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Posted 15 years agoNice guy really. Values character and personality over skills.
I think I've won.
I think I've won.
Emo over. Updates! :3
Posted 15 years agoEDIT: Concerntrate on the stuff below the squiggly lines, 'kay?
So, yeah! Over this whole thingo with Surge. May still be a little touchy. Some people have tried to do things that has kinda reopened the wound for a bit, but no big deal.
And I seem to be making things worse myself. Tear, I've got to watch my big mouth.
Anyways! I've been drawing and stuff like that more often, and have thought some things out.
From now on, I don't think I'll be posting many fetsih based artworks to FA unless it's a special request from the person I'm drawing for. Anything Fetish based will be going up on Eka's provided it's vore related.
Anything sexual might go here. Everything else will go here and on Eka's.
So, yeah. Just wanting to expand my gallery on there. And some other things, a few people like me but don't like my fetish stuff, and don't watch me. So yeah, stuff. That, and, if I get so good at my art skills and get "OMGAMAZINGIWANTYOURBABIES" kind of fans, I don't want it to be in the most obvious furry website, more out of the way. I have less attention on Eka's than I do here XP
So! On the other hand, gettin' a jerb soon!
A friend who's working at a school has pulled a few strings, goign to be working with him, fixin' computers and stuff whilest learning! Hurr hurr c.c;
After that, computer repair business. Boo-yah.
And! One more things been on my mind, as an idea. I'll be getting a projector soon, maybe, from same friend above, and I've got the two walls available, pretty much blank.
What I was thinking was... projector screen on one wall, poster and furry art on the other. And I mean, painted on. M'Dad is a painter. Plenty of it to go around...
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Who shall I paint on my wall? The inspirations of my artistic nature? The loves of my life? My closest Friends? Some of you guys? Give me a hint, anything~
...just no porn, or vore, or that. Cleeeeean stuffs.
So, yeah! Over this whole thingo with Surge. May still be a little touchy. Some people have tried to do things that has kinda reopened the wound for a bit, but no big deal.
And I seem to be making things worse myself. Tear, I've got to watch my big mouth.
Anyways! I've been drawing and stuff like that more often, and have thought some things out.
From now on, I don't think I'll be posting many fetsih based artworks to FA unless it's a special request from the person I'm drawing for. Anything Fetish based will be going up on Eka's provided it's vore related.
Anything sexual might go here. Everything else will go here and on Eka's.
So, yeah. Just wanting to expand my gallery on there. And some other things, a few people like me but don't like my fetish stuff, and don't watch me. So yeah, stuff. That, and, if I get so good at my art skills and get "OMGAMAZINGIWANTYOURBABIES" kind of fans, I don't want it to be in the most obvious furry website, more out of the way. I have less attention on Eka's than I do here XP
So! On the other hand, gettin' a jerb soon!
A friend who's working at a school has pulled a few strings, goign to be working with him, fixin' computers and stuff whilest learning! Hurr hurr c.c;
After that, computer repair business. Boo-yah.
And! One more things been on my mind, as an idea. I'll be getting a projector soon, maybe, from same friend above, and I've got the two walls available, pretty much blank.
What I was thinking was... projector screen on one wall, poster and furry art on the other. And I mean, painted on. M'Dad is a painter. Plenty of it to go around...
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Who shall I paint on my wall? The inspirations of my artistic nature? The loves of my life? My closest Friends? Some of you guys? Give me a hint, anything~
...just no porn, or vore, or that. Cleeeeean stuffs.
Heartbreak [EDIT, 'cause some of you don't get it]
Posted 15 years agoSurge and I broke up.
He hurt me alot.
Time heals our wounds. Mine to.
I still love him. I always will. He means to much to me to let him go, and the same applies for me to him.
If ANY of you have been negative to him on my behalf, I'm ashamed of you.
He needs alot of support, and I don't. Show him the care and respect you'd show me.
He's a lovely guy...
Please, show him your support and sympathy, not me.
He hurt me alot.
Time heals our wounds. Mine to.
I still love him. I always will. He means to much to me to let him go, and the same applies for me to him.
If ANY of you have been negative to him on my behalf, I'm ashamed of you.
He needs alot of support, and I don't. Show him the care and respect you'd show me.
He's a lovely guy...
Please, show him your support and sympathy, not me.
I am...
Posted 15 years ago...Cinnamon Pinkpants.
Problems are a happening. (Fixed)
Posted 15 years agoEDIT:Fixed
My problems have been solved.
One of my friends, whom, might I add, is probably oneof the kindest and most generous friends I have, has happily decided to give up his computer so that I may have it.
Such a... stunning display of friendship... it uh... really touches me.
This guy loves his computers and games and stuff. He's fanatical about them, and has done so much for me without asking for anything in return.
So, as I type this from the computer, which is now mine, from a projector screen, I can say that I'll still be around for you all to see and do things to/with.
My problems have been solved.
One of my friends, whom, might I add, is probably oneof the kindest and most generous friends I have, has happily decided to give up his computer so that I may have it.
Such a... stunning display of friendship... it uh... really touches me.
This guy loves his computers and games and stuff. He's fanatical about them, and has done so much for me without asking for anything in return.
So, as I type this from the computer, which is now mine, from a projector screen, I can say that I'll still be around for you all to see and do things to/with.
Kiriban oddity
Posted 15 years agoWell well well... this is quite amusing indeed!
It seems that both Shorzie AND Zizzard have caught my 4545 Kiriban.
This is uh... hmm. A bit confusing for me to say the least. What on earth do I do?
It seems that both Shorzie AND Zizzard have caught my 4545 Kiriban.
This is uh... hmm. A bit confusing for me to say the least. What on earth do I do?
Kiriban to Comissions
Posted 15 years agoHai! :3
I'm sure those of you who actively watch me and my art progress, You'll have noticed that I was planning on taking comissions at some point.
I have decided that my last piece of free artwork will be in the form of a kiriban. The number shall be 4545. I missed my 4500 page view kiriban, so, that's probably the best number to go for.
Remember people, this is your last chance for free art! I am not accepting trades or requests!
Now! After that kiriban hs come and gone, I will open up comissions. There will be 10 slots. First in rule. I won't be keeping a list of people waiting for the next 10 Slots and I will not be actively adding onto the end o the current ist unless I feel the need to.
That being said, I'm still podnering my prices. I was thinking of having it go $10-$15-$20 for sketches lineart and full colour jobs respectively. But, I'm still thinking things over, need a more solid list down.
Other than that, don't expect much more from me. Maybe some arts up soon, maybe not.
Bai~
I'm sure those of you who actively watch me and my art progress, You'll have noticed that I was planning on taking comissions at some point.
I have decided that my last piece of free artwork will be in the form of a kiriban. The number shall be 4545. I missed my 4500 page view kiriban, so, that's probably the best number to go for.
Remember people, this is your last chance for free art! I am not accepting trades or requests!
Now! After that kiriban hs come and gone, I will open up comissions. There will be 10 slots. First in rule. I won't be keeping a list of people waiting for the next 10 Slots and I will not be actively adding onto the end o the current ist unless I feel the need to.
That being said, I'm still podnering my prices. I was thinking of having it go $10-$15-$20 for sketches lineart and full colour jobs respectively. But, I'm still thinking things over, need a more solid list down.
Other than that, don't expect much more from me. Maybe some arts up soon, maybe not.
Bai~
Holy Streaming lake of electrical goo!
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/SolidScale
Mweheheheheheeee~
Yeah, I went there.
Rufellen is proof of it.
As for me. Bed time, while I await a story from Surge to help me sleep |3
Or anyone, for that matter, doesn't bother me, I'd just naturally preffer my fox to utter Ooooh so plesant stories... <3
Mweheheheheheeee~
Yeah, I went there.
Rufellen is proof of it.As for me. Bed time, while I await a story from Surge to help me sleep |3
Or anyone, for that matter, doesn't bother me, I'd just naturally preffer my fox to utter Ooooh so plesant stories... <3
Comissionageness.
Posted 15 years agoSo! I said I was plannin' on some comission business. I want your honest opinions about my artworks and what you'd pay for them.
Them bein' sketches, Lineart and Full coloured pictures. Links for examples shall be here!
Example of sketch! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339612/
Example of Lineart! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339667/
Example of Coloured! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339700/
Honest. Opinions. Please.
Also... the remaining people I've yet to finish the trade/requests from should also recieve sketched, inked and coloured pictures. So nom, that should make up for my laziness c.c;;
Them bein' sketches, Lineart and Full coloured pictures. Links for examples shall be here!
Example of sketch! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339612/
Example of Lineart! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339667/
Example of Coloured! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339700/
Honest. Opinions. Please.
Also... the remaining people I've yet to finish the trade/requests from should also recieve sketched, inked and coloured pictures. So nom, that should make up for my laziness c.c;;
Let's see how Solid's birthday went.
Posted 15 years agoSO! I probably should have posted this a few days ago, right? As alot of you know, the 26th was my birthday and... were probably expecting to see a journal on the 27th. I think now should be good! Stop keepin' you all waitin' :3
Anyways. The day was splendid. Wonderfull! Had a bunch of my friends over, bringing their 360's... we played Modern Warfare 2. I couldn't play against them very well, they knew all the tricks. So I just chose a light weight class and went ninja. Won the matches by just knifing them! Was so awesime in 3rd Person |3~
We also played Halo 3, in which 6 of us played. My brother ended up being his usual sniper whoring self, but was quickly countered witha Sp'laser round. Every time he tried, Red dot of death. And then we did randoms. He kept spawning with snipers and rockets. So did I! Suicide kills for the win~
Everyone had a great time. My cousin brought an esky full of Bundy Red, a flask of... something and a bottle of something wrapped in something. And Coke! But that was for everyone, not just me c.c;;
Anyways. I guess, by now, you'd be like, "Fuck how your day went, what in the fuck kind of presents did you get?... fuck!"
Calm down, alright? I'll tell you what I got, just chill, 'kay?
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From my dear friend Richard, (One of THE BEST friends I could ever hope for having) Bought me a bottle of Bundaberg Rum, which to everyones dismay, I didn't even open. But! I did have Rum&Coke last night. Bleck.
From my friend, Anthony, I'm yet to recieve a gift. Dispite him not wanting me to get him a gift and vice versa (His birthday is on the 27th.) I really wish he won't give me that money, he needs it more then I do.
From my cousin, I got $20 and a look at his monster of a computer.
From my brother, I got 2 fancy lookin' knives!
From... the combined total of my adulthood family (Uncles, Aunts, Grandparents and Parents), I got about... $400.
From my friend who would probably like to remain anonymous, I got a 4 pack of Shweps Lemon, Lime & Bitters. Love that drink, Bundy's taste better though.
From my friend here on FA, though I've known him IRL years before he joined, I got a chunky beef pie! God,
Snarkel can really pick out good food... |D~
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That about does it for gifts from my IRL Friends. Shall I move on to the lovely furs? Yup!
Uh, be aware, If you aren't mentioned, I'm sorry. TiredBusy dragon his facedesking his desk! Should be in bed.
Obviously, the first on the list. Surge stayed up all night and day for me and didn't leave me alone much at all, and offered several different gifts for me. Not for FA's spies and peers just yet >:3
Sira, giving me the wonderful adivce to never stop smiling, ever. It's really made a difference in my life and made a difference with a few of my friends! Thank you Sira <3
From the Wonderful and always loving Reiku, I recieved a bunch of phone calls throughout the day, checking up on me to make sure I was having fun and to wish me a happy... a "Happy Pants Day" <3
From Rufellen, I recieved a... very... odd, strange story about Hypnotic transformation. Just to set this straight. I love hypnosis. I'm 50/50 on transformation but... the way he wrote it... If his new style was to see just how odd/creepy someone like Solid can become... it freakin' worked! But, that being said, I don't dislike this story. As I said to ***** in a conversation, (And for the love of god, Rufellen, i do hope I don't offend you, I mean this in the best possible way ;-; )... The story I got from Rufellen was the "Theoretical 'pair of socks'" present. And I am in need of new socks.... that sounded alot more offensive in my head... c.c;
But yes! All in all, that story creeped me out and kinda... turned me towards a little more... dark kinda settings. And I like it! >:3 Thank you very much Rufellen! I DO APPRECIATE AND LIKE IT <3
...a-a-anyways... c.c;;;
From
Palkia3000 , I got a lovely vorish picture for my birthday. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3320464 His art style is adorable and I just love the way he drew me <3
metalgear500 drew me an adorably clichè "Stripper in the cake" picture. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3244877 Always love seeing a belly full of... mixtures of creature and cake mixture XD
From
Zephyx http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3324104
Fuckin'. Unbelievably. Birthday Material. 8D~~ <3<3<3<3 'Nuff said.
Tsumi sent me a text message and woke me up. A lil' naughty as well, what a start to my birthday <3
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I want to thank you all for doing your best to make my day as fun as it could be. I want to thank the people that took the time to draw or write something for me, the people that wished me well over and over and also to those who just swung by to leave me some kind words. Everything you did made me smile just a more and more that day. Even when one of my friends turned into a total wanker, I didn't stop smiling.
Thank you all so much for your kindness <3
If there is anything I can do to make your lives any better, you know where I am 83
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I guess that's all from me. That's how my birthday went, that's everything you all should need to know.
If you do not see your name up there and you did want to recieve special mentioning, just give me a prod <3
Goodnight, love you all <3
Anyways. The day was splendid. Wonderfull! Had a bunch of my friends over, bringing their 360's... we played Modern Warfare 2. I couldn't play against them very well, they knew all the tricks. So I just chose a light weight class and went ninja. Won the matches by just knifing them! Was so awesime in 3rd Person |3~
We also played Halo 3, in which 6 of us played. My brother ended up being his usual sniper whoring self, but was quickly countered witha Sp'laser round. Every time he tried, Red dot of death. And then we did randoms. He kept spawning with snipers and rockets. So did I! Suicide kills for the win~
Everyone had a great time. My cousin brought an esky full of Bundy Red, a flask of... something and a bottle of something wrapped in something. And Coke! But that was for everyone, not just me c.c;;
Anyways. I guess, by now, you'd be like, "Fuck how your day went, what in the fuck kind of presents did you get?... fuck!"
Calm down, alright? I'll tell you what I got, just chill, 'kay?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
From my dear friend Richard, (One of THE BEST friends I could ever hope for having) Bought me a bottle of Bundaberg Rum, which to everyones dismay, I didn't even open. But! I did have Rum&Coke last night. Bleck.
From my friend, Anthony, I'm yet to recieve a gift. Dispite him not wanting me to get him a gift and vice versa (His birthday is on the 27th.) I really wish he won't give me that money, he needs it more then I do.
From my cousin, I got $20 and a look at his monster of a computer.
From my brother, I got 2 fancy lookin' knives!
From... the combined total of my adulthood family (Uncles, Aunts, Grandparents and Parents), I got about... $400.
From my friend who would probably like to remain anonymous, I got a 4 pack of Shweps Lemon, Lime & Bitters. Love that drink, Bundy's taste better though.
From my friend here on FA, though I've known him IRL years before he joined, I got a chunky beef pie! God,
Snarkel can really pick out good food... |D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That about does it for gifts from my IRL Friends. Shall I move on to the lovely furs? Yup!
Uh, be aware, If you aren't mentioned, I'm sorry. TiredBusy dragon his facedesking his desk! Should be in bed.
Obviously, the first on the list. Surge stayed up all night and day for me and didn't leave me alone much at all, and offered several different gifts for me. Not for FA's spies and peers just yet >:3
Sira, giving me the wonderful adivce to never stop smiling, ever. It's really made a difference in my life and made a difference with a few of my friends! Thank you Sira <3
From the Wonderful and always loving Reiku, I recieved a bunch of phone calls throughout the day, checking up on me to make sure I was having fun and to wish me a happy... a "Happy Pants Day" <3
From Rufellen, I recieved a... very... odd, strange story about Hypnotic transformation. Just to set this straight. I love hypnosis. I'm 50/50 on transformation but... the way he wrote it... If his new style was to see just how odd/creepy someone like Solid can become... it freakin' worked! But, that being said, I don't dislike this story. As I said to ***** in a conversation, (And for the love of god, Rufellen, i do hope I don't offend you, I mean this in the best possible way ;-; )... The story I got from Rufellen was the "Theoretical 'pair of socks'" present. And I am in need of new socks.... that sounded alot more offensive in my head... c.c;
But yes! All in all, that story creeped me out and kinda... turned me towards a little more... dark kinda settings. And I like it! >:3 Thank you very much Rufellen! I DO APPRECIATE AND LIKE IT <3
...a-a-anyways... c.c;;;
From
Palkia3000 , I got a lovely vorish picture for my birthday. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3320464 His art style is adorable and I just love the way he drew me <3
metalgear500 drew me an adorably clichè "Stripper in the cake" picture. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3244877 Always love seeing a belly full of... mixtures of creature and cake mixture XDFrom
Zephyx http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3324104Fuckin'. Unbelievably. Birthday Material. 8D~~ <3<3<3<3 'Nuff said.
Tsumi sent me a text message and woke me up. A lil' naughty as well, what a start to my birthday <3
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I want to thank you all for doing your best to make my day as fun as it could be. I want to thank the people that took the time to draw or write something for me, the people that wished me well over and over and also to those who just swung by to leave me some kind words. Everything you did made me smile just a more and more that day. Even when one of my friends turned into a total wanker, I didn't stop smiling.
Thank you all so much for your kindness <3
If there is anything I can do to make your lives any better, you know where I am 83
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I guess that's all from me. That's how my birthday went, that's everything you all should need to know.
If you do not see your name up there and you did want to recieve special mentioning, just give me a prod <3
Goodnight, love you all <3
Birthday!
Posted 15 years agoYup! It's here! It's like.. here, right now and! And...
Not much has happened.
My gifts so far include:
A lovely text message from
Reiku_Meow <3
Some sweet words of love from
Surge <3
Two fancy knives from my brother.
As well as a few "Happy Birthdays" here and there.
Mind you, it's only 15 minutes into my birthday so far c.c
So go do things~ Thing's that'd make me smile and laugh <3 Not for me, just do things <3
PS. No one get offened that I didn't mention you. This is just...a mock journal. Not really important at all. The next one will be the one to read :3
Not much has happened.
My gifts so far include:
A lovely text message from
Reiku_Meow <3Some sweet words of love from
Surge <3Two fancy knives from my brother.
As well as a few "Happy Birthdays" here and there.
Mind you, it's only 15 minutes into my birthday so far c.c
So go do things~ Thing's that'd make me smile and laugh <3 Not for me, just do things <3
PS. No one get offened that I didn't mention you. This is just...a mock journal. Not really important at all. The next one will be the one to read :3
One week.
Posted 15 years agoUntil My birthday. Hoo-freakin'-rah.
Birthday thingodealyishnessingly (Read the text fence!)
Posted 15 years agoForgot to mention, my birhday, on the 26th of Jan, is actually my 18th.
WoOt for milestone c.c
And the saddest thing? I don't drink, smoke or do drugs. How fun of a guy am I you ask? I don't plan on doing any. EVER. And I won't.
I don't know what I'm going to do. 18 is like... two numbers next to each other. Two supposedly significant numbers. -..-
So! Since I've got Absolutely Nothing planned... how about I leave how great the 26th will be up to you all, my friends and watchers alike?
And lemme put it this way. If you don't want to do something because you don't know what I like, do it anyway. Even if there's something I don't particularly like, I'm going to like the effort you put in of actually taking a stab at it as well.
So, gimme shit I/you might like/dislike. It bothers me not. I'll look through each and every thing and smile knowing you've done your best to make me happy.
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As for those of you waiting on me for something, poke the last journal of mine.
WoOt for milestone c.c
And the saddest thing? I don't drink, smoke or do drugs. How fun of a guy am I you ask? I don't plan on doing any. EVER. And I won't.
I don't know what I'm going to do. 18 is like... two numbers next to each other. Two supposedly significant numbers. -..-
So! Since I've got Absolutely Nothing planned... how about I leave how great the 26th will be up to you all, my friends and watchers alike?
And lemme put it this way. If you don't want to do something because you don't know what I like, do it anyway. Even if there's something I don't particularly like, I'm going to like the effort you put in of actually taking a stab at it as well.
So, gimme shit I/you might like/dislike. It bothers me not. I'll look through each and every thing and smile knowing you've done your best to make me happy.
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As for those of you waiting on me for something, poke the last journal of mine.
January
Posted 15 years agoHasn't started off to well at all for me.
The only upside so far was surge birthday.
I only found out today from FT that the drummer of my favourite band, Avenged Sevenfold, Had died on the 28th of December 2009. Ironic, he was only 28 when he died.
He was a fantastic person and a spectacular drummer. Every time I listen to an A7X song while drawing, I can't help but air drum to it.
One of my friends was in tears, The Rev was his Idol.
Just goes to show that you don't have to be 60+ to die of natural causes.
He will be missed by many, and I am no exception.
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But apart from that wall of sadness, it'll be my birthday on the 26th of this month. But I want to do something a little different.
If you've drawn a BDay picture for me in the past AND I've not drawn one for your BDay, leave a shout on my userpage or comment on this journal. I'm going to right my wrong doings.
That means if you've BDay pictured for me before, don't, not until I've done something inreturn. And I won't take no as an answer.
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Other then that, things are going as per usuall. I've started on a few of those pictures that should have been done long ago.
I've started on Roger's but just don't like how it keeps going.
I've done a bit on a few more, but other then that... just random doodles for people that inspire doodlish thoughts.
The only upside so far was
surge birthday.I only found out today from FT that the drummer of my favourite band, Avenged Sevenfold, Had died on the 28th of December 2009. Ironic, he was only 28 when he died.
He was a fantastic person and a spectacular drummer. Every time I listen to an A7X song while drawing, I can't help but air drum to it.
One of my friends was in tears, The Rev was his Idol.
Just goes to show that you don't have to be 60+ to die of natural causes.
He will be missed by many, and I am no exception.
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But apart from that wall of sadness, it'll be my birthday on the 26th of this month. But I want to do something a little different.
If you've drawn a BDay picture for me in the past AND I've not drawn one for your BDay, leave a shout on my userpage or comment on this journal. I'm going to right my wrong doings.
That means if you've BDay pictured for me before, don't, not until I've done something inreturn. And I won't take no as an answer.
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Other then that, things are going as per usuall. I've started on a few of those pictures that should have been done long ago.
I've started on Roger's but just don't like how it keeps going.
I've done a bit on a few more, but other then that... just random doodles for people that inspire doodlish thoughts.
Happy-
Posted 15 years ago..-Birthday Surge! <3
Gotcha XP
Anyways, I'm back now. Net's all cool. Back to doodling. If you can catch my interest, I may doodle for you. Don't worry, I've been working on all of my requests and trades while I was gone *Nods*
It's great to be back!
Gotcha XP
Anyways, I'm back now. Net's all cool. Back to doodling. If you can catch my interest, I may doodle for you. Don't worry, I've been working on all of my requests and trades while I was gone *Nods*
It's great to be back!
May be away for a bit.
Posted 16 years agoConnection's dying, barely able to get it working.
May be gone until the end of year. Sorry to those I owe.
May be gone until the end of year. Sorry to those I owe.
Oh yeah!
Posted 16 years agoThings have been alright on my end. Nothing big happen, nothing little happened. Just. eh.
Well... there is one exception. Something really awesome that happened to me. Someting that absolutely blew my mind.
Surge happened to me. 'Nuff said.
Well... there is one exception. Something really awesome that happened to me. Someting that absolutely blew my mind.
Surge happened to me. 'Nuff said.Rrf... 'lil issue.
Posted 16 years agoSome unplesantries first.
There are some issues around the "mates" that I've often stumbled across. Long before I started my relationship with Marshall, after we split and up until recent, I've encountered many people who I now consider friends ask me the same question within the first or second time talking to them.
"Will you be my mate?"
No, is your answer, for I have someone that I have known for a long time, get along really well with, stands out from everyone else (to me) and most importantly, has taken the time to get to know me as well.
When I look for a partner, I look for someone I can rely on to make me laugh, smile, cheer me up. You know, someone that I share an emotional bond with. Not someone that has a pretty smexy avatar that I just met.
What peeves me off is those who want a "mate" for the sake of having one. I could have broken so many hearts if I said yes. But then again, I could not have broken them if they didn't care in the first place.
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So to all of you that doesn't apply to, does apply to and those that didn't read...
I've finished Charem's gift piece. I've got a few more to go though, and I've not really had the time to draw.
If any of you want yours done on the spot, contact me through IM's and I'll do it for you over openCanvas.
There are some issues around the "mates" that I've often stumbled across. Long before I started my relationship with Marshall, after we split and up until recent, I've encountered many people who I now consider friends ask me the same question within the first or second time talking to them.
"Will you be my mate?"
No, is your answer, for I have someone that I have known for a long time, get along really well with, stands out from everyone else (to me) and most importantly, has taken the time to get to know me as well.
When I look for a partner, I look for someone I can rely on to make me laugh, smile, cheer me up. You know, someone that I share an emotional bond with. Not someone that has a pretty smexy avatar that I just met.
What peeves me off is those who want a "mate" for the sake of having one. I could have broken so many hearts if I said yes. But then again, I could not have broken them if they didn't care in the first place.
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So to all of you that doesn't apply to, does apply to and those that didn't read...
I've finished Charem's gift piece. I've got a few more to go though, and I've not really had the time to draw.
If any of you want yours done on the spot, contact me through IM's and I'll do it for you over openCanvas.
To those I owe, request and about the story ;-;
Posted 16 years agoHai!
All in reverse order XD
The guy's a prick!
Yeah, he promised that he'd do this story for me, -us- even-, but no, out of everything in his life, he values is officer training in the military over a story for me and my friend. How dare he value his own goals and dreams over me! Selfish prick... XP
So yeah, he dropped the story to persue his career. Doesn't bother me, but I know it's going tobe bad for a few if you guys. *Whimpers* I'm sorry v.v
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It's been one month, one day since the twenty first of the eleventh...
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Something odd just struck me tonight. I've not got more then 2-3 pictures of Ludash. Is odd really, I RP with him fequently, but not nearly any inspiration comes up to draw him. Any that does, soon fades ._.
My request being to anyone that wants some benefits with this little moogle, and me, is to just doodle up a shot for me, the favour will be returned :3
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To those I owe art to.
It shall be done.
I've had alot of shit go down on my end over the past month or so, and it's not been very fun at all. Most of the issues mentioned in the last journal have gone, so now it's just a lot of minor things going on.
IF I owe you something, Comment on this journal. I will spend no more delays with trades an requests.
YE BE WARNED.
If you do not comment on this and you think I might not remember or know, do not whine when I finish up and haven't done yours.
All art I do will be posted on FA. If yours isn't up there, I haven't done it yet, I don't plan to, I've emailed it to you.
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That is all.
Goodnight, Mentalgen!
All in reverse order XD
The guy's a prick!
Yeah, he promised that he'd do this story for me, -us- even-, but no, out of everything in his life, he values is officer training in the military over a story for me and my friend. How dare he value his own goals and dreams over me! Selfish prick... XP
So yeah, he dropped the story to persue his career. Doesn't bother me, but I know it's going tobe bad for a few if you guys. *Whimpers* I'm sorry v.v
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It's been one month, one day since the twenty first of the eleventh...
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Something odd just struck me tonight. I've not got more then 2-3 pictures of Ludash. Is odd really, I RP with him fequently, but not nearly any inspiration comes up to draw him. Any that does, soon fades ._.
My request being to anyone that wants some benefits with this little moogle, and me, is to just doodle up a shot for me, the favour will be returned :3
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To those I owe art to.
It shall be done.
I've had alot of shit go down on my end over the past month or so, and it's not been very fun at all. Most of the issues mentioned in the last journal have gone, so now it's just a lot of minor things going on.
IF I owe you something, Comment on this journal. I will spend no more delays with trades an requests.
YE BE WARNED.
If you do not comment on this and you think I might not remember or know, do not whine when I finish up and haven't done yours.
All art I do will be posted on FA. If yours isn't up there, I haven't done it yet, I don't plan to, I've emailed it to you.
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That is all.
Goodnight, Mentalgen!
My apologies...
Posted 16 years agoAs alot of you know... as just about all of you know... I'm a fun loving, gentle, happy, friendly guy.
Unfortunately, since the end of school... things have happened... things I can't talk about, things I won't say. Things I won't even dignify with a response if I'm asked.
I'm just going to put it out there, there are some problems that can't be avoided. The terms of being a compasionate person, I'm required to hear out those I consider friends, and those I don't, listen to their problems and offer all the constructive help I can for them, tell them the truth.
As of the last few weeks, things have turned upside down for me. To many of you that have seen me since last wednesday as a happy person, playing with everyone, I hope you enjoyed that mask as the face underneath was crying.
I spent the first few days with my friends to look back on out lives since we met... only to hear the most horrible things about each of them. I find out that a friend has tried to comit suicde after something about his past relationship had... died. I won't give his name but do consider him a very close friend. That night, I felt his pain as my own. After trying to cope with him and his lose I could hardly hold myself as thoughts of someone close to me that I hurt in selfishness.
In his own words, "I want to slap you, then hug you."
In which I replied, "If that is what you wish, the do it."
...he didn't. We sat in... near silence for quite a while until we decided to play some game to get our mind off things.
That very night, some of you did see my... agressive, selfish, uncaring side. I can't undo what was said and done. What I did was... inexcusable. All I can do is apologise and wait for your forgiveness.
Though it doesn't end there... up untill a few nights ago, I've still been suffering at the hands of two parties unknowingly causing the damage. As things between us seem to have been resolved, the only reason that compells me to come online is to ensure they're both okay.
To put it simply, I was put in a situation where I had to choose between the two people that mean the most to me. I'm not saying more in this subject.
I've been mean, neglectful and uncaring to alot of you.
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I'm... actually... pretty depressed and upset, and the only reason I come online besides the one stated above is to see if anyone of you can pull me from this.
Unfortunately... I won't be doing any RPs at all, and I've only been able to draw on the whim of happiness.
So... I'm just popping in and out to see if there's anything to cheer me up. I'll spend the majority of my day probably invisible on MSN while relaxing in my chair...
I wish you all a good and happy week, I'll be here for any of you if you need me.
Unfortunately, since the end of school... things have happened... things I can't talk about, things I won't say. Things I won't even dignify with a response if I'm asked.
I'm just going to put it out there, there are some problems that can't be avoided. The terms of being a compasionate person, I'm required to hear out those I consider friends, and those I don't, listen to their problems and offer all the constructive help I can for them, tell them the truth.
As of the last few weeks, things have turned upside down for me. To many of you that have seen me since last wednesday as a happy person, playing with everyone, I hope you enjoyed that mask as the face underneath was crying.
I spent the first few days with my friends to look back on out lives since we met... only to hear the most horrible things about each of them. I find out that a friend has tried to comit suicde after something about his past relationship had... died. I won't give his name but do consider him a very close friend. That night, I felt his pain as my own. After trying to cope with him and his lose I could hardly hold myself as thoughts of someone close to me that I hurt in selfishness.
In his own words, "I want to slap you, then hug you."
In which I replied, "If that is what you wish, the do it."
...he didn't. We sat in... near silence for quite a while until we decided to play some game to get our mind off things.
That very night, some of you did see my... agressive, selfish, uncaring side. I can't undo what was said and done. What I did was... inexcusable. All I can do is apologise and wait for your forgiveness.
Though it doesn't end there... up untill a few nights ago, I've still been suffering at the hands of two parties unknowingly causing the damage. As things between us seem to have been resolved, the only reason that compells me to come online is to ensure they're both okay.
To put it simply, I was put in a situation where I had to choose between the two people that mean the most to me. I'm not saying more in this subject.
I've been mean, neglectful and uncaring to alot of you.
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I'm... actually... pretty depressed and upset, and the only reason I come online besides the one stated above is to see if anyone of you can pull me from this.
Unfortunately... I won't be doing any RPs at all, and I've only been able to draw on the whim of happiness.
So... I'm just popping in and out to see if there's anything to cheer me up. I'll spend the majority of my day probably invisible on MSN while relaxing in my chair...
I wish you all a good and happy week, I'll be here for any of you if you need me.
A better, non-rushed update o3o
Posted 16 years agoOkay~ :3
So first up, what I am or aren't doing at the moment :3
The animation I was working on? Stopped. I didn't really have much Idea of where I was going to go, not to mention that I lost the inspiration to continue it XP
Instead, I'm going to work on another animation of sorts, might even start a series out of them :3 I was thinking of working on animation sets of Solid loosing in fights with people in rediculous ways (EG, being incinerated by the other persons bright and vibrant colours or something XP)
Just a silly idea I had. Thought I might be able to get some of you interested at some point, help me out with mah skeelz! The only conditions are that you have to help me come up with something silly to do! XD
...or I could do comissions instead? >:3
The group picture hasn't been touched at all. I'm still a bit... intimidated by the largeness of the picture ^^;;
Though to inform those that are in the group picture, If I don't end up doing it, you'll all get a free art from me to make up for your shattered hopes and dreams XD
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Okay, also, an update of my artwork status as well :3
Ref sheet for Argaron - Doodled abit
CV for metalgear500 - Nuh started yet
Gift/Trade for/with LapSeph - Eh, not yet
Badge for Orpheus - Priority #1
Request from Charem - Lineart
Kiriban for SillyJackal - Confuzzed @..@
Kiriban for Talonblaze - Pizza!
Asides from that, there's gift art to go around~
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Not much else has happened in my life up until this journal. Realised some things, stuck with someone who's feeling down. Chatted with some friends and stuff :3
Oooh! Yes! My love goes out to
salty for buying Killing Floor for me! Love you Sira Sweety~ <3
There are some things I need to get done as well. I'm hoping I can start this little "band" project of mine. Not what it seems, but yeah, hope I can start on that soon enough :3
And as for the other things.... erf! I just hope it goes well :3
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Before I go, I'd like to say that I have been through somewhat diffcult times recently, but I've laughed it out of me, hopefully! :3
And one more thing, you know the guy I poked you towards last journal? It'll be well worth poking into him, getting to know him and his plans. WEEEEELL worth it. I'll let him explain should any of you poke him :3
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Okay, that's all for now. Hope you all have good lives until I come back and ruin them again with another journal! XD
Bai~
So first up, what I am or aren't doing at the moment :3
The animation I was working on? Stopped. I didn't really have much Idea of where I was going to go, not to mention that I lost the inspiration to continue it XP
Instead, I'm going to work on another animation of sorts, might even start a series out of them :3 I was thinking of working on animation sets of Solid loosing in fights with people in rediculous ways (EG, being incinerated by the other persons bright and vibrant colours or something XP)
Just a silly idea I had. Thought I might be able to get some of you interested at some point, help me out with mah skeelz! The only conditions are that you have to help me come up with something silly to do! XD
...or I could do comissions instead? >:3
The group picture hasn't been touched at all. I'm still a bit... intimidated by the largeness of the picture ^^;;
Though to inform those that are in the group picture, If I don't end up doing it, you'll all get a free art from me to make up for your shattered hopes and dreams XD
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Okay, also, an update of my artwork status as well :3
Ref sheet for Argaron - Doodled abit
CV for metalgear500 - Nuh started yet
Gift/Trade for/with LapSeph - Eh, not yet
Badge for Orpheus - Priority #1
Request from Charem - Lineart
Kiriban for SillyJackal - Confuzzed @..@
Kiriban for Talonblaze - Pizza!
Asides from that, there's gift art to go around~
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Not much else has happened in my life up until this journal. Realised some things, stuck with someone who's feeling down. Chatted with some friends and stuff :3
Oooh! Yes! My love goes out to
salty for buying Killing Floor for me! Love you Sira Sweety~ <3There are some things I need to get done as well. I'm hoping I can start this little "band" project of mine. Not what it seems, but yeah, hope I can start on that soon enough :3
And as for the other things.... erf! I just hope it goes well :3
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Before I go, I'd like to say that I have been through somewhat diffcult times recently, but I've laughed it out of me, hopefully! :3
And one more thing, you know the guy I poked you towards last journal? It'll be well worth poking into him, getting to know him and his plans. WEEEEELL worth it. I'll let him explain should any of you poke him :3
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Okay, that's all for now. Hope you all have good lives until I come back and ruin them again with another journal! XD
Bai~
Updates of things and stuff :3`
Posted 16 years agoOkay... Group picture not yet been touched! Animation hasn't been furthered.
I've decided to just doodle things that people ask for, though I don't gaurentee anything will spawn, so bleh.
I'm thinking of doing another animation, something better this time, might need someone for something, I'unno yet.
Go watch this guy
Red-five187
He's pretty cool :3
And yes, I dressed up for halloween. I was a sex pet. Scary? To the kids maybe, and my friends, and anyone that knows me IRL X3
I've decided to just doodle things that people ask for, though I don't gaurentee anything will spawn, so bleh.
I'm thinking of doing another animation, something better this time, might need someone for something, I'unno yet.
Go watch this guy
Red-five187 He's pretty cool :3
And yes, I dressed up for halloween. I was a sex pet. Scary? To the kids maybe, and my friends, and anyone that knows me IRL X3
KIRIBAN & The Group Picture.
Posted 16 years agoKiriban for 3000!
Nearing, closer and closer.
Keep an eye out!
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Now, as for the group picture, Here's who should be drawn in there.
ArgaronDrakeScale
Lucca_Manadragon
Lapseph
Surge
Kraz
Damienfox
SillyJackal
Talonblaze
Charem
D-Moonlight
SoulScale
Palki
Taigon
Zizzard
The Maybe's:
Darkman5
Zearo8
Dravus
Taluthus
ForrestMark
Nearing, closer and closer.
Keep an eye out!
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Now, as for the group picture, Here's who should be drawn in there.
ArgaronDrakeScale
Lucca_Manadragon
Lapseph
Surge
Kraz
Damienfox
SillyJackal
Talonblaze
Charem
D-Moonlight
SoulScale
Palki
Taigon
Zizzard
The Maybe's:
Darkman5
Zearo8
Dravus
Taluthus
ForrestMark
...and there shall be group picture~ (Another Kiriban to!)
Posted 16 years ago*Smiles* Nearly 3000 Page Views. Kiriban? XP
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*Chuckles*
Otay~
I didn't expect to get so many nudges for it XD But I'll let you know this one bit, 've got more on my plate then I can chew. Though, I plan to try~
Here's who's in :3
ArgaronDrakeScale
Lucca_Manadragon
Lapseph
Surge
Kraz
Damienfox
SillyJackal
Talonblaze
Charem
D-Moonlight
SoulScale
Palki
Taigon
Zizzard
Since I'm going to be an arse, no one below Taigon's post actually said they wanted to be in XD
So far, 14 people are in. I think I can spare few more spaces or so, maybe 20 will be it. So, those of you below that whined about not getting a place have a spot reserved SHOULD you get a post in before someone else does... or something like that~
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*Chuckles*
Otay~
I didn't expect to get so many nudges for it XD But I'll let you know this one bit, 've got more on my plate then I can chew. Though, I plan to try~
Here's who's in :3
ArgaronDrakeScale
Lucca_Manadragon
Lapseph
Surge
Kraz
Damienfox
SillyJackal
Talonblaze
Charem
D-Moonlight
SoulScale
Palki
Taigon
Zizzard
Since I'm going to be an arse, no one below Taigon's post actually said they wanted to be in XD
So far, 14 people are in. I think I can spare few more spaces or so, maybe 20 will be it. So, those of you below that whined about not getting a place have a spot reserved SHOULD you get a post in before someone else does... or something like that~
For those still interested in winning something~
Posted 16 years agoI shall be holding another competition soon :3
Anyone can enter :3
This time, it will be something that I AM making, no real information is required at all this time.
I'm probably going to be drawing a small group picture of the entrants. This time, ne eliminations, just some spots to fill.
Okay, I lied. You do need to give me some information :3 Simply put, a picture of your character. And specify your fetishes and such, so I know what you'd like to be doing and all that jazz :3
At first, I'm going to open... say... 10 slots or so, just to see how fast those spaces get filled. I may add more, or cut the list down, depending on how hard I find this n..n;
As said before, you need a picture and what you'd like to be doing. And no one will be eliminated. It's not much of a comp then a free art giveaway~
First in, Best Dressed senario, so don't come complaining if you were to slow :3
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And for those that are in the story from before, I've added another person to the story. I know it's unfair, but I was going to add him regardless of him joining or not, being eliminated or not.
And to make up for it, those that were eliminated in the last comp that supplied a picture will have a place in this picture by default.
Also, I have to hand in one more bit of information to my friend, then he'll be starting the story :3
So have fun all! And Put your bloddy name down~ X3
Anyone can enter :3
This time, it will be something that I AM making, no real information is required at all this time.
I'm probably going to be drawing a small group picture of the entrants. This time, ne eliminations, just some spots to fill.
Okay, I lied. You do need to give me some information :3 Simply put, a picture of your character. And specify your fetishes and such, so I know what you'd like to be doing and all that jazz :3
At first, I'm going to open... say... 10 slots or so, just to see how fast those spaces get filled. I may add more, or cut the list down, depending on how hard I find this n..n;
As said before, you need a picture and what you'd like to be doing. And no one will be eliminated. It's not much of a comp then a free art giveaway~
First in, Best Dressed senario, so don't come complaining if you were to slow :3
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And for those that are in the story from before, I've added another person to the story. I know it's unfair, but I was going to add him regardless of him joining or not, being eliminated or not.
And to make up for it, those that were eliminated in the last comp that supplied a picture will have a place in this picture by default.
Also, I have to hand in one more bit of information to my friend, then he'll be starting the story :3
So have fun all! And Put your bloddy name down~ X3
