I got doped up on drugs because the cookies I ate had walnuts. Going into anaphylactic shock was quite the experience. I'm not going to be those types of people that say: "I have extreme allergies, therefore, stop eating and making goods with (Insert allergies)!" I'll never do that, I'll say: "Keep nut products away from non-nut products."

Anyways, no more buying cookies from the store bakery for me. Good thing that I caught this shit early before I stopped breathing

1: complete the image(s) for the big collaborative art pack I'm on

2. Complete Lopunny drawing

3. Do more Noivern

So, apparently, Pixiv and Baraag were raided by bots that will post real CP. Jesus fucking Christ. For those who don't know, Baraag and Pixiv allow art - 3D, 2D, Cartoonish to Realistic - of young characters in adult situations. If you find that kind of fictional content disgusting, that is fine. That is your preference. My point is that people tried to post discussing materials of real children being abused. fucking hell

Got to hang out with some of my friends tonight. Found out that one of them created a bot that automatically blocks anyone that is on public furry Discord servers. The dude's the best troll I know, very based of him

Sorry for the inactivity. I've been working my ass off for a long while now. I also need to stop watching YT so much. Drawing, reading, writing - hell, even gaming has been on the back burner for a long while. I got to break the habit.

I woke up with a sore throat this morning, so that's fun. With Yellowstone having all four main entrances shut down, the tourists are abundant where I work. The mix of allergies and so many out-of-staters got to me. I've been taking it slow today, definitely better than this morning.

I might draw, but because I have all I have done today watching YT, it doesn't look too bright, lol. I have been reading some short stories there's that, but eh. I need to break the habit of getting quick dopamine shots from YT videos.

Happy Independents Day!

Wish your mother a happy Mother's Day!

Hey, sorry for the inactivity. It's been a mix of laziness and wanting to get the poses right for my upcoming project. I'm a perfectionist, and it slows everything down.

I hope I can get the basic frame of everything this weekend.

I was planning on doing something for today, but work got in the way.

Happy Easter Everyone

I'm going to rename the "Charizard #1 - Update #4.#" posts to "Charizard #1 - Exploring Caves (A.#)". When I finish drawing the trainer, the drawings will be named "Exploring Caves (B.#)."

To update the progress of the trainer, I might be able to get the final linework done tonight.

It's one o'clock when I'm typing this, lol. I have some bad news...










I start working at around eight-ish, so I won't continue working on my recent project till after work. I can maybe do some work before sleeping, but doubtful. Anyways, April Fool's ya fools

Hey, sorry for the inactivity. I've been working a ton the past week.

Good news though! A new project is in the works! Another favorite pokemon of mine: it's Charizard. Criminally little feral art of the pokemon. Another dragon-like pokemon I would love to have. My work is based on an image created by bluefoxgui/blulesnsfw:
https://static1.e621.net/data/a9/21.....501dd3dfa5.jpg

Hopefully, I can get it done soon

Hey, sorry for the lack of art updates. It's a mix of hanging out with friends, lacking motivation, and work.

I will finish Gardevoir tonight

For my birthday, I demand everyone to have a lucky day!

Happy Birthday to me!

My nose, I can breathe through it!

Hey, sorry for the inactivity of my Gardevoir picture. I caught a cold from work. Don't have a fever, which is nice, but blowing my nose every five minutes is annoying. I might work on Gardevoir today. Some soup and rest should get me back on my feet.

Since I am becoming a bit popular on here, I'm making a list of what I will, won't, and might create.

Will:
Types of Media:
Digital Artwork
Traditional Artwork* - pencil, and pen
Animations*
Writing*

Anthros
Female x Female
Male x Female
Interspecies
Hybrids
Robots - Protogens, robotic animals
Safe for work
Semi Not Safe for Work - non-sexual situations, for example
Not safe for work
Harems

Things not for Everybody:
Ferals: fictional and real
Beastiality
Mild Gore - Some blood and bones

Things I can't post here because of FA rules:
Young Characters - Teens, loli, shota, cub
Young x Young
Young x Older - Younger Adult x Older Adult, Young x Adult

Won't:
Scat/feces/poop - If the character needs to take a number two, they better do it out of sight.
Watersports/piss - Same as poop
Hard vore - Character dies, trapped forever, or brutally eaten
Hard gore* - Character is directed into millions of pieces and simular
Transformations* - Character transformers into something they weren't.
Necrophilia
Non-con/Rape*
Male x Male
Male Solos - SFW males are fine
Futas/Herms*
Male Herms
Transgenderism - Characters that identify differently from their original sex
Torture/Abuse*
Inflation/Becoming fat
Dirty Body Parts - Stinky armpits, Poop on ass, smegma, and similar.
Feet fetish*
Humans*

Maybe:
If you saw an asterisk (*), that means there are exemptions.

Hard gore* - If it could be humorous or Mortal Kombat-like, then I may do it
Transformations* - If the character can revert to who they originally were. Pokemon and similar monsters evolving are also discluded
Non-con/Rape* - I can maybe do semi-rape/semi-non-con
Futas/Herms* - Unless they are fucking a female
Torture/Abuse* - A character can talk about abusive situations or have vivid imagery of abuse
Feet fetish* - footjobs are fine
Humans* - SFW humans are fine. Humans fucking a different species are fine
Mild Vore - No Digestion, character or characters live/brought back to life
Incest

Things I could do, but don't have the means to do so:
Animations* - Pixel animations, but not so much on fully hand-drawn animations,
Writing* - Short stories anything around a thousand words, anything that is bigger takes too long for me
3D Works - I can't do 3D animations yet or even render 3D models
Sculpting - Clay, 3D printing, paper sculptures, and similar

Sorry for the inactivity, I've been at work non-stop the past three days.

I also have some drama to deal with in my friend group. Two "friends" work together to make sure that I am not involved in any meetups; one is neutral in all this, but they understand why I am not happy; two voice their concerns to me personally about the relationship with the toxic ones. One of the vocal friends and I are trying to pinpoint some reasons why the toxic duo does this. I concluded that it could be jealousy for their actions, but I truly don't know.

Moving on from my personal life, I have yet to fully shade the Valentine drawing. I'm only a small part-of-the-way into shading. I hope I can finish the piece in a few days.

Anyways, I'm going to play some games with my non-toxic friends.

I'm doing some experimental shading on the drawing. Let's see if my dynamic lighting skills hold up

Also, working soon, won't be back till late.

I'll probably not going to finish the drawing today, sadly. I couldn't work on it last night because my brain was being a dingus. Plus, I'll be working today, and I won't come home 'till late in the afternoon. Hopefully, I can finish it tomorrow.

This is why I should not wait 'till last minute to do stuff...

I think I can finish my Noivern later tonight if my drawing arm doesn't scream in pain from carpal tunnel

Took some pain meds a bit ago, so hopefully, I can get back to work

Well, it's been, what, over three months now, since I started the Bakugan drawing for blackwhitedoge ? I'm still drawing it, but it's been small, annoying baby steps. It feels like I'm losing motivation to create, even for personal projects.
For when will the work will be finished, I want to complete it soon. I don't want to estimate the date because I didn't fall through on the other times. I will work on the drawing after this journal is submitted.
If you read this blackwhitedoge , I am sorry for disappointing you. I put too high of expectations on myself, and you paid the price. Though, I want to thank you for thinking that I was able to tackle your request. Your thoughts may be different now, and that's okay.
Anyways, to sum it all up, "Don't promise, just do it."
See ya soon

Hey everyone, I'm doing another update right now just in case some of you wonder where I am. I got reminded by imgonnaloveyou with their recent journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9949948/ if anyone wonders.

I'm in a similar situation as them: doing my art when I'm off work, usually late into the day. Like loveyou, I tend to draw slow and find it hard to motivate myself to draw or find joy in drawing. I will not say that I hate drawing - quite the opposite - I sometimes get burnt out on illustrating. The same can be said for my writing.

Another thing, the electronics that I use to draw aren't exactly new. The tablet that I use is about seven years old, so it's slow and acts up sometimes. I could use my phone, but a small screen limits stuff. The phone itself is slightly crapy. And please don't offer money to me to help me get new equipment. Keep the money for yourself.

I'll still be open to requests if you wonder; I need time and patience.

I'll see ya soon,

Steel_Snake