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General | Posted 10 years agoSomeone brought it to my attention that I havn't updated my profile in like a year... I think I"ll try and post some story stuff or what not.
Other raffle
General | Posted 10 years agoRaffle time~!
General | Posted 10 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6756926/
A friend of mine is doing the raffle thing, give it a go. He'd likely love the attention anyways~... Otter butt.
A friend of mine is doing the raffle thing, give it a go. He'd likely love the attention anyways~... Otter butt.
Writing, again.
General | Posted 12 years agoSo, I should mention that I got that fragment of writing back, annotated and commented on. Much to my surprise (No seriously) They didn't hate it... they maybe even kinda Said they would recommend me writing more...
Writing
General | Posted 12 years agoSoo, I may or may not be thinking about fighting through my anxiety and getting back into the writing gig... Whilst not many (Three) people have seen or even heard of it, it's getting proof read as we speak... something of which I never thought I'd work up the courage to allow. Soo, we'll keep you posted and such...
Does anyone even read these things...?
Does anyone even read these things...?
Birthday
General | Posted 12 years agoYep, it happened again. Damnit.
Hiya
General | Posted 13 years agoHiya, as it turns out Internet access is rather hard to come by right now, I managed to break a phone and get the net for a small while, so I thought I'd just leave a little note saying that since Monday the 22nd 11:39am I have been a vagabond, while I have been trying to address this particular issue, the going is not easy.
So yeah, that's about it, have a nice evening.
So yeah, that's about it, have a nice evening.
PIMP
General | Posted 13 years agoEvening.
General | Posted 13 years agoI haven't made one of these in awhile and I thought this would pass as journal material.
Random musings, makes me think I should learn to draw or animate.
This is all Hypothetical.
From a dwarven Politician
[9:12:05 PM] Tobias Ferrus: The Stronghold needs us to take action, not to sit and deliberate! Fetch my mace. - Mardin, Councilman
[9:12:24 PM] Tobias Ferrus: Why can't Australia have politics like that... it'd be fun to watch at the very least
[9:12:36 PM] pepsiXdemon: Heheheh
[9:13:20 PM] Tobias Ferrus: Tony Abbot: The carbon tax was a mistake!!!
Gillard: Not this shit again... Rudd, fetch my mace.
[9:15:10 PM | Edited 9:15:14 PM] Tobias Ferrus: I think I now know why Cyril is Afraid of me entering politics
[9:15:32 PM] pepsiXdemon: HAHAHAHAHA
[9:17:45 PM] Tobias Ferrus: "The house of Reps is in shock today as Prime minister Ferrus bludgeons the opposition leader to death with a mace. Again."
"We even searched him for maces when entered and found nothing" Says one security chief charged with protecting the members of the opposition party"
[9:17:49 PM] Tobias Ferrus: Also, very good :P
[9:19:29 PM] Tobias Ferrus: yes, I was listening to when you're evil when I thought of budging a politician to death
[9:25:28 PM] Tobias Ferrus: "It says here on your record that your last twelve people that you've been assigned to have died, horribly..."
"They were the opposition party members that were against having a ferret on our national flag"
*Zooms out, shows a ferret on the Flag where the union jack was, zooms back in*
"And we all know how that turned out..."
Random musings, makes me think I should learn to draw or animate.
This is all Hypothetical.
From a dwarven Politician
[9:12:05 PM] Tobias Ferrus: The Stronghold needs us to take action, not to sit and deliberate! Fetch my mace. - Mardin, Councilman
[9:12:24 PM] Tobias Ferrus: Why can't Australia have politics like that... it'd be fun to watch at the very least
[9:12:36 PM] pepsiXdemon: Heheheh
[9:13:20 PM] Tobias Ferrus: Tony Abbot: The carbon tax was a mistake!!!
Gillard: Not this shit again... Rudd, fetch my mace.
[9:15:10 PM | Edited 9:15:14 PM] Tobias Ferrus: I think I now know why Cyril is Afraid of me entering politics
[9:15:32 PM] pepsiXdemon: HAHAHAHAHA
[9:17:45 PM] Tobias Ferrus: "The house of Reps is in shock today as Prime minister Ferrus bludgeons the opposition leader to death with a mace. Again."
"We even searched him for maces when entered and found nothing" Says one security chief charged with protecting the members of the opposition party"
[9:17:49 PM] Tobias Ferrus: Also, very good :P
[9:19:29 PM] Tobias Ferrus: yes, I was listening to when you're evil when I thought of budging a politician to death
[9:25:28 PM] Tobias Ferrus: "It says here on your record that your last twelve people that you've been assigned to have died, horribly..."
"They were the opposition party members that were against having a ferret on our national flag"
*Zooms out, shows a ferret on the Flag where the union jack was, zooms back in*
"And we all know how that turned out..."
Insperation
General | Posted 13 years agoAt long last, I have found it again. It only took... excluding time searching it took five cups of coffee. No really, five proper shots.
Related, I passed my Batista course today with flying colours :D My heart rates been ridiculously high though. I kinda skulled those last three cups, time constraints >.<
To clarify, I don't normally use caffeine, the boost it provides tends to bring out some of my more unwanted traits. Also related, one of my explosives just went off as I was making it, I damaged the bandaid I was using to protect my finger. Just remember, while I cannot avoid my seemingly stupid acts, I can at least be smart about how I go about it.
I'm genuinely putting thought into making caffeine a normal thing for me.
EDIT: second one blew up, I started using a pair of Jewelry pliers and a hack saw, but I need my knife to do this it seems, much more accurate.
Related, I passed my Batista course today with flying colours :D My heart rates been ridiculously high though. I kinda skulled those last three cups, time constraints >.<
To clarify, I don't normally use caffeine, the boost it provides tends to bring out some of my more unwanted traits. Also related, one of my explosives just went off as I was making it, I damaged the bandaid I was using to protect my finger. Just remember, while I cannot avoid my seemingly stupid acts, I can at least be smart about how I go about it.
I'm genuinely putting thought into making caffeine a normal thing for me.
EDIT: second one blew up, I started using a pair of Jewelry pliers and a hack saw, but I need my knife to do this it seems, much more accurate.
Attention.
General | Posted 13 years agoI would like to state that from this point onwards (into the foreseeable future) that Saturday is my most hated day of the week.
This was basically my afternoon.
I walked for an hour to the other side of town
With the game, to get to get it cleaned
On my way I patted a dog, and walked onwards
Eventually I get there
And they had sent the machine away
The only one they had there would have killed the disk
So I ment to Maccas
I got a double cheese burger
When I got it it was dripping
It had been dropped in cooking fat
I left
On my way back
I saw a small sign on a telegraph pole
have you see this dog - reward- $100
It was the dog I patted on the way there.
I never saw it again
After looking for two more hours I gave up
Then I had to walk home
Coz the shitty burger used all my money and I didn't have enough for the bus, that went past heading towards my place as I was leaving.
This was basically my afternoon.
I walked for an hour to the other side of town
With the game, to get to get it cleaned
On my way I patted a dog, and walked onwards
Eventually I get there
And they had sent the machine away
The only one they had there would have killed the disk
So I ment to Maccas
I got a double cheese burger
When I got it it was dripping
It had been dropped in cooking fat
I left
On my way back
I saw a small sign on a telegraph pole
have you see this dog - reward- $100
It was the dog I patted on the way there.
I never saw it again
After looking for two more hours I gave up
Then I had to walk home
Coz the shitty burger used all my money and I didn't have enough for the bus, that went past heading towards my place as I was leaving.
Evening.
General | Posted 13 years agoSo, I thought I would make an update on me, not sure how it's going to turn out but hey.
So, I wend to tweed heads last April and I had a very good time, I was finally able to relax and get a few chips of my shoulder. Which was great, hard going back to this to be honest.
Went back to school and actually did some work. Don't laugh, I'm serious.
A lot of boring things happened, April is like that though.
May was fun though, may is always interesting; something always seems to permanently alter my perception of something forever more, that's not a bad thing. Most of the time.
Since I'm having some recall issues I shall just layout this last week or so now.
I removed the top of my left index in cooking class, I was distracted and for once I was given a sharp knife, not that they told me that. So, after scaring my cooking partner and the teacher (It was not a minor cut, sadly) by leaving a part of my finger in the chives I was dicing I was forced to leave the class. Ever since then typing has been rather awkward. Tuesday was funny, my teacher was heckling me for cutting myself when she gave herself a papercut. Wednesday was annoying, I just slept through most of it. I would normally go to school on Wednesday but the family did not have the money to send me to school. This is depressing. I did not sleep for that night, as such I was unusually social and funny on Thursday. It was a novel experience but the cost of it was not worth repeating; actually, no sleep what so ever occurred that day. I did trek out to the next town over from School to visit a friend who thought it would be a good idea to truant who was holding a poster from her boyfriend who was kind enough to give it to me for my birthday.
And then Friday was my birthday, I turned nineteen. I got a poster, a pair of headphones and a pair of pants. As well as a few old leather belts. As for the people, it was nice, I got a very large amount of attention in #affection which really made my day. Then I was dragged out to go clothes shopping in Grafton... which took up the bigger part of that day. We did go out for dinner though, I had a $25 snapper meal which was tasty. Then I went lerking around the net for a while, quite happy with the day when I got a rather cheerful phone call from Ayla. Unfortunately I was unable to see her that day ;~;
And then the fun began. And when I say fun I mean internal debate, depression, moral confliction and to top it off I forced myself to examine my psyche, which has always been amazingly unpleasant. I believe I was able to find several of the roots which led to this breakdown, I do not like that it entailed though. (Yeah, I said roots, most issues may be taproot in nature, but mine appears to be Fibrous) Sadly it was too late to prevent the damage from being done, now I shall see how it goes from here.
I started playing a few games recently, nothing pretty but it's enough to pass the time. Other than that I have taken some not-quite-but close-to-drastic steps to cure my ailment of writers block, which still plagues me, taunting me...
I'm going to stop now, having a pleasant evening.
So, I wend to tweed heads last April and I had a very good time, I was finally able to relax and get a few chips of my shoulder. Which was great, hard going back to this to be honest.
Went back to school and actually did some work. Don't laugh, I'm serious.
A lot of boring things happened, April is like that though.
May was fun though, may is always interesting; something always seems to permanently alter my perception of something forever more, that's not a bad thing. Most of the time.
Since I'm having some recall issues I shall just layout this last week or so now.
I removed the top of my left index in cooking class, I was distracted and for once I was given a sharp knife, not that they told me that. So, after scaring my cooking partner and the teacher (It was not a minor cut, sadly) by leaving a part of my finger in the chives I was dicing I was forced to leave the class. Ever since then typing has been rather awkward. Tuesday was funny, my teacher was heckling me for cutting myself when she gave herself a papercut. Wednesday was annoying, I just slept through most of it. I would normally go to school on Wednesday but the family did not have the money to send me to school. This is depressing. I did not sleep for that night, as such I was unusually social and funny on Thursday. It was a novel experience but the cost of it was not worth repeating; actually, no sleep what so ever occurred that day. I did trek out to the next town over from School to visit a friend who thought it would be a good idea to truant who was holding a poster from her boyfriend who was kind enough to give it to me for my birthday.
And then Friday was my birthday, I turned nineteen. I got a poster, a pair of headphones and a pair of pants. As well as a few old leather belts. As for the people, it was nice, I got a very large amount of attention in #affection which really made my day. Then I was dragged out to go clothes shopping in Grafton... which took up the bigger part of that day. We did go out for dinner though, I had a $25 snapper meal which was tasty. Then I went lerking around the net for a while, quite happy with the day when I got a rather cheerful phone call from Ayla. Unfortunately I was unable to see her that day ;~;
And then the fun began. And when I say fun I mean internal debate, depression, moral confliction and to top it off I forced myself to examine my psyche, which has always been amazingly unpleasant. I believe I was able to find several of the roots which led to this breakdown, I do not like that it entailed though. (Yeah, I said roots, most issues may be taproot in nature, but mine appears to be Fibrous) Sadly it was too late to prevent the damage from being done, now I shall see how it goes from here.
I started playing a few games recently, nothing pretty but it's enough to pass the time. Other than that I have taken some not-quite-but close-to-drastic steps to cure my ailment of writers block, which still plagues me, taunting me...
I'm going to stop now, having a pleasant evening.
Birthday.
General | Posted 13 years agoYAAAAAAAAAY~!
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoPhew, been a lot happening here, lots of fun stuff and the likes.
I actually seem to be making friends around Furnet, which is great.
I showed some people the first part of my story. I got few remarks as none could really be bothered reading it, spare one but he stopped watching my account so beh. Then I read the thing myself and just about died from shame alone. I would like to take this time to vow that I will properly proof read my works, sorry if anyone actually read that fragment of story and attempted to gouge out their eyes from the grammatical heresy.
One last note on my current writing project, I have just started storyboarding. Yep, took me roughly a year to start and if I'm lucky it's going to help me past the writers block of which I have been trying to smite for the last few months. After all, we need fundamentals to build superstructures! (never going to use that analogy again...)
Celebrated a friends birthday, it was fun, got me out of the house and socializing again.
Sadly, I still have this grudge against most people around here. I swear I'm trying to see past it but I keep being reminded of how f*cking stupid the people around here are. Yeah I think it would be best if I don't go too far into that topic here, it's unpleasant and I just ate dinner.
My sleep quality has suffered, might be the musical that keeps playing next door or that shadowy character that I just remembered lurks in most of my dreams...
Oh yeah, I'm making a Mc Challenge map and I need a few people to test it, if you're up for a challenge contact me.
Other then that I wish everyone who reads this the best, might be best to close this thing with a bit of blasphemy that I wrote.
"Omnipresence means you can never come out of the closet. Might explain why god is such a tight arse about gays..."
I actually seem to be making friends around Furnet, which is great.
I showed some people the first part of my story. I got few remarks as none could really be bothered reading it, spare one but he stopped watching my account so beh. Then I read the thing myself and just about died from shame alone. I would like to take this time to vow that I will properly proof read my works, sorry if anyone actually read that fragment of story and attempted to gouge out their eyes from the grammatical heresy.
One last note on my current writing project, I have just started storyboarding. Yep, took me roughly a year to start and if I'm lucky it's going to help me past the writers block of which I have been trying to smite for the last few months. After all, we need fundamentals to build superstructures! (never going to use that analogy again...)
Celebrated a friends birthday, it was fun, got me out of the house and socializing again.
Sadly, I still have this grudge against most people around here. I swear I'm trying to see past it but I keep being reminded of how f*cking stupid the people around here are. Yeah I think it would be best if I don't go too far into that topic here, it's unpleasant and I just ate dinner.
My sleep quality has suffered, might be the musical that keeps playing next door or that shadowy character that I just remembered lurks in most of my dreams...
Oh yeah, I'm making a Mc Challenge map and I need a few people to test it, if you're up for a challenge contact me.
Other then that I wish everyone who reads this the best, might be best to close this thing with a bit of blasphemy that I wrote.
"Omnipresence means you can never come out of the closet. Might explain why god is such a tight arse about gays..."
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoI can never figure out how to start these things...
Meh.
Hey everyfur, looks like it's time for another seemingly pointless journal update.
Summer is almost here for us here in Aus. Which is good for me, I'm much for creative in summer (Mostly because going physical activity of any sort is a chore) so hopefully I can muster up my wits and get creative again; mostly that means I'm going to try and start writing again.
I went down to Coffs recently and spent a few days with some friends. Bourbon is very cheap down there...
Some of my winter projects have wrapped themselves nicely, namely people moving away or some possession of sorts becomes mine, that sort of thing.
My PS2 broke today, which is saddening. At least I was able to complete disgaea two before it did, which is something I have been meaning to do for a few years now.
I went to a party recently, met some interesting people, most of whom I will never see again. ( Tourists and such)
I bought a new Rubik's cube while I was away, it turns well so I think it v was a good buy.
Yeah... thats about it, all the other stuff I have been up to is either to trivial or very incriminating.
Meh.
Hey everyfur, looks like it's time for another seemingly pointless journal update.
Summer is almost here for us here in Aus. Which is good for me, I'm much for creative in summer (Mostly because going physical activity of any sort is a chore) so hopefully I can muster up my wits and get creative again; mostly that means I'm going to try and start writing again.
I went down to Coffs recently and spent a few days with some friends. Bourbon is very cheap down there...
Some of my winter projects have wrapped themselves nicely, namely people moving away or some possession of sorts becomes mine, that sort of thing.
My PS2 broke today, which is saddening. At least I was able to complete disgaea two before it did, which is something I have been meaning to do for a few years now.
I went to a party recently, met some interesting people, most of whom I will never see again. ( Tourists and such)
I bought a new Rubik's cube while I was away, it turns well so I think it v was a good buy.
Yeah... thats about it, all the other stuff I have been up to is either to trivial or very incriminating.
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoSo... journal time again...
Christ how do we sum it up with out making it sound like Armageddon was made into a soap opera...
HSC is less then a week away, this does nothing to help my sleep condition... (I developed two of them during the holidays, lucky me. (I ended up in a sleep cycle which involved twenty four hours awake and then fifteen hours asleep, has been going on for roughly a week so readjusting is painful.)
Still in this huge Delmar on whether or not I should upload my work, I have a great many self confidence issues and I'm getting a little to focused on the details. (In all seriousness I spent twenty minutes last night gathering information on ferrets so that I could input it into a formula to figure out how long his tail is.) plus there are still gaps here and there and a paradox which needs closing. (getting close.)
Character development has been fun, still hard to make a protagonist evil yet not over the top.
I dramatically cut down on sugar, cravings are... difficult.
Anything else that has been happening in recent events...
Well I made a few stupid analogies but thats about all I have had to laugh at.
Right, I'm now on my way to becoming a professional student, and I'm hating my school already...
And to close with some brain candy.
What do you have, when you have an abundance of nothing?
Christ how do we sum it up with out making it sound like Armageddon was made into a soap opera...
HSC is less then a week away, this does nothing to help my sleep condition... (I developed two of them during the holidays, lucky me. (I ended up in a sleep cycle which involved twenty four hours awake and then fifteen hours asleep, has been going on for roughly a week so readjusting is painful.)
Still in this huge Delmar on whether or not I should upload my work, I have a great many self confidence issues and I'm getting a little to focused on the details. (In all seriousness I spent twenty minutes last night gathering information on ferrets so that I could input it into a formula to figure out how long his tail is.) plus there are still gaps here and there and a paradox which needs closing. (getting close.)
Character development has been fun, still hard to make a protagonist evil yet not over the top.
I dramatically cut down on sugar, cravings are... difficult.
Anything else that has been happening in recent events...
Well I made a few stupid analogies but thats about all I have had to laugh at.
Right, I'm now on my way to becoming a professional student, and I'm hating my school already...
And to close with some brain candy.
What do you have, when you have an abundance of nothing?
Oc Meme
General | Posted 14 years agoRules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!
No I don’t want to help you with what ever our selling… hmm? An interview you say? I guess I can waste some time here.
1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Tobias W. Ferrus. My friends used to call me Wolf, which was annoying.
2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Depends on who you ask, but I’m really eighteen.
3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Chicken, it tastes like everything
4. And your favorite drink?
Nothing can beat a mug of lemon and ginger tea.
5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
I don’t think I want to answer that. Sorry.
6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
Never got around to, it to be honest.
7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
Red
8. Who's your favorite author?
David Eddings.
9. Now what's your biggest fear?
To be honest, it’s motor vehicles. (It’s a long story)
10. Any siblings?
I have a brother. His name is William.
11. Who's your hero?
Nikola Tesla.
12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
I am and it’s a real problem sometimes.
13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
And joy a nice cup of tea. (Looking from the third Furson view, run like Armageddon was descending.)
14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Repay him/her in kind for all that I have had in my life.
15. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I was hoping to get into the information technology industry.
16. What's your worst nightmare?
It involved a giant ball and a repetitive clicking. You would have had to have been there.
17. What's your lifelong dream?
Been more of a here and now type to be honest, but I guess I have always wanted to find someone I could rely on no matter what. You may now Gag due to the Cliché.
18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
I guess… to be honest I don’t know.
19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
Some place that’s out of the way, in the sun and that I can count on it being available should I wish to take a power nap.
20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
In all seriousness, sleeping. Failing that then it would be pointing and laughing at physicists.
21. We're done!
Great, why did I agree to do this anyway…?
Well thanks; in any case this has been a relaxing way to spend some time.
Three people you say?
Cide, Efimous and AsidicPepsi, your turn is here guys!
Now if you excuse me, it’s 1:45pm and one of my favorite spots just opened up.
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!
No I don’t want to help you with what ever our selling… hmm? An interview you say? I guess I can waste some time here.
1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Tobias W. Ferrus. My friends used to call me Wolf, which was annoying.
2. Interesting... what's your current age?
Depends on who you ask, but I’m really eighteen.
3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Chicken, it tastes like everything
4. And your favorite drink?
Nothing can beat a mug of lemon and ginger tea.
5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
I don’t think I want to answer that. Sorry.
6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
Never got around to, it to be honest.
7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?
Red
8. Who's your favorite author?
David Eddings.
9. Now what's your biggest fear?
To be honest, it’s motor vehicles. (It’s a long story)
10. Any siblings?
I have a brother. His name is William.
11. Who's your hero?
Nikola Tesla.
12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
I am and it’s a real problem sometimes.
13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
And joy a nice cup of tea. (Looking from the third Furson view, run like Armageddon was descending.)
14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Repay him/her in kind for all that I have had in my life.
15. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I was hoping to get into the information technology industry.
16. What's your worst nightmare?
It involved a giant ball and a repetitive clicking. You would have had to have been there.
17. What's your lifelong dream?
Been more of a here and now type to be honest, but I guess I have always wanted to find someone I could rely on no matter what. You may now Gag due to the Cliché.
18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
I guess… to be honest I don’t know.
19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?
Some place that’s out of the way, in the sun and that I can count on it being available should I wish to take a power nap.
20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
In all seriousness, sleeping. Failing that then it would be pointing and laughing at physicists.
21. We're done!
Great, why did I agree to do this anyway…?
Well thanks; in any case this has been a relaxing way to spend some time.
Three people you say?
Cide, Efimous and AsidicPepsi, your turn is here guys!
Now if you excuse me, it’s 1:45pm and one of my favorite spots just opened up.
The furry test
General | Posted 14 years agoThe Furry Test
Stolen from Ayla. Who stole it from snaggletoothmonster.
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[/] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection (worst part is, I don't do it deliberately. )
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x]you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family’s plate when you have eaten all of yours
[/] milk or water is your favorite drink
[/] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (Tempting)
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[/] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit (really wish I had some )
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
[/] you call your hands and feet “paws” (Depends on what company I'm with)
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[/] you tend to chew on stuff a lot (Broken Habit)
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Stolen from Ayla. Who stole it from snaggletoothmonster.
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[/] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection (worst part is, I don't do it deliberately. )
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x]you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family’s plate when you have eaten all of yours
[/] milk or water is your favorite drink
[/] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (Tempting)
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[/] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit (really wish I had some )
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
[/] you call your hands and feet “paws” (Depends on what company I'm with)
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[/] you tend to chew on stuff a lot (Broken Habit)
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoSo it was upon this day that I woke up before twelve on a Saturday, and it be honest it was not that bad of a day.
I may have isolated the cause of my writers block, which to be honest is starting to depress me.
So, I guess this is where I make notes of my current mental status, current events, ideals happenings and plans.
So, I managed to make my mouth bleed because I was not paying attention to the fact I was eating way to many, how I managed to miss the fact that A) I had eaten close to a whole pack and B) each time I ate another one I could feel the acid used in the souring agent burning through the roof of my tongue. So yeah, now nothing tastes right and I'm reconsidering my sugar habit. (As a side note, I have a rather large sweet tooth and for quite awhile now I have been tossing up the idea that I may be hypoglycemic. This is because upon reflection of how much I consume on a daily basis in relation to how I'm still alive and the fact if I don't have it, I become lethargic, semi-mute and "passive as a kitten" as my friend put it.)
I had the pleasure of escorting a couple of friends around town today, it was good fun, nice rainy weather and I was half asleep for the first part, admittedly it made me feel lonely as hell but as long as you two had fun I'm going to keep my cynicism and opinions to myself.
Family life sucks, as it normally does. I was informed that my mother has threatened to kick [] out of the house because he is not bossing me and my younger brothers around enough, now for those who don't know [] is the only decent father figure I have... Christ he is the best one, hes also a pot smoker, so yeah, just wanted to put things into perspective for all of you.
I finished one of my pet projects recently, which namely involved ruining an old foe of mines life, again. To be honest, I'm getting way to good at hurting people like that, sublime tactics and my sly personality seem to give me a natural edge... (for the record, they had it coming, hurt me, I don't mind, I will move on. Try and destroy my friends lives forever, that I'm going to have to object to, so although you may never read this, I hope you enjoy being broke, alone and homeless.)
Finished my trial exams last week, I surprised most of my teachers with my results, which is good. I managed to produce the my best business report yet. But I shot myself in the foot in my short response by forgetting to reference my case studies >.<
Other then all of that I have just been trying to keep myself busy with pet projects and the likes to stop my mind from getting depressed again.
So this is me saying good evening once again then, I wish you all the best and remember, linear writing sucks, seriously.
P.S It's an old habit of mine to use [] in place of a persons name, it should be obvious why.
I may have isolated the cause of my writers block, which to be honest is starting to depress me.
So, I guess this is where I make notes of my current mental status, current events, ideals happenings and plans.
So, I managed to make my mouth bleed because I was not paying attention to the fact I was eating way to many, how I managed to miss the fact that A) I had eaten close to a whole pack and B) each time I ate another one I could feel the acid used in the souring agent burning through the roof of my tongue. So yeah, now nothing tastes right and I'm reconsidering my sugar habit. (As a side note, I have a rather large sweet tooth and for quite awhile now I have been tossing up the idea that I may be hypoglycemic. This is because upon reflection of how much I consume on a daily basis in relation to how I'm still alive and the fact if I don't have it, I become lethargic, semi-mute and "passive as a kitten" as my friend put it.)
I had the pleasure of escorting a couple of friends around town today, it was good fun, nice rainy weather and I was half asleep for the first part, admittedly it made me feel lonely as hell but as long as you two had fun I'm going to keep my cynicism and opinions to myself.
Family life sucks, as it normally does. I was informed that my mother has threatened to kick [] out of the house because he is not bossing me and my younger brothers around enough, now for those who don't know [] is the only decent father figure I have... Christ he is the best one, hes also a pot smoker, so yeah, just wanted to put things into perspective for all of you.
I finished one of my pet projects recently, which namely involved ruining an old foe of mines life, again. To be honest, I'm getting way to good at hurting people like that, sublime tactics and my sly personality seem to give me a natural edge... (for the record, they had it coming, hurt me, I don't mind, I will move on. Try and destroy my friends lives forever, that I'm going to have to object to, so although you may never read this, I hope you enjoy being broke, alone and homeless.)
Finished my trial exams last week, I surprised most of my teachers with my results, which is good. I managed to produce the my best business report yet. But I shot myself in the foot in my short response by forgetting to reference my case studies >.<
Other then all of that I have just been trying to keep myself busy with pet projects and the likes to stop my mind from getting depressed again.
So this is me saying good evening once again then, I wish you all the best and remember, linear writing sucks, seriously.
P.S It's an old habit of mine to use [] in place of a persons name, it should be obvious why.
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoSo.
This has been a particularly stressful period of my life, as a result I have accidentally reverted back to full blown Nocturnal-ism while I have nothing against the nightlife, in fact its my favorite time of day. But it has left me with a fear of getting out of bed, this is effecting my school life, I need help...
This has been a particularly stressful period of my life, as a result I have accidentally reverted back to full blown Nocturnal-ism while I have nothing against the nightlife, in fact its my favorite time of day. But it has left me with a fear of getting out of bed, this is effecting my school life, I need help...
A cure.
General | Posted 14 years agoSo It just came to me what it is that can help me out of this depression and the answer is this; I need to do something incredibly stupid, when I figure out what it is I will tell you. You may find out what it is before that though...
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoUpdate time!
Tomorrows dawn brings with it the start of the school term, although it will be my last for this year, they have yet to see the last of me.
And after playing hide and seek with my muse for about a week now, I have finally found it.
As it turns out it was watching me, as it always does. This fact struck me when I realized I only seemed to have good ideas when I ether had no pen or lacked decent paper (Yes, my muse mocks me from afar)
While thats all a metaphor combined with observational humor I have one the other hand Come to a realization that I have been missing something (well several things) from some of my characters.
So, on some level the start of the new term should be inspirational to leave this den of seclusion I have wrapped around myself and once again venture into the depths of a socially divers environment which I was never apart of anyway. I do so knowing that although I have never really fit in anywhere, I do still have friends, all (both) of whom I trust to the ends of the earth itself.
Character revelations came to me while I was staring at my bedroom ceiling at roughly 3am (Yeah, I give up, nocturnal 4 life) about who Tobias is (metaphor) and why it is he has done the things he has, anything more then that would be telling though, so suffer.
Its funny, all of this has come after I suffered an internal identity crisis... Hmm, never mind that.
About a day or so ago I showed someone some of the literature I have woven and in turn received writing related complement from a stranger, and it was... good.
For the Record, you (all) are yet to scratch the surface of Gareth and Tobias, that idea has been cooking for awhile and I hope you enjoy reading about them as much as I had fun writing 'em.
And to bring thing to a close, I'm going to take a stab at an inspirational ode.
Until my next brain spasm then.
Tomorrows dawn brings with it the start of the school term, although it will be my last for this year, they have yet to see the last of me.
And after playing hide and seek with my muse for about a week now, I have finally found it.
As it turns out it was watching me, as it always does. This fact struck me when I realized I only seemed to have good ideas when I ether had no pen or lacked decent paper (Yes, my muse mocks me from afar)
While thats all a metaphor combined with observational humor I have one the other hand Come to a realization that I have been missing something (well several things) from some of my characters.
So, on some level the start of the new term should be inspirational to leave this den of seclusion I have wrapped around myself and once again venture into the depths of a socially divers environment which I was never apart of anyway. I do so knowing that although I have never really fit in anywhere, I do still have friends, all (both) of whom I trust to the ends of the earth itself.
Character revelations came to me while I was staring at my bedroom ceiling at roughly 3am (Yeah, I give up, nocturnal 4 life) about who Tobias is (metaphor) and why it is he has done the things he has, anything more then that would be telling though, so suffer.
Its funny, all of this has come after I suffered an internal identity crisis... Hmm, never mind that.
About a day or so ago I showed someone some of the literature I have woven and in turn received writing related complement from a stranger, and it was... good.
For the Record, you (all) are yet to scratch the surface of Gareth and Tobias, that idea has been cooking for awhile and I hope you enjoy reading about them as much as I had fun writing 'em.
And to bring thing to a close, I'm going to take a stab at an inspirational ode.
Until my next brain spasm then.
36 hour challenge
General | Posted 14 years agoWell Guess what?
I woke up at 5pm today, and I confused the sun rising for it setting, which is bad.
So I have started the thirty six hour challenge, And I will be updating this as often as I can with the times and how I'm going.
Do clarify, no sleep for 36 hours, none. When day breaks tomorrow I will down a double shot of coffee and then I will be going out for a long walk, no idea where too, Just for the exercise.
In essence this is going to be a factory reset, Retuning my sleep cycle to that of a diurnal creature of the day.
This will hurt...
Challenge started 4:57pm 10/07/11
6pm - Depression.
7pm - Dinner
8pm - Minecraft
9pm - Doctor who marathon starts about now.
10pm - Marathon continues.
10:35pm - Vegemite Cravings (Total of six slices eaten)
11pm - Marathon continues (First cup of coffee)
11:33pm - Times slowing back to normal (inspirations back, Right on Que)
12am - Writing on Cyril and his habits ect.
1am - Getting annoyed about Cyril and his habits. (just got a moderation position, Celebratory cup of tea)
2am - Just instructed some guy in GMT workings, not a good time for maths...
3am - Watching the karate kid
4:20am - Chatting with MR.m and Lyude
5:10am - It all goes downhill from here onwards.
6:09am - What was left of my cognitive function is now mush.
7:01am - HOLY SHIT! I forgot how strong this this is, I need a name for it but to sum it up its nine hours sleep in a mug.
8:02am - Learning about Nikola Tesla, good guy. Side effects have arisen from the unnamed super drink.
9:03am - Kill me.
10:03am - Same as above
11:04am - Coffee has worn down, stopped shaking at the very least.
12pm - Beach with friends.
1pm - Beach with friends.
2pm - Beach with friends.
3pm - Beach with friends.
4pm - Beach with friends.
5pm - Back from beach.
6:30pm - dinner.
7pm - COD zombies.
8pm - COD zombies.
9pm - Walking dead.
10pm - Walking dead.
11pm - Sleep!
12pm - Sleep
1am - Sleep
2am - sleep
3am - sleep
4am - sleep
5am - Getting back to sleep (challenge ended here)
6am - Sleep
7am - Sleep
8am - Awake, alive and once again Diurnal.
I woke up at 5pm today, and I confused the sun rising for it setting, which is bad.
So I have started the thirty six hour challenge, And I will be updating this as often as I can with the times and how I'm going.
Do clarify, no sleep for 36 hours, none. When day breaks tomorrow I will down a double shot of coffee and then I will be going out for a long walk, no idea where too, Just for the exercise.
In essence this is going to be a factory reset, Retuning my sleep cycle to that of a diurnal creature of the day.
This will hurt...
Challenge started 4:57pm 10/07/11
6pm - Depression.
7pm - Dinner
8pm - Minecraft
9pm - Doctor who marathon starts about now.
10pm - Marathon continues.
10:35pm - Vegemite Cravings (Total of six slices eaten)
11pm - Marathon continues (First cup of coffee)
11:33pm - Times slowing back to normal (inspirations back, Right on Que)
12am - Writing on Cyril and his habits ect.
1am - Getting annoyed about Cyril and his habits. (just got a moderation position, Celebratory cup of tea)
2am - Just instructed some guy in GMT workings, not a good time for maths...
3am - Watching the karate kid
4:20am - Chatting with MR.m and Lyude
5:10am - It all goes downhill from here onwards.
6:09am - What was left of my cognitive function is now mush.
7:01am - HOLY SHIT! I forgot how strong this this is, I need a name for it but to sum it up its nine hours sleep in a mug.
8:02am - Learning about Nikola Tesla, good guy. Side effects have arisen from the unnamed super drink.
9:03am - Kill me.
10:03am - Same as above
11:04am - Coffee has worn down, stopped shaking at the very least.
12pm - Beach with friends.
1pm - Beach with friends.
2pm - Beach with friends.
3pm - Beach with friends.
4pm - Beach with friends.
5pm - Back from beach.
6:30pm - dinner.
7pm - COD zombies.
8pm - COD zombies.
9pm - Walking dead.
10pm - Walking dead.
11pm - Sleep!
12pm - Sleep
1am - Sleep
2am - sleep
3am - sleep
4am - sleep
5am - Getting back to sleep (challenge ended here)
6am - Sleep
7am - Sleep
8am - Awake, alive and once again Diurnal.
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoAnother update in the evening world.
Times have been harsh as of late, things are falling apart all around me and All I can do is sit here and watch.
This crushing isolation Looms over me, I have no idea but I feel so alone in the world.
I have been suffering mild hallucinations, I blame the dehydration.
I have been up and down the coast the last few days, Went as far as Lismore, had to do about 36(ish) pages of note, pretty much summing up everything we have done this year. And on the one day I get off, I get struck down with a lurgy.
Writing has been going well, been working on the Characters (something I have kinda been neglecting) and more on the start of the story.
Other then that my mind keep turning to the thought of Austin, Right now you're worse then Cyril in that aspect...
Sorely need something to occupy my time, Might hit the story hard, Just afraid for the writing quality I guess.
Lovin' the new avvy by stroopwaffel, much appreciated, worth every cent.
Times have been harsh as of late, things are falling apart all around me and All I can do is sit here and watch.
This crushing isolation Looms over me, I have no idea but I feel so alone in the world.
I have been suffering mild hallucinations, I blame the dehydration.
I have been up and down the coast the last few days, Went as far as Lismore, had to do about 36(ish) pages of note, pretty much summing up everything we have done this year. And on the one day I get off, I get struck down with a lurgy.
Writing has been going well, been working on the Characters (something I have kinda been neglecting) and more on the start of the story.
Other then that my mind keep turning to the thought of Austin, Right now you're worse then Cyril in that aspect...
Sorely need something to occupy my time, Might hit the story hard, Just afraid for the writing quality I guess.
Lovin' the new avvy by stroopwaffel, much appreciated, worth every cent.
Evening.
General | Posted 14 years agoALL RIGHTY THEN!
So, Looks like puberty throwing me a farewell party and I've been dwelling in these bouts of depressing isolation, but just for the moment I'm not in a rippy heady offie mood So I thought I would make a few updates.
First on the agenda, Evey one seems to be leaving me, Its depressing.
Secondly, Friends birthday on the tenth, should be a fun eighteenth. (I'm putting this here to remind myself)
Thirdly, Cide Graduated High school So I wish him all the best on that.
Fourth, Much better mood to write new beginnings so I will be updating the scrap heap with some of my dull litterateur.
And fifthly, because I don't like even numbers right now. Making stop edits to the story here and there, grammar and spelling etc.
So, Looks like puberty throwing me a farewell party and I've been dwelling in these bouts of depressing isolation, but just for the moment I'm not in a rippy heady offie mood So I thought I would make a few updates.
First on the agenda, Evey one seems to be leaving me, Its depressing.
Secondly, Friends birthday on the tenth, should be a fun eighteenth. (I'm putting this here to remind myself)
Thirdly, Cide Graduated High school So I wish him all the best on that.
Fourth, Much better mood to write new beginnings so I will be updating the scrap heap with some of my dull litterateur.
And fifthly, because I don't like even numbers right now. Making stop edits to the story here and there, grammar and spelling etc.
