not too happy with this one, I'm not too financially motivated nor I see actual value on money as local exchange rate is on a spiral drop. But I've been forced onto an ultimatum, get a job,

Now those who dont know I do see taking commissions as a career since I'm not too motivated on anything and my stress is much more manageable instead of forcing 9-5 with horrible environment with just as awful people that I will actually crack and take that talking knife's offer, but no art isnt a real career, I might agree but I also do like to prove otherwise but I do not have a good reference point,

Yes yes I will update the commission sheet it's on the pipeline but no where near started. I do not have meantime but I think I might have to launch patreon. soon but I do need to gauge how much people willing to dip in so that I wont waste anyone's time, as promised there wont be paywalled stuff but there are scraps for either 3D or just sketches for basics but I do hope for sponsors for future pieces.

not more to add but being forced into a shitty job with shittier tasks with a shitty boss (got time to lean, got time to clean, fuck you) and worst really shitty people customers and I just happen to be born with that face where any mistake you can blame me on, even it's not my mistake (FML I just wanna end it), all when I was my late teen too so I'm not too happy with the ultimatum.

So a friend's project kinda fallen off radar but a little boost needed so if you're into a market for a J-RPG, their game might be just for you,

Farewell Eikion:
indogogo page : https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/.....rewell-eikon#/
itch IO Dem: https://lapouris.itch.io/farewell-eikon(please give it a try)
and twitter page for updates: https://twitter.com/FarewellEikon

Despite the fact it's made in RPG maker it looks nothing like it everything was giving a fresh coat of paint and vibrant spritework. I had a way earlier build to test the combat system and I'd like to say it's a twist to say the least from what I'm used to for RPGs, give it a try and see if you like it and then back it maybe.

CODE: acquire parts

Okay this was bound to happen but even then this PC is running on half its leg after 10+ years now but earlier today either the GPU or the PCIe BUS even the PSU 6pin might be failing and a piece of inductor next to the PCIe 16x slot fell off, though I did solder it back on hope that the PC still works with the GPU plugged in alas it didnt boot to POST. it work "fine" without the GPU just that 2nd gen intel i5s dont run in 1080p and everything is stretched and win 7 basic theme hurts my eyes(why near white blue?).

This does mean everything in my pipeline have to be ON HOLD, especially the 3D ones(learning rigs but there are several and I want to eventually make a model for the VF-31A aeromorph). I dont exactly have funds it's all on borrowed money though I can get parts right now it's both borrowed money and the worst of all most of the parts I want isnt sold here, like AMD cards.

For now I'll keep hanging by a thread with this PC how hard to see 800x600 stretched to 16:9 and only last resort to online ordering parts which I really dont recommend, especially with expensive parts like GPU and CPU even MBs. Right now you can do is just donate via kofi: https://ko-fi.com/scn3null. If you dont want to use kofi or want to contribute more directly do contact me via notes on FA or twitter DMs. And if you're local enough to be do provide direction/location on where I can find my rarer parts.

it's REALLY stressful rn not to mention there's a gaping hole where the GPU used to be on my PC so that's my own ticking sand clock thing, something I gotta do fast soon. I also wanna resume on whatever I'm doing soon and I'm pretty sure you guys too.

I know I've said commissions closed, but after getting my auction bid on a PS Vita slim delivered, it's quality is subpar, it's visibly dirty on the edges, the joystick is on the unresponsive sticky side and word oh god the worst the screen was faded and yellowed! That aint the end of the horror story, oh no when I decide to open it up it had like still wet chocolate syrup and soy sauce on the inside edges and I have to spend the whole day cleaning it, thankfully the motherboard/boards arent soiled and in fact almost pristine quality aside the rick of oxidation on the exposed copper trace on the control pad boards.

Now return isnt an option cause it's an auction bid (and not just I opened it up) and I did take a closer look on the vita it looks better on photo than what I'm looking at I've been catfished oAo, unfortunately repairs aint cheap either I know it's like what 30 USD for the screen and 10USD each on the joysticks? but here money wise it's like stupid expensive and if you arent scalped you defiantly will get scammed by the same subpar half broken part that's always from china.

Back to the opening statement now if I can get a commission queue of one(1) I might treat myself better and take risk to buy those replacement parts from china that I needed mainly a screen-faceplate and the 100 local dolla joysticks.

Title says all but this is just annoyed, tried to make an ebay account that immedieatly false flagged as bot less than 24hr since creation then local banks being a complete joke making my card almost usable while I tired to purchase an item and cause of all the finiking now paypal suspended my account.

I've typed little but jeasus christ this cause so much trouble I just felt the constant dread that I just wanna give up.

Just feeling terrible, cumulative stress for nearly a year and people close far whatever constantly mocked my for how I do things. I'm already pretty unsable since last year but constantly mocking me just adding gasoline to that fire and I'm just not feeling well.

Despite I do need money for goods, maintenance and upgrades I still have to close comms, noit till I'm better but just when I feel like to wish could be anything to never.

Alright I should write an update here despite the text limit since I got more people here. Been wanting to get a Switch now and copy of Animal Crossing for it too (+ other Switch exclusives), been accumulating all my e-Wallets to personal account and I'm might be a bit off and I do need some more left in the bank. I've been opening my commissions unfortunately the volume been very low, was the price too high or I should make discounts more visible maybe a sale (feedback needed)? I mean if you dont want art I did have a kofi page that's buried with my other twitter posts (FA hyperlink ho!).

If all fails I'll actually put my engineering degree to use and get a proper job instead, since I've been hounded constantly by my elders disregard my poor-bad experience with other jobs/contracts I had. Not to mention the complete 0! respect to the 40hr/wk limit, the extreme distance (for me least) between home and industrial zones, the extreme shotty roadworks and complete lack of public transport between industrial zones and my complete dislike to the concept of individual driving (got a license tho but not rightfully earned in my opinion). Oh yeah have I mention I'm completely desynced with the locals here.

Anyway thanks for reading this big ole block O text should make one post to tumblr too after changing the font formats and hyperlinks.

Fyi I’m starting a poll on my future restructure of my commissions system and possible construction of a commission sheet from it, so head over there and give your vots since I’m pretty sure people here have least a twitter account so yeah go vote on possible changes.

https://twitter.com/SCN3_NULL/statu.....81489014820864

Alright since I’m a complete lazy butt I dont have an exact commission sheet but instead a “vague” description of what price range for the amount of process I would do on a particular commission.

Right now I’m open to process to:
Cleaned lines at 10USD (no example just expect usual flat color draws without the color)
Shaded lines at 15USD (No example but expect usual shaded draw just without color but retain two tone shadow)
Fat color at 20USD ( X, X, )
Shaded color at 25USD ( X, )

Multiple characters are accepted however price calculating as per character with some discount like sum of characters then subtract 5-10USD, etc please contact me.

I would do almost anything however not everything will do, I might consider humans but mostly I WONT do fetishes, minor NSFW light lewd-pinup would do uwu

If you want to commission me or ask more questions please via contact me via DM on Tumblr, Twitter, and Pixiv. Dont think FA have a DM-chat system who knows I might check tho, wont go around willy nilly putting my personal email everywhere now do it.

Alright starting off my new FA account I'm reuploading most of my old full scene stuffs though do expect new flats and shaded in the future right now I got several old stuff to reupload