Date: March 2nd, 2021
Audio #001-Log: Recorded transcript of conversation with █████

█████: You know what this is about, don't you?

Skittles: No, I can't say I do.

█████: Don't you remember what I said a few hours ago? About the money you owe me?

Skittles: That's what this is about? I told you I would get you the money soon, I just need a little more ti-

█████ (Yelling): You said you would have it by today!

Skittles: Look, I know I did, but how was I supposed to know-

█████ (Yelling): Just shut up! I'm sick of you making excuses! I want my fucking money!

Skittles: █████, look, you gotta listen to me, I can get it to you by Wednesday, I swear!

█████: You better, because I swear to god if you short me on this again, we're gonna have a fucking problem. Got it?

Skittles: G-Got it!

End of Audio #001-Log

I am not going to be on the site for a long while. And all my private emails will also not be looked at either. For all of those who I promised to do art for a trade, when I finish, I will login and message you on here, and send it to your email. And for raffle stuff, I will come back eventually so just do what you normally would if I was still here.

This is a personal decision, and I don't give a fuck about who worries about me, because I don't need it. And for those who I meet with personally (you know who you are) I will not be responding to you either. I need time to think about my next decision, and if it will effect me later on. I have a very hard decision to make, but I must find out who I truly am.

And to the person of whom this may concern, my privacy is important to me, and if you ruin my trust again, I will not hesitate to cut you out of my life entirely. I'm sick of being lied to, and treated like a damn object. I am not property, and I will not allow myself to be kicked to the damn curb because of what you think.

And to everyone else, I wish you well. Until I return, take everything anyone says about me (Except members of my family) and ignore it. I will not allow your opinion of me be ruined by people who want to see me fucking burn.

Cheers,
-Skittles

Ok so this is a very quick note I might be put on suicide watch again so it will probably be a week before I can do anything art related again. Please forgive me for not explaining, but if it doesn’t happen and I can convince the police to not take me to the hospital, I will make another note.

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....rm?usp=sf_link

I will remember this >:3
-Skittles

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40.....#cid:153293902
Check it out :D

So, I can no longer move my right hand without pain shooting through it, so I will be a LOT slower when it comes to finishing up stuff. Please have patience, as I am trying the best I can at the current moment.

So I've shown my new main sona to a few of my friends as of right now, due to it being a WIP, but would you guys be interested in seeing him when he's finished? owo

Cheers,
-Skittles

Shinoans are an closed species I made, and the base is currently a WIP. Once I am done with the base the species will be open to the public, so ye :D

Cheers,
-Skittles

I feel like today is going to be a great day.
Cheers,
-Skittles

Started cutting again. Mostly on my left arm. It helps me calm down more than therapy does. It seems like everything I do ends up not working. I try to make things better but nobody cares enough to listen. Whenever I make new friends they either backstab me or end up not being a friend at all. I'm honestly starting to get sick of this. Of everything.

So recently I made a journal about my hand swelling, and now it's spreading to my other hand (Specifically the ring and middle finger)
If it continues to swell like this I might be out of action for a long while. Let's just hope it doesn't come to that, eh?

Cheers,
-Skittles

Someone, do me a favor and kill me already.

Hi, just wanted to inform you all that progress has been slowed due to an issue regarding my hand. It's been swelling up recently and it's almost impossible to draw at the current moment. I went to the doctor and got some meds, and the swelling is slowly going away, but it will still take a while before I can resume drawing.
Cheers,
-Skittles

Because I haven't been putting my full effort into my drawings, I'll be working on giving 100% from now on, because usually I'm pumping out around 3 drawings a day, with decent quality, and it's quite unrewarding. So, time for me to start working harder.

*ehem*
"Uh."
*looks back at notes only to find an Urban Dictionary definition*
"Well, shit."

Christmas
A wonderful time when somebody breaks into your house and eats your cookies, whilst replacing the food with presents. <3

"Look! It's Christmas! I wonder if the happy chubby dude left me any presents!!"

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39572968/
Go check it out my guys
This guy's style is bloody amazing.

Ok, so I'm going to get straight to the point. My grades fuckin suck, and drawing and doing art is taking up any time I have for school. I did promise HeartWolfdragon a trade, so I will get that done, but after that, all art/raffle stuff will be put off until further notice, because I can't let myself fail in school just so others can be happy anymore. I have to take some time for myself and focus on school work, and self-care. Anyways, Cheers <3

Good night Lads! Cheers <3

WASH EM. BRUSH EM, AND WASH EM. SUITS REQUIRE LOVE AND CARE. NOBODY WANTS A LION RUNNING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT PAST THEM SMELLING LIKE A GARBAGE TRUCK.

Skylar~ is doing a raffle, go check it out

One foot
One step
One jump
One leap

We'll get there eventually

Another step
And another leap

Time to stop and get some sleep
Cause the time will come
For the sun to rise
But right now it's time to close your eyes
And as the sun lies down, get some rest
Cause we'll get up and do our best
Come the morning the sun will rise
And we'll stand up and open our eyes

Another day
Another step

It's time to do our best

Another step
Another leap

We'll get there eventually

Don't let it get to your head
Cause it will bring nothing but dread
The path is rough
The road is long
But we're here to tag along
All those thoughts
They aren't true
So don't let them get to you
We're here for you
Day and night
Always prepared to start a fight
We're here to help
We're here to stay
Because you matter
So slay the day

Never give up
We've come this far
Never give in
Even when it's hard
Need a hug?
Need some praise?
We'll be here till the end of days
You are You
Don't forget it
And when you're you
Don't regret it
We love you
We'll always be here
Always ready to give you a cheer

We're here for you
We always are
And help is never too far
We'll be here
Here for you

Taking it slow
Taking it steady
we're prepared
we are ready

just take another step across the morning dew
Take a leap, we'll take one too
Cause we are all here for you

We may be tired
But we don't care
We're in it together
And all is fare

Another step
Another leap

We'll get there eventually

-Skittles

Hey guys! I've been feeling wonderful lately and wanted to give back to you. So, I'm doing a Mystery OC raffle.
3 Winners, 1-day entry.
Those who win, get a new OC to use however they like, no strings attached, and get a reference sheet as well as a bit of art for the character. It will take me a while to come up with OCs worthy of being given out as gifts, considering most of my OCs take little time to make, and I want to give you fine fellows something fantastical.

Here's the rules

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- Reply to the journal.
- in the reply, give me a theme. ANY theme.
- And tell me how you're feelin' cause I care about y'all. You've all cared for me, so I shall reciprocate those kind actions.

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Got friends? Tell em too if you want. Cause I'm gonna be doing raffles all December long.

Cheers, you wonderful people <3

*screams in late work*