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Alive check up part 2
Posted a month agoSo where do I begin...
Keeping it short I moved down to Raleigh NC for roughly a year thanks to some close friends that were 1- honestly worried about my mental state and livlihood and 2- wanted to do this before but covid hit (yay for shit like that ) with the idea over all was get myself a better chance of a second chance in life, BUT only to find out job hunting is so horrid and ffs do not get me started on housing/rent, I did feel like I rushed to get down there but honestly be better then be stuck and well, would of done something very regretable if I didn't change up the scenery and try again for jobs and what not. So back up in Michigan. But would say good news, recently after moving back up and applying to probably the only known few affordable housing apartment units around here I might be getting into a place within in this month (2 technically since applied in July and the woman said give it about a month or two being there were some tenants moving/switching places) So wish me luck on getting a place.
Birthday came and went (sept 1st) and 36 yrs on this rock, dinner with fam and hanging out with friends.
As for art I mostly kept to social medias and discord private/selective groups, I'm still dealing with a nasty case of life burn out (working on it since back in therapy and soon medication) so that's why my FA's been collecting dust, don't know when I will post again but once I feel ready then either be a sprinkle or a full blown post tsunami. Either way I'm still dealing with personal rock bottoms about my skill as an artist.
Sorry I was quiet again for so long on here folks, things are still rocky and placing my wellbeing and situations up first. In due time I'll return.
Keeping it short I moved down to Raleigh NC for roughly a year thanks to some close friends that were 1- honestly worried about my mental state and livlihood and 2- wanted to do this before but covid hit (yay for shit like that ) with the idea over all was get myself a better chance of a second chance in life, BUT only to find out job hunting is so horrid and ffs do not get me started on housing/rent, I did feel like I rushed to get down there but honestly be better then be stuck and well, would of done something very regretable if I didn't change up the scenery and try again for jobs and what not. So back up in Michigan. But would say good news, recently after moving back up and applying to probably the only known few affordable housing apartment units around here I might be getting into a place within in this month (2 technically since applied in July and the woman said give it about a month or two being there were some tenants moving/switching places) So wish me luck on getting a place.
Birthday came and went (sept 1st) and 36 yrs on this rock, dinner with fam and hanging out with friends.
As for art I mostly kept to social medias and discord private/selective groups, I'm still dealing with a nasty case of life burn out (working on it since back in therapy and soon medication) so that's why my FA's been collecting dust, don't know when I will post again but once I feel ready then either be a sprinkle or a full blown post tsunami. Either way I'm still dealing with personal rock bottoms about my skill as an artist.
Sorry I was quiet again for so long on here folks, things are still rocky and placing my wellbeing and situations up first. In due time I'll return.
Alive check up
Posted a year agoShort journal entry but wanted to give some at least a reassurance that I'm fine and alive, I just been dealing with a lot of IRL stress, work and all that fun stuff. I don't know when I'll post art again tbh I've been struggling with depression and isolation with no means of getting out that it has kind of killed my art mood a lot along with I'm in that point in my life that my mind's making it hard for me, mainly severely judging my art skill when I want to improve on some things, that and dealing with a cat that has both a condition and allergies that things have been tight next to cleaning the place up for an up and coming move.
Soon things will get better for me I am trying over all, I'm taking some close friends and a therapist I see word and advice to take it easy and take a break, sort myself out because again, dealing with a lot. Sorry for being silent for so long I got a lot on my plate and doing what I can to knock things down bit by bit.
Soon things will get better for me I am trying over all, I'm taking some close friends and a therapist I see word and advice to take it easy and take a break, sort myself out because again, dealing with a lot. Sorry for being silent for so long I got a lot on my plate and doing what I can to knock things down bit by bit.
Made an ArtFight page~
Posted 5 years agohttps://artfight.net/~trancehybridredux
Been on my mind as of late and seeing some artists I follow/know make one there next to checking it out fully it seems right up my alley, so any other artists that follow me here that have a page there feel free to follow me. I don;t have much up yet more so made character pages but I am working at a decent rate I can to update that part soon.~
Hope to part take in some fun art exchanges over there with other aritsts ^^~
Been on my mind as of late and seeing some artists I follow/know make one there next to checking it out fully it seems right up my alley, so any other artists that follow me here that have a page there feel free to follow me. I don;t have much up yet more so made character pages but I am working at a decent rate I can to update that part soon.~
Hope to part take in some fun art exchanges over there with other aritsts ^^~
Update on things
Posted 5 years agoHey all,
This might be short but want to at least fill some in that wondering what's been going on with this page as of late.
To be fair I'm still dealing with a lot of personal turmoil, voices in my head that are trying to well... Push me to do something bad towards myself, I'm fine and I've been fighting but with this whole isolation thing (to be frank I'm use to it but since the whole major events happening its oddly making it worst.) is kind of making things hard for me, typically even if I may fall as an Omnivert a good lot of the time I'm in Introvert 'mode' but now that's switched around more so worst case I'm still afraid to chat with people I do care/want to know etc. Again trying my best to balance things out, its hard but trying.
As for artwork I don't know if I would post stuff on here for a good while, I don't want to turn this into some sort of chaotic mess and or a sketch dump page so right now things are in a bit of a hiatus till I figure something out, that and mostly tying back to the top about dealing with basically depressive issues often on. Art will come around I do promise though want to be in a good place again, I know you guys will say its fine and I do gratefully thank you all for at least understanding even if a little. So at this current moment this is a more of a 'ghosting' page watching artists I like and or (on those really rare occasions chat with people via notes). I'll still be here over all just not as active.
Also for the past month or two I've been dealing with some light health issues physically, for a while I didn't know about this till the beginning of last month out of pains on my right side I had to be rushed to the hospital, come to find out I have kidney stones and not that long ago went into operation via some use of a machine to hit me with vibrations to hopefully crack the stones down, since then been trying my best to do what I can bit by bit but don't know how long I might have these, hopefully not any longer.
Over all to those that are concerned/curious/ what have you about why I've been silent on here this is what the best I can explain. thanks for understanding over all and continue support.
This might be short but want to at least fill some in that wondering what's been going on with this page as of late.
To be fair I'm still dealing with a lot of personal turmoil, voices in my head that are trying to well... Push me to do something bad towards myself, I'm fine and I've been fighting but with this whole isolation thing (to be frank I'm use to it but since the whole major events happening its oddly making it worst.) is kind of making things hard for me, typically even if I may fall as an Omnivert a good lot of the time I'm in Introvert 'mode' but now that's switched around more so worst case I'm still afraid to chat with people I do care/want to know etc. Again trying my best to balance things out, its hard but trying.
As for artwork I don't know if I would post stuff on here for a good while, I don't want to turn this into some sort of chaotic mess and or a sketch dump page so right now things are in a bit of a hiatus till I figure something out, that and mostly tying back to the top about dealing with basically depressive issues often on. Art will come around I do promise though want to be in a good place again, I know you guys will say its fine and I do gratefully thank you all for at least understanding even if a little. So at this current moment this is a more of a 'ghosting' page watching artists I like and or (on those really rare occasions chat with people via notes). I'll still be here over all just not as active.
Also for the past month or two I've been dealing with some light health issues physically, for a while I didn't know about this till the beginning of last month out of pains on my right side I had to be rushed to the hospital, come to find out I have kidney stones and not that long ago went into operation via some use of a machine to hit me with vibrations to hopefully crack the stones down, since then been trying my best to do what I can bit by bit but don't know how long I might have these, hopefully not any longer.
Over all to those that are concerned/curious/ what have you about why I've been silent on here this is what the best I can explain. thanks for understanding over all and continue support.
Hit 30
Posted 6 years agoToday's my birthday...
Hit 30 yrs...
God I'm getting old and time's flying fast.
Don't know what I might do today, mostly the usual stuff, though IRL things hopefully will be alright -w-.
Hit 30 yrs...
God I'm getting old and time's flying fast.
Don't know what I might do today, mostly the usual stuff, though IRL things hopefully will be alright -w-.
MFF MEME 2018
Posted 7 years agoI might be able to go, here's hoping (do have high hopes :D) So why not do this~
BASICS:
What day are you getting there?
Thursday Evening
How are you traveling?
Would loved to get a carpool in but sadly nothing's biting so its via by bus :c *so much hours wasted but that's the price*
Where are you staying?
The Embassy Suites
Who will you be rooming with?
With
PriestessShizuka, we're hoping to get two more people soon
How long are you going?
Till Sunday Evening
PERSONAL:
What is your species?
I have a lot, I don't stick to one X'D, but my main is a personal species I created called the Antiquivox, but also shown more as an Avali and a (semi traditional) wolftaur. But also show some fun as a Dragon.
What is your gender?
Female, and that's it.
How old are you?
29 yrs
How tall are you?
at best 5'6"
Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
1-No and not interested/looking at the moment (no desire to have a quick hook up date with a stranger) and 2- I'm here to have fun not get into a dirty one night stand, never liked the idea and quite frankly still NO.
Can I talk to you?
If you see me around, ask me but more then likely of course?~ I maybe busy but if I say I can spare some time then shoot, but understand I'm a bit socially shy if I don't know you well enough >w<; I tend to suck at conversations but if knowing what I like and interested I know we'll get something going for a visit~
Can I touch you?
I don't like this, sound dodgy >.>; Nothing risque, if needing my attention please only shoulder taps
Can I hug you or snuggle with you?
To be fair no, for the fact of snuggling gods no due to the past relationships snuggling to me will make me nervous and awkward, I'm not much of a fan of even friends snuggling me, that's only to a very close and trusted boyfriend status guy. Hugs I'll be alright with BUT please don't make it awkward to me, a short hug is fine but only if I accept your offer.
CONVENTION:
Will you be fursuiting?
Sadly no, my old fursuit is retired and I don't have anything new made up.
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Probably my first year of not being in Artist Alley (no new stuff printed or drawn out traditionally) but more then likely will be hovering around the arist alley and dealers den, at any sort of panel, be at the mess hall if needing some noms, be around with friends. etc etc
What is the best way to find you?
Again not suiting but if most of you know what I look like then it'll be easy to spot me, if you see me vaguely but don't know usually I respond best vocally, so saying Trance or TranceHybridRedux would quickly catch me. But do warn if I don't know you that well I will be weary, I tend to stay in small friend groups.
Will you going to any parties?
Really depends if I know the people there and or with a good lot of friends, more then likely if there's a macro get together more chances I'll be there with buds of mine but other then that a heavy depend to no.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
With this year I really don't know. Whatever catches my attention.
Will you be preforming?
Again sadly no to never ;w;
What/Where will you be eating?
More then likely at the con's mess hall, not a picky eater but if there's a decent restaurant that is good for price and got invited with friends then I'll be there. Mostly looking for a decent sushi place/Italian eatery/Mexican eatery/ a good burger joint or place.
Can I buy you drinks?
UNLESS I was there when you bought it sorry but no. If wanting to socialize and get a drink at the con bar and want to bring me along then sure, I would rather see it get bought. Other then that if me and friends go out more then likely I'll by my own drinks, that and I am very VERY picky on what I like to drink.
Can I give you stuff?
;w; that would be oh so kind of you~ So if got a gift art or items that are easy for me to pack up then be all means.
Can I take your picture?
If wanting a snip of me with you then I don't mind, not shy~
What are your goals for the con this year?
Just getting out of the house to meet up with artist buds and friends over all, have a good time and chill for the weekend.~
BASICS:
What day are you getting there?
Thursday Evening
How are you traveling?
Would loved to get a carpool in but sadly nothing's biting so its via by bus :c *so much hours wasted but that's the price*
Where are you staying?
The Embassy Suites
Who will you be rooming with?
With
PriestessShizuka, we're hoping to get two more people soonHow long are you going?
Till Sunday Evening
PERSONAL:
What is your species?
I have a lot, I don't stick to one X'D, but my main is a personal species I created called the Antiquivox, but also shown more as an Avali and a (semi traditional) wolftaur. But also show some fun as a Dragon.
What is your gender?
Female, and that's it.
How old are you?
29 yrs
How tall are you?
at best 5'6"
Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
1-No and not interested/looking at the moment (no desire to have a quick hook up date with a stranger) and 2- I'm here to have fun not get into a dirty one night stand, never liked the idea and quite frankly still NO.
Can I talk to you?
If you see me around, ask me but more then likely of course?~ I maybe busy but if I say I can spare some time then shoot, but understand I'm a bit socially shy if I don't know you well enough >w<; I tend to suck at conversations but if knowing what I like and interested I know we'll get something going for a visit~
Can I touch you?
I don't like this, sound dodgy >.>; Nothing risque, if needing my attention please only shoulder taps
Can I hug you or snuggle with you?
To be fair no, for the fact of snuggling gods no due to the past relationships snuggling to me will make me nervous and awkward, I'm not much of a fan of even friends snuggling me, that's only to a very close and trusted boyfriend status guy. Hugs I'll be alright with BUT please don't make it awkward to me, a short hug is fine but only if I accept your offer.
CONVENTION:
Will you be fursuiting?
Sadly no, my old fursuit is retired and I don't have anything new made up.
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Probably my first year of not being in Artist Alley (no new stuff printed or drawn out traditionally) but more then likely will be hovering around the arist alley and dealers den, at any sort of panel, be at the mess hall if needing some noms, be around with friends. etc etc
What is the best way to find you?
Again not suiting but if most of you know what I look like then it'll be easy to spot me, if you see me vaguely but don't know usually I respond best vocally, so saying Trance or TranceHybridRedux would quickly catch me. But do warn if I don't know you that well I will be weary, I tend to stay in small friend groups.
Will you going to any parties?
Really depends if I know the people there and or with a good lot of friends, more then likely if there's a macro get together more chances I'll be there with buds of mine but other then that a heavy depend to no.
Are there any panels you might be attending?
With this year I really don't know. Whatever catches my attention.
Will you be preforming?
Again sadly no to never ;w;
What/Where will you be eating?
More then likely at the con's mess hall, not a picky eater but if there's a decent restaurant that is good for price and got invited with friends then I'll be there. Mostly looking for a decent sushi place/Italian eatery/Mexican eatery/ a good burger joint or place.
Can I buy you drinks?
UNLESS I was there when you bought it sorry but no. If wanting to socialize and get a drink at the con bar and want to bring me along then sure, I would rather see it get bought. Other then that if me and friends go out more then likely I'll by my own drinks, that and I am very VERY picky on what I like to drink.
Can I give you stuff?
;w; that would be oh so kind of you~ So if got a gift art or items that are easy for me to pack up then be all means.
Can I take your picture?
If wanting a snip of me with you then I don't mind, not shy~
What are your goals for the con this year?
Just getting out of the house to meet up with artist buds and friends over all, have a good time and chill for the weekend.~
STREAMING~ [OFFLINE]
Posted 8 years agohttps://picarto.tv/TranceHybridRedux
Going to be working on a character model sheet for a while.
Streaming's offline
Was hoping to go another hour or two but laptop was like yea no -3-; Even with a fan on blasting next to me it heated up after the 3rd hour passed. I will plan to hold another one soon~
Going to be working on a character model sheet for a while.
Streaming's offline
Was hoping to go another hour or two but laptop was like yea no -3-; Even with a fan on blasting next to me it heated up after the 3rd hour passed. I will plan to hold another one soon~
Tuesday's Questionnaire~
Posted 8 years agoGiving this a shot again, and this is a more fancier way of saying TMI Tuesday (cause to be honest TMI just seems dirty even if its strictly SFW sorts :v. ) but alas this is what it is, hit me with questions and I'll answer back. Try to keep it at least PG 13 ish, strictly no NSFW questions as well as political stuff, and keep any inquires about commissions/AT/collabs/etc openings out. Other then that please ask away~
Tis that time~
Posted 9 years agoHappy holidays in advance peeps.~
Happy Yule/Winter Solstice and then Merry Christmas to all ^^
I got some gift art ideas to pass off to close friends and others I might gift. :3 So going to be a bit extra busy with those, some might be a belate ordeal but even then.
And if I get some art from others it'll be most welcomed and greatly treasured. ^^~
Either way when the more festive things come about as usual be safe and be smart if going out to drink and party, so best wishes for all on that end.~
*Also mildly pumped for the Assassin's Creed movie to come out soon, if the theater near her plays it, is hoping ;w;*
Happy Yule/Winter Solstice and then Merry Christmas to all ^^
I got some gift art ideas to pass off to close friends and others I might gift. :3 So going to be a bit extra busy with those, some might be a belate ordeal but even then.
And if I get some art from others it'll be most welcomed and greatly treasured. ^^~
Either way when the more festive things come about as usual be safe and be smart if going out to drink and party, so best wishes for all on that end.~
*Also mildly pumped for the Assassin's Creed movie to come out soon, if the theater near her plays it, is hoping ;w;*
STREAMING~-offline-
Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/TranceHybridRedux
Helping out with a friend design a character, mic is on cause the design is in real time. Or whatever I donno l3~
Helping out with a friend design a character, mic is on cause the design is in real time. Or whatever I donno l3~
TO ALL THOSE WHOM HAVE MY SKYPE
Posted 9 years agoPlease take note that I CAN'T get onto my skype, I tried many times before and it doesn't want to work with me, I don't know if my account got hacked or skype is over all just being a lil shit at this current time. If it is hacked and if anyone has/had IMs by me that are really odd or not of me, ignore or just mute that account. I'll try to look into this or just create a new account. I also do have a discord but note me if wanting my info to look me up. Either way I'll notify all if some still want to use skype for personal contacts and so on.~
Happy Thanksgiving all~
Posted 9 years agoHave a good time, eat well and all that jazz~
If going out to drink/party, be safe and be responsible ^^~
Well wishes to all~
If going out to drink/party, be safe and be responsible ^^~
Well wishes to all~
