also my hand i better now folks SO IM STARTING UR TRADES

this is gonna be tactless and rushed so i am sorry if i offended anyone but this shouldnt be applied to you or anybody else it is about ME


so im sure i confuse quiet a lot of people with like my identity and such, cause it seems like practically every other month i'm calling myself some label or dropping one. And then like my friends call me different things than my other friends and then i get in a mess because someone calls me out on it and i never have a good response and it gets super messy.

I just wanted to clear it all up for people that i basically identify as myself

but like im always nervous explaining this because i feel im being insensitive to trans* people or like all people because im there being like IM THIS NO WAIT I DONT CARE OOPS IM THIS AGAIN NOPE DEFINATLY THAT and im sure people like me are really annoying and a bit of a disgrace to like the queer community since we come across as not being genuine and all the bad things.

I BET THIS JOURNAL SOUNDS SO PHONY AND PATHETIC I AM SORRY

but like what im trying to say is that a lot of people call me by female pronouns, almost everybody does, thats because i identified as female for a really long time. some people call me by male pronouns because i identified as male in the past. i would prefer it if i didnt go by male pronouns since ive started to feel super uncomfortable and i realise that i should be comfortable with people calling me my pronouns and not feel disconnected. I KNOW THIS IS CONFUSING AND IM SUPER SORRY but i've had a rough year so far and its made me take a long hard look at myself and re-access without the distraction of anyone.

And then we have my pronouns of choice which are them/their or it. anything that doesnt define or separate

i just feel define-less. like i dont lack or possess anything that would define me.

(except breasts wowee i hate breasts but that isnt really about feeling dysphoric its a totally different story for another time.)

BUT HONESTLY THIS JOURNAL IS SO CONFUSING AND OUT OF ORDER IM SORRY IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT MY DUMB STATE GO AHEAD I KNOW I HAVENT MADE IT CLEAR i just kinda need to try and get this across

its beautiful

cause there is music on the quay from friday till sunday and the bands are so great so all my old buds are down and i have the whole house to myself and IM MEETING A REALLY CUTE GIRL THERE IM GONNA THROW UP OR SOMETHING I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES

Ive had to have it in water for like 5 hours and it still hurts super bad

SO I GUESS THIS MEANS EVERYTHINGS DELAYED I AM SO ANNOYED W/ MYSELF UUUGH I AM SUCH A BUTT HOLE

Open for a few trades!! My half will be slightly sketchy and a bit rough so don't go all out on your half please ;u;;

Examples are in my gallery, i can/will draw just about anything just throw me a ref and ill try my best!!!

probably will be finished by the end of the week but i cant count on it








List
fullbod
birdbirdbird

i listen to my beautiful playlist

well like im gonna design this album cover for one of my buddies friend, but like im not sure if i should bring money up? Like is it rude or should i wait for him to bring money up?

or should i just expect nt to get paid?

ugughu i wanna do this but not for free its gonna be hard work

HOW MUCH SHOULD I CHARGE/EXPECT TO GET PAID TO??

fuq this is hard

gonna get shot in my tent i know it

Found these themes on DA somewhere, cant remember, but whatever ive always wanted to do a theme challenge but never had the time to but way its summer.

possibly gonna make these into adopts??




1.Glow
2.Shadow
3.Arctic
4.Tropical
5.Quiet
6.Insane
7.Criminal
8.Detective
9.Aggravated
10. Flirty
11. Angler Fish
12. Bunny
13. Tyrant
14. Waiter
15. Splatter
16. Knight
17. Cactus
18. Dreams
19. Sleepless
20. Magician
21. Tiny
22. Desperation
23. Backstabber
24. Mask
25. Lock Pick
26. Nuisance
27. Smartass
28. Time Lord
29. Forgetful
30. Mafia
31. Circus
32. Tea
33. Galaxy
34. Heartbroken
35. Cards
36. Technology
37. Bartender
38. Paparazzi
39. Polka Dots
40. White Chocolate Chip Cookies
41. Poison
42. Balloon
43. Science
44. Bee
45. Strawberries
46. Justice
47. Domino
48. Smoke
49. Snow Cone
50. Sun Set
51. Cream Puff
52. Citrus
53. Clouds
54. Ashes
55. Fog
56. Candle
57. Zombie
58. Archery
59. City
60. Fortune Teller
61. Noodles
62. Music Box
63. Lace
64. Vanilla
65. Nurse
66. Laser
67. Doll
68. Spy
69. Pottery
70. Royalty
71. Ghost
72. Rocky Road
73. Fairy
74. Lightbulb
75. Windmill
76. Windchime
77. Sweet Tarts
78. Dizzy
79. Red Riding Hood
80. Midas
81. Bounty Hunter
82. Stockings
83. Crystals
84. Scorpion
85. Juice
86. Mirror
87. Sea Shell
88. Barber
89. Alcohol
90. Bomb
91. Jawbreaker
92. Curls
93. Lumpia
94. Sushi
95. Boba Milk Tea
96. Sea Anemone
97. Venus Flytrap
98. Middlemist's Red Camellia
99. Leafy Sea Dragon
100. DEAD

i miss you cheetos wotsits

So im gonna keep posting journals until ive made $10 at least

i have some adopts for sale here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10993350/
I can also do a custom using that line art for $4

also open for feral fullbodies or anthro busts for a flat $6
examples here -
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10969078/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10844209/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10919302/


sorry for posting so much about this! I NEED MONEY

So i need to raise some money for this festival im going to this august and i havent even bought my ticket yet???

SO COMMISSIONS - they will be done within a week of buying!! Im only offering one style atm but these can be done super quickly so PLEASEEE

PRICE LIST

feral fullbody or anthro bust - $6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10969078/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10844209/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10919302/


1- carderloom PAID
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THANKYOU!!!

need to get back to my desk so trades lplease

YOULL GET SOMETHING SKETCHY SO PLEASE DONT GO ALL OUT ON YOUR HALF!!

who wants to traaade??




List so far

 headwoundsDONE
 lusopakakDONE
homosam

ANYBODY GOING?

GET A HORSE POSTER FOR A £1

IT IS THIS-
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10881124/

ITS A3, PHOTOCOPIED AND TASTEFUL

£1 is to cover the postage costs but in reality it costs more than that IM JUST A SUPER NICE GUY. also im trying to get rid of these cause i made too many WHOOPS

https://vine.co/v/hB2W5OJWZ6x

everyone go look at vpeeker.com its beautiful

http://chow-city.tumblr.com/
http://chow-city.tumblr.com/

every month or so i just promo my blog to death in my journels here is this months promo

Gettin some marimo

my life is beautiful thank you marimo

my doughnut dog strawberry glaze!

info here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10802378

IM GONNA GO
BECAUSE IT'S BASICALLY GONNA BE S HUGE EXTENDED BIRTHDAY PARTY AND THATS ALL IT REALLY IS IF YOURE GOING THERE FOR FURRY THINGS IM SORRY BUT THEY ARE ALL FOR SAM BECAUSE ITS SAMS CONVENTION.

Who else is going tho? there is gonna be so much party tho omg.

http://tip.bigcartel.com/
http://tip.bigcartel.com/
http://tip.bigcartel.com/

everyone buy my zines and ill kiss the envelope.