Rawr, you guys had your chance :P If any of you want my new account send me a note or something. I'll leave my pictures up for a week or so and then I'll clean up the gallery. Cheers guys

accounts? Hey guys, you may have noticed I have been a little inactive here. The main reason is that I created a separate account for mature/fetish stuffs. If I go exclusive to the other account, will you guys care? XD I dunno... I was going to keep this one for non-mature stuff, but I post non-mature stuff on the other account too. If I get little response here, then I will probably do it. Leave a comment guys. :P

As probably none of you know, because I have never had reason to mention it, I work in Fayetteville. Normally, I get off the highway at the Johnson exit and take a back way to work, so I haven't really had to drive around in town very much. Today I had to run an errand in the business district.

What is wrong with your highway on-ramps? I have never been in a city that was so confusing. Maybe I was just having a bad day or something, but trying to get onto 540 North and then exit to 112 was really confusing for me. I know I am not the smartest person ever, but come on. XD

RICH KID
[ ] You go tanning.
[ ] You own something from coach
[X] You have over 10 pairs of jeans
[ ] You own something from Prada
[ ] Usually when you ask your mom for money she gives it to you.
[X] You like going to the mall.
[X] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
[ ] You have more than one house
Total: 3

GOTHIC
[ ] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You have thought about death.
[ ] You've attempted suicide
[ ] You wear chains.
[ ] You like heavy metal.
[ ] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[X] Your hair was/is dark.
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You have/want piercings.
[ ] You're going to/or have a tattoo.
Total: 1

PUNK
[ ] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[ ] You like Converse.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[ ] You have/had/want/wanted blue, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You dislike pink.
[ ] You hate preps.
[X] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
[ ] Shop at Pac Sun
Total: 1

GEEK
[X] You love the computer.
[X] You like Star Wars.
[X] You are supposed/wore/wear glasses/contacts
[X] You get straight A's
[X] You like reading.
[ ] You were/are in band.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[X] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 6

EMO
[X] You've been depressed.
[X] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[X] You cry easily.
[X] You like emo music.
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[ ] You keep a journal/diary
[X] You have written a sad poem
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[X] You think emo kids are hot
Total: 6

GHETTO/GANGSTA
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang.
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[ ] You have had a freestyle battle.
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 0

HARDCORE
[X] You like loud music
[X] You love the Ninja Turtles
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Normal Jeans.
[ ] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] You love to 'hardcore' dance
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[X] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 3


PREP
[ ] You love The OC
[X] You have a tiny dog.
[X] Your usual outfits consist of bright or cheery colors
[ ] You LOVE buying shoes
[ ] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F
[X] You love/like to shop
[X] You like jeans
[ ] You like Paris Hilton
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ] You wear big sunglasses
Total: 4

Athletic
[ ] You watch the Super Bowl
[ ] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[ ] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards
[ ] You have/had posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You have a space in your room for awards and/or plaques
[ ] You have a large amount of medals.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
[ ] You are/were on a select team
Total: 0

I am equal parts geek and emo. XD

Just letting everyone know, for no reason in particular. Helping some friends move there, so yep, I'll be gone tonight. I am sure you will all be very worried about me. Please be strong! WE WILL OVERCOME!

So first, I'll say that if you don't want to know about my personal life, that is fine. Don't read the rest of the journal.

After church last night, I helped my friend count literature. After we were done we were there alone, and he sat down in one of the chairs. I questioned him on a lot of stuff, but I was far too nervous to just come out and say it.

It got to be pretty late, so I told him that I wanted to tell him something. Even still, I didn't get up the courage to tell him for probably another half-hour. You see, if I came out to him, and he told the church elders, I would get a really awkward talking to. He is my best friend, but I though that because he is such a close friend he might think that that was the best thing to do for me.

It was really awkward with me not telling him anything and just kind of sitting there. I asked him if we were really friends and he said of course. I eventually said, "You know how some people that that Gay people choose to be gay? . . . They don't." I could see in his face that he was totally not expecting that. He asked if I was serious. I told him yes.

I'll summarize what happened after that. He did think that it was a choice. To be honest, I used to think it was too. (years ago) He said that if anyone else had told him that it wasn't a choice, he wouldn't have believed them. He wasn't too sure that I couldn't just change my mind on it. I asked him if he could ever see himself with another guy. He said no, of course. I explained that that is how I feel about girls. He kept saying he didn't know what to tell me or how to help me. I kept explaining that I wan't really looking for help.

Basically, by the end of the discussion, I think he is kind of okay with it. He thinks I just need to suppress it because it is wrong. >.> If I was 100% sure about the Bible, then I would. Having studied the Bible, I'm not. (You can ask me about that if you want to, but I won't go into it here.) It is like I told him. If he has doubts, he can ignore them, because even if the Bible isn't true, he can still get married and have a happy life. But for me, if it isn't true, I'll be alone for my entire life. He didn't really get that, I don't think.

Anyhow, now my mom, my brother, and my best friend all know. Oh, and I didn't tell my best friend that I have a crush on his brother. ^///^ Anyhow, that is about it I guess.

Hey guys, I want to do a more ambitious picture for summer. From now to the first of February, just request that I put you in the picture. It will be like a get-together with swimming and picnicking and the like in the backwoods of Arkansas. (Rope-swing and all) If very few people volunteer, I'll use random characters, but I'd rather do something with all my watchers. Lemme know if you'd be interested. :D

OMG, we are going to die. If I'm never back after Thursday, you know what happened. I walked outside and froze instantly. In other news, I can't believe my internet is still going this slow. AT&T will be getting an irate call tomorrow! Other than that, wow, I have been making journals lately. Hope no one is getting annoyed by the frequency of them. >< Anyhow, I wish the best to all of you, and hope that you stay warm. (Or cool if you are in the Southern hemisphere. XD)

So first my internet goes down, and then it snows three inches. >< My internet is up again, but it is going at an excruciating 13 kb/s. Anyhow, sorry I've been a little slow with my requests. I'll get right on it tomorrow though. :D Hope everyone is doing ok! :3

then I just wish you happiness. :3 Sorry to everyone still waiting on an icon, it is just a busy time of year. I'll be done really soon, I promise. After I'm done though, I have a lot of other pictures I can finally start working on. :D And, finally, I will leave with this event that happened the other day. My family was at my grandmother's house, and we were helping with a crossword puzzle. She couldn't figure one out, so she asked for the answer. She said, "What comes after a-murr?" (I don't know what the actual word she said was, but that is what the word sounds like.) Right away, I said, "A yiff!" Look what you have all done to me! Anyhow, my brother got a really good laugh out of that, as did I. Of course, my mother and grandmother were clueless. :3 (Sorry for not formatting this into paragraphs and the like, but I am tired.)

Also, we are in for some winter weather here, so my internet may be a little unreliable. (I hope not. ><)