I have to literally force myself to work on my writing. On Sunday, my internet cut out.

So guess what I did. Freaking SLEPT.

In my defense, that day I had the worst headache i've had in years. But STILL, I had nothing else to do.

Goodness, this worries me.

Remember me if I fade from existence!

Last week i was quite chipper. Spring in my step, even smiling a little. I've also started to take fencing and parkour classes too, which I've always wanted.

Now i feel a little strange. Very... sedate. Ive been trying to work on part 4, but it's coming slowly.

About that... I think the end of next month, the way things are going. I can't bring myself to write more than a few words at a time. Things are starting to get serious. I never said Darius was a innocent little badger....

Thank you for reading. You people are the reason i write, and i never want to let you down.

You guys need some more info about me, so...
RULES :
1. Pick one of your Sonas
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your Sona
3. Tag others!

1. What is your name?
Darius. Just Darius...

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Destiny is destiny.

3. Single or taken?
I do not desire, so...

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Nothing special. But i am strong and nimble.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
I don't understand...

6. What's your eye color?
Lavender.

7. How about hair/scale/skin color?
Mid length white fur, black paws.

8. Have you any family members?
Orphan. You seem awfully curious...

9. Oh? How about pets?
Never

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Challenges i cant overcome.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Reading, thinking.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way?
Yes, sadly.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
A Zealot, too far gone to spare...

14. What kind of animal are you?
12 year-old badger from a Ancient Bloodline...

15. Name your worst habits
Thinking too much.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
No one to look up to, really.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Doesn't quite matter where i am.

18. Do you go to school?
A school is where you learn. I learn things in life everyday, so yes.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
If i live that long... No. I will adopt an heir.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I'm not a role model, to be frank.

21. What are you most afraid of?
Not being able to make a difference, being forgotten.

22. What do you usually wear?
Obsidian circlet, Black-woven mythril vest, white outercoat with two tails, Black long trousers, supple palm gloves, and black hard leather boots.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Raspberry cream cheese filled crepes.

24. Am I annoying you?
You are quite the nuisance, to be frank.

25. Well, it's still not over!
Then it will be soon.

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
That is a state of mind.

27. How many friends do you have?
Brett, Nyaasu, Caleb, Kazan. Always have connections...

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Depends on the flavour.

30. Favorite drink?
Pomegranate juice.

31. What's your favorite place?
Any place i can sit and think.

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
No.

33. That was a stupid question.
I agree.

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I don't like to swim. Short badger limbs, you see...

35. What's your type?
Pragmatic,calm, assertive, solemn.

36. Any fetishes?
Too invasive!

37. Seme or uke?
What??

38. Camping or indoors?
I do fine either way.

39. Tag!
I don't know... Brett?

(Forgive me... I had nothing else to do.)

I don't like to be in the middle of large groups. I feel ill at ease.
I dislike most other children at my school.

The reason for this is because most kids hate school, but for the wrong reason.
You see, my school is... okay. As good as it gets in NY. It's better than my Middle School, for sure.
But of course it has it's idiosyncrasies.
School will NEVER teach you how to think.THAT is something I had to learn myself.
But I never hear anyone complaining about that!
Instead, they complain about how school is getting in the way of what they want to do.
It's like they were never taught how life is.
They treat their HS like it's a mall.

I'm pissed because when theses assholes are old and broke, that will be generation I'LL have to contend with. AND raise my own children with.

I'm kind of gluttonous.
I like to eat. A lot.
I'm not too fat. (Around 200, which is a little heavy.)
I've started to run, and i feel pretty good.
It's more the texture of the food, and taste that i like.
If it's rich, i'll eat it. Same goes for Darius. I'll "expand" upon that later...

Anyway, thats all. Feel free to talk with me about this, or anything.

Everything degrades.
You.
Me.

Even Youtube Stars like Pewd And the Switcher will meet their end.

Life is hard. I don't know how i get out of bed.
Every day out in the world there is hatred.
And most of it is inside me...

Each night, we die, and in the morning we rise.
But that happens only so many times...
We are far from eternal. The sun itself will die.


People who commit suicide trade one problem for another.
They believe that living is too hard. But they don't know if death is easier...

Someone tell me the way out of this labyrinth of suffering!

But wait...

Is there a way out?

Some many ideas, only one pair of hands...

Right now i have about at least six different ideas on what to do with Darius, Caleb and Locke. Even since school started again I have a DISGUSTING amount of free time.

However, I have to be careful of how i write. I've noticed that there are significant quality spikes between my earlier works and my more recent ones. My last writing piece was terrible. I could have gone so much farther with it than i did. My current piece will take much longer, but i promise it will be much better.
Farewell...

Is it truly necessary?

What is your definition of Love?

Feel free.
I enjoy conversing.

Down the rabbit hole we go. Seems like it'll be a easy year.
Part 2 is coming, somewhere around next weekend, i promise.
Reader in put is always appreciated.

Comment here and I'll tell you Four things i like about you.

I return to school on the 4th.
My schools isn't so bad. Usual amount of a-holes. I don't get too many problems.
I used to hate school so much. It was like I was another person back then. I cringe to look back on myself. I was SO bad when i was younger.

Now, I'm a totally different person, Youth and innocence fading away, but calmer and more focused.



Don't be afraid to speak your mind with me. Tell me what you think!

I thought i should do this.
I'm in a open minded mood...
My next piece will not be in the same context as the others, so prepare to be surprised.

I've finished the First Part of Trios And Tribulations, Which i've decided to split halfways (or even 3 ways).
Remember, im always open to new ideas.

My dear readers, my current piece is coming along. It's going to be much longer than any other submission so far, so your in for a wait.
If you have something you would like to see in the story ask me, and i'll consider it.
Remember, i love Feedback!

Alright, i feel better now.(Just means im the most contagious.)
I Have one last story to do before i run out of material. That is where you come in, my dear readers.
After I submit it, bounce ideas off me on what i should write next, K?
(Keep it PG BTW Thx.)

Ugh *sniff* so sick. Anyway, my summer job ends this Friday.
I'll be able to submit more stories!
Until School starts again. *RE4 Regenerator Ost*
THen Begins the Rat Race!

Good grief. Im bored, I know now's a good time to get further in my next writing pieces, but I can't concentrate.
Then i go back to what i was doing before. Rinse and repeat.
Any way, my brethren, you be in for a wait. My next story is a double header.
But don't worry, I'm working on it literally right now. It should be out by the of next week.

I will be writing a series of stories on the friendship between My Character (Darius) And Caleb Lloyd's character.
I recommend reading the first story, A helping hand to figure out the basis of the plot .

Anyway, in my scraps I will be uploading images of funny memes and crap.
Feel free to check it out.