I break.

This time around it doesn't hurt so much since this didn't last as long as the last one and I had my suspicions, but anyway, I am now seeking to pick myself up and get back on the saddle. I'm writing this journal to seek your help. I want to start meeting more furs and get out more. Meet people in person and get to know them. Are there any listings of all the fur cons and furmeets where I can be able to plan and attend them with preparation? I keep finding out about them at the last minute and am unable to attend. I've only been to one minor furcon, which was nice, but rather limited. Please send your suggestions. I'd love to get more active and hope to find someone nice. I'm hoping to seek a new mate to share my life with.

As much as I thought it could have worked out, it turns out that it was more just a fluke. Me and Remmus have permanently broken up this time and I'm single once again. It seems like it was very complicated.

I've been considering going to a doctor and getting antidepressants and am curious if there are people here who take them, what do they think about this? Is it a bad idea? Do they have bad side effects? I'm deeply in need of something to take away my sadness. What do you think?

As I went on, I was strongly on an auto-pilot mode. Nothing mattered to me. I had no purpose or goal. I no longer cared about saving money and future goals. The only thing keeping me going was some help from a friend who offered to take me in to help me. There was a mention of furcons that had caught my attention. Having always wanted to go, that was about as much that held me together.

But there is a good side to this story. As I was still dealing with things slowly, Remmus had recontacted me and wished to remain friends. I had remained in contact with Remmus and talked on occaision. We had come to discuss what had happened between us and had come to the conclusion that we had perhaps made rushed judgements on such a short visit. Remmus told me that he still held strong feelings for me and he strongly regretted the decision. He was deeply sorry for how much he hurt me and felt that certain issues were to blame for what occured. He still loves me and hopes that we can still become a pair together. As I strongly still held feeling for him as well, I also now have a bit of a defense up as it's quite understandable and he fully acknowledges the mistake he made but is strongly working towards earning my affections and trust again. And the effort he's shown really has earned some of my affections again as he's made some strong promises and sacrifices to show how much he loves me.

It's been going well and I think we make this work this time. So I want to announce that me and Remmus are back together again. So I will be returning the drawings back into my gallery for all to see. Please wish us luck that this will work out. Thanks all. :3

My mate  remmus-malik

Hello everyone. I've been looking forward to getting back to drawing for a very long time and now is the chance for me to do just that. I want to draw as much as I can now that I have some more free time.

So I ask anyone out there for advice for a very beginner artist as myself. What are the tricks of the trade and any tips that can help me improve and make things not so stressful? My confidence gets very low sometimes when I see how truly bad I am at drawing.

I warn u that this story is TRUTH! an is REAL n pass down bye old person!! DO NOT REED IF U SCARE EZPZ OK !!??!?!

OK the scraey tail go like these--
.....ONCE apron a time their was HOUSE and all the kids n the neighbors hood did'nt like the hose becus it had long grass and the window were shut but sometimess a MONSTER wuld look out the window and stare some times !!!!!

any way at night time mean kids dare a kid to go n 2 that scary horse and he did and when he went in ther he saw thre was no 1 there and when he look out the window all the kid outside got rally scared and RAN A WAY !! ! !

the kid than realize he was actally the monster
THE WHOLE TIME :,(

Okay, I might receive hate for this but watched Kung Fu Panda 3 this weekend and after watching it I just had to find out peoples thoughts on it so I tried looking up reviews but all I see are positive reviews.

Am I really the only one who did not like this 3rd installation out of the last two very good ones?

As much as I tried to make it home on time for Christmas, I was unable to because the army sucks. So I'm gunna spend my day ordering pizza and playing Fallout 4.

Happy Holidays everyone!

*Rides a hover board, buys a Pepsi for 50$ dollars, and watches JAWS part 19* The Cubs are going to win the world series!

Nevermind, they gave me the wrong email address. :P

Moving the last journal. Doing better, recovering.