I'm still alive i swear

I'm sorry i haven't been posting much or anything at all, I'm still active.

I'm extremely burnt out and just mentally not doing well at all. my medication is completely failing me. depression has struck me like a brick.

i have no will or motivation to make adopts, let alone inspiration. i can't even hardly bring myself to get out of bed in the morning.

whatever this is i hope it passes.

not looking for pity or anything, this is just a genuine update on how i feel.

buy one get one free on any of my open adopts! - https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....FW-Sale-Adopts

or if you don't want another adopt, and you want edits or nsfw you can have that free instead (when applicable) :D

If you buy multiple you get multiple free.

Hihihi i'll be posting freebies on my toyhou.se!

you can find them here: https://toyhou.se/EgosAdopts/charac.....folder:3899279

you do NOT need toyhouse to claim them, just comment here with the link to the character you want.

2 per person per day.

PROJECT IS A HUGE WORK IN PROGRESS! JOURNAL WILL BE UPDATED AS IT PROGRESSES.

i am starting a Zonai tribe roleplay server on discord, currently its a huge work in progress. thisis basically just my to do list.

feel free to comment ideas, or let me know if you are interested.

i will be offering cheap/free customs once i get fsmaverick's zonai base.* (free for tribe members only)

to do list:
get funds for fsmaverick's zonai base: $65 of $65 ✅
purchase base ✅

make server ✅
decide server name ✅
start server set up ✅
determine + create roles .✅
Set up rp channels, etc. ✅
Open server to public. ✅ ( server link can be found here: https://discord.gg/pZXzq7HD88 )

Custom Queue:
my zonai matriarch oc ✅
angel's zonai oc ( WIP )
ronan's zonai oc

hii i decided i'm going to start posting my adopts on my kofi shop occasionally as well! which also means some of my current adopts might have a price drop! <3

first product has already been price dropped and posted, check her out!: https://ko-fi.com/s/096bc13517


Feel free to comment here if you'd like!

hey guys please check out my Poll i have going on over on my kofi page! - https://ko-fi.com/polls/Should-i-se.....too-V7V31CBSSY

Feel free to comment here with questions or comments and whatnot! <3

What kind of adopts do you want to see from me?

lately i've been trying to do disney style like bambi and tlk, so what kind of adopts around that kind of style would you like to see?

I'll be using bases from artists such as JuneLioness and NothernRed on d.a.

any bases by: https://ko-fi.com/junelioness/ - currently only have this one https://ko-fi.com/s/dc9c6e0f6c - i really want this one https://ko-fi.com/s/b0dce512cb

any bases by: https://ko-fi.com/northernred - especially the feline bases here https://ko-fi.com/northernred/shop/feline

any bases by: https://ko-fi.com/HYDRABONES - especially the https://ko-fi.com/s/e28c006438 and https://ko-fi.com/s/772780bfac - i only have BAD MOON and WOW WOW 2

This base: https://www.deviantart.com/kyathewh.....Pal-1119425161

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I will add more as i find them! feel free to comment and such.

i will offer custom adopts / basefills, or any adopts in my gallery for bases.

This 18+ sfw server based around the marvel fandom in general, be it cinematics, comics, etc. where fans can roleplay, chat, share art, game, and more!

we are lgbtq+, autism and neurodivergent friendly, welcoming everyone in the fandom be it newcomers or old fans!

Feel free to join in and check out the short lore summary and stuff, i kept everything pretty short so people wouldn't have to read a whole paragraph (that and i'm horrid at writing at the moment with these horrible headaches i've been getting.)

https://discord.gg/AjrAF24KC5

Feel free to comment any questions you might have!

check put this raffle here! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58835294/

should i start posting nsfw versions of adoptables again, including ferals, or leave my gallery as it is? whats you guys' opinions on the matter? what would you be more comfortable with? please feel free to comment with any opinions you have on the matter! and even if you aren't a watcher i'd love to hear from you!

Any amount of adopts or customs of any kind for 60$ as i am trying to buy a dream oc that i noticed is for sale.

Any amount helps even just adopting at the regular prices i'd greatly appreciate.

$48.51 of 60 earned so far, thank you! - journal will be updated as money is earned!

$11.49 to go!

i decided to make a horsie base wishlist to keep track of all the mlp, horse, and mlp like bases i want since they are my favorite thing to color! this will be edited all the time so if you ever need fun mlp / mlp-like bases to color feel free to check this out every now and then! :D - list is in random order.


Comments and Suggestions more than welcome!

Nsfw allowed.
felkins welcomed!
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1: https://www.deviantart.com/nishipu/.....Pack-951454106
2: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57140995/ by  davimor
3: https://www.deviantart.com/doveteet.....P2U-1109803179
4: https://www.deviantart.com/de4dsoul.....ase-1061710976
5: https://ko-fi.com/s/e28c006438 ( by hydrabones ) (major want!!)
6: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54288732/ by  lucasestellar
7: coming soon!

More being added soon!
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Any help getting these bases would be awesome, be it adopting, tipping, etc but i'm not asking for it! ^^

 UnsteadyShaggy is offering free sketches check it out here! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10970931/

Check out my server! its a rp and erp server about a tavern owned by a kobold and ran by kobolds and other species!
pretty much any species is welcome it doesn't have to be a fantasy/dnd style species! more info in the server itself.

https://discord.gg/hEAcNVVBNE

we are currently very short of members, disboard is broken and unfocused doesn't show nsfw servers unless you look them up directly. and any people from here would be a lovely addition!

Rest in peace dragoneer! you will be missed dearly by the community.
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if this site does go down you can find me in places such as

Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/truepromise
Toyhouse (Art/Adopts): https://toyhou.se/EgosAdopts
Toyhouse (Personal): https://toyhou.se/ThePromise

X (Rarely Used): https://x.com/egosadopts
Bsky (Rarely Used): https://bsky.app/profile/thepromise.bsky.social

Discord: Nevermore1118
IF YOU ADD OR MESSAGE ME ON DISCORD, PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOU ARE FROM FURAFFINITY AND WHY YOU ADDED / MESSAGED OR I WILL NOT ACCEPT IT!

feel free to comment or whatever <3

i can now once again take paypal as well as cashapp and ko-fi! if you would like to adopt through any of those please specify which one when you are adopting from me!

wanting to get coms of some human ocs in the future, would like to find some good human artists that don't have that "generic anime" style i see a lot! please link any artists you know of? :0

I finally have wifi!! so i'll be uploading more regularly (hopefully) also please prepare for some slight spam of art i havent uploaded yet!

EDIT: ty to all who pitched in to help me get the base!!!
ill delete this journal soon

looking to buy a custom base from  sweetfangdelights and i'll need 30$ maybe more!

i will sell any amount of adopts to you for that price, or make a custom adopt for you. + once i recieve the base i am commissioning i will make you a custom or mystery adopt on said base!

the base will be a feral nightstalker base! (the snake coyotes from fallout new vegas)

looking for my little pony, fallout equestria, and horse artists to follow for the future if i ever get the money to commission art.

also happy to follow human / general fallout species artists as well!

i do not currently have money to commission at the moment. I'm looking for artists for future purchases. probably not the near future but future none the less.

also looking to possibly commission a feral nightstalker base in the future for both personal, custom commission and adoptable use.

Long overdue but; ill keep it as short as possible

I currently have no access to wifi or a phone hotspot, so i can not upload new adopts, or sell my current ones until i get wifi or a working hotspot.

This was posted using phone data.

Sorry ;-;

It really sucks. I can't even play multiplayer games.

sorry that i've not been active or on an unsaid hiatus or whatever.. my depression and anxiety is worse than its ever been and my therapist is even at a loss on how to help me, i've not had the mind power or focus to really do much art and it feels bad since its how i make all my extra money for my hobbies, pets and stuff. (food and stuff ike that isn't a issue dw about that!)

I'm just in a really dark place and instead of recovering i've been worsening, i've tried many types of medication, meditation, distractions, i think i've tried pretty much everything i can besides getting high or drunk which i don't plan on doing either. i don't want hospitalized / put in a ward for this shit again because the last time i was in one the staff treated us all like crap.

i'm trying to still post sometimes but i've not even had the will to do anything, not even personal doodles and such.

I'd appreciate doodle ideas and such, music suggestions (No country or Christian music please), species ideas, adopt ideas, color palletes, anything to get the creativity flowing. any suggestions are welcome i just need distraction from the darkness i guess.

Littletira is having a raffle check it out!: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10791954

got scammed out of 100$ trying to adopt a puppy from some dumb bitch on facebook, i didnt see the red flags until it was too late. i feel horrid. i feel betrayed. i don't know what kind of damned holy divine wants me to perpetually be depressed but whatever it is its fucking working. i don't know what i did to deserve to be treated this way.

On top of that i visited a shelter and got ridiculed and mistreated by the shelter owner for being mentally disabled, she straight up told me not to talk because i can't say things correctly. then started trauma dumping like she was trying to have a cock measuring contest with me that her disabilities were worse than mine and that i should just 'get used to it and accept it'.

Im so tired.. i just wanted to give a animal a loving home. i just wanted to love something again. i wanted to be loved again. i wanted to be needed by something again. all i have is my bird and i cant do anything with her because shes wild.

why are people such monsters? why cant i be happy? fucking hell man...