Hello to all my watchers,

In case you haven't heard  LeoLion13 who being my one hundredth user and who being the inspiration behind this user special and also who is not going to be here for nine months.

Why?

According to a text I got from my great friend  nievelion Leo was suspended for nine months because hackers got into his account taking every single one of his journals, pms, and IP address and using it to broadcast false e-mails about Jewish racial comments.

When Leo went to tell Neer what happened to his account Neer being the assclown he is wouldn't budge because he suspected it was Leo himself who was doing the fake racial e-mails. So effectively thanks to the same butthead hackers who are still outhere Leo has been suspended for nine months for something he didn't do.

Dragoneer being the dumbass he can be is too caught up in his own little ego to see his security is not safe, period the end. These hackers who are former staff I'm sure of it have free reign over this place to take whoever's IP address they want hacking into it getting the user suspended for accusations they themselves did not do.

Suffice to say I am not very pleased at what has transpired because this is a friend of my close friend who I've got the chance to at least see he is not that type of a guy.

Dragoneer should hang by his testicles as far as I'm concerned because he has effective delayed the debut of a very special work made for all of you thanks to two users who both helped me reach a milestone.

So I implore all of you to re-set your passwords and above all do not let anybody know about your personal information on this site because it cannot be trusted. When the news hit me of what really happened it riled me up, made me mad, and put a lot of knots in my stomach because this same hacking is what happened to Adam Wan who is one of the more well known artists in this fandom.

The bottom line is Neer and his staff are clueless assholes who are not doing their jobs right (Big surprise) and when something like this happens to a close friend's close friend I go searching for answers as to why this happened before I start going after throats to tear.

Unfortunately it is us versus them in case you hadn't already known. Unfortunately I have a very busy three days commencing this week so this is the best I can do because I've already told Nie to tell Leo to make another account and go after Neer or at least be here for when I debut my one hundred user special which is now put on hold over here until I get word otherwise.

On SoFurry I can't shaft those watchers because my watcher 100 overthere is present and accounted for so I'm at a bit of a snag which doesn't put me in the best of moods at the moment thanks to assclown hackers who are allowed to roam freely plundering us all and getting us all banned because it is a huge turf war.

If you haven't done it already please change your passwords and do everything you can to keep changing them or at least be real careful about what you do on here.

Do you all remember when I was suspended? Well I created a second account  SWSP7 because I know Neer is not that bright of a bulb to see the fact lions find ways to do whatever it takes to not back down from the likes of small pebble balls and a sissy queer ego worse then the queers themselves.

So in closing this is the best I can do because it is out of my hands now and I've done the best I can do to warn you my watchers that this can happen to you and you will get unfairly treated if it does.

Don't ever fund anything this site does or want you to do because it is not worth it to support a bunch of ego driven assclowns who think they can muscle all of us around. Unfortunately for them I'm the last lion they want to piss off because I know how to spread my loud ROAR through my talents as a writer who does not take kindly to lies and or things like this.

Dragoneer if he thinks his new site is going to change the face of all this he and his staff can eat the bullshit they shovel out with us force feeding it down their throats.

These guys are morons who deserve to get the bottom caved out of them for the things they allow to happen and be gotten away with.

We as lions and you as my viewers need to not give up without a fight because these losers are just the same small brained bullies you deal with on the school playground. If they think this is ok I got news for them I've had to fight for everything I've earned in my own personal life and do not back down from anybody until I get what I deserve.

If you all want to do something why don't you tell Neer to shove it as you find ways to get around his shit hole system.

I can promise this is not the last time Your King is going to warn you about this because again we are in a battle now where we can't give up as a community to people like Neer who are the scum of this fandom.

Your King will not give up nor chicken away from jerks like Neer and will do whatever it takes to keep you guys in the loop.

Thank Neer for this delay and tell him to eat shit..

So Orders Your King!

*ROAR*

Stolen from my great friend in crime  nievelion <3

The Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

Since I've already shown you one of my things you don't know about me here are ten others:

1. I collect beer bottles I drink for the art. My collection is at least 75 that I've drank over the course of twelve years. Most of it is national but about a quarter of it is international. I don't drink to get drunk I drink it for the passion and respect for the craft of the beer,

2. I also have a collect of beer pint glasses and a couple of shirts I only wear when I hit a beer place or go out to a well known store with a good beer selection. Haven't done it for a long time now for obvious reasons.

3. I collect nutcrackers and have quite a big collection of them.

4. I'm scared of loud noises and thunderstorms for those of you that don't already know that.

5. I took taekwondo as a young kid and got as high as senior blue belt

6. I worked out with a personal trainer for several years to lessen my weight (He was pretty hot but at the time I wasn't exactly sure what I was at that time)

7. I have gotten the chance to operate an NW2 switch engine before in Marysville Washington because my dad was business partners with the guy who owned the shortline railroad.

Now onto the more personal stuff I guess for the last three:

8. I did work when I was in college for nine months and a few weeks doing jobs from selling CDs at the Lynyrd Skynner concert to working in a liquor store as a clerk and stocker (You had to be 21 and I didn't get my first job until I was at least 22,

9. I have trouble with coordination or did as a kid because I grew so fast and hate going down escalators thanks to a flight I had where my ears exploded and knocked me off balance.

10. I am a very structured person who likes to plan things ahead of time and not be caught off guard. I can't stand not being in control of my life or have an unstructured environment around me.

Ok, I know it's not everything you don't know about me but that's the way it is unless I really get to know you because some of my deepest things are best left for those who are the most close to me.

Who to tag you ask?

1. RJthefox

2. Skyeryoushuu

3. CodArk2

4. Doberman_Pinscher

5. Air_Unit

6. Microbuss

7. newgeorgiar

8. Varinki

9. max_ochesle

10. Runewuff

Y'all are it only if you want to be, ok? Not forcing you to do this because I know many of you don't do these.

Just wanted to let y'all know before i hit the spa that I've made some changes to the Own'd pic I just posted.

I've added a link to the original and bumped my pic down to mature though with us lions it's never mature :p

Seriously though,

This guy is putting forth the effort to break out of his current situation and I'm just reminding you here as well to please go to:

 Champ to give this guy some extra incentive to keep busting his butt because when you have a lion behind you like Your King I expect nothing less then you doing what it takes to make a difference in what you want to get.

I know sooner or later he's going to break out of this but with your help and being up to him he can break out of it sooner..

Now onto the lavender spa bath I've been meaning to take ;)

SWSP

So today I went for my first session at the ADD wellness place.. It didn't go so hot because it felt more like an interview where I froze up. I wasn't prepared and it won't happen next time because I'm not too happy about how it went down.

Anyway onto the reason I've brought you into this journal..

My lower back is still hurting me like hell so I gingerly under some dull pain made my way over to Starbucks in a shopping center across the street from where I was getting my session done.

I stopped and talked with the security guard working the shopping center who was a nice fellow doing the job as a fill in for another person. The guard worked Ikea furniture out of Houston and was doing it as an out of retirement gig.

So I talk with him a little and gingerly made my way to Starbucks taking a pain seat by the front door on a big comfy chair they had in the place.

Across from me when I got there was this guy messing with his phone waiting for his friend to show up who ended up being somebody who knew my mom and lived in our neighborhood from 1996-2006 I think it was. His name was Ben and after his friend and him went over to get their drinks they sat down to shoot the breeze.

About a half an hour later this old man comes in holding a bike helmet in his hand. I look over at him and ask him to join us so he goes putting his helmet out on his bike and he walks back into Starbucks with a MAC IPAD in his hand. He sits down in a big comfy chair next to me and we get to talking.

About thirty minutes or so later after talking about everything from electronics to cell phone providers I start talking about trains and that's when this old man drops a bombshell on me..

He was a telegraph clerk for several years who worked for almost all the famous railroads of the 60s. He was from Bloomington Illinois and he hired out in 1963 on the EJ&E out of Chicago as a telegraph Clerk for two years before he moved on to the Rock Island in 1965 where he did a brief stint with them as a telegraph clerk. He then moved on at the same position working for Chicago Northwestern, Denver Rio Grande & Western out of Colorado before finally finishing on Union Pacific out of Denver in the 1970s.

I couldn't believe my ears as he told me stories of him getting to work for all the railroads except UP of yesteryear. I was blown away that a man in his seventies worked for so many roads as a telegraph clerk,

But it gets much better when you consider this guy was a railfan who had friends who worked for the railroad out of his hometown.

This is where it gets really awesome:

He told me not only did he work for The Rock, EJ&E, Denver Rio Grande and Western, Chicago Northwestern, and UP but he also did work as a telegraph Clerk for the Milwaukee Road and Chicago Saint Paul and Pacific plus he also knew about Bloomington's former railroad in the Gulf Mobile & Ohio which is now CN which was IC,

Amazed by now? It gets much better..

It turns out this man named Lou also was a coast guard in NAM, A mineral miner in Colorado, and a liquor store clerk in Colorado in the later 1970s.

He was also a math teacher who taught school in Los Angleles California and owns a soy bean farm out in California or at least the government does.

He told me stories of working in the mines and what they did. These mines he worked in were on sides of mountains going over twenty miles into them. He told me how he'd ofter hear blasts from them detonating the mine rocks to loosen them twenty miles down the mine. He had to get into these hand controlled mine cars in order to get to the mine itself which he did for a year.

Then Lou tells me who by now is totally blown away and intrigued by him that when he was in the Coast Guard they went up to Minnesota to spend two weeks in the dead of winter two hours north of Minneapolis learning how to live on the land if they went into combat.

He told me it was -25 below when they did this training and it was so cold their piss turned to ice within seconds which I found hilarious.

They were going to make them stay outhere overnight with trucks and oil drums full of thick oil to keep them warm only to get thwarted when the oil they got was too fine for the climate so it froze letting them sleep in barracks instead of tents :D

We probably talked for a solid three hours not caring if anybody came in to listen to us talk about our similar interests and past events. Lou had to be the most interesting older person I have met to date because it felt like I was interviewing a time capsule of so much history and interesting history at that.

I hope the next Wednesday I go for more job help at the ADD place that I can run into Lou at Starbucks again because that man will go down as one of the most interesting people I have ever talked to or had the pleasure of being in their presence.

You can't duplicate what I experienced unless you were there,

Whoever had Lou for a grandfather is a lucky kid because guys like him are guys you want to listen to. In the four hours or however long it was we talked I never wanted it to end because the more I heard the more I just wanted to stay and listen to this man.

If anybody who knows this man reads this journal I just want you to know your grandfather is a person I hope you do get the chance to sit down and listen to. Older people are older for a reason and Lou would have made most of you fall in love with him.

What an interesting day April 12th was! Even if I never see Lou again I'll always remember and thank my lucky stars i was at the right place at the right time!

Feeling kinda horny right now and felt like doing this:

Taken from:

 Jaleo


So you find yourself having ended up in bed with Your King and we both wake up at the same time looking in each other's eyes:

YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME..... using only 3 words, what would you say to me??

Ok so I told y'all the good news but I guess I was premature because my college the disorganized mess they are has no record of me ever sending them graduation apps even though I sat in my advisers office filling them out with her watching me.

I'm not too pleased at the moment and If I have to go all the way to the top to get what I deserve I will do whatever it takes because we've got the documentation.

So put down your beer steins and mugs. I'm sorry if I got all hyped up but the fact is my college instead of calling me when I left in 2008 decided to let it go to shit.

Lower back pain or not I'm going to fight to get these which I'll be lucky to walk away with. Public education for an ADD/ Dyslexic person like me is like grinding your teeth on a grate watching the enamel come off in bits.

They are a mess and instead of caring about their student they throw us to the curb:

Here is the original e-mail to the person who does graduation app stuff:

Keep in mind I've changed my name to my furry id for obvious reasons.

Hello Cleme,

I have a student by the name of SwiftWindSpirit that completed two certificates, one in 2007 and spring of 2008. I remember this student submitting paperwork for his certificates however he states that he never received them. I have printed off a copy of the student’s eval and it shows that he did complete a C1.MMK1 and a C1.MIBI. I am including Swift in on this e-mail so that you have a way to contact him as well. Swift can also be reached by phone. Once you have researched this could you please let Andrew know what he needs to do.



Thanks so very much! This student worked very hard to receive these certifications and if you can help him resolve this matter it would be much appreciated!



~ Vicky

And here is the person who does the graduation apps response:

Vicky,



I have no record of having received grad applications for a C1.MMK1 and a C1.MIB1 certificates for this student. I only show a grade change and two student data change forms. Please have him fill out a graduation application for each certificate for 11/SP.



Thanks,



Cleme Houston


I know, disorganization and incompetence is a bitch.

SWSP

Now that I have YOUR attention I might as well get to the meat of it:

I now have two certifications in International Business and Marketing soon to be in my possession with a future Associates Of History once I figure a way around the math.

If I transfer to Sam Houston or wait until they build a satellite building on the campus of my college in Conroe I could take a Philosophy class which would count for all of my math and then give me an Associates Degree in History which I would then walk to at least receive the canister thing that holds the degree.

I have to go to this Add Wellness Group to see what else I can do to bypass math and if it means transferring to Sam Houston and then transferring it back to Lonestar Montgomery College so I can walk I will do whatever it takes.

Your King might be taking a walk by 2012 out of college with an even bigger feather in his cap!

I thought I had gotten them both and I have been telling the truth for the last two years.

Now when I go to apply for a job I'll have some legit proof that will get me a living I hope. It's not official until I get the certifications in my hands and from there we'll just see how it goes.

I want to thank all of you who believed in me and have supported me through a lot of BS. You know who you are and I'm starting to hear a click as my key turns ever so slowly getting closer to unlocking the cell I'm starting to break out of.

If anything changes I'll let you know.

Ok now onto the story,

I plan on working on it some this weekend because I really want to get it out to y'all who have been patiently waiting.

I'll do my best to work on it and I might even do some today. I promise all of you guys will like it and even some of you might you know what I mean ;)

Until next time,

This is Your King Signing Off!

ROAR!

As a way to celebrate here is some music that fits:

I always listen to this song when I'm down and need some real inspiration. This is the song of The Lion and who he is:

R. Kelley- I Believe I can Fly

As many of you know I've been trying to get help for my job hunting. Well I think we might have found some in an add/adhd place for people who need help transitioning into the work world. I'm going to be making my own portfolio over the course of the next week to show them the me now versus the me then.

I asked for this help because I did not know where to turn next so my mom, brother, and a close friend of our family are finally doing the right thing in helping me out with this instead of being a bunch of nitpicking jerks.

Maybe this will put reality into their heads that I'm busting my ass trying to make ends meet so I can break out of this jail and get into a world who is waiting to meet me. So my key is slowly turning the lock.

I'm very excited about it but I am also keeping my eyes half open because I don't know if it will work out or not. I'm hoping it will because this place sounds like a place that'll help me at least get on the right track.

look for updates soon on this which starts next Tuesday. Also, please be aware the 100 users special I'm working on may have to be put on hold for a little while because this thing I'm doing now is very important to me and I want to make this portfolio give them no doubt I am a true adult with talents and a sound mind.

I'll take it one step at a time but just be aware I have not forgot about the story I'm working on but priorities come first.

I'm sure many of you especially my Houston area connections would love to see Your King person as Your King would love to meet some of you, finally. that's down the road a piece but you can be assured Your King is working as hard as he can to make it a reality.

Now onto other news,

A week or so ago I was lifting some carpet off of our deck the wrong way (Carpet ain't easy to pick up as it is) and pinched a nerve in my lower back. It's really been bothering the hell outta of me and makes life a chore because everytime I move I feel it because its on a point on my lower back where I rest most of my weight to stand on.

If you can imagine how it feels it feels like your entire bottom part of your belly is dully sore but its not from sickness but more of the annoyance of the pinched nerve rubbing against it.

So tonight I'm taking a lavender spa bath to see if it'll help recover it. I know y'all are going to say I need to go see the doctor but I do not have the money nor health insurance at the moment to do a visit to check it. It sucks but that's the way it is until me and mom can get some insurance for me to pay for myself.

I don't feel it when I'm sitting down well I do feel it a little but it seems to really act up if I stand for a awhile or I sleep in bed wrong or if there is a change in weather like today where it went from 80s to low 70s.

If I had it back I wouldn't of lifted that damn carpet because I've lifted several things and never had this happen but I did it the wrong way in I didn't use my legs and instead used my back and well this is the result.

Hopefully a spa bath will help fix it because I've got some very important things coming up in the next couple of days sore back or not. I guess I'll just have to cowboy up and deal with it.

Oh well at least the good news far outweighs the bad.

So a quick summery:

Basically things are starting to come together for me every so gradually. I hope by this time next week I can tell you I have two certifications in International Business and Management in my hand to go along with what else I'm putting in my portfolio.

Yes, that's right, I'm going to go see my college adviser Friday to find out once and for all where i stand on that. I deserve those certifications after all the shit I had to endure and bust my ass for in college.

Wouldn't it be awesome to see Your King have two college certifications in his hand. If I have to walk to get them I will because I deserve them so I'll let you know what happens there.

Yeah I'm really excited as you can tell even if I'm in a little pain physically. I just hope I can cure this back thing soon because again it's making life for me a huge hindrance to where doing anything is a pain. Lower back tweaks are not good for a big guy like me because everything is below me so I have to bend down to get it, ugh!

Anyway,

Just keep me in your thoughts and hope I can repair this lower back of mine soon because a guy my age doesn't deserve to be in pain on a physical sense.

Tootles until next time!

SWSP

Yes my grandma lives in Newton Falls Ohio and yes this hits very close to home. I'm sorry if I'm not saying much but I've been to this tower more times then you can imagine. From the time I was born we'd always come to see grandma. Us being me, my parents, and my brother and sisters.

What happened was a CSX train derailed 14 cars and two of them crashed into the 110 year old tower's north side knocking it off it's foundation.

I'm sorry guys this hits way too close to home because when my mom was a kid she caught the trains to go over to Pittsburgh when they stopped at this place.

Me and my brother have gone up to this place on numerous occasions and actually the last time I was there was in 2008.

Newton Falls is located on CSX's New Castle Sub which is a gateway to Sandpatch grade in the east.
This video for me is very hard to watch given it hits so close to my heart knowing this 110 year old station is gone.

All my family has passed by this place thousands of times and I even got pictures of it that were lost in my first computer crash.

anyway,

For me personally since my mom grew up in this town (She was born in Warren Ohio) I have tons of memories of her telling me how she caught the passenger trains to go into PA to see her grandparents and to go to Kenny Wood Amusement park in Pittsburgh.

My grandma lives right down the street about a half mile from this station.. We've all been by it or up to it in my case.

It's just sad to me especially to see something me and my family have known all our lives gone now.

:(





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To those of you who are following the disaster in Japan this is not good..

Seems just as I thought the radioactive cloud from the nuclear disaster has taken a trip across our waters onto our soil via the fronts we get through here.

This is a very interesting article done by a Bay Area Newspaper called the Bay Area Citizen and it is exactly what I had feared when I said this stuff will not stay in Japan's air because it is micro light and can be carried by the wind from the fronts and storms we get through here.

This is why Japan is a global disaster because they don't want to tell you the downsides of messing with nuclear power. It has been well documented in the past what has happened after we dropped an atom bomb on them and what they were doing to us beforehand.

Unfortunately with the way the front go this time of year San Fransisco sits dead center in their paths based on wind patterns and where the jet stream is compared to most times of the year.

I feel sorry for us all because we are powerless against something we can't see and will have to just let it run its course. What's scary is that this radioactive material is getting into our tap water and our dairy products and ground produce. I mean this is exactly why we weren't believing anything Japan was telling us because we know better then to believe this won't effect us.

Well it has and unfortunately there is no telling when it will stop. It took several years for the atom bomb materials to clear out of our atmosphere. Does this mean a violent severe weather season? I don't know but what I do know is just be careful about what you buy because if you take in this potassium-iodine31 you could get cancer.

I know, it is humbling but that's the reality of nuclear power plants. Why do you think we pretty much brought them to a minimal bunch? We're not as dumb as we look.

http://www.baycitizen.org/japan-dis.....-falling-us/1/

Hey folks,

It seems I had another vivid dream I can remember from last night,

Keep in mind the users described in this dream I have never met and don't really know what they look like so if you happen to be one of them keep in mind it's a dream and not reality we are talking about here in some respects ;)

Anyway,

This dream starts out quite hot where I meet this furry wolf user named wolf somebody and we both go into this dim hotel room and I start giving him a blow job on a bed. The bed itself had these forest olive colored type covers and the wolf furry user who really is a human of course is sitting on the end of the bed and I'm kneeling down on my knees giving him the blow job.

He is a fully loaded guy too as his pre is shooting out of his seven inch cock deep into my throat like a sweet thick butter. It was amazing how much pre he was shooting out, I thought I was dealing with a hyper human or something :D

Anyway I can feel his cock pulsating like a jackhammer hitting the ground as I envelope it deep into my mouth as it continues to fill my throat with thick pre. I look up at the furry user human and his head is thrown back and he is moaning. He has a black buzz cut and is about 26 or 27 years old and is wearing a chain choker around his neck. I never got a good look at his eyes because I figure he's loving this.

So I take his entire seven inch cock to the hilt as he spasms tons of his seed into my mouth like a volcano. I have to come up for air because his seed is so thick and it just keeps flooding out.

Then it gets really strange because I start to spit his seed out but it keeps sticking in my mouth and getting cooler so I get up to go see if I can wash it out of my mouth in the bathroom and as I get in there I can see and feel the seed leaking out of my mouth. I look up and my lips are covered in his seed which drips off in drops.

I can't seem to get it out of my mouth as my dream moves on to this huge room in the hotel I'm staying in. I'm supposed to meet up with a bunch of guys at the con there and go have a huge orgy with them.

So I go walking around to go find them and end up in this huge dim lit top floor bar room area where there are lots of people there and I notice two very distinct people I think I'm supposed to meet.

I seem to recognize these two and I say are you Fuzzwolf to one of them and he replies no I'm Terian. I don't get a good look at Terian but I do see fuzz who has this huge basketball player seventies type hair like Dr. J had when he was playing pro ball. I get to talking with both of them and realize they aren't the people I'm looking for so I follow them out of the room where they both disappear into this other ballroom across the hall from the one we're coming out of.

I finally get a glance at Terian who is wearing glasses has black hair, brown eyes and a small goatee. Both of them are dressed in formal type light blue colored tuxedo type suits like they were just coming from a wedding or a very formal dance.

I didn't see them again so I wandered onward looking for the people I was to meet up with for the orgy. I keep searching but can't find these guys so I give up and go back to the room my dream started in hoping they are all there.

When I walk into the room I see nobody there but my mouth is so hungry for sex I almost am yearning to go find some. I look at my hands before I look up in the window to see the look in my face and my blue eyes of I want this so bad.

I walk into the bedroom where I was blowing the wolf furry user guy and my dream ends with me sitting on the end of the bed hoping those guys I was supposed to meet for the orgy come in. I've got my hands resting on my legs sitting there watching the door hoping somebody will come in to my room.

After that I came awake and drifted back off for a few minutes before I got up to go tackle this new avenue I'm taking on getting help for getting a job. What it entails is me making a portfolio I can show to the adviser we are trying to locate so I'm getting everything together I did with my first job adviser and all of my college transcripts which I hope tell me I'm certified in International Business and management which be a huge boost to my self confidence.

We're all shooting for April but the college stuff is the only thing that's gonna be the snag so we'll see how it goes.

At least I have some things in the pipeline I didn't before so wish Your King luck because he wants all this stuff he's dreaming about to want to come true ;)

I just wanted to let you guys know if you live in Southeast Texas to not go watch trains in Magnolia Texas.

Tonight I wanted to get out of jail as it were and I nearly got taken to it. Here is what happened:

After I had photographed a rock train a Magnolia PD police officer rolled up on me when I was standing by my mom's truck talking to her about the train I just saw and other things.

The cop gets out and I ask him why he has shown up and he tells me because several people had seen me allegedly jumping in front of trains.

No let me set this up for you I had only been there a half hour and there was no train in the vicinity except until about twenty minutes after I got there.

There was no train that came by in the twenty minutes I was there taking pictures and setting up my shot.

I will say there is a long drop off from the tracks on the other side of them closer to the main road and I was having trouble getting back on them to go on the otherside again. I did walk down to the crossing and crossed over there.

So to make a long story short one cop turned into two who showed up asking me what I was doing. And I maintained I was not jumping in front of trains. How could I? I'm so big the trains would probably stop but there was no train up until again about five minutes before the cops showed up.

Before that time I was minding my business not bothering anybody. I said to the cop who was calling back up I was not jumping in front of the trains.

So he had me put my hands on the back of our truck and was about to search me when he asked me who it was that was with me and I said my parent and he got really demanding asking who it was and so I told him it was mom who was with me.

So he had her step out with me and she told them I had a learning disability, pretty lame but obviously it bailed me out of a ticket and jail.

All I was doing was photographing trains and nothing more. I wasn't trying to create attention to myself. Of course because of my big size I bet they called me in at the BBQ place across the tracks like they did the last time I was there,

Basically it's bunch of little ladies working at the place who are scared to death of any stranger who happens to not be going there.

Is my blood boiling? Yes it is because I'm pissed at the fact I can't let go of things on my mind without something else happening.

This all goes back to fucking Bush and now fucking Obama who has made it worse, I would love to just be left alone and allowed to do the passion I love. Why am I a criminal when monkey wearing turban boy with the funny accent and the weird demeanor is able to get away with what they do while I have to worry about this everytime I go out spotting trains?

Guys like me call in trespassers and I see people doing jack ass things on railroad property yet they are allowed to get away with it? WTF?

I see people in Old Town Spring park their cars on railroad property and no police come up to them to tell them to get off railroad property.

I'm sorry but people need to fucking quit being so fearful of people who are there to take pictures of trains and nothing more.

I wasn't fucking trespassing, I was just taking my pictures that's all.

This is something I did not expect and my parent made it worse by lecturing her ass to me about not to go on railroad property. It's like I'm supposed to be a recluse or something. Hell real jail would have been something next to this fucking shit hole of a jail I'm in now.

I'm treated like a common criminal when I'm doing nothing to anybody. I wish I wasn't so big and I wish I hadn't gone to Magnolia because I was doing it on good faith. I got my train but i also nearly got a ticket and jail time so the bottom line is..

If you are a railfan do not go to Magnolia Texas, period because there are some dingbat fear mongering Bush fucking people there who couldn't see a fucking real trespasser if it saved them.

It's really sad we have douchebags like these outhere who are so fearful they can't help but call everybody who is by those tracks in.

If I do go to Magnolia again it's not going to be when that BBQ place is in business or for that matter when there is anybody out.

They told me several people and they were probably all in those businesses I'm sure. If the railroad had called me in I would of seen a railroad cop show up instead of the real cops who I'm not mad at because they are only doing their jobs.

I could be one of them one day so I understand their side of it when they told me there were lots of idiots getting crashed into by trains because idiot drivers or people don't think with their brains.

If you must stop there get what you need and leave because the cop presence there is clear as well as the police presence.

Anyway it's just another bull shit thing I have to deal with on top of everything else.

I can't even relax and do my favorite hobby anymore without having this in the back of my mind everytime I go out. I've got people who are two times older then me who own well known video companies like Pentrex and Highball Productions who have this same crap happening to them.

It is sick how incredibly stupid our general public really is to this whole terrorism thing. I might as well be a fucking terrorist because being an American is bullshit.

Will this stop me? Hell no because I love trains and will continue to do what I want to do. It's sick we have people outhere who like to ruin the hobby and ruin what it is about with their fuccking immaturity.

So the bottom line is this.

If you are a railfan and I know several of you are be aware of this because this isn't the first time it has happened to me. If it happens to people two times my age it should tell you a lot when you see the things people are allowed to get away with.

Anyway my blood is boiling and I want to punch something and I might do it in the shower. I fucking hate America and I fucking hate the fact we true Americans are treated like criminals when the real monkey wearing ahad jihads are outhere slipping through the cracks.

In fact,

I've been in this area before because my dad had family who lived in Overland Park if I remember right.

Anyway,

This is BNSF's transcon main that goes right through Olathe Kansas and I would love to go here because this is one of the places I'd love to visit in my lifetime..

Sit Back and listen to this in HD!



Also there is one more place I want to show those of you who haven't seen it yet:

This is Berea Ohio or better known to us who like the trains as Berea Tower. The tower has been shut down operations wise since the late 90s when Conrail was carved up by NS and CSX,

I've been going to this mecca since about 1993 of and on. Everytime I come to this place it never dissapoints.

To get you familiar with it the closest to the camera is CSX's Cleveland shortline which basically bypasses the greater Cleveland area to the east. It goes to Collinwood Yard which is a huge fueling station for the railroad and all crews working the Cleveland-Willard district are changed there.

The line farthest away from the camera is the NS Chicago Line which splits into several districts just beyond the tower. The Fort Wayne Line to Fort Wayne Indiana starts right after the junction heading to the right while the Chicago line continues west.

As a side note: The CSX Cleveland Shortline is actually part of the Big Four mainline where CSX connects to Columbus. Indianapolis, and Saint Louis Missouri which is the farthest point west they operate on their system. Beyond Saint Louis it is usually UP and BNSF with NS who carry on the western operation until NS ends its service area in Kansas City Mo.

The train traffic here is something to be seen:


In HD BTW!

Oh and you want to see a personal video I shot from there? The station you will see in the background is the original Pennsy Station which is an Ohio Historical marker. It used to house a Restaurant called The Station and before the Pufferbelly who is based out of Lovelady Texas where the first station of the franchise is.

Lovelady on on the Palestine Sub about 150 miles away from here close to Palestine.

Anyway not to jump off topic but.. I shot video of a BNSF/CSX empty coal drag going by a place in the Station you could sit and watch CSX trains race by you just mere feet away!

Sadly the place closed down just a few months before my visit in 2008.. It was not an easy pill to swallow and yes I did cry because I loved the place and had been though a lot with Ike and was looking forward to getting back with some old friends of the staff who knew me. You could say I was heartbroken so this video is actually the last video I ever shot in the Station restaurant.

What you'll hear is my voice describing the train to my brother whose voice you'll also hear in the background.. I was sitting behind the camera and he was sitting across from it it'd facing the window. This was shot in February of 2007 if I remember right because that year would of been my 21st birthday.

What makes it special is you hear our food coming out to us as the train is going by!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?d.....7494566013990#

The next one was shot at three in the morning at the tower..

An Eastbound CSX trains with Conrail power races east laying on the horn for the at the time Bagley Road crossing.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?d.....1978389669098#

Be sure to read the descriptions. Ok?

This is really eerie to hear this and to those who have been through one of these it is not a fun sound. When I was in Tacoma seeing my dad we had a 5.1 tremor hit while wee were watching tv and i remember the entire house rocked back and forth like it was on really bad railroad tracks. This had to be at least eleven years ago when I heard this.

I also was through one of those really small 3.2 tremors where the ground grinds as it shifts. What makes Washington state more vivid is because they also have a dormant volcano Rainer seventy miles away from there which I have been on top of a couple times meaning the lodge there.

If an earthquake like this were to hit there.. Dear lord to anybody who happens to be upthere when it hits or around the area.

I've been to Mount Saint Helens which scares the crap out of you as you come into it because the blast zone is so big and you feel so vulnerable when you're going to and from it. It reminds me of the movie with Will Smith where he is the last person on earth which is full of undead zombies and animals.

But not to bounce off topic:

This speaks for itself and it almost sounds like thunder but it's the earth growling. If you get easily squeamish don't listen to this because it is hard to describe unless you've been through one of these quakes yourself. I thought Alaska and LA were bad but this..

:(

http://news.yahoo.com/s/yblog_thelo.....-massive-quake

Why not though mine is going to be more of masturbation sense..

Keep that in mind.

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?

Yep, do you want to see my list?

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?

For me it mostly is at night because you can forget about the day. However if the moment is there why would I pass it up?

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?

Closest to the window which for me in the right side though I always end up somehow in the middle.

4. Do you masturbate?

Let me see, unless my head just hit the pavement yesterday I'm pretty confident I've done it more the "Once" in my life.

5. How often? Lately?

(Blush) actually had a big one this morning because I felt like edging. My record is a dozen straight though after six it went numb (True story to those who have heard it)

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?

Why would I? What's the point?

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?

Showers mostly though I like to jump in the spa but even that is getting rare now.

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?

Yes, I've masturbated in the shower multiple times and usually do it to continue my orgasms which are more intense if I stand and rest by back against the wall ;)

9. Do you watch/read pornography?

Mostly watch simply because there is only so much reading I can do before my eyes lose focus and anyway seeing it is much easier to get off on (Blush)

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?

Dunno I'll let you know when I find out but I hope it'll be a little of both because I think everybody has a little of both in them.

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?

To short answer this, yes, yes I do, I mean it is natural though my list of people I truly love is small and I intend to keep it that way.

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?

Sadly no, though I hope to change it soon especially locally.

13. Would you choose love or money?

In my mind the one thing that lasts longest of all is love which no money can ever touch and I am a huge advocate for it especially those who know me.

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?

*Blush* Teasing (Drives me wild) Edging (I love to do it when I can to prolong the stimulation and orgasm intensity) hands free orgasms (They are the single most intense thing next to sticking a vibrator toy on your sensitive cockhead or deep on your prostate when you're edging) Foreplay (Need I say more when somebody is feeling you up in bed ;) )

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?

They'd better not or they'll be my next silver platter meal (Bears teeth)

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?

In the mountains of Washington at a cabin located in the woods outside of Leavenwroth Washington. (God that was a night not to forget)

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?

Probably on my high school's bus though I never did reach orgasm.. The next one would have to be in an office area at my brother's dad's house in Berea with his dad just getting home at four in the morning.

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?

Yes (Masturbation)

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?

Yes I have.. It was the Diamond Club in Cleveland Ohio one of the nicer strip places in the city. I got the knit cap from it. (It was a girl's joint though I did see a couple lesbians there ;) ) Next on my list is boys ;)

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?

Are you kidding? Really? I've been in my share of them but never have had the experience though it sounds fun :)

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?

No way because I'd be the one doing the kicking.

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?

Nope, and BTW, most of these are beer places where you want to be seen.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?

No, but I'll be damned if that trend doesn't last (The no part ;) )

24. Sexual orientation?

Bisexual (seriously, it is a real orientation LGBT)

25. Had sex in a movie theater?

Surprisingly no though I've never had the chance to do it with anybody I'm familiar with.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?

Yeah, It was in Berea at a Marriott Residence we were staying in as a temp home until the power came back on down here in Houston after Ike. It was my most intense masturbation session I can remember because I had a crush on my brother's new girlfriend at the time and I was damn horny thinking about her my orgasm cries got so loud I wondered if anybody walking outside at the time heard me (Blush)

27. Have you ever had sex at work?

Ha ha, I wouldn't dare take the chance though it nearly happened at my last job I had the day I walked off of it to go do some exploring in an empty mall ;)

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?

Yep, I've been to Bizarre Bizarre which is a unique specialty store in South Houston off of Fuqua and I 45 South which has a section dedicated to adult type wear and products.

29. Bought something from an adult store?

No, but i hope the person I meet has some vibrator toys we can both play with at some point ;)

30. Do you own any sex toys?

No, and honestly I'd rather meet somebody who already owned a few toys so that way I could save my money ;)

31. If yes, how many and what are they?

See above ^^

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?

(Blushes like mad) You know I don't reveal such things however, yeah probably ;)

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?

Christ, hang me if I do, though nobody is perfect.

34. Have you ever had phone sex?

No... Though i'd really love to do it since it is a big turn on for me to watch people idly play with themselves while they talk on the phone (Stirs a semi erection *Blush* )

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?

Oh dear me.. Does also texting on a cell phone count? *Blushes*

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?

I'm no rocket scientist but I did stay at a Holiday Inn Express last night..

37. What's your favorite sexual position?

For me the list is is long but I tend to like jerking oneself off while being fucked or having the partner jerk you off while they are fucking you.

38. What's your favorite sex act?

For me what really gets me off is teasing, hands up without a doubt teasing

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?

No, not even a one.. Pretty sad isn't it?

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?

Depends on who has the courage to do it.. Any takers?

Taken from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/clyderyde/

1. Do you sleep naked?

All the time when I'm in bed though I tend to fall asleep on my sectional couch a lot so it varies from shorts to sweats depending on the weather.

2. Do you sleep with socks on?

Hell no

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?

I've got plush stuffed animals I sleep with because I like to cuddle when I sleep so the answer is pretty obvious ;)

4. Do you enjoy drama?

No, unless it is a good movie or something like Law & Order.

5. Are you a manly man?

Who me? What do you think Dr. Watson said Sherlock

6. Who was the last person you hugged?

Miracle my plush lion <3

7. Small or large package?

I've got girth down there so what I lack in length I make up for in width :p

8. Are you short?

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.. No does 6'5 count as little? Didn't think so Debt Lift Shrimp Tits.

9. Do you like somebody?

(Blush) Yeah I'm kinda light off my feet with a spinney head at the moment <3

10.Does your FaceBook password have to do with a girl?

Don't care for one because fads are not my thing.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?

I never wear socks unless I'm going somewhere and feel like wearing them.

12. Do you think you’re conceited?

Is that a drink or a special menu item I'[m supposed to be aware of?

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?

Sadly the meaning of this holiday is all but gone but I still try to because i love everything pumpkin that goes with it.

14. Are you double jointed?

Not really, that would hurt especially the lower you go :0

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?

Probably sitting in my brother's car parked on in The Flats of Cleveland at two in the morning watching Conrail trains come off the Drawbridge there with some crazy strange bum knocking at our window looking for money (Me or his girlfriend at the time didn't sleep a wink) that was one of the more memorable nights I remembered as a teen.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?

No,, and I'm very selective on who does though I think most people have common sense, I hope!

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?

Pff.. If there is here shame on them for letting me catch wind of it.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?

No, it's immature to say a person's last name unless it is a nickname.

19. How many girls will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"?

Up to them I guess, .

[ ] I wear make up.
[X] I have cried in a movie theater.
[] I can brush my teeth without opening my mouth.
[X] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap. (Depends on what song it is)
[] I like techno.
[X] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer (To some extent yes though I won't deny a computer is like a family member these days)
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[ ] I get bored watching football (Too bad football is run by punks and convicted dog killers because I was a big fan until Micheal No Dick changed it, If they go on strike I'll more then happy to see it happen so I can a bunch of overpaid punks get what's coming to them )
[ x] Girls are confusing. (More like frustrating)
[] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.


Come on fellas, be truthful!

1. What color is your underwear?

Black ;) Oh wait I'm not wearing any under my shorts right now (Blush)

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired girls?

Does it really matter? and where are boys in this? I'm bi dammit!

3. Are you currently frustrated with a girl?

Sighs.. No comment.

4. What's one thing a girl can do to make you like them?

Show me their heart before their looks because those barriers will be busted.

5. Do you have a best friend?

Yes, though he's more distant but I'm trying to change it and give it one more chance. Now in the furry sense, yes. You know who you are ;)

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?

,,

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?

Are you fucking kidding? Hell no!

8. Do you like your life?

To put it in one word: No though my furry life couldn't be any better at the moment :D

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?

They aren't my friends if they do, period the end.

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?

many times too many times to count.

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?

Mostly guys because the girls in my life are not pleasant to live with or be with.

14. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face?

No but I sure have wanted to.

15. What are your biggest fear?
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I think I was over this but rejection and loss of trust far outweigh my fears of heights, loud noises, and thunderstorms. Yes, storms do scare me sometimes.

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Uh huh.. It wasn't a pleasant thing to feel and I hate it when it happens because it usually hits me hard.

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

I'm very connected to the people I call friends but when it comes to everybody else I try but it isn't easy.

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"

You have only yourself to blame if you do because cheaters never win, they might think they do but really they are deadbeats who belong in the same category as infidelity, adultery, and deadbeat parenting. Cheaters give everybody else a bad name.

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?

I'd only be lying if I said sure do because you have to keep your eyes half open in all situations.

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?

Have you ever heard the most famous people in the world are those who lead with their heart and not their money? Maybe you should read up on it because fame comes from the heart, not the media, not the money, not the identity. You're only as famous from what you do to earn that fame amongst only a select few. I would never be happy with millions of dollars, tons of friends, and tons of things at my feet if I failed to remember where I came from and who got me there. You want to be famous look no further then who follows you and sticks with you for who you are, not what you are.

21. Are you currently missing someone?

Yes, my best real life friend I'm not able to see on a regular basis anymore. He may not like the fact I'm not like he is but I'll still always be his close friend even if we don't see each other as much as we'd like which is hard for me to bear a lot of the time to not have someone to bounce my true self off of. That's why I'm so grateful to have guys like Nievelion as my friends :)


THIS GIRL OR THAT GIRL? PICK ONE: hmmm what? How about boy too?

Cowgirl or Gangster?

Cowboy/cowgirl because they have manners.. Oh wait I am a cowboy too :D

Preppy or Punk?

This is a joke right? Since I've known both, neither.

Face or Body?

I look inside a person before I look out so both I guess.

Good cook or take you out a lot?

I can cook some good meals for people but I just have not had the chance to really cook for somebody I really like as a friend or a lover. Home cooked meals say a lot more to me then going out though in some cases it is fun especially with friends.

Sweet or sexy?

Got have both though I've been called more these two myself.

Armani or Abercrombie?

Look I'm metrosexual so what does it matter to me?

Contacts or glasses?

Never really bothered to notice or care.

I smiled and cried when I heard this song and thought of you Nie and all you've done for me especially in the last three weeks:

This song is for you and only you.

Thank you so much for everything you've done for me. I'm sorry if I'm teary eyed but I can never say in as many words without shedding a few tears. You've brought me up when I've been down and you've brought a bright spot into my life and my heart I will always carry with me.

This is my song to you because your heart and your strength go well beyond the lion you are. You've touched my heart and warmed it to the core with your supporting love you've given me when I never asked for it.

You've been there as a friend and as a kitty brother and brought me happiness I have not felt in over seven years.

You are my friend, you are my kitty brother

Enjoy thus song Nie from my heart to yours:




SWSP

For becoming my 100th watcher on this channel on this site!

I cannot believe it!

When I started this deal way back in 2006 I thought to myself I would share what I could with this community and maybe get a couple watchers.

In well over a year since being here I never expected I would get the following I have of people like you who have stuck by me through thick and thin!

As I hear a northbound UP Palestine Sub train hitting the crossings near my house I also want to let you know the story I'm working on instead of just being a titled story will now be a 100 user special story titled 100 user special which I will premiere on this channel and on SoFurry!

It will be a surprise where this time you have to read it to find out what is in it. It's my gift to all of you as my followers so look for it soon from Your King!

Thanks so much for all of your support and your continued watching of my channels!

Your King is humbled *BOWS*

SWSP

Taken from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/nievelion/ who this is really intended for.


Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OC's Quiz (your OC's name. Example: Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!


1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?

SwiftwindSpirit, SWSP for my pen name and Swift for my nickname

2. Interesting...What's your current age?

You asked sugar titmouse so I answered..

Anyway, I'm 28 but my lion is 33 though he acts more like upper 30s given his life story and mine which has brought forth a lot more wisdom from hard lessons.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?

I would suggest you watch your tongue around Your King lest you wish to have it handed to you in pieces as I rip it out of your smart ass mouth.

Anyway, I'd have to say it is a split between pizza and brats though I'm more of a brat fan thanks to Oompahs Turkey Brats of Fredricksburg Texas. If you see them in your local store meat case get them because they are the best brat I've ever eaten! They go really great with Louisiana hot sauce cooked into them or whatever type topping you like on them.

4. And your favorite drinks?

I would say beer but that list would be too long so I'll go with Ginger Ale namely Canada Dry because it's made from real ginger root :D

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?

I have had several crushes which have ended up going away but my most personal one to date is with Nievelion http://www.furaffinity.net/user/nievelion/ who is a friend I wish to meet in person because there is something about him only me and him know and we're not telling you :p

My other one is with Reptilecynrik though that one is becoming more of a long term friendship since he lives so far away :(

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?

What do you think? Let's see he's in California and I'm in Southeast Texas so no but I really want to kiss the man I admire as much as I respect as a fellow lion. You don't know him like I do and you never will since you were a smartass at the start.

7. Classic question! What's your favourite color?

Cobalt blue though black I;ve been told looks really good on me.

8. Who's your favorite author?

Kurt Vonnegut who write one of my favorite short stories of all time in Harrison Burgeron which is a story I read, wrote about and loved in high school.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?

Besides rejection it's wondering if i can keep food on the table for myself and be able to live on my own in a tough economy.

10. Who's your hero?

It's my brother because he's going through some tough times in his life and he was the only one who I care to at least text in my family because we are brothers and even though things don't always click with us we're always going to be brothers forever.

11. OK, who is your worst enemy?

I don't want to talk about it, really, because I'm trying to move on from it since it happened in my train hobby and it really screwed my life up for the worst to where I made a lot of mistakes by letting it consume me for several years. Part of it was my fault for getting mixed up with people who ended up hurting me worse then my family ever could. What made matters worse was that group who were my so called friends showed up to the tracks the next day and then posted crude threats and jokes about scaring me off. I still go there but it is not easy and the scars I feel from it haunt me because it happened right here in Spring at Old Town Spring. It's something I have to someday go out on my own and finally put it to rest. It hurts me still because the guys who did it were a couple of good ol' boys from Beaumont with one of them being an employee for UP who still works the trains around here. I wish he was dead so I could move on but i know he isn't because he is one of those big 330pound football player type bullies from Beaumont. Anyway, I've said too much so sorry to my watchers. This was the worst event of my life which I caught on video back in June 2006 but anyway I got the worst end of it and have to deal with it as best i can until I can get out to the tracks on my own which won't be easy to bury it.

12. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?

I'd hope to god he'd be fired from his job on UP and thrown in jail for what he was allowed to get away with before and after the event.

13. Interesting...What would you do if you met your creator?

Don't know what I'd do really so I'd change him into one of my fantasy fursonas I have the hots for and give him a night he'd never forget.

14. Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?

This doesn't apply anymore since I am grown up but I do want to pursue a career in railroading in some form be it train related or not. If it was train I'd cut my teeth on a shortline and really there are so many routes you can take in it that I'd look at all my options. I prefer it to be in Texas but will relocate if I have to in order to at least get started.

15. What's your worst nightmare?

My worst nightmare would have to be isolation since I did experience it this last weekend. You don't know what it is like to be cut off from the world to where you have no way of getting to it or somebody just throws you away like the trash.

16. What's your lifelong dream?

To finally have self confidence again and be able to live the life I deserve with people I love the most and the support I need to be able to pursue what I love and what I want in life.

17. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?

Look at my conscious in the mirror staring back at me and say with a big smile on my face: I knew you could do it! Great job!

18. OK, where's your favorite place to relax?

For me it's the country or by the railroad tracks watching trains like I used to in peace.

19. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?

Looking for jobs, working on my stories, and dreaming of being able to have the means to move on from this part of my life.

20. We're done! Now tag whoever the hell you want.

I'll leave it up to my viewers and my watchers whether they want to do this. I only did this because I have a really special person in my life who is going to help me finally move on from all of this so I don't have to re-hatch it everytime with any future dates I have or other friends. I'm sick of rewriting the same old song so if anybody asks me besides Nie I will only tell him because he deserves to know where I hurt the most since he's been there for me when I really have needed it.

Yes indeed I am, finally.

To give you an idea of what I've gone through it would be like getting thrown in jail for doing nothing wrong while the person who really did it gets away with it for free.

Anyway,

You've heard the bloody details and I just want you to know I will not forget how I was treated through all of this.

What I mean is not you god no, who i mean is my parent for basically blowing me off to the curb and her IT lady for not allowing me to learn how to fix this myself and shutting me out.

I won't go into all the gory details because at this point it'd just be me tearing open salty wounds.

The parties involved and they know who they are will regret it once I'm on my own feet gone from this god forsaken jail cell. You want to make my blood boil be naive and don't care about me as a person while sitting there on your internet at your office blowing it off.

I promise you this woman should be lucky the worst I did was walk out. I could of packed my bags and left which I eventually will anyway because I hate The Woodlands now more then ever. I want to get to a place with better transportation options, more things to do and especially as far away from this center of hell.

All she had to do was say I'm here to support you. Instead she blew me off and put me in a living torture chamber with no keys,

Anyway,

Onto the stuff that makes me smile in those of you who wished me happy birthday.

Nach- Thank you so much! I really was not expecting you to surprise me like you did.

nievelion- Thank you so much for making my entire weekend so special and one I will never forget ;)

I know I shouldn't be saying this but after this morning I really hope we can become more then just friends ;)

You're such an awesome guy who went beyond what I was expecting. I never expected you to surprise me like you did and even if being boyfriends doesn't work out you'll always be my close friend.

In short, guys like you are the reason why I'm working so hard to break myself out of this situation forever so I can be with happiness.

You rocked my world twice baby and cemented it making me hope we meet sooner rather then later.

I'm starting to do my part, now you have to do yours. You want this to come true you earn it and you prove it :)

Oops did I just say somebody is trying to reel me in? Oh yes I did..

I like you Nie with all my heart. I wish I could say love but that's reserved for face to face ;)

Oh and I got some pictures I will post later of some funny moments I caught by the lake.

Thanks to everybody else for wishing me a Happy Birthday!

And to those who didn't it's ok because you really didn't have to but it was there.

So until next time..

Your Lion Writer,

SWSP

PS:

Yes, I'm still smiling Nie.. You're such a sexy awesome guy!

<3 ;)

Because I felt like it!

Hi guys,

I probably should of saved this for a better night when I wasn't so physically and mentally drained from the way I was treated for making an honest mistake.

First off as I had feared I'm going to lose everything off this laptop once again because what has happened is a series of viruses have shot my server to shit so guess what? Yep.. fort eight hours of cleaning and rebooting.

I'm not one bit pleased about how all of this transpired as I will describe now:

To make a long story short my parent again was being a real bitch so I walked out on her for five hours to let her sorry ass sweat trying to find me. Basically she was a bitch and smart ass about me not having internet like it was a crude joke.

Well I was pretty angry at her behavior so I walked out without telling her where I was going. I should of stayed out all night or until the police came looking for me, ha ha, you heard it my parent suddenly out of some drunken idiocy realized I wasn't kidding this time.

The next time I don't care what my circumstances are because I will move out and not be as lenient about it.

How did all of this start to where the entire lot of my asshole family was put on alert? My parent is a fucking mess to put it plainly and she never tells me in advance what the plans are for the next day because her drinking has killed off so many brain cells I think she is borderline amnesic.

So to not bore you with the obvious when she left I threw on some more suitable clothes and walked out.. She was at work of course after she had lowered he bitchy boom on me.

She is such a bitch I'm tired of her, I'm tired of my shithole family, and I'm tired of being picked apart by the likes of her. You know this all started because of a label.. That's right, a label. I've lost more from a label then I have from a mistake.

This time I'm not joshing around, this time it could be for real and I hope it is because that old drunk bitch is going to taste reality of what happens when you get old and crabby.

Not only this but the lady who was supposed to let me know about this never called me back today telling me what I needed to do.

I guess I have to wave a bunch of money in people's face to be taken seriously as an adult. It's bad enough I took flak for this mistake but now because of how I was treated after the fact as soon as I get wheels I'm going to look for a place to live or possibly somebody to roommate with of my choice of course. I don't need an unreliable mate to bite me in the ass,

I'm just tired of everything and vow to myself to not live here for one more year hook or crook. This is the straw which broke the camel's back/ I've tried to care and be nice but there comes a time in life where a person has exhausted all of their chances. I've tried to stand by her and support her business and be her champion but this is the thanks I get.

In order for me to rommate with somebody I have to first meet them, like them, trust them. and above all make sure they are not a mess.

If they are a mess in terms of things that most people can deal with I'm cool with it. I'm going to be 28 in just over six days and because of this little virus on the laptop it has caused all of this and I'm tired of it.

If I had a job and truck I could flick my parent off as I go do what I want without her pussy little nose getting into my business,

I know this sounds like 17 right? Well I'm pretty sick of it to be honest. I'd of been gone a lot sooner if I had means but because I live in the center of hell up here in the Woodlands it's like bars are attached here.

I know in my heart I have to leave because my health depends on it.

Now as to where I live is simple in the farther away from here the better. Luckily Houston is just big enough where I can pull this off or even the country though I'd need wheels.

Basically the bottom line is my last straw has been pulled and I want out, period the end. I refuse to spend one more year of my life in a place that's affecting my health, my mind, and my feelings.

I know this is a supportive community but all books cannot be judged by their covers you know.

The plan for right now is to keep doing what I'm doing in terms of my job help and resume help I'm getting. And maybe talking to my job advisor about my options of possibly getting into a government funded house to where i can at least be away from my parent.

I really need a hug and a way out of this so as i've told you,

Keep me in your thoughts because I'm going to do whatever it takes to get as far away from the Woodlands as I can.

I'm done playing the same old song in these journals because it gets old after awhile.

This dream was brief but it was vivid enough to where I remember a few parts of it..

It starts out with me walking into a big room with a pull out couch bed. I see Aaron in his ram form standing there motioning for me to come over to give him a hand with the pull out bed on this couch, We go to pulling it out and as we are doing so I'm catching glimpses of Aaron's well defined big muscled butt and it's making me drool like crazy.

I reach over to grip his ass and I can hear him humming as if he doesn't notice but has enough experience to know this would happen.

As I am gripping his ass cheeks I see he's wearing his customary white thong which is doing little to conceal his well defined bulge as much as his ass which I am groping while I'm feeling my own manhood shoot up in my boxers threatening to pop out.

By this point Aaron can smell my musk as he turns giving me a wink before he reaches back to guide my hand down to his covered balls which are barely poking out of his thong as I tease them with my hand eliciting a series of small grunts as Aaron has put his hands down on the coach bed.

I look to see if he is watching me and he is almost giving me a smile as his light hazel eyes have a glow to them which says I think we need to do something else here.

Getting what he means I ram into his lips for a deep kiss as my fondling of his balls is making him hornier by the second as I see his ram's tail wriggling in happiness.

Aaron turns around off the bed and grips me in a deep embrace as we both fall onto the front of it kissing deeply before we scoot over to some pillows.

Once we both stretch out I bury my hand deep into Aaron's thong feeling his hardening cock in my hand as the heat from it radiates off.

I look over to see Aaron's eyes closed and a big smile on his face as he opens them to wink at me before arching his back letting his head throw back in a deep moan as I slowly jerk him off and fondle his balls twirling them around as I feel cool pre start to moisten the front of Aaron's thong..

I can't really see what my reactions are but judging by the way Aaron is enjoying this I guess I must be looking at him intently smiling evilly to myself admiring my work I'm doing to Aaron who is so happy he literally is humming a happy tune as he close to blowing his load through his thong all over the part of the bed he's laying on.

I know he's getting close so I pick up the pace as I bury my muzzle into his for a hot kiss..

Just my luck that I'd wake up from this hot dream grr.. (Mad)

Whoa my own head is spinning now ;)

Might as well show some videos from where Scamper's Reward was set..

Yep, pretty accurate aren't I?

First we have BNSF Kootinei River Sub which runs through Bonners Ferry. You might recognize it more as part of the original GN mainline from Minneapolis Northtown Yard to Seattle Washington,

Guess when this was shot? Yep, about the same time Scamper's Reward is except it's a dusting next to what was in my story :D



Now we get to view Bonner's Ferry from the road in ADHD mode:

In case you are wondering yes I have been in this part of Idaho (Coure'D' Elane) which was a great trip and it was fun to be in some real mountains :D

This video starts in BC..



Bonners Ferry and beyond..



I'd call Caleb a lucky wolf to be living upthere ;)

I just found out about this when I was cruising about to look at some news about what's been going on in NHRA drag racing over the winter break.

This story sort of is a sad one because if you watch John Force or are one of his fans you know he and Austin Coil are the fixture of the business..

Well..

Not anymore because Austin Coil will not be around the business for awhile. I know it's sad but there is no telling if Austin means it or he just wants some time alone away from it.

As a follower of John Force I know this for him is hard as it is for every follower of him. These two have been doing this longer then I've been alive so it's a shame to see it but you know sometimes in life things have to at least go on hiatus for awhile.

To me this will be strange not seeing Coil standing at the starting line of the strip and it will probably be hard the first event or so. Maybe I might shed a tear, I don't know but what I do know is this article really hits home that even people as off the wall as John Force are human too.

http://www.autoweek.com/article/201.....NHRA/110119903

Oh and before I forget Ashley Force Hood won't be racing this year either though her reason is more of great news instead of sad.