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General | Posted 12 years ago1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I've never smoked...
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Erm...its complicated? -pokes the ones its complicated with and laughe-
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd prolly blush and say nu huh
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
yup
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Yes, i love them very much, but i try not to be a bother and stay over Here
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Getting through it...
7: Do you want to be single?
erm....not really...
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Night time, stayed in, was out during the day
9: How late did you stay up last night?
midnight i think...
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
why yes. yes i can
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Soda, a prickly pear margarita and yoohoo
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Actually, yes. My ex boyfriend had a friend whom he saw all the time and i put up with her and pretended to not to mind...
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Hell no....
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
I dont wear underwear O_O but if bras count then yes?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yes and no.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yup.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Trying to sleep but unable to do so cuz people kept texting and calling me
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Not romantically..
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
sure.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Sharra
21: Do you miss anyone?
Yes. I miss all my friends whom i havent seen in a while. Most particularly, Rhapsody, Peperment, and Tabitha since i know i wont get to see them for months and months :/
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Like, kiss how? Loving kiss? Well. theres 3, as i love them dearly, so...
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
no...
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I can be in certain situations
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
oh yes....
26: Who did you last see in person?
Daddy and Azao standing in front of me
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope.
28: What is something you currently want right now?
To see those mentioned above! And a banana. lol
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
"wow thats messed up.."
30: How is your heart lately?
Hurting
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Sometimes.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Not right at this moment
33: What do people call you?
Melissa, Lissa, Sun, SunShadow, Sunny...
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
lol i dunno. maybe
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yeah.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My friends Nieome and Buns
37: Did you do something bad today?
i just woke up so i cant have done anything bad yet
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Erm...besies my father and my ex? when peperment hugged me before i left...oh wait! At furbowl! ha i remember! Vin hugged me
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Very.
40: Will you sing today?
Always
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Yes. i hide things if im stressed or it will cause problems
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Usually no one i keep it inside so i dont bother people...
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope!
44: What are you listening to right now?
My dads tv.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
im hungry and i somehow got poison ivy on my arm...
46: What is on your wrists right now?
poison ivy
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
uhm..tank top i got at a store i think...
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate!
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Yup!
50: Are you a good artist?
i can draw stick figures...
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
Yes. When you are lucky enough to find it
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Nope!
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
i dont think so...
54: Do you have trust issues?
mmmhmm
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
i have but not in a long time
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
mmm yes i think i still do. ima big girl an they arent great about carrying plus sizes
57: Do you use chap stick?
im addicted to burts bees
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
...Yes.
59: Do you have a little sister?
Not biologically
60: Have you ever been to New York?
yes yes i have
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I hope so.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Lots of hugs!
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
trying to go to bed...
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
yes, one
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Theres lots of people who make me smile
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
No.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
no...
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
depends on the someone else
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
i dont know...
I've never smoked...
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Erm...its complicated? -pokes the ones its complicated with and laughe-
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd prolly blush and say nu huh
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
yup
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Yes, i love them very much, but i try not to be a bother and stay over Here
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Getting through it...
7: Do you want to be single?
erm....not really...
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Night time, stayed in, was out during the day
9: How late did you stay up last night?
midnight i think...
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
why yes. yes i can
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Soda, a prickly pear margarita and yoohoo
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Actually, yes. My ex boyfriend had a friend whom he saw all the time and i put up with her and pretended to not to mind...
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Hell no....
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
I dont wear underwear O_O but if bras count then yes?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yes and no.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yup.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Trying to sleep but unable to do so cuz people kept texting and calling me
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Not romantically..
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
sure.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Sharra
21: Do you miss anyone?
Yes. I miss all my friends whom i havent seen in a while. Most particularly, Rhapsody, Peperment, and Tabitha since i know i wont get to see them for months and months :/
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Like, kiss how? Loving kiss? Well. theres 3, as i love them dearly, so...
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
no...
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I can be in certain situations
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
oh yes....
26: Who did you last see in person?
Daddy and Azao standing in front of me
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope.
28: What is something you currently want right now?
To see those mentioned above! And a banana. lol
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
"wow thats messed up.."
30: How is your heart lately?
Hurting
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Sometimes.
32: Are you wearing socks?
Not right at this moment
33: What do people call you?
Melissa, Lissa, Sun, SunShadow, Sunny...
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
lol i dunno. maybe
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yeah.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My friends Nieome and Buns
37: Did you do something bad today?
i just woke up so i cant have done anything bad yet
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Erm...besies my father and my ex? when peperment hugged me before i left...oh wait! At furbowl! ha i remember! Vin hugged me
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Very.
40: Will you sing today?
Always
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Yes. i hide things if im stressed or it will cause problems
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Usually no one i keep it inside so i dont bother people...
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope!
44: What are you listening to right now?
My dads tv.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
im hungry and i somehow got poison ivy on my arm...
46: What is on your wrists right now?
poison ivy
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
uhm..tank top i got at a store i think...
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate!
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Yup!
50: Are you a good artist?
i can draw stick figures...
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
Yes. When you are lucky enough to find it
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Nope!
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
i dont think so...
54: Do you have trust issues?
mmmhmm
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
i have but not in a long time
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
mmm yes i think i still do. ima big girl an they arent great about carrying plus sizes
57: Do you use chap stick?
im addicted to burts bees
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
...Yes.
59: Do you have a little sister?
Not biologically
60: Have you ever been to New York?
yes yes i have
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I hope so.
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Lots of hugs!
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
trying to go to bed...
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
yes, one
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Theres lots of people who make me smile
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
No.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
no...
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
depends on the someone else
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
i dont know...
>.<
General | Posted 12 years agoim SERIOUSLY going to go cunt punting soon! NOW the bitch has called newcastle county saying my back yard has too much "interior" furniture under my gazebo and shit -.-
#$^%$^(^$%
General | Posted 12 years agoIM SO FUCKING PISSED! Those fucking people catty corner to us called the fucking cops saying my house was unlivable and disgusting an that i wasnt taking care of daddy and there was no food in the fridge! Im so mad right now! KEEP YOUR MOUTH TO YOURSELVES! I take care of my father ive practically quit my job to do so! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
-dances-
General | Posted 12 years agonext weekend i am going to oswego to attend my g/fs sisters wedding. While there she and i are going to do a full moon ritual at my Favorite spot! Flat rock! -dances- Only one thing could make it better, but i know thats not happening.
......
General | Posted 12 years agoWell. im pissed off, both for myself and for a friend (setnos other g/f) there are decisions that need to be made, and i pretty much know whats going to happen. ive known it for some time. there is no reason for me to draw this out, except i am too nice. blah.
update on dad...
General | Posted 12 years agohey all...so an update on my dad....i took him to the doctors yesterday...i have to call hospice care cause his breathing is so bad, an he needs motorised wheelchair. im kinda freaking. i love him and hate seeing him like this. sittin here sobbing.
So...my weekend..
General | Posted 12 years agoWas Amazing. Seeing my friends was a much needed release of my nerves from my life at home. The BBQ at MC_Friskys place was awesome, and the rest of the weekend was even better. Thank you all.
You know who you are. And I love you.
You know who you are. And I love you.
-.-
General | Posted 12 years agofuck everything! >.< i am so done trying. -screams- im uber depressed and pissed and ready to kick someone, and im sure as hella not talking to anyone about it cause really, bitching at my friends, New OR old, well, it just bothers me to bother them with it! so i act all shiny and happy and peppy and whatever and im like ready to just pop!
If its not the depression threatening to take over, its the anger. I go back and forth and in between them im OK but not anything like i am usually, and its all cause of my father. no its not his Fault, its cause of whats happening. all i wanna do is go away for a few days here and there and most of the time i dont think i can cause what if he passes while im gone? That makes me a HORRIBLE daughter and i just dont know what to do! I HAVE to be able to get away Sometimes or ima go nuts!
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If its not the depression threatening to take over, its the anger. I go back and forth and in between them im OK but not anything like i am usually, and its all cause of my father. no its not his Fault, its cause of whats happening. all i wanna do is go away for a few days here and there and most of the time i dont think i can cause what if he passes while im gone? That makes me a HORRIBLE daughter and i just dont know what to do! I HAVE to be able to get away Sometimes or ima go nuts!
-end rant-
depressed and anxious
General | Posted 12 years agoso tonight i find myself very depressed. bah. ive stopped myself from texting my friends cuz i know ill just bother them and they all have lives they need to live. so i figured id write it down here..im just not sure where to go or what to do next. baaaah
I know i am special to some people. but im REALLY dont understand why. i dont understand why people like me. on the outside im a cheerful bubbly person but inside im a needy, clingy emotional...person. i dunno.
no one needs to comment. im simply venting my own insecurities and other shit
I know i am special to some people. but im REALLY dont understand why. i dont understand why people like me. on the outside im a cheerful bubbly person but inside im a needy, clingy emotional...person. i dunno.
no one needs to comment. im simply venting my own insecurities and other shit
