So I haven't posted here in forever and have been just kind of lurking around this website for the past three years, buyout I guess you could say that within that time I have gotten a bit older, I am thirty now just turned 3is days ago and I urge been kind of looking back on things, remembering friends had and friends lost, it's always a sad thing to think about but hey, I'm excited to see what the next ten years will bring, maybe I will finally get around to USB in enough money to get a proper character sheet done or something, that would be pretty cool, though..... Who would I convince to do something that overly complicated.... Time will tell...

Highly recommend this game for those who like to not only think but totally get their mind messed with right in front of them, sure i have not beaten it yet, but dear gods the first couple of minutes so far but i will end up beating it, i think, i hope X_X

so i finally got an ecig today, or a vape, or whatever isnt those little fake cigarette looking things but looks like a pen, got it at 11am on monday and i tried a real cigarette 12 hours after, to my suprise, i dont care for the taste of the real cig anymore, so i mean i havent been craving actual cigarrettes anymore so this is a good thing yeah? on top of that blowing vapor rings is fun!

i think i am going to start looking for someone to do something along the ways of art for me, sometime soon, mayhaps when my next check comes around, i have a few ideas i wanna see done but im on a budget

to those who have been wondering why i dont do things like update my journal here and whatnot, i am working on doing something along the lines of fixing that, ife has had its turns and its ups and downs but i have gotten through them mostly, i have a job now working security which is cool if you think a hammer to the head is fun, but alas it pays the bills for now, as for my renders and art and whatnot, i have some new things that i have been working ont hat i will eventually post here for yall to see, as for those who hate me, well what can i do, its your decision to do as such not mine so i cant change that no matter what i do, to those who like me, cool beans, stick around the future holds more insanity, to those who love me, well i love you too!

thats right im happy as hell right now, just had a really good day, got a new power supply, new headphones, found my pipe, things are on the up and up it seems! woo!

for those who may be wondering why i dun have any of your artwork on my favorites, its mostly cause i havent found it yet XD aaaaaand for those of you who wanna know what i generally like in art, well.....*points to favorites* thar ya go ^_^

people often ask me how i can explain my mood in a song, welp today i shall do just that! http://www.youtube.com/user/DjEphix...../0/hnCw1zXtaLs there yougo!

people often ask me how i can explain my mood in a song, welp today i shall do just that! http://www.youtube.com/user/DjEphix...../0/hnCw1zXtaLs there yougo!

and its int he planning mayhaps sometime here soon, i might actually do something about getting a icon for my profile.... and probubly a couple bagillion commissions done ahahahhahaha

im not alowed to screenshot my work in a game and post it on here..... did not know that, though honestly i dont see why if the shot encompases a different aspect of the project that i am working on and i wanted to show it working in a different light than others, i wont argue it at any point cause i am really not in the mood to actually go down that road, i willl simply just post the pretextured and textured versions of my work instead of running about trying to show people that " hey this also looks cool in here...."

anyway last night i was walking to the store to get something to drink and this old (probubly crazy) vietnamese guy walks up to me and offers me food and water, now understandabley i think its because he thought i was homeless, but heres what struck me as funny, he called me jesus, now this is funny to me for the simple reason that i have been called jesus 4 times in my life so far by random people(all of whome i didnt know, and some not even bat shit insane like this guy was) and so it had me thinking, wouldnt it kind of be funny if i was the second comming of christ, i mean it wouldnt make any sense at all, just picture it, the second comming of christ is an overweight,death metal listening,herm transgendered furrry who is a gamer and an athiest.....would probubly make a hilarious web comic.....hmmmm..... you know i think i might just start working on something like that.....