Just to let everyone know when and I do mean when Discord does its "security" update. I've made a stoat account, though Im not really too happy about uprooting all the peeps I've met and chatted with to a whole other site but I rather not give my meekly life to some corpo head honcho whose gonna sell my data to the government, or other corporations.

Here's my Stoat, I'll add it to my profile page too and remove my discord.

Random_Pedestrian#5083 On Stoat

Ive been mostly silent for a long time and frankly I dont have anything to say but my own utter shame.

Life has been in the gutter for me for years. Ive been trying to get a new job since 2021 and the market or the gods seem to think otherwise. Even more so now with how our economy has been. So ive been stuck here in perpetuity feeding like a parasite off of my family and every single day I hate myself for it.

I want to be mad about it more and hope itll get better but it always gets worse and I dont know what I can but utter silence and a bit of nihilism.

I wanted to be productive to the world. I want to be able to help pay and see new people or get more art from artists I enjoy but now... im a fickle memory in their pages of work and I think its good that I fade away, fading away suits me.

Bit abrupt but what can you expect from a vapid wannabe writer.

woot im now 27

I've been pretty silent and frankly it's my fault I just don't really have the desire to post journals like more peeps. Plus I don't really contribute anything so there isn't really anything to share about me.

Anywho two more days of waiting and to become 27 years old. Woot.

Hope everyome will have an amazing time this end of a year! So be with friends and family, if not then ill just have to get my Snek in a Christmas dress and parade you peeps around.

>:3

Today I turn 26. I feel like crap but least I'm trying to stay positive about it.

Whelp its December 17th and I'm another year older. Wonderful... I'm what 24 years old now? Jeez.

Well seems to me just like any other day. Frankly I've lost a lot of interest in my own birthdays and just settle for getting a job or something to commerate on.

Though I haven't done much or really talked with her, I can only spread her name around to get people's attention, because sadly Im almost broke myself and im stuck in an extensional crisis because I generally do my best to help others finically and emotionally though I know those can be criticized, but shit I dont know what else to really suggest other than please do look into  threereddots and seriously do help their friend out!

I know this year has been bad for everyone and hopefully it'll end soon, but at this time im just sick of it all. I dont know what to do or say anymore. to be frank im just wanting to enjoy somethings but it doesnt really matter anymore.


random chatter I guess.

So I know im not that great with spreading other names around as much as I wish, nor able to really do much either. But here goes, I do wish to help  Saomi_San Since she is in need of some emotional support and financial support as well since her therapy treatments isnt cheap.

But she is taking commission for cheap and is a great artist! I just hope you guys or gals take interest into her work and order a commission from her.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journals/saomisan/