i got tagged :: grumble grumble
Posted 14 years agoRules & stuff:
1. You must post these rules (DO IT).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs (unless it's a booty call).
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.
Questions:
1. If you were given the opportunity to live the rest of your life as a human, or your fursona…which one would you choose? Why?
I would want too be seen as human by those who need to see me as human, and those who would not get pissed off at me to see me as a furry. world might be better if you just saw people the way you needed to see them.
2. Why did you choose your particular fursona[s]?
Well, like alot of furries i have always been one. but what helped me decide to embrace and create the sona, is i saw some furry stories by Pylon. it made me feel weird. so afterwards, i decided i would draw a fursona, and if it looked ok ish, i would embrace it. and here we are
3. What is your favorite genre of music? Your favorite artist/band from that particular genre.
I like alternative rock, and i love Soundgarden and lately, Crash Kings.
4. If you had an opportunity to go out and meet new people, would you? Why or why not.
I would, but i would..hope..that i had a friend to go with for comfort
5. What is your favorite genre of video games? Favorite Video Game of ALL time?
Role playing games with a bit of action. and i LOVE kingdom hearts. i also love mass effect...mmm...Garrus.....
6. If you had a chance to travel anywhere (including another dimension), where would you go?
i would travel to MY dimension. it has beaches, and doorways to OTHER DIMENSIONS. from there it is only a few steps to fixing things.
7. Your most beloved movie of all time?
Geez....that is hard. I guess the best i can say is anything done by Miyazaki.
8. Mac or PC? [Stole this one].
Mac
9. How did you first get involved in the furry fandom?
Read stories by Pylon, and joined a group called furry.ca to start....lots of drama from that but, hey, here i am
10. Describe your sexuality.
GAAAAAYYYYYYYYY ( rainbow star)
11. If you had enough money too, would you travel, or buy something you’ve always dreamed of own?
Travel i think. to go see friends.
now the hard part.
1. When did you get into the furry community?
2. What is your favorite weather?
3. If you could have any one super power, what would it be?
4. What is your "type"?
5. What is your sexuality?
6. If you had to live in another country, which country would you live in?
7. If you could be in a television show or movie, which would you be in.
8. Is the world going to end soon?
9. What, besides your own fursonas, is your favorite furry species?
10. Favorite color?
11.Favorite fighting style?
and i will also ask a secret question....Would you join me in a paradise
And i will tag.
dodgerCR
kitsunekotaro
montyc
kobalthusky
goldfox
rosehexwit
chezne
m.mcallister88
leoninecomics
honeypup
liztail
1. You must post these rules (DO IT).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs (unless it's a booty call).
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.
Questions:
1. If you were given the opportunity to live the rest of your life as a human, or your fursona…which one would you choose? Why?
I would want too be seen as human by those who need to see me as human, and those who would not get pissed off at me to see me as a furry. world might be better if you just saw people the way you needed to see them.
2. Why did you choose your particular fursona[s]?
Well, like alot of furries i have always been one. but what helped me decide to embrace and create the sona, is i saw some furry stories by Pylon. it made me feel weird. so afterwards, i decided i would draw a fursona, and if it looked ok ish, i would embrace it. and here we are
3. What is your favorite genre of music? Your favorite artist/band from that particular genre.
I like alternative rock, and i love Soundgarden and lately, Crash Kings.
4. If you had an opportunity to go out and meet new people, would you? Why or why not.
I would, but i would..hope..that i had a friend to go with for comfort
5. What is your favorite genre of video games? Favorite Video Game of ALL time?
Role playing games with a bit of action. and i LOVE kingdom hearts. i also love mass effect...mmm...Garrus.....
6. If you had a chance to travel anywhere (including another dimension), where would you go?
i would travel to MY dimension. it has beaches, and doorways to OTHER DIMENSIONS. from there it is only a few steps to fixing things.
7. Your most beloved movie of all time?
Geez....that is hard. I guess the best i can say is anything done by Miyazaki.
8. Mac or PC? [Stole this one].
Mac
9. How did you first get involved in the furry fandom?
Read stories by Pylon, and joined a group called furry.ca to start....lots of drama from that but, hey, here i am
10. Describe your sexuality.
GAAAAAYYYYYYYYY ( rainbow star)
11. If you had enough money too, would you travel, or buy something you’ve always dreamed of own?
Travel i think. to go see friends.
now the hard part.
1. When did you get into the furry community?
2. What is your favorite weather?
3. If you could have any one super power, what would it be?
4. What is your "type"?
5. What is your sexuality?
6. If you had to live in another country, which country would you live in?
7. If you could be in a television show or movie, which would you be in.
8. Is the world going to end soon?
9. What, besides your own fursonas, is your favorite furry species?
10. Favorite color?
11.Favorite fighting style?
and i will also ask a secret question....Would you join me in a paradise
And i will tag.











feeling pathetic
Posted 14 years agojust a little. getting tired of being nice and having it spat in my face. you know? I think i am nice anyway..maybe not nice enough. somehow i still get shit from people, and just a general lack of feeling like what goes around comes around. like sometimes i feel general moments of happiness, and total hope..but within a week something makes me crash back down to my usual floating thru bullshit attitude. i just need to bitch about it cause i am so sick of being outgoing only to be pushed away, or ignored, or shat on...you know?
just typing it out loud should be enough
just typing it out loud should be enough
not gonna do state fair
Posted 14 years agothought about it and i need to save some money. you know...
state fair
Posted 14 years agoI might be able to get time next off next week on saturday. but it would be easier to get time off on sunday. then i could get monday and tuesday off and have a three day weekend....would anyone go to the fair on sunday and maybe give me a place to stay on sunday night....maybe.
I AM 173 BEST...AROUUUNNDDD ( my take on RE 4)
Posted 14 years agoso resident evil 4 is one of my favorite games of all time. because...it is....0.0...
so it was recently released on the 360 with hd graphics, and i thought, hey, why not, i love the game, so i grabbed it for 20 bucks. and it was alot of fun to replay it. I loved it on the Wii when it came out as it was a great use for the wii remote. so when it came out on 360 i was happy to replay it again and remember good things...until i beat it. now they have a leaderboard. since i had just gotten it again i took my sweet time and spent 17 hours on the game, which did not bother me....well then the game put up my numbers and i saw that i was in 11,000 place. usually i would not care but...RE4 is one of those games i think i am good at. it was one of MY games. the number one player had beaten MY game...in 1 hour and 51 minutes. the pain of seeing that....it was enough to fuel vengance. so i decided to put some time in to see if i could actually beat the game on a speed run of my own, upgrading my weapons up and replaying a few times to get money and power. i made a plan too get on the new game plus list and be a valued player. so a trail of los ganados was left in my wake as i fired bullet after bullet of infinite ammo tommy gun, sending a volley of death upon my enemies, not even taking time to let the spoiled yellow blood hit the floor as i made my way to the next room and the next, using my gamers memory to solve every puzzle in the least amount of presses. each second was precious and treasured. after running thru, and giving it my all, my final time on a new game plus was 2 hours and 53 minutes. the best on new game plus was 1 hour and 30 minutes. while this may seem kind of sad, the placement in the list for me was enough to satisfy. 173 place out of 2,000. top 200. i may try again some day soon, but it is enough to quench my thirst for proving my gaming worth
so yea, i had fun and it was nice to play resident evil 4 again ^__T__^
so it was recently released on the 360 with hd graphics, and i thought, hey, why not, i love the game, so i grabbed it for 20 bucks. and it was alot of fun to replay it. I loved it on the Wii when it came out as it was a great use for the wii remote. so when it came out on 360 i was happy to replay it again and remember good things...until i beat it. now they have a leaderboard. since i had just gotten it again i took my sweet time and spent 17 hours on the game, which did not bother me....well then the game put up my numbers and i saw that i was in 11,000 place. usually i would not care but...RE4 is one of those games i think i am good at. it was one of MY games. the number one player had beaten MY game...in 1 hour and 51 minutes. the pain of seeing that....it was enough to fuel vengance. so i decided to put some time in to see if i could actually beat the game on a speed run of my own, upgrading my weapons up and replaying a few times to get money and power. i made a plan too get on the new game plus list and be a valued player. so a trail of los ganados was left in my wake as i fired bullet after bullet of infinite ammo tommy gun, sending a volley of death upon my enemies, not even taking time to let the spoiled yellow blood hit the floor as i made my way to the next room and the next, using my gamers memory to solve every puzzle in the least amount of presses. each second was precious and treasured. after running thru, and giving it my all, my final time on a new game plus was 2 hours and 53 minutes. the best on new game plus was 1 hour and 30 minutes. while this may seem kind of sad, the placement in the list for me was enough to satisfy. 173 place out of 2,000. top 200. i may try again some day soon, but it is enough to quench my thirst for proving my gaming worth
so yea, i had fun and it was nice to play resident evil 4 again ^__T__^
To new watchers and old
Posted 14 years agoJust a friendly reminder I love talking too people on messengers so if you have any messenger feel free to add me.
Toggleroo on aim and yahoo and skype
Afro_bunny_murr[at]hotmail.com thou I need to change this one soon.
Also thanks for the cool times I had at the picnic. It was greatto feel wanted and missed by some. I wanna see you all again real soon. Mwah <3
Toggleroo on aim and yahoo and skype
Afro_bunny_murr[at]hotmail.com thou I need to change this one soon.
Also thanks for the cool times I had at the picnic. It was greatto feel wanted and missed by some. I wanna see you all again real soon. Mwah <3
you know what. ask ME anything
Posted 14 years agocause why not. I see a few people doing this, and i feel like doing it. go on, ask me anything.
another orgy contest out there
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2758148/ eh why not
Voice actor for hire
Posted 14 years agoIf you or one of your loved ones need a person to whore their voice out for you, I am your man. In all seriousness, if someone is doing animation or had any kinda voice work at all, please know that I would like to spread myself around some more. I need more practice.
No really, think about it, if you know anyone at all please hook me up. I'm willing to say just about anything on mic. Use me dammit
No really, think about it, if you know anyone at all please hook me up. I'm willing to say just about anything on mic. Use me dammit
The roast of Charlie Sheen
Posted 14 years agoIf you have not seen it, find it, watch it, enjoy it. if you have, lets talk for a second
first off, nothing really wraps up the human world then watching Steve-O, SOBER, run into Mike Tysons fist of his own free will. Also i do not know what drug they gave Mike Tyson to sit thru an hour and a half of the shit they threw at him, but gimme some damnit. besides Steve-O's assault of his face against that mans fist, he did not kill anyone. rape, perhaps, but not on camera at least. some of the comedians there made great jokes..some went a little too far..William Shatner kinda rode that line more then Charlie Sheens nose against a line of coke, but at the end, seeing Sheen, standing there, taking it all in and still think he is winning, and really making an argument that was hard to argue against, i suppose he is winning. more so then alot of us. thats my take anywho
first off, nothing really wraps up the human world then watching Steve-O, SOBER, run into Mike Tysons fist of his own free will. Also i do not know what drug they gave Mike Tyson to sit thru an hour and a half of the shit they threw at him, but gimme some damnit. besides Steve-O's assault of his face against that mans fist, he did not kill anyone. rape, perhaps, but not on camera at least. some of the comedians there made great jokes..some went a little too far..William Shatner kinda rode that line more then Charlie Sheens nose against a line of coke, but at the end, seeing Sheen, standing there, taking it all in and still think he is winning, and really making an argument that was hard to argue against, i suppose he is winning. more so then alot of us. thats my take anywho
My theory on Love
Posted 14 years agowell, it may sound stupid, but i have a theory on love. I used to think it was all about finding the person that completes you. it sounds romantic..and ideal. but please believe me when i say, this is a over endorsed lie. you may even think it is true and never learn otherwise, and that may be fantastic..but if you learn its not the truth, then dont go and try and end it all. think of it like this
Having someone who completes you shows something from the start. your lacking something. if this is the case, then having someone to complete you just ends up sidestepping the problem. your lack of something. you should find that something in yourself, and be completed by yourself. love yourself so others can love you.
The other part of this is, if you remove the drama of thinking their is only one for you, then you are less likely to do stupid shit like beg them to take you back to extremes. not to say, dont find for the one you love, but dont compromise yourself to the point where you end up breaking yourself. it varies from person to person mind you,
In my opinion, love is something you find in someone whom you enjoy being around, and they enjoy you being around. not about sex, or looks. not about money, or power. hell, not even about gender or age. just the enjoyment of each other to the point that you woud not mind spending ALOT of time together. and the one you date or marry is the one you want to spend your life with, enjoying it as you go. supporting each other as you go.
I write this not because of anything happened recently. most of you know i had that crappy break up with he who shall not be named, and frankly i stopped talking to him cause i realized when all the glamor was gone, we had nothing. i lost nothing, except for some pics i liked and some other stuff. i write this because i have been thinking about this for awhile and MAYBE one person will read this and look at their life, their love or lack of, and find something in these words they can use.
and if not, WEE RANDOM RANT jegn9pu43ntg3poi023mo3prtmn249u3terw;lnrept9uo3ntop3ut34!!!!!!! WAARRGHHHHHHHHH NYYRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Having someone who completes you shows something from the start. your lacking something. if this is the case, then having someone to complete you just ends up sidestepping the problem. your lack of something. you should find that something in yourself, and be completed by yourself. love yourself so others can love you.
The other part of this is, if you remove the drama of thinking their is only one for you, then you are less likely to do stupid shit like beg them to take you back to extremes. not to say, dont find for the one you love, but dont compromise yourself to the point where you end up breaking yourself. it varies from person to person mind you,
In my opinion, love is something you find in someone whom you enjoy being around, and they enjoy you being around. not about sex, or looks. not about money, or power. hell, not even about gender or age. just the enjoyment of each other to the point that you woud not mind spending ALOT of time together. and the one you date or marry is the one you want to spend your life with, enjoying it as you go. supporting each other as you go.
I write this not because of anything happened recently. most of you know i had that crappy break up with he who shall not be named, and frankly i stopped talking to him cause i realized when all the glamor was gone, we had nothing. i lost nothing, except for some pics i liked and some other stuff. i write this because i have been thinking about this for awhile and MAYBE one person will read this and look at their life, their love or lack of, and find something in these words they can use.
and if not, WEE RANDOM RANT jegn9pu43ntg3poi023mo3prtmn249u3terw;lnrept9uo3ntop3ut34!!!!!!! WAARRGHHHHHHHHH NYYRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
fight contest linkage
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2722143/
ooohhhhh aahhhhhh dream come true if i get in. go join up.
ooohhhhh aahhhhhh dream come true if i get in. go join up.
Starting over maybe
Posted 14 years agoI am thinking about changing my Im and fa account. Just feel like some change would be nice. Mostly I need to know who my real friends are and who would follow me if I left. Still no sure
Need some suggestions
Posted 14 years agoAbout time for some more drawing so if anyone has some ideas I would love to hear them. Also I do commissions for dirt cheap guys so I am open for business.
I might do more pornish pics, but can't think up the participants
I might do more pornish pics, but can't think up the participants
I am popular elsewhere?!
Posted 14 years agoso i post some stuff on so furry just cause. here, my page views for the many years i have been here are not so much. there, i have been on like, i dunno, less then a year, maybe a year and i am at 1315 page views already and a hell of a lot more actual looks at my art....mmm thats right, stroke my ego the way i like it you dirty girl sofurry. ah well, the important thing is i am having fun
open for commisions
Posted 14 years agoi think i said this before but i am open for commisions
sketches are 2 dollars, this is sketch with no color.
Drawings with color are 5 dollars. they take time, i think this price is fair
I am not ready to do more then two characters at a time
and if you want to know about how far am i willing to go for content, ask me.
trades are open but will take longer for me to do because of the time it takes....
:: shrugs :: seems fair i think
sketches are 2 dollars, this is sketch with no color.
Drawings with color are 5 dollars. they take time, i think this price is fair
I am not ready to do more then two characters at a time
and if you want to know about how far am i willing to go for content, ask me.
trades are open but will take longer for me to do because of the time it takes....
:: shrugs :: seems fair i think
Debating life decision.
Posted 14 years agoSo my Gramps is asking me to help him sell some stuff on eBay and will pay me a commission on any profit made and I started to think it may not be a bad idea to try and do that for a living. Mores maybe I could help out furries with it. Like helping futsuit makers expand into eBay. I'm gonna start trying my hand at this soon so thoughts would be welcome. Or better yet items to sell. But not just yet. Gonna do a trial run to see what happens as a hobby first
Update on storm
Posted 14 years agoOkay, so I am fine. The power at my home is out thou, and i am staying with friends who have power and internet. ALIVE btw. no thanks to the zombies. I do not know how lasting the effects are or how bad the damage is overall, and will not know for a bit. just going to focus on my home and the homes near where i live. see if i can help out.
Staying in Carolina beach for storm
Posted 14 years agoI am gonna rough it out here it looks like. But it means I will be stuck on the beach with no way to leave for awhile. Which sucks. Whatever thou. I am immortal so no storm will kill me, but stuck here with no way to leave for a bit might annoy
In all honesty, maybe i should go to Raleigh Durham area
Posted 14 years agofor the storm i mean. been joking with the idea with myself, but they keep making this thing sound realllllyyyy bad. my family would probably make some plans to do something, but having the ability to not be a factor in their decision might be a good idea. right now it all depends on if my job is open on saturday and sunday. if it is bad enough to close it, then would anyone perhaps put a roo up for a night to let the storm go by perhaps.
dont need promises, just options. i live RIGHT next to the water, so yes i know everyone is getting hit, but right now im in one of the worst spots for this storm and i am just a little scared.
dont need promises, just options. i live RIGHT next to the water, so yes i know everyone is getting hit, but right now im in one of the worst spots for this storm and i am just a little scared.
Hurricane!!!...oh..yawn
Posted 14 years agoSeriously, The weather is either scaring my shitless or annoying me right now. we have had tornadoes ( ask me to see the video if you wanna see it) right here in the town i live in, more came recently, some people here felt the earthquake, and that hurricane is coming in this direction. SOOooooooo, next up is a volcano, then an avalanche, and i think acid rain, and i should meet my quota for bad weather.
in all seriousness thou, if that thing decides to swerve just a little, i could be without home. it is scary...you know
in all seriousness thou, if that thing decides to swerve just a little, i could be without home. it is scary...you know
Very lost
Posted 14 years agoThis is a whiney journal so if you font want to hear it then don't.
Ever since I lost my ex, which was for the best, I had to start facing a crappy part of myself. I don't live my life for me. I have tried too but it as time goes by I keep comic to the same point. I am not living my life for me, but for others. So the I should live for myself right. But that pretty much means becoming a sociopath it feels like. I want to live for my own happiness but I am happiest with friends around. But relying on friends to make me happy is a crutch and it uses them, plus I still not living for myself. It's circular logic from he'll that makes me lose no matter what. And I'm trying to find goals or somethin to keep me going but I lack a true drive. I'm not happy. And only I can truly make myself happy longterm right.... But I just don't know how....
Sorry I just need to vent. I'm not asking for an answer cause only I can find the right answer for me. But goddamnit this sucks
Ever since I lost my ex, which was for the best, I had to start facing a crappy part of myself. I don't live my life for me. I have tried too but it as time goes by I keep comic to the same point. I am not living my life for me, but for others. So the I should live for myself right. But that pretty much means becoming a sociopath it feels like. I want to live for my own happiness but I am happiest with friends around. But relying on friends to make me happy is a crutch and it uses them, plus I still not living for myself. It's circular logic from he'll that makes me lose no matter what. And I'm trying to find goals or somethin to keep me going but I lack a true drive. I'm not happy. And only I can truly make myself happy longterm right.... But I just don't know how....
Sorry I just need to vent. I'm not asking for an answer cause only I can find the right answer for me. But goddamnit this sucks
North carolina fur con, come support
Posted 14 years agohttp://furaleigh.webs.com/
come and join, help out the cause, the more members that hop in the easier it will be to make this a reality. Jump on board, and help out my bretheren. TOO ARMS!....er...PAWS!!!
come and join, help out the cause, the more members that hop in the easier it will be to make this a reality. Jump on board, and help out my bretheren. TOO ARMS!....er...PAWS!!!
So if i wanted to do commisions?
Posted 14 years agowhat would good prices be. what would yall be willing to pay?
...FUCKING SCALIES ARE HARD TO DRAW
Posted 14 years ago:: twitches:: look i love dragons and lizards. good friends....but fuck they are hard to draw. scales and ridges and thorns and spikes and GAAHHH MY HAND CRAMPED.....