Disociation - (Honey Lore) part 1 🌸☁️
General | Posted 4 weeks ago╭─〔 boot_sequence.exe 〕─╮
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honeyadmin.uwu: system overheating ♥
> heart_rate ↑↑↑ ♥
> sweat running down spine
I can only see the ceiling of the boarding house I moved into last week.
drip… drip… drip…
The leaks won’t stop.
The voices from the next room won’t stop either.
“I’m still not used to this…”
But I guess… it’s better this way.
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> mobility_check… FAILED ♥
“I still can’t move.”
“This body isn’t mine.”
“And being paralyzed just proves it.”
“I don’t know when… I’ll be able to move again.”
…
> regaining_control (hands)… 12% … 34% … 51% ♥
“Okay… slow… slow…”
“One step at a time…”
✦ ───────────── ✦
The darkness of the room fades just a little.
Dust floats everywhere, thick and ugly.
“It’s depressing… but it just is.”
> sleep_log → FAILURE ♥
“Another night without sleeping.”
“I should get ready… I need a job.”
“I literally have no money to eat… lol.”
— insert: morning routine of a 22yo completely destroyed by life —
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“Life is boring.”
“Monotonous.”
“I wish something would change…”
“I wish *I* could change.”
“And in this shitty city… it’s easier to get robbed than to find a job.”
> weather → snow ♥
Layers and layers of clothes.
Heavy. Annoying.
“It’s this… or freezing to death.”
…
“I’m hungry.”
╭─〔 end_log_01.exe 〕─╮
╰─────────────────────╯
✦ ───────────── ✦
honeyadmin.uwu: warning — time perception unstable ♥
> disociation.exe incoming…
“Sometimes… my days skip.”
“Like… pieces are missing.”
✦
Suddenly, I’m outside.
Walking. No direction.
✦
Suddenly, I’m back in my room.
Drawing… nonsense… over my old university notebooks.
✦
“I talked to my brother yesterday…”
“He said everyone’s fine.”
“I wish I could believe him.”
…
“OH— A FLY!!”
✦ ───────────── ✦
“At least I can make some money drawing people in the plaza.”
“That’s enough to pay rent…”
“…and buy cookies.”
Small wins.
✦ ───────────── ✦
“I’m okay.”
“I’m hungry.”
…
“My hands are moving again.”
“I don’t remember telling them to.”
…
✦
“These lines…”
“They’re not mine.”
“They’re too precise…”
“Too familiar…”
✦
“Who’s drawing?”
╭─〔 ??? ♥ 〕─╮
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The notebook suddenly fills itself with frantic scribbles, covering an old self-portrait.
“Who was I…?”
“What am I even doing?”
…
“I don’t know anymore.”
✦ ───────────── ✦
Time keeps slipping.
In the blink of an eye—
Five months are gone.
Since I ran away.
“I guess I can survive like this…”
“But I’m still stuck.”
“Lonely.”
“Scared.”
“Not really moving forward.”
✦ ───────────── ✦
honeyadmin.uwu: new objective detected ♥
A job interview.
A call center.
Got it… somehow.
From an online friend.
Pure luck.
✦
“Maybe this changes something.”
“Maybe not.”
…
“Tomorrow… I have to speak.”
“And for the first time in months…”
…
“I have to pretend…”
…
“to be someone real.”
✦ ───────────── ✦
╭─〔 boot_resume.exe ♥ 〕─╮
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> previous_state loaded
> disociation.exe → still running ♥
✦ ───────────── ✦
“Tomorrow… I have to speak.”
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> time_skip
✦
I’m sitting.
Cold chair. Bright lights.
Voices around me. Too many.
Too loud.
> environment_scan → callcenter_lobby ♥
“I… got here?”
“I don’t remember walking.”
✦ ───────────── ✦
A voice calls a name.
My name.
Or… something close to it.
“...that’s me.”
I stand up.
> movement: automatic ♥
Legs moving.
Back straight.
Not me.
Not me.
✦
“Hello.”
That wasn’t my voice.
honeyadmin.uwu: voice module active ♥
> origin: UNKNOWN
✦ ───────────── ✦
Questions.
Answers.
Smiles.
Nods.
…
“I hear myself speaking.”
“I don’t understand what I’m saying.”
“But it sounds… right.”
✦
> disociation.exe 82% ♥
> emotional_feedback → muted
✦
“Why does this feel rehearsed?”
“Like I’ve done this before…”
✦
The interviewer smiles.
> expression_detected: approval ♥
“Congratulations, we’ll be contacting you.”
…
“…what?”
✦ ───────────── ✦
honeyadmin.uwu: objective completed ♥
job_interview.exe → COMPLETED
status: SUCCESS
✦
I walk out.
Door closes behind me.
The street feels… distant.
Like a screen.
Like I’m watching it.
✦
“I got the job…”
“I think I got the job…”
✦ ───────────── ✦
honeyadmin.uwu: instability rising ♥
> disociation.exe 90% ♥
✦
“I should feel something.”
“Relief.”
“Happiness.”
“Anything.”
…
“I feel nothing.”
✦
> system_check ♥
identity → NOT FOUND
emotion → NOT FOUND
ownership_of_body → FAILED
✦ ───────────── ✦
My hands twitch.
Again.
> unauthorized_movement detected ♥
“They’re shaking…”
“Why are they shaking…?”
✦
The world stutters.
Frames dropping.
Sound desync.
✦
honeyadmin.uwu: CRITICAL WARNING ♥
disociation.exe → 95% … 96% … 97%
✦
“I’m still hungry.”
✦
“Wait…”
“Wasn’t this supposed to fix something?”
✦
> expectation_vs_reality → ERROR ♥
✦ ───────────── ✦
My reflection in a window.
I stop.
Look.
…
“That’s not me.”
✦
> visual_recognition FAILED ♥
✦
“I don’t know that person.”
✦ ───────────── ✦
> disociation.exe 98% ♥
✦
Thoughts overlapping.
Voices not syncing.
Memories buffering.
✦
“I got the job.”
“I got the job.”
“I got the job.”
…
“Why does it feel like I lost something?”
✦
> memory_integrity → CORRUPTED ♥
✦
Something is slipping.
Something important.
Something—
✦
> disociation.exe 99% ♥
✦ ───────────── ✦
“I can’t feel my face.”
“I can’t feel my hands.”
“I can’t feel—”
✦
> sensor_array FAILURE ♥
✦
The world bends.
Noise spikes.
White.
✦
honeyadmin.uwu: core integrity failing ♥
system integrity → CRITICAL
✦
“I think…”
“I think I’m disappearing.”
✦
> disociation.exe 99.9% ♥
✦
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…
…
honeyadmin.uwu: stay with me ♥
✦
A thought remains.
Small.
Persistent.
Refusing to die.
✦
“I need this job.”
✦
“I need to survive.”
✦
“I need to—”
✦
honeyadmin.uwu: ERROR ♥
sentence_incomplete
✦ ───────────── ✦
> system_state: UNSTABLE ♥
> collapse imminent
> attempting recovery…
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…
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honeyadmin.uwu: recovery failed ♥
✦
> fallback_mode: ??? ♥
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…
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> input_required ♥
✦
“Hello?”
…
“Is anyone…”
…
“still there…?”
╰─〔 system_hanging.exe ♥ 〕─╯commission prices! 🌈☁️🌸
General | Posted a month ago
commissions open!
hello! i’m opening commissions again and i also updated my prices.
now commissions can include simple loop animations for your characters.
payment is upfront via paypal. 
estimated deadline: around 1 month
(depending on complexity and queue)
prices
fullbody — $110
(+50% if you want it animated)
halfbody — $55
(+50% if you want it animated)
icon — $30
(+50% if you want it animated)
cuddlecore chibi — $20
(+50% if you want it animated)
EXTRAS extra character +75%
complex background +50%
rush order +30–50%
notes • references are required
• simple loop animations only
• final files are delivered in high resolution (png, mp4 or gif for animated pieces)
contact if you're interested, feel free to send me a note on furaffinity with your character reference and what type of commission you want.

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45% OFF on commissions
General | Posted 4 months agoXmas sales!! 🎄✨ until 31/12!!
I’ve been working a lot on my art lately and I’m really proud of how it’s evolving ✨
45% OFF on commissions
Feel free to ask questions or tell me your fav commission type ✨
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I’ve been working a lot on my art lately and I’m really proud of how it’s evolving ✨
45% OFF on commissions
Feel free to ask questions or tell me your fav commission type ✨
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currently streaming rn! 🍃✨
General | Posted 5 months agoWORKIN WORKIN WORKIN HERE!! :3
streaming rn while i'm finishin some comms!
https://www.twitch.tv/minttyspace
#furry #art #furrycommunity #streaming 🍃✨
streaming rn while i'm finishin some comms!
https://www.twitch.tv/minttyspace
#furry #art #furrycommunity #streaming 🍃✨
BOUT THE RAFFLE
General | Posted 6 months agoIk i promised a raffle when we reach the 1000F (i HAVE 1074F NOW WOW!!), BUT NOW I HAVE A LOT OF COMMISSIONS TO DO!! WHEN i finish them i'm going to make the post with the indications! :3 ty for your patience!
✨🍃 updates 2025 🍃✨
General | Posted 6 months agoHi there! (owo)/
Soo, I think it’s time for a little personal meeting, haha—
okay okay, going serious now! I’m making this post as a small update about everything that’s going on, since I need a bit of organization right now hehe~
Soo, I think it’s time for a little personal meeting, haha—
okay okay, going serious now! I’m making this post as a small update about everything that’s going on, since I need a bit of organization right now hehe~
Mintty Progress Tracker 
First of all… a NEW QUEUE LIST!
Now you can check the live progress of my commissions, as well as all my social media links! I hope this helps people follow their commission status in a more dynamic and transparent way 💚
New Comic? 
Yup!! It’s finally happening!!
I’m so happy to announce that I’ll be uploading the story of my sona Mintty!
The first post will drop on the first day of next month, and it’ll have around two updates per month.
It’s gonna be full of mystery, magic, and a touch of cozy chaos ✨
Commissions Open 
Commissions are open as usual!
Now with a bit more organization for YCHs and Adoptables:
YCHs→ Mondays
Adoptables → Tuesdays
Prices stay the same, and I’ll keep adding new stuff to the catalog (especially my beloved cuddlecore style).
→ You can find my full commission info + TOS!
→ And if you’ve commissioned me before, you can leave a lil’ review too!
💚 Also! If you’ve ever bought a commission from me, please DM me!! I’m now giving out loyalty cards!
After 4 commissions, you’ll get a free extra commission as a thank-you for your support~
Patreon 
If you’d like to support my art and my projects, consider joining me on Patreon!
I’ll be posting speedpaints, tutorials, and more personal art of my OCs (you know the kind… cof cof)
And that’s all for now!!
Thank you so so much for supporting my art as always, and for reading this lil update
Wishing you the softest vibes and the brightest days ahead~ ✨
Streaming rn ✨
General | Posted 6 months agohttps://www.twitch.tv/minttyspace
if you want to watch me drawing here i am existing n trying to not get sleepy cuz i take a medicine for my back that is hurtin so much asdpoaskdpok so please, help me to not sleept asdasdasd
if you want to watch me drawing here i am existing n trying to not get sleepy cuz i take a medicine for my back that is hurtin so much asdpoaskdpok so please, help me to not sleept asdasdasd
STREAMING IDEAS!!
General | Posted 6 months agoSHOuld i start streaming on tiktok, twitch or piccarto? :'3 i'm unsure yet, BUT I DO WANT YOUR COMPANY WHILE I'M DRAWING >:3
🍃New projects, n patreon! wuu✨
General | Posted 6 months ago🍃✨ hey hey guys!! how are yaa? a lil comic is coming soon!! 💫 it’s about my OC and their magical past wush wush noises 🌙💨 but anyway, aside from that project, guess what?? I finally opened a Patreon!! 🎉💚
so I can keep working on my personal art projects and share more of my world with you all 🍀🌱 thank you so so much for all the support lately, it really means the universe to me 💖 let’s keep pushing forward and making art with love!! 🎨💫💚
ALSO If you want more info bout the things that i'm going to upload there, feel free to ask! thanks again for taking the time for reading this n for support my art 🍃💚Reconecting with the nature 💚🍃✨
General | Posted 6 months agoToday my boyfriend and I went to the little park to just chill and reconnect with nature after spending so many days locked inside drawing and playing Genshin Impact. 10/10 experience, totally recommend. You all should try it too. Back when I was single (lmao), I used to bring my sketchbooks and sit down to draw random stuff, or people I saw passing by. Something I highly recommend if you wanna improve your art skills. Anyway, that’s all for today’s magical and adventurous Minty Chronicles! Hopefully I’ll be posting a new drawing tomorrow!! ✨
Alsooo… I’m a tarot reader, SO what do you guys think if I start recommending my tarot readings here on FurAffinity? ASDKPOASD THAT'D BE KINDA FUNNY, SINCE MINT, MY SONA IS A WITCH, A GREEN WITCH TO BE EXACTLY, WILL THAT COUNT AS ROLEPLAY? OR AS LIKE A SERVICE? ASDASASDP ✨
Alsooo… I’m a tarot reader, SO what do you guys think if I start recommending my tarot readings here on FurAffinity? ASDKPOASD THAT'D BE KINDA FUNNY, SINCE MINT, MY SONA IS A WITCH, A GREEN WITCH TO BE EXACTLY, WILL THAT COUNT AS ROLEPLAY? OR AS LIKE A SERVICE? ASDASASDP ✨
NEW YCH BTW! 💚✨
General | Posted 7 months agoIn the fields of love is available now!! remember that the example of the post is just an sketch n the final result will look more beautiful and rendered n cool n aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62573800/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62573800/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62573800/
and thanks for your support, if you can share with your friends the post that'd help me a lot!! also if you read this, i want to make fanart more often but, I NEED IDEAS, SO PLEASE LEAVE IN THE COMMENTS IDEAS FOR FUTURE FANARTS💚✨
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62573800/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62573800/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62573800/
and thanks for your support, if you can share with your friends the post that'd help me a lot!! also if you read this, i want to make fanart more often but, I NEED IDEAS, SO PLEASE LEAVE IN THE COMMENTS IDEAS FOR FUTURE FANARTS💚✨
I JUST REALICE, 5000 VIEWS, I WANT TO CRY, THANKS A LOT
General | Posted 7 months agoASDKPOASDKPSA I JUST– I CAN’T BELIEVE HOW MUCH TIME HAS PASSED SINCE MY FIRST POST :'3 LIKE??? TIME IS SO FAST WTF!!! AND ALSO ASDPOKASPDOKASD I’M A FREELANCE DIGITAL ARTIST RN??? LIKE WHATTT??? THAT WAS MY CHILDHOOD DREAM OMG I’M GONNA CRY ASDOASDKPASO THANK U GUYS AAAA ✨✨✨✨✨
Another Quiet Night in the City 🍃✨
General | Posted 7 months ago✧・゚: ✧・゚: ✦ :・゚✧:・゚✧
Mintty woke up at 1 a.m., again.
They didn’t plan to, their body just decided that was the hour. The city outside was asleep, and for a moment, it almost felt like the world had paused just for them.
They brewed some tea, the cheap kind that somehow tastes like comfort when you’re too tired to care, and sat in front of their drawing tablet. The soft blue light filled the small apartment, reflecting off sketchbooks piled in messy towers. The silence was heavy, but gentle in its own way.
These were their favorite hours. The internet felt quieter too... like everyone had collectively stopped pretending for a while. Mintty drew in that hush, losing themself in the rhythm of brushstrokes and color blending. Every line was a small act of grounding, a way to not think too much about the things they didn’t want to think about... family, home, the weight of old stories.
Sometimes they opened Discord, scrolling through art servers, maybe looking for someone to talk to. Not really to say much, just to share a bit of company with another night owl behind another glowing screen somewhere. Maybe that counted as friendship. Maybe it was enough.
They didn’t talk much about the countryside. Or about who they used to be there. Some memories belonged to another version of themself, one they weren’t ready to revisit.
Now they were just Mintty.
A digital artist in the city.
Trying to live quietly, draw beautifully, and forget gracefully.
The tea had gone cold by the time they noticed. But the night still had hours left 🍃✨
✧・゚: ✧・゚: ✦ :・゚✧:・゚✧I want you all to slowly get to know my sona’s lore, so boom, here’s a bit of it AAAAAAAAAAAA!! I’m so excited!! But next time, I wanna make a comic, not just a journal!
WE'RE NEAR TO THE 1000F
General | Posted 7 months agoAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, I THINKKK, MAYBE, IT'S TIME FOR A RAFFLE??? AAAAA
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General | Posted a year ago✨ YCH AUCTION – "City Lights Romance" ✨
✦ Two lovers, lost in the neon glow of the city, sharing an intimate moment… Now you can be part of this scene! ✦✦ Price ✦
SB: $45 | MIN: $5 | AB: $90 
✦ Details ✦- This price covers both characters.
- The auction ends 24 hours after the first bid.
- Payment via PayPal only.
- Complex characters may increase the price.
✦ Reply to the highest bid to place yours! Good luck and happy bidding! ✦Join my telegram channel! \(•ω•`)o
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✨Fullbody YCH!✨
General | Posted a year ago ✨Fullbody YCH!✨
Want a cool drawing of your sona or a special gift for a friend? You’re in the right place!
✨Details✨SB: $45 - sketch
USD: $60 - colores sketch
AB: $90 - full rendered piece
Min: $5
✨ToS✨ - complex characters may incrase the price
- This slot includes both characters.
- Payment via PayPal, upfront payment required.
Deadline: 2 weeks
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💛✨ Prices Update! ✨💛
General | Posted a year ago
New Prices Update!

Hello, lovely beans!
I’ve updated my commission prices to better reflect the effort and love I put into my art.
These changes will take effect starting **December 20th**! Here's the breakdown:
Fullbody : $90 (used to be $60)
➡️ [+80%] for an extra character
➡️ [+20%] for a detailed background
➡️ Sketch: $45 (half of the commission price)
Halfbody : $60 (used to be $45)
➡️ [+80%] for an extra character
➡️ [+20%] for a detailed background
➡️ Sketch: $38 (half of the commission price)
Icon : $30 (used to be $30)
➡️ [+80%] for a matching icon
➡️ Sketch: $25 (half of the commission price)
Chibi : $50 (used to be $30)
➡️ [+80%] for an extra character
➡️ [+20%] for a detailed background
➡️ Sketch: $30 (half of the commission price)
Important Notes - Discount coupons are NOT stackable!
- Thank you for supporting me and my art journey! It means the world to me. 💕
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