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Posted 7 years agoFeel like doing one of these things, I want to interact and connect with my watchers a little. Might ask you a question in return if you'd like.
Feel free to ask me anything you'd like and I'll answer it honestly and in depth. If you want to know more about me, the entity behind this account, ask away. I will not shy away from any questions asked.
No, I do not eat ass.
Feel free to ask me anything you'd like and I'll answer it honestly and in depth. If you want to know more about me, the entity behind this account, ask away. I will not shy away from any questions asked.
No, I do not eat ass.
Is anyone after a copy of Destiny 2 for PC?
Posted 7 years ago'cause I doubt I'm going to play the copy I'll be getting from Humble Bundle. And I know that a majority of the friends who would play it with me burnt out two weeks after the game launched and have uninstalled it since then.
No one to play with, no interest in actually playing it, but I'm sure someone here might want it.
Any offers? o3o
No one to play with, no interest in actually playing it, but I'm sure someone here might want it.
Any offers? o3o
Explanation on Commissions + Question
Posted 7 years agoG'day!
I haven't been uploading for a while and my commissions seem dead. Because they are at the moment.
I have to rework and remake my commission forms to be simpler because it was more complicated to read through them than it was to fill them out. So once that's changed, I'll be back on commissions again.
Question to all.
I've posted a few animations over the past few months.
Who would be interested in buying them? What kind of price would you expect to pay?
Should I offer animation commissions? If you guys want to commission animations from me, I'll make that available.
I haven't been uploading for a while and my commissions seem dead. Because they are at the moment.
I have to rework and remake my commission forms to be simpler because it was more complicated to read through them than it was to fill them out. So once that's changed, I'll be back on commissions again.
Question to all.
I've posted a few animations over the past few months.
Who would be interested in buying them? What kind of price would you expect to pay?
Should I offer animation commissions? If you guys want to commission animations from me, I'll make that available.
Birthday
Posted 7 years agoBirthday tomorrow, on the 26th. I figure 9 hours in advance was fair enough warning.
Sorry to all of you who wanted me to tell you well in advance.
Sorry to all of you who wanted me to tell you well in advance.
Commissions are officially open
Posted 8 years agoYeeeeeeeeeeah because I need to take something in my life seriously.
So, in the header of my journal, I have a link to a googleform. This google form is what I'm going to use to keep accept commissions. I don't like boxing myself into slots and schedules, I'd rather just pick things out when I'm comfortable taking them. So here's how it's going to be, hopefully.
I'm going to accept commissions on a weekly/fortnight basis. I'll check the forms, contact the people I'm going to accept, discuss any further details and just dive straight into doin' the artwork. I will be doing my best to give priority to people who haven't commissioned me before.
The forms will be cleared of responses every two weeks or every month, just to keep things organised and to remove old commission inquiries that may be outdated from the list. When these are cleared, I'll put out a journal to state that I'm ready for a new batch.
I will also update the form with any special artwork offers or additions and notify via journal when that happens.
So! Head here if you're interested in a commission.
If there are any questions or issues you'd like to bring up, go ahead. I'll reply where I can and if I don't, you can be sure I've read. And with that, thank you very much for your time.
So, in the header of my journal, I have a link to a googleform. This google form is what I'm going to use to keep accept commissions. I don't like boxing myself into slots and schedules, I'd rather just pick things out when I'm comfortable taking them. So here's how it's going to be, hopefully.
I'm going to accept commissions on a weekly/fortnight basis. I'll check the forms, contact the people I'm going to accept, discuss any further details and just dive straight into doin' the artwork. I will be doing my best to give priority to people who haven't commissioned me before.
The forms will be cleared of responses every two weeks or every month, just to keep things organised and to remove old commission inquiries that may be outdated from the list. When these are cleared, I'll put out a journal to state that I'm ready for a new batch.
I will also update the form with any special artwork offers or additions and notify via journal when that happens.
So! Head here if you're interested in a commission.
If there are any questions or issues you'd like to bring up, go ahead. I'll reply where I can and if I don't, you can be sure I've read. And with that, thank you very much for your time.
Commission Artist Shoutouts
Posted 8 years agoG'day. S'been a while.
I don't actually do much around here, I really don't draw that much anymore. I figured I could use my page for a bit more good, so this journal is to point some direction towards a small handful of artists that definitely deserve some more attention.
I'll update this list over time and probably leave it pinned as a featured journal for a long while. The former part of the list is for artists not really interested or geared towards fetish/vore content. The latter half is for artists that accept vore/fetish content.
Hokousha
Hoko is a friend of mine and a damn fine artist. It's hard to describe what's more stunning, the quality of her work or just how fast she goes from start to finish. Reasonable prices, fast work, great quality with excellent detail and fantastic portray of emotions. You can't go wrong placing a commission with her.
Kiibou
Kiibou is an aspiring artist with a lot of passion for their work. Very cute work with a style that's simple, adorable and delightfully appealing. If you're a fan of thick thighs, large chests and well coloured and shaded work for a good price, do give them a poke.
Thaily
By far one of my favourite artists around. The amount of detail put into each piece is amazing. Extreme focus on realism, detail in anatomy and posing. Nothing short of professional. If that is your jam, then absolutely look into Thaily and her work.
HungrySuccubus
By god just look and see for yourself. There's so much to say, I can't summarise it all. Just about anything and everything you could want.
DrDeadman
A very skilled artist with a big focus on detail. Very skilled with character design. A definite must.
I don't actually do much around here, I really don't draw that much anymore. I figured I could use my page for a bit more good, so this journal is to point some direction towards a small handful of artists that definitely deserve some more attention.
I'll update this list over time and probably leave it pinned as a featured journal for a long while. The former part of the list is for artists not really interested or geared towards fetish/vore content. The latter half is for artists that accept vore/fetish content.
HokoushaHoko is a friend of mine and a damn fine artist. It's hard to describe what's more stunning, the quality of her work or just how fast she goes from start to finish. Reasonable prices, fast work, great quality with excellent detail and fantastic portray of emotions. You can't go wrong placing a commission with her.
KiibouKiibou is an aspiring artist with a lot of passion for their work. Very cute work with a style that's simple, adorable and delightfully appealing. If you're a fan of thick thighs, large chests and well coloured and shaded work for a good price, do give them a poke.
ThailyBy far one of my favourite artists around. The amount of detail put into each piece is amazing. Extreme focus on realism, detail in anatomy and posing. Nothing short of professional. If that is your jam, then absolutely look into Thaily and her work.
HungrySuccubusBy god just look and see for yourself. There's so much to say, I can't summarise it all. Just about anything and everything you could want.
DrDeadmanA very skilled artist with a big focus on detail. Very skilled with character design. A definite must.
Artist open for Commission: Hokousha
Posted 8 years agoA good friend of mine, has decided to open up for commissions for the first time in... far too long. The art quality is brilliant, her speed is incredible and gaaaaaaawd does she capture expressions, emotions and actions so perfectly.
I mean, just check this gold out! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24457013/ (thank you again so much Hoko ;~; <3)
Get in there, before I do, again. Seriously, I need you guys to take the slots so I don't buy them all and be a fat greedy dragon hoarding art ._.;;
If you want some awesome artwork, head on over to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8365641/ and fill out the form in the journal. You won't be disappointed with the work you received.
has decided to open up for commissions for the first time in... far too long. The art quality is brilliant, her speed is incredible and gaaaaaaawd does she capture expressions, emotions and actions so perfectly. I mean, just check this gold out! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24457013/ (thank you again so much Hoko ;~; <3)
Get in there, before I do, again. Seriously, I need you guys to take the slots so I don't buy them all and be a fat greedy dragon hoarding art ._.;;
If you want some awesome artwork, head on over to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8365641/ and fill out the form in the journal. You won't be disappointed with the work you received.
Revisions and Reflections - Upcoming Commissions
Posted 8 years agoWew is it nice to be back.
Things have been rough for the past while, but everything has shaped up. I had a much needed holiday visiting my partner
alator between June and July and I'm back feeling fresh and motivated.
I had a lot of time for some introspective about myself, where I am in life and where I want to be. In short, I want to be more productive and this time I'm damn well going to commit to it.
A major reason to why I never stay on track when it comes to commissions and trades is mainly due to the content and quantity of what I'm after. Usually it's more work than I can handle and if not that, it's something I'm not really enthusiastic for, or I'm asked too much for too little in return.
I've gone about reforming my commission process and the conditions of which I'll accept a trade. This should leave me with a manageable work load with fair pricing for myself as well as those interested in buying. Trades should also be a smoother process on myself.
Thus forth, seeing as I've not been paid for any work nor has any work been given to me as part of trades, all unstarted trades and unpaid commissions have been terminated.
Sometime soon, once I get myself properly sorted, I aim to take commissions on a fortnightly basis. I'll provide a link to a form which should simplify the commission process for both myself and commissioners.
Journals and Submissions will be my manner of which to announce commissions. So if you're interested, keep an eye out.
Things have been rough for the past while, but everything has shaped up. I had a much needed holiday visiting my partner
alator between June and July and I'm back feeling fresh and motivated.I had a lot of time for some introspective about myself, where I am in life and where I want to be. In short, I want to be more productive and this time I'm damn well going to commit to it.
A major reason to why I never stay on track when it comes to commissions and trades is mainly due to the content and quantity of what I'm after. Usually it's more work than I can handle and if not that, it's something I'm not really enthusiastic for, or I'm asked too much for too little in return.
I've gone about reforming my commission process and the conditions of which I'll accept a trade. This should leave me with a manageable work load with fair pricing for myself as well as those interested in buying. Trades should also be a smoother process on myself.
Thus forth, seeing as I've not been paid for any work nor has any work been given to me as part of trades, all unstarted trades and unpaid commissions have been terminated.
Sometime soon, once I get myself properly sorted, I aim to take commissions on a fortnightly basis. I'll provide a link to a form which should simplify the commission process for both myself and commissioners.
Journals and Submissions will be my manner of which to announce commissions. So if you're interested, keep an eye out.
Delays in commissions and Trades
Posted 8 years agoG'day
I haven't had the time to get back to everyone about trades and commissions and what not. S'been very rough around here. Not going into details about what and why but, the past month has been very emotionally and physically taxing on me.
Commissions and trades will probably start over the weekend and I'll be more active again from then. I will be contacting anyone that has a trade or commission listed with me after having sketched the image.
Cheers
I haven't had the time to get back to everyone about trades and commissions and what not. S'been very rough around here. Not going into details about what and why but, the past month has been very emotionally and physically taxing on me.
Commissions and trades will probably start over the weekend and I'll be more active again from then. I will be contacting anyone that has a trade or commission listed with me after having sketched the image.
Cheers
Commission and Trade slots open
Posted 8 years agoBeen gettin' back into the mood and groove of drawing. Been bored lately, games are unappealing to me. I'd like to do something constructive and progressive between fighting people in the Undead Match in Dark Souls 3, or faffing about on Overwatch, TF2, etc.
So what I'm going to do is open up a few slots for commissions and a few slots for trades. Maybe even requests, also. Nothing special about any of this, though. General rules you see everywhere. I have the right to pick and choose the commissions I wanna work with, etc, etc.
But fuck using FA notes for this. Way too shitty a layout to keep things even remotely organised. What I'm going to do is lay out some areas in the comment section for anyone interested to... at least give me an easy immediate reference to who I'm working with as opposed to trawling through pages of notes to find people. So, in the comment section for this journal, leave a comment under the specific section of which you are interested in. Don't be deterred by comments outweighing the slots. I pick and choose who I want to work with, so even if two people have asked for a commission, if they aren't added to the list or confirmed in the comments, you're still good to try.
Commission slots : 2
Commissions can be used to pay me to draw pretty much whatever you want, from a single character sketch to a several page sequence or comic. Prices vary depending on complexity and monetary constraints. I am open to negotiating a price that is agreeable to myself, the commissioner and relative to the commissioned piece.
Trade Slots : 3
Trades will be determined based upon shared interest and general concept appeal. You'll be more likely to strike up a trade with me if your idea fits into the realms of my own interests, as I'd expect anyone wanting a trade from me would be interested and willing to draw/write the subjects I've shown interest in. Trades are to be fair in medium, quality and quantity.
Request Slots : ???
I'm also always open for requests. Requests can be made via Notes.
Sketches, single character images, etc. I'm not all to entertained by the idea of coming to me for free artwork of self indulgence. I am, however, all for drawing up interesting scenarios with creative character designs. I like hearing and learning about creative, well thought out character designs and concepts, and those will have a much better chance of getting me to draw them. Feel free to tell me a bit about your characters or the concepts they're involved with. The more interesting the character, the more likely I am to draw.
So what I'm going to do is open up a few slots for commissions and a few slots for trades. Maybe even requests, also. Nothing special about any of this, though. General rules you see everywhere. I have the right to pick and choose the commissions I wanna work with, etc, etc.
But fuck using FA notes for this. Way too shitty a layout to keep things even remotely organised. What I'm going to do is lay out some areas in the comment section for anyone interested to... at least give me an easy immediate reference to who I'm working with as opposed to trawling through pages of notes to find people. So, in the comment section for this journal, leave a comment under the specific section of which you are interested in. Don't be deterred by comments outweighing the slots. I pick and choose who I want to work with, so even if two people have asked for a commission, if they aren't added to the list or confirmed in the comments, you're still good to try.
Commission slots : 2
Commissions can be used to pay me to draw pretty much whatever you want, from a single character sketch to a several page sequence or comic. Prices vary depending on complexity and monetary constraints. I am open to negotiating a price that is agreeable to myself, the commissioner and relative to the commissioned piece.
Trade Slots : 3
Trades will be determined based upon shared interest and general concept appeal. You'll be more likely to strike up a trade with me if your idea fits into the realms of my own interests, as I'd expect anyone wanting a trade from me would be interested and willing to draw/write the subjects I've shown interest in. Trades are to be fair in medium, quality and quantity.
Request Slots : ???
I'm also always open for requests. Requests can be made via Notes.
Sketches, single character images, etc. I'm not all to entertained by the idea of coming to me for free artwork of self indulgence. I am, however, all for drawing up interesting scenarios with creative character designs. I like hearing and learning about creative, well thought out character designs and concepts, and those will have a much better chance of getting me to draw them. Feel free to tell me a bit about your characters or the concepts they're involved with. The more interesting the character, the more likely I am to draw.
So, thinkin' I might take commissions over the weekend
Posted 8 years agoMight stream on Saturday. Might take commissions.
If anyone is interested, look forward to the weekend. I'll put up a stream notice in advance.
Curious to see who may be interested.
If anyone is interested, look forward to the weekend. I'll put up a stream notice in advance.
Curious to see who may be interested.
Wish Thaily a Happy Birthday and maybe get a commission, too
Posted 8 years agoSuch a wonderful and enjoyable friend of mine had her birthday recently. The only thing asked for was to spread the word about her commissions :D
Please, do consider commissioning Thaily
She produces quite the number of fantasic and detailed works. Here are some examples that I had commissioned from her.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21882489/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22007041/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22280269/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22320312/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22432210/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22496260/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21854953/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21855152/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21855098/
If you don't want to or cannot commission, please do consider spreading the word to others who may be interested in an artist that's professional, helpful, friendly and always available.
Happy Birthday, Thaily <3
Please, do consider commissioning
Thaily She produces quite the number of fantasic and detailed works. Here are some examples that I had commissioned from her.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21882489/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22007041/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22280269/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22320312/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22432210/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22496260/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21854953/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21855152/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21855098/
If you don't want to or cannot commission, please do consider spreading the word to others who may be interested in an artist that's professional, helpful, friendly and always available.
Happy Birthday, Thaily <3
OH, right.
Posted 8 years agoHappy birthday to me.
Want a detailed commission for cheap? Check out Thaily!
Posted 9 years ago Thaily has come to be one of my favourite artists to commission lately.
I've paid for quite a few pieces from her. Her work is incredibly detailed, heavy emphasis on realism, muscle structure and fine line work. She also happens to dabble in vore. I love the work she produces and the effort she goes to in order to get what you want just right.
Sadly, I don't upload commissioned work to this account and tend to keep most anything done for me to myself. However, she happens to be hosting them as examples. See if you can pick them out. :P
Do definitely check out her work and consider picking something up from her. Currently, she has a discount going on ink commissions until the end of the year. She's friendly, thorough and patient.
V You can find her here V
https://www.weasyl.com/~thaily
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/thaily/TO ALL FURRIES IN THE SACRAMENTO/ROSEVILLE AREA
Posted 9 years ago
finalterrax is in a fairly dire state at the moment.He has no roof over his head and has been living on the streets for about a month now. Does anyone have the capability or potential to take him in while he gets back on his feet? He's been working very hard at maintaining a job but is completely out of luck looking for housing.
If anyone can house him or knows anyone or anywhere that can house him, please let me know.
I don't quite know where else I can post this to get more attention.
UPDATE: As it stands, he's managed to find himself a place to stay for at least the next two months.
Thank you for any effort made in helping find a solution.
Optimism to Pessimism
Posted 9 years agoWhen you're not a murry purry furry, you get to see the community and its denizens from the outside.
Looks pretty bad, tbh.
I'm just gonna stick to talking with the people I know and artists I want to commission. Seems to be that they're the only ones worth the hassle that may be involved.
Cheers.
Looks pretty bad, tbh.
I'm just gonna stick to talking with the people I know and artists I want to commission. Seems to be that they're the only ones worth the hassle that may be involved.
Cheers.
Question about Copyright
Posted 9 years agoNow, I'm fairly sure I'm right with this.
Say I draw something as a gift, for free, for someone. Say that person decides they want to sell that piece of art work for whatever reason.
This person never purchased the rights to my work, nor did I ever express that they have the right to redistribute or sell my artwork. In fact, the specific reason created the image was due to an agreement that they wouldn't sell the character or artwork, which they agreed to.
I don't know why I'm having trouble thinking up the specifics of copyright, but I'm fairly sure you can't sell someone elses work even if you bought it as a commission without discussing/purchasing the rights to do so.
I'm not going to link to this particular piece of art. I have a habit of saying too much and getting a suspension for it.
I'm also not going to advocate any actions, either. Despite the fact that the artist has both deleted my comments and blocked my two accounts.
I've asked them twice to remove the image and not sell it, I've also sent a ticket to the admins. I'm more or less just lookin' for advice.
EDIT:
Since this is all said and done, I'll lock this journal for now. It'll stay until I get that apology or until it's no longer useful.
Thanks for all the input.
Say I draw something as a gift, for free, for someone. Say that person decides they want to sell that piece of art work for whatever reason.
This person never purchased the rights to my work, nor did I ever express that they have the right to redistribute or sell my artwork. In fact, the specific reason created the image was due to an agreement that they wouldn't sell the character or artwork, which they agreed to.
I don't know why I'm having trouble thinking up the specifics of copyright, but I'm fairly sure you can't sell someone elses work even if you bought it as a commission without discussing/purchasing the rights to do so.
I'm not going to link to this particular piece of art. I have a habit of saying too much and getting a suspension for it.
I'm also not going to advocate any actions, either. Despite the fact that the artist has both deleted my comments and blocked my two accounts.
I've asked them twice to remove the image and not sell it, I've also sent a ticket to the admins. I'm more or less just lookin' for advice.
EDIT:
Since this is all said and done, I'll lock this journal for now. It'll stay until I get that apology or until it's no longer useful.
Thanks for all the input.
G'day. Requests
Posted 9 years agoI opened up on Eka's just to see what I'd get, so I'll open here as well.
Nothin' special or anything. I just wanna draw things.
To be clear, I'm pretty much opening myself to requests. Free art.
Gimme some ideas. Don't really mind what it is, who's involved. Just gimme a suggestion. Don't be shy or anythin'. Leave a comment, shoot me a PM, don't really mind who/what is involved. If you want to see me do something just leave a comment. But be specific, though. I'm not looking for prompts, I'm looking for ideas. Characters, scenario, etc.
Just bare in mind, if it's not in line with my tastes, less inclined to do anything with it. Otherwise, anything is welcome.
There are some things I have to do already, I know. If you believe I may have forgotten, do just gimme a poke and I'll put that on my list proper.
Nothin' special or anything. I just wanna draw things.
To be clear, I'm pretty much opening myself to requests. Free art.
Gimme some ideas. Don't really mind what it is, who's involved. Just gimme a suggestion. Don't be shy or anythin'. Leave a comment, shoot me a PM, don't really mind who/what is involved. If you want to see me do something just leave a comment. But be specific, though. I'm not looking for prompts, I'm looking for ideas. Characters, scenario, etc.
Just bare in mind, if it's not in line with my tastes, less inclined to do anything with it. Otherwise, anything is welcome.
There are some things I have to do already, I know. If you believe I may have forgotten, do just gimme a poke and I'll put that on my list proper.
Yo~
Posted 9 years agoStereotypes. Furry stereotypes, specifically.
I don't like judging people, at all, y'know. Feels like shit. But like... when someone falls into a stereotype, you're not judging them. Not stereotyping them, are you? If someone fits this really negative stereotype and they continue to fit that stereotype, is it wrong to make assessments of their actions and thoughts based upon that?
Bleh, nevermind that. All I know is that I keep running into people that fit a stereotype, claim they're different and then proceed to take it up to eleven.
Like, I'm genuinely confused on how to feel when I meet someone that's unintentionally being a living joke?
I don't like judging people, at all, y'know. Feels like shit. But like... when someone falls into a stereotype, you're not judging them. Not stereotyping them, are you? If someone fits this really negative stereotype and they continue to fit that stereotype, is it wrong to make assessments of their actions and thoughts based upon that?
Bleh, nevermind that. All I know is that I keep running into people that fit a stereotype, claim they're different and then proceed to take it up to eleven.
Like, I'm genuinely confused on how to feel when I meet someone that's unintentionally being a living joke?
No more artwork from me
Posted 9 years agoIf it's not at the college, it's fuckin' gone.
Found it.
It astounds me how dense some people are
Posted 9 years agoDon't take this journal too seriously. I just felt the need to vent at quarter to five in the morning. I'm pretty tired and this is a mess.
It's ridiculous. I keep giving people benefit of the doubt, keep bein' the cool guy, givin' people another chance and they still don't change.
How is it that someone comes to me out of the blue and without fail either brings up some lengthy and seriously flawed opinion about a current topic, or some kinda alright porn that was drawn for them in an attempt to gloat and maybe get some hot roleplay going?
How is it that, when I state my opinion of these, I'm the arsehole? I know I'm not, 'cause it's like...
"I hate people complaining about TF2 they should just stop Overwatch isn't perfect so they have no grounds to complain. It's completely unfair to TF2 to even compare them."
"That doesn't make any sense? TF2 has been around for nine years or so, and was being developed for nine years before hand, so... like... they've had nearly twenty years to get their shit together, they haven't, they push unfinished stuff out the door and take forever to address the problems, only offering minor fixes and Overwatch has been around for roughly a year and has managed to follow up on just about everything TF2 offers and has done it better, with the exception of the slight difference in target audience. TF2 should be the one with the advantage, they've had so long to develop-..."
"WOW NO WAT SHUT IT"
"Dude, don't be so rude."
"Wow, that's... how could you say that, I thought we were having a civilised discussion about how right I am."
tl;dr
"Vague, biased opinion with no real substantial evidence and vague generalisations irrelevant to the subject."
"Researched and informative rebuttal to all points, relevant to the statement and otherwise, plus addressing the aforementioned statement."
"Insults, abuse, victim complex."
Or how about flat out insane people? There's a lot of them.
"Hi, I'll be genuinely interesting and friendly during this encounter. Maybe a little stereotypical of a furry with the casual talk of what gets my dick hard, but I'm pretty chill sounding."
"Sounds good, kinda. I can dig that."
-Some few days without talking-
"I genuinely want you to fucking die. I hate you so much. You're happier than I am and I want you to die because I'm envious."
"...wtf??"
^ Yeah, that did happen. I'm not joking. It happened. It really, really confused me, but I poked around and to what I and a few others can tell, it's genuine. Could be a troll, but... the biggest joke in it is "Haha you believed I was insane" which would be a... sick burn I guess? I... I don't know?
How exactly do I keep running into so many people like this? Is the furry community becoming an internet daycare centre for perverted children or am I just exuding some aura of attraction for the insane, young and grossly immature?
I don't really have a problem. For the most part, it's a nice reminder I'm not that bad a guy by comparison. There's a lot of people I don't like for varying reasons. Bad writers with a complex that can't handle criticism (or even understand how criticism works), Egotistical narcissists with a god complex, irresponsible sociopaths and straight up whack jobs, but I don't really want them to die? I'd really not like to speak with them or have anything to do with them, 'cause they bring a lot of misery, but I don't wish for and eagerly await their deaths.
I really prefer not fixating on the negatives 'cause it's a real drag and down note. Honestly, with the past year or so around here and elsewhere, I've just really started disliking being even remotely involved. Seems like every week I'm encountering some level of cringe that tries to make themselves the face of the community with little to know idea what they're doing other than pushing themselves to the front.
Despite my lack of effort producing any images of quality, I feel that I've lost value as a person being here and that I'm not valued beyond what arousal can be drawn from my fetish orientated productions. That's pretty much the reason I don't post much anymore. I meet and have met a lot of people, spoken lengthily to a few and even with relations and companionship, I still feel like I'm just here as a source of artwork for the most part.
Granted I don't expect people who just stumbled upon a few of my works or characters, or the people that follow me for what I produce to really give a shit about who I am, but I feel I've realised a disconnect between myself, my work and the people following me. It's not a disconnect that's concerning, but it's one that I can't quite find a positive side to.
Don't take this journal too seriously. I just felt the need to vent at quarter to five in the morning. I'm pretty tired and this is a mess.
It's ridiculous. I keep giving people benefit of the doubt, keep bein' the cool guy, givin' people another chance and they still don't change.
How is it that someone comes to me out of the blue and without fail either brings up some lengthy and seriously flawed opinion about a current topic, or some kinda alright porn that was drawn for them in an attempt to gloat and maybe get some hot roleplay going?
How is it that, when I state my opinion of these, I'm the arsehole? I know I'm not, 'cause it's like...
"I hate people complaining about TF2 they should just stop Overwatch isn't perfect so they have no grounds to complain. It's completely unfair to TF2 to even compare them."
"That doesn't make any sense? TF2 has been around for nine years or so, and was being developed for nine years before hand, so... like... they've had nearly twenty years to get their shit together, they haven't, they push unfinished stuff out the door and take forever to address the problems, only offering minor fixes and Overwatch has been around for roughly a year and has managed to follow up on just about everything TF2 offers and has done it better, with the exception of the slight difference in target audience. TF2 should be the one with the advantage, they've had so long to develop-..."
"WOW NO WAT SHUT IT"
"Dude, don't be so rude."
"Wow, that's... how could you say that, I thought we were having a civilised discussion about how right I am."
tl;dr
"Vague, biased opinion with no real substantial evidence and vague generalisations irrelevant to the subject."
"Researched and informative rebuttal to all points, relevant to the statement and otherwise, plus addressing the aforementioned statement."
"Insults, abuse, victim complex."
Or how about flat out insane people? There's a lot of them.
"Hi, I'll be genuinely interesting and friendly during this encounter. Maybe a little stereotypical of a furry with the casual talk of what gets my dick hard, but I'm pretty chill sounding."
"Sounds good, kinda. I can dig that."
-Some few days without talking-
"I genuinely want you to fucking die. I hate you so much. You're happier than I am and I want you to die because I'm envious."
"...wtf??"
^ Yeah, that did happen. I'm not joking. It happened. It really, really confused me, but I poked around and to what I and a few others can tell, it's genuine. Could be a troll, but... the biggest joke in it is "Haha you believed I was insane" which would be a... sick burn I guess? I... I don't know?
How exactly do I keep running into so many people like this? Is the furry community becoming an internet daycare centre for perverted children or am I just exuding some aura of attraction for the insane, young and grossly immature?
I don't really have a problem. For the most part, it's a nice reminder I'm not that bad a guy by comparison. There's a lot of people I don't like for varying reasons. Bad writers with a complex that can't handle criticism (or even understand how criticism works), Egotistical narcissists with a god complex, irresponsible sociopaths and straight up whack jobs, but I don't really want them to die? I'd really not like to speak with them or have anything to do with them, 'cause they bring a lot of misery, but I don't wish for and eagerly await their deaths.
I really prefer not fixating on the negatives 'cause it's a real drag and down note. Honestly, with the past year or so around here and elsewhere, I've just really started disliking being even remotely involved. Seems like every week I'm encountering some level of cringe that tries to make themselves the face of the community with little to know idea what they're doing other than pushing themselves to the front.
Despite my lack of effort producing any images of quality, I feel that I've lost value as a person being here and that I'm not valued beyond what arousal can be drawn from my fetish orientated productions. That's pretty much the reason I don't post much anymore. I meet and have met a lot of people, spoken lengthily to a few and even with relations and companionship, I still feel like I'm just here as a source of artwork for the most part.
Granted I don't expect people who just stumbled upon a few of my works or characters, or the people that follow me for what I produce to really give a shit about who I am, but I feel I've realised a disconnect between myself, my work and the people following me. It's not a disconnect that's concerning, but it's one that I can't quite find a positive side to.
Don't take this journal too seriously. I just felt the need to vent at quarter to five in the morning. I'm pretty tired and this is a mess.
I am home once more
Posted 9 years agoMy trip to visit alator went wonderfully.
We didn't get up to much. Some shopping, some gaming, a lot of walking and eating Maltesers, but I only went down to spend time with them. I enjoyed every minute I spent there.
The only issue, the hardest issue, was leaving. I started missing him before I even left.
I'm not a man with a strong composure or outer shell.
alator went wonderfully.We didn't get up to much. Some shopping, some gaming, a lot of walking and eating Maltesers, but I only went down to spend time with them. I enjoyed every minute I spent there.
The only issue, the hardest issue, was leaving. I started missing him before I even left.
I'm not a man with a strong composure or outer shell.
Obligatory Overwatch Journal
Posted 9 years agoDuring the Overwatch open beta, I managed to scrape together and handful of friends of mine to play some custom games. Wasn't anything stupid (when we tried some stupid rules, it just ended up being frustrating for everyone), but we played some good random six-on-six games amongst ourselves.
If anyone wants to do that with me, lemme know. I've got Discord all set up for it, got a fair few people that play around. Just gimme a poke. Not gonna give out my Battle.net ID all too willy-nilly just yet. But yeah, gimme a prod if that interests you.
If anyone wants to do that with me, lemme know. I've got Discord all set up for it, got a fair few people that play around. Just gimme a poke. Not gonna give out my Battle.net ID all too willy-nilly just yet. But yeah, gimme a prod if that interests you.
FA Mass Exodus
Posted 9 years agoIt is entertaining to me how many people have complained and made a new account, or left FA due to not reading or understanding what to do to get back onto their accounts.
Now, I'm not saying everyone's leaving for stupid reasons. There are many valid reasons to leave, and that's fine. No problem, no beef with that. You do you. S'all good. I get it, you hate the staff, you hate what they've done, you hate that your account's using an old email, you hate the insecurity of the website, whatever. I get it. You have a legitimate reason, I understand that, and this journal is not directed at you.
Just sayin, those of you that took ten minutes, missed the memo, flipped a table and left... Not gonna lie, laughin' at ya'.
Regardless, I understand FA's staff and methods. Genuinely, I do hope you all get back into your accounts. I had a bit of trouble, but I got back in.
If you do leave, journal header has some of the other places I'm at. Watch/follow me there.
I'm... pretty much not gonna be uploadin' everything there until either there's a good import tool or function around. I don't really see much point in going anywhere as I'm barely active here anyway, so... I mean, you're not missing much from me?
I'm kinda realising that there's far more people/content in this community/fandom that I dislike than I thought would be possible. To be honest, if this website dies... eh. Eeeeh. Eh.
Oh, yeah. I'm not leaving. I'm barely here to begin with but, I'm here, so I'm not leavin'.
Now, I'm not saying everyone's leaving for stupid reasons. There are many valid reasons to leave, and that's fine. No problem, no beef with that. You do you. S'all good. I get it, you hate the staff, you hate what they've done, you hate that your account's using an old email, you hate the insecurity of the website, whatever. I get it. You have a legitimate reason, I understand that, and this journal is not directed at you.
Just sayin, those of you that took ten minutes, missed the memo, flipped a table and left... Not gonna lie, laughin' at ya'.
Regardless, I understand FA's staff and methods. Genuinely, I do hope you all get back into your accounts. I had a bit of trouble, but I got back in.
If you do leave, journal header has some of the other places I'm at. Watch/follow me there.
I'm... pretty much not gonna be uploadin' everything there until either there's a good import tool or function around. I don't really see much point in going anywhere as I'm barely active here anyway, so... I mean, you're not missing much from me?
I'm kinda realising that there's far more people/content in this community/fandom that I dislike than I thought would be possible. To be honest, if this website dies... eh. Eeeeh. Eh.
Oh, yeah. I'm not leaving. I'm barely here to begin with but, I'm here, so I'm not leavin'.
Stream Status
Posted 9 years agoYeah I was streamin' earlier today, but only for about two hours or so. The internet around our area was taken offline two hours earlier than it was supposed to (and I had forgotten it was supposed to go off today) which caught me by surprise.
I'll probably just stream again tomorrow when I wake up. I'm enjoying taking requests and doing things. As well as havin' a fuckin' lovely bunch of people showin' up and makin' my day wonderful.
If you want things from me, well. Now's the time.
I'll probably just stream again tomorrow when I wake up. I'm enjoying taking requests and doing things. As well as havin' a fuckin' lovely bunch of people showin' up and makin' my day wonderful.
If you want things from me, well. Now's the time.
