Staring tomorrow, I will have the place to myself for a whole week. It involves me taking care of the animals a bit more then usual, and various other things, but it should be rather beneficial to my mood to not have anyone around, particularly you know who. :v

Still can't find a job, I still look places, but without having job experience, it is nearly impossible for me to find anything, it's a huge pain in the ass, and getting one within the next two months will determine how my life goes, come my next birthday in September.


On another note, that help I asked for a little while back, it's stuttering along at a much slower pace then I've been wanting it to, as the people who decided to help me are not around a lot at all, go figure. x:



I plan to finally get those commissions I owe out of the way once I improve my line work a bit more, I really need to stop putting them on hold due to my lack of confidence.

I may open up for a few once they are out of the way, as I don't plan to do them (since they aren't really commissions anyway, as previously explained), until I am confident I can finish them to the top of my ability.
Which means any art after that point will be actually competent and commission worthy.

In regards to that, I'll be making a change of payment policy to benefit both myself and the commissioner for whenever this actually happens.-

Pay half at the start, if I finish it, you pay the rest, if I take too long to get it finished, no second half for me when I do finish it. To the exception of bust shots/badge style things.

Right now I am just rambling about ideas regarding this though though, I by no means will be doing this any time soon, I'm still far from that point right now, drawing wise anyway, I'm actually rather confident in my shading abilities now, you'll see when I post my next picture.~ (That was done by me, not someone else :v )

Anyway, I'll leave it there, I've rambled on long enough.

Someone asked me recently, why I keep art in high regard...well, I don't have much reason really.

I just love it I guess. It means a lot to me to have what is in my head, or what is in other people's head, portrayed to the world and shown to everyone else.

I admit, it makes me jealous sometimes when some people get art or can draw art that I feel is a lot better then mine, but that's just me being a dick as I always am, quite possibly lazy too.

Either way, quickest way to answer the question is, art just means a lot to me. It's what holds me together sometimes, it's what makes me feel whole, it's just nothing I can easily explain.

While I'm at it, for those who have drawn me before, who have done commissions for me, or anything along those lines, thank you. It means a lot.

I'm trying to fix that, don't worry, just having a hard time getting back to the way I used to be, which was Trawr the Rawr.

C'est La Vie, if/when I can find a place to go within the next few months, and can get myself settled properly, the happier mood will surely help.

Speaking on that matter, I'm still trying to find proper arrangements again as my last arrangements went down the drain, so don't worry about it, something is sure to come up eventually.


Returning to the topic though, if I've been a dick to you within the past few months, I apologize.

That is all, unless you enjoy bonk songs. If you do, then listen to these.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBTQ3LbXcSw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fs65S-1o-Os
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qkAq7ABdzOE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42wooJKmCW4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgOx5IDQz9I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnRFW_CYnlQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S44d1mfKJ9I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Imcv0xVEzZg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3Iai7Xis1g - this one is a bit loud, might want to turn your volume down for this one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bElxI1DJ7ik
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUvS4hWYGzE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBrFTDGjSVw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyxxFP1J7Bg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aE3gN2dywBM

Then of course, I'm sure many of you remember this one, made by someone here on FA.~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYBZrRCCrXE


Then, Pyro Sings.~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxY4Oy2nFlw

Then of course, Heavy Randomness.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0CA-ewOxOg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8Pnw6u1bnQ

*Done with links*

Hi, It's Trawr with Rawrchop. You're gonna be in a great mood all day, because you're going to Rawr your troubles away with the Rawrchop. Now Look.
Here is a potato, One Rawr and you got big chunks for stews, two Rawrs, home fries in a second, and look at this. When you add a mushroom, the more you do it finer it gets without switching Rawrs!

Now, you love Roars, but you hate making it. You know you hate making Roars, that's why you don't have any Roars in your diet! One Rawr, Roars! I love pizza too, but once in a while, get the Roars in, at least throw it on top of the pizza. You're going to change your Rawring habits.
Soups, Coleslaw, stuff you want in 5 Rawrawrs. 4, 5 Rawrawrs, it's done!

This thing, this Rar, it looks boring. Stop having a boring Rar, stop having a boring Rawr.
Add this Rar, put it like this, now you're going to have a nice Rar Roar! You're going to have an exciting Rawr now!

Look, here is a hard boiled Mwrawr. One Rawr, add the pickle, add the green onion. What you can do is mix things together, add the ham...and you're going to love this. You don't have time to make Rawrfast. Rawrfast to go!

You're gonna love my Rawrs! Watch this. Almonds, walnuts. It comes with a Rawrver, so you can do everything in the Rawrver, put it on the board, whatever you like. One finger, if I can do it with one finger, you guys can do it with your whole Rawr. Kids can do it.
Do you know what they charge at the Rawr cream stores? A dollar for toppings. Add a few Roaroars if you want, you can make it with 10 Rawrts, stop throwing your Rawrney away!
Not only nuts, what about fruit? Put a Rawrgo...look, isn't that beautiful on your Rawr cream?

The Reason you're going to Rawr away every day is because it is so easy to clean. One, Two and Rawrs open like that, like a butterfly to clean. Now these other ones you see in the stores, Rawrteria gets in the food, all the stores have this. You can't clean it, you can't open this up, it's Rawrless! Forget about it!

Now, take the Rawrchop, put it back together and you get the Rawrlic, with the skin and there you go! It deskins the Rawrlic, you're going to eat more Rawrlic. Alright, the Rawrions, with the skin, it's making you cry it's making me cry. Alright, Rawrs is hard enough as it is, you don't want to cry anymore.

Put the Rawrchop right there, the skin is at the bottom and look at this. Want a little bit of Rawrions and don't want to ware out the food processor? The skin comes right off, you see that? Alright, put a tomato in there, add your Rawruncho your hot peppers like this. You Rawr it like this. Guys, were going to make Rawrica skinny again, one RAWR at a time!

"It's very Rawr, it's a time saver for Rawrcipies."
"Take it apart, washes, put it in the Rawrer, good to go."
"It's easy, you just got one hand and Rawr, eheahehaeha"

Now here is the deal, when you buy the Rawrchop, were going to give you the Rawrty for cheese.
White cheese, yellow cheese, in the container, comes with a twister...and watch this. Rawrcos, Rawruccine, Rawrguine, Rawrtini, Rawrkini.

Comes with two blades, just bang it, the cheese comes right out. Fine and course, Rawrmesan.
Comes with a cover, stays sealed. Put it in the fridge, take it out when you need it, pass it around the Rawrble. You're going to love this Rawr.

Rawrchop sells for Rawrteen Rowrty-Five, but if you Rawr now, in the next twenty Rawrawrs, since you know we can't do this all Rawr, you're going to get the Rawrty, absolutely free!

So that's TWO, for Rawrteen Rowrty-Five, the Rawrchop with the Rawrty, here's how to Rawrder!

Call One Eight Rawr-red, Rawrine Rawrive One Rawrven Rawrven One Rawr. Call now, and you'll get the Rawrty absolutely free with with the Rawrchop! When you call, ask about out folding Rawring board!

That's One Eight Rawr-red, Rawrine Rawrive One Rawrven Rawrven One Rawr.
One Eight Rawr-red, Rawrine Rawrive One Rawrven Rawrven One Rawr

RAWR NOW.

First is, thanks for the people who offered to help me, though none of you are able to at the moment due to current engagements, the wait for assistance shall be worth it.

Secondly, I'm still puttering away at Dragonica, have a furry guild made already too if anyone is playing and wants to join, we need people anyway. :B
Finally hit level 30 myself~ (totally unimportant).

Next, I had plans to move out, but the place I was going to stay is gone now, so I have to find somewhere to go again within the next few months, or it'll be a lot of trouble for me. More on this when it becomes a lot more vital, or if you are kind of local to me, perhaps you can help with that. Don't want to repeat what happened with  mahun though, I still feel all shit about that. ;c

Also, my full nickname is Trawr the Chocolate Rawr Dragon. This one definitely does not need explanation, nor will you get it if you ask.~

Lastly, place to myself in a week or two, for a few days, will really make me feel good being alone for a while.

Recently, my urges to not draw have been replaced with urges to want to improve and do much better with my art, but, it's hard to do alone.

I'm just wondering if there is any artist out there who is watching me, who is quite a few levels above what I can do, that might be willing to help give advise, look at drawings I do on occasion, red-line, all that good stuff. Nothing far too serious.

I don't want to feel mediocre at drawing as I do now, I want to be able to do things with a style of my own instead of a mash-up of very generic stylings (just look at how I do eyes. ;\ ).


So all in all, It'd come to my great appreciation if someone were to step up and help me do just that, I certainly can't do it alone, I really need the ton of nudges and pushes into the right direction.
If not, thanks for reading my artistic woes anyway.


Edit: This will likely involve OCing on a somewhat/fairly common basis.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6HFw8TNexyU

"HI, MY NAME IS CATHY, NICE TO MEET YOU. THIS IS HOUSE, ISN'T IT NICE?"

ISN'T IT NICE?

Cookie if you know the reference. (everything in full caps is the quote)

Just seriously wanting to make a journal with nothing interesting to add, is all.

If anyone who said they were going to try Dragonica is actually playing, my IGN is Trauron (of course) if you want to add me. :v

http://dragonica.iahgames.com/site/default.aspx

It will be out tomorrow, the 4th, at 4am EST.

Been waiting a month or so for this to finally be released as an Open Beta Test, I really enjoyed the game a lot when I tried the Closed Beta Test, I plan to get rather addicted to it and play it a ton.

It's rather different from most MMOs I have played, hence why to me, it is one of the best free ones out there right now. :v

 hyenajaws and I will be playing it, anyone care to join us perhaps? :B

Edit: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9mgaQBUwwc
I like the login music, I tend to have the game open just cause, for this music. :B

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=589TNuojtBw - Some gameplay of the various classes.

Going to comment on someone's journal, and finding that you are on their block list, oh the joy it pursues to know that someone doesn't like you on the interwebs.~

I have a rather large block list myself, I just hate people flaming and being a dick without reason, even if it is just the internet. :v

Went to comment on someone's journal to find myself blocked, I thought it to be amusing, so I thought I'd share my joy. :B


</dickery, for now>

Amazing game, I just finished it, even though I couldn't understand basically anything, there was actually only ONE piece of diologue that was in english during the whole game, 3 words. :|

There worlds there are in it are -

The Organization Building
Agrabah
Alice in Wonder Land
Hercules Stadium
Halloween Town
Neverland

As you progress through the game, when you go back to these places, you get new maps that you get to go to compared to when you first go there, though I'm slightly disappointed that there are really only 5 worlds to go to, but it worked well I suppose.



The Abilities System -

The abilities and weapon system in this game are much different, you get slots to put items, abilities, weapons and magic into in order to use them.
Some are bigger shapes, but the empty spaces they take up, can have things put into them if you have said certain thing to put into them.

Like, there's a rectangle of three slots you can put down, that has two empty slots, where you put whatever spell you want into, and makes whatever one you put into that one slot, able to be cast 3 times per mission, if you put two of the same in, it turns into 6, though if you have ethers equiped (blue octogon things), you can recover 1,2 or 3 depending on what size it was, very useful considering later on, in higher difficulties, you'll likely need to be able to do that.

There is also one that's a square that is similar to that, but instead, upgrades the power of said spell to a higher level, so if you put two of one spell in, you get a level 4, 3 for level 6, and just one for a level 2 spell, this increases the potency of that version, or heals more if you are using cure.

Then the abilities from the original games, like seeing enemy health, dashing in the air, things like that..they generally take up one. Slots for level ups take up one, slots for potions take up one per item, etcetc.

There are some exceptions to that though, later on, you can upgrade abilities like jumping (to jump higher or to float down slowly if you hold the jump button, or being able to fly longer) that add-on just like the weapons do.

Speaking of weapons, they have the same slot system, the stronger they are, the more slots they have, along with having + or ++ next to their name, which I believe means they have a higher combo number then the previous.

Last thing I'll mention is that after every mission, you get an additional slot, and you can also purchase them a few times during the game, the shop is what I will talk about next.


Moogle Shop -

There is a lone moogle within the Organization 13 building that sells things to you, everything you ever need comes from him, from abilities, items, weapons, rings, spells, all of it is from him.
There is a "Heart Point" Shop, which is points you get from killing weapons, you get many things from only there, though it's less useful weapon wise later on in the game, this also lets you be a cheap scape and just buy spells and potions from there for later use, instead of using munnies and building supplies to make them.

The forging shop, requires you to have certain items in order to make new ones, usually weapons in my case, and abilities. As you progress through the game, you find new recipes in order to make new things, though usually don't meet the requirements yet, when you meet them, and have the money to purchase it, you will get the item you asked for.
This is the main supply for weapons as I mentioned.


Weapons -

There are only a few different weapons in the game, but they get upgraded as you get farther into the game, it is really hard to explain them besides them having their own specialities, I can't remember most of them.

The Keyblade - no weapon to put over yet
A Moon Designed Weapon - Better air combo then the dark moon.
A Dark Moon Designed Weapon - First weapon you get, good ground combo
Blue Weapon with Razors coming out of the back - Fantastic air combo, the best there is for air combos at it's highest version.
Black keyblade with a fantasy diamond-ed design at the top - Air combo isn't too great if I recall.
Red and Black lava themed key - very powerful, very short combos in the air or on the ground, but has a huge delay between strikes, it leaves you quite open
Black and Purple Key - At it's final version, is the strongest key I currently have it has a strong ground and air combo, though the air combo is short.
Dark blue key with diamond-ed design - Similar to the black and purple key, but has combos like the black and purple key has before it's final 6 sloted, ++ version that I use.

There are others, but I have not used them since I haven't purchased them. I don't know their names, so I made some up based on their descriptions. ;\



Abilities-

I won't go into abilities, they are the same ones from the original ones.


Music- It's rather high quality and crystal clear compared to most DS games, all the same music for the worlds make a come back

Graphics- It looks as if it is a PS1 game, though the cut scenes are the same quality as the PS2 videos.



Without the english version, it is very hard to tell much of the story line or give proper descriptions of anything, but I must say, I really enjoy this game a lot.

I have nothing bad to say about it, really.

Anyways, I'll stop boring you guys nowww.

http://www.wimp.com/whatthe/ - all hand drawn, scanned, put together, and lip synced.

 winterblueart showed me this, I thought it was interesting.

Here's another impressive one if you liked that one, it's all done by still animation (Winter also showed me this) - http://www.wimp.com/funfood/

This is art. :v

Long done. :v
No one really came, but oh well.~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1KPx.....Wqg&fmt=18

Read the comment box, please, I beg you. I hate when people don't and ask what shit is. ;\

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/755996/

They need help.

Just thought I'd spread the word. :v

You guys (and gals if there are any) should too, or perhaps help them.

I am thinking of trying to get Antidepressants (Finally, as a few people teased me about), since I am really starting to not stand feeling down like this so often, getting angry at people for no reason, making journals like my previous one, feeling crappy, etcetcetc.

A friend tried to convince me really early this morning that it'd be a wise thing to doing so, hence why I am asking advise for if I should or not, or just try to live with it for a while longer and hope I feel by myself.

I'm sure many of have seen how much of a dick I've grown to be over the last 9 months or so from feeling like this so often.
If I do try to get them, or do not, I really hope that stops.


So yeah, what do you guy think? ;\

Skunks, no matter the shape or form, disgust me.
"Oh, but they are cuteee!"
"What about if they didn't have stink glands?"

Neither is relevant, they sicken me in real life, along with being really annoying people with characters as them tend to be really huge dickheads/sex obsessed/etcetc kind of people.

On that note, this isn't directed at anyone in particular.

That is all.

Edit: Done

 feuerdrache is my 1000th watch, I've come a long way apparently in just under 2 years. :v

This is the internet though, so this is more like a milestone for lulz, then anything truely serious. :B

One of those days, that you feel really crappy and don't have any motivation to do anything, to talk to anyone, feel weak/tired and just spend a lot of your time just sitting around and laying there?

I'm having one of those days, first one in a while, and it sucks. ;c

Not looking for any sympathy at all, I'll post a reply saying "Listen up boy, or pornography of your mother will be the second worst thing that happens to you today." :v


What is everyone else up to? I'm sure it's plenty more then me.


Edit: Mother just gave me the "by your next birthday we're kicking you out if you have no job/not on welfare" speech along with the "Finish fucking school" speech, that makes me feel PLENTY better, yeah, definitely...not. :|

Edit: Found what I was looking for.


Also, 3 watches from 1K, woo.~
Even if they are undeserved. :v

I'm doing what I can to get them done, but my art mood is never consistent enoughhhh.

Dranslin and Reddd, even if you keep saying to not worry about it since you both originally 'paid' with charity, and aren't technically commissions in the first place, I still feel like I owe you both, so I'll make sure to get them done soooooooon, even if that's like, the third time I said that.

As for Zenon and Schawlbe, yours are both traditional, so it's even harder to get into the mood, on top of that, both of them are half done (Zenon's moreso, ironically being the first one I worked on out of the four I took), having trouble with the heads of both of them right now, I suck at heads apparently. x3


Zenon and Schawlbe, you both have permission to nag constantly at me until I get yours done.

Dranslin and Reddd, I'm sorry again I am taking so long, I just want to do a good job, since you were both rather kind at the time that you guys helped me.


Anyway, off to bed to me for now, hopefully I wake up in an artistic mood like I was for a bit here, which I should of spent working on things I owe instead of inking a picture. ;c

Edit: Forgot, Thorphax, I'll finish my side of the trade REALLY soon, I just need an idea for what to do since the icon wasn't working out as we planned.


I'm too apologetic. x:

 gar-yulong

Give Him Some LUFF, Nao, Do ET. When I use Interweb slang, it means I mean SRS BSNS, FOR SRS. :c

He does barrel rolls if you beg and suck up to him. :B

I think they are horribly cute. :B
I don't know any Otters though.. :c
Anyone know any Otters I can watch? :B

On a different note, I've been in no mood to draw or ink, or color lately, I've been feeling really stiff without reason, and tend to have to lay down so it stops, possibly is my diet, most likely IS my diet, so don't need help there. :v
I'll do my best to get the stuff I owe done asap.

Anyway, just a random journal, that's all for nowww.


Edit: Just noticed this, but I know like...no foxes at all either, is it a blessing or a shame? No offence intended there to any foxes who see this. :B
Edit2: Edit1 is an observation only.

Decided to stop being an Alcohol Virgin today, and had a Smirnoff Ice, the after taste was hard to get by for the first little while, but eventually got used to it. :B

The picture makes the bottle look huge, but it is only about 330ml, which is just a bit less then what a Coca-Cola can holds.

http://img151.imageshack.us/img151/.....mirnoffice.png

Other reason for drinking, was I was feeling stressed again, and wanted to feel relaxed, which worked. My coordination is slightly off and all right now, but Smirnoff Ice is apparently not strong in the first place, and I only had a single bottle, so I'm still just as capable as I usually am besides the slowed down coordination I mentioned.

I think I may have another drink some other day, eventually when I get stressed, it actually seems to really help. x:

I'ma a man now, I drank alcohol, rah rah rah. :v

Edit: I'm not an idiot, I'd never drink enough to make myself totally and utterly drunk, only stupid people do that. :|