Hey all, due to a recommendation from a private party I should be more positive when it comes to the things here, I will not be removing my last post as it needs to remain and be a reminder to myself but however I will be making a full offer to do sketches for people for the price of nothing. This means I can deny any suggestion due to subject matter or if I don't have time or energy. What will I not include? I have no idea but in general that is what this will also find out but for general stuff I will not draw anything that is illegal or on lines of legality and straight up porn, if I could draw that I think I would be a tad bit richer than I am right now, this offer will stay open until the foreseeable future, I will make it clear when this is closed, please PM/DM me with your suggestions and refs, if you are lucky and if I like the idea or know you well enough, I might even color it. That is all, thank you for your consideration.

I doubt anyone will see this personally but I want to say thank you. I have been mad at a few people online and offline for so long and it hurts me to say this but I think they were right. I had no reason to hate these people they were only trying to help me understand myself more than I could without them, but instead I lashed out and thought they were talking behind my back and calling me out for my flaws, but they were only trying to help others by warning them of my tendencies and bad nature. I don't think that they hated me, I think they hated how I was acting and treating others, like I was pushing those who I clang on desperate for approval, desperate to be seen without looking at what I was doing, without seeing my own crooked reflection.

This isn't a begging for forgiveness from those people and begging them to stop doing what they are doing, I encourage it, I am working on myself despite my flaws and have come a long way since those yesteryears, but I am no where near acceptable. I understand the times they reached out to tell at me was just them begging me to stop and change my ways and be a better person. I have been a fool for spending so long to realize that fact, I have been more of a fool for seeing that fact and calling it delusional and pretending that I myself am better than others yet not perfect when I was further from the line than I thought. So far away from the line in fact it would be better to say in those years I was actively running away from the line and digging myself in a hole searching for self enrichment off of hurting others with my search of approval despite the fact I was owed none.

To those who think highly of me, I hope I prove it is worth it, I am working on myself every day and every night until I get to a point I am proud of. To those who don't know me, feel free to get to know me and understand me while I work on myself and try and find guidance with my struggles.

And to those who hate me, I understand, my flaws weighed down on your and you cut me off because I was hurting you, I want you all to know I am sorry, I am trying to grow and become less of a drag on people and their moods and their minds. I just want to say thank you for helping me see that even if it costed our friendship I hope I find some way to repay you in kind in one way or another even if it is by keeping my distance.

Thank you and sorry, they seem so shallow but mean so much right now, it feels like my heart has been begging for years for me to see this, so I will let those words weigh down on me no longer. Truly, Thank You and I am Sorry.

There is no chance i could get to everyone but i still want to expand my art from what it is to what i want it to be and more work will help with that so i don't mind drawing what ever anyone wants just a few rules
1. No NSFW topics like Sex and such I would rather keep my tooth brush out of my eye
2. No asking for full sequences unless I know you well enough and am comfortable drawing you a bunch.
3. Yes you can tell as many people as you want that i am doing this, even to make fun of me, that is your issue, not mine.
4. I may not get around to all the idea people may send me as certain style changes would cause me to adapt way too much which will take time, but i want these to turn out great and i have work irl too.
5. I will not accept any form of payment, even if i don't like you, this free art is for everyone, and the only form of payback I accept is trades.
6. If you want to use other characters get promission first, especially when putting them in an undesirable situation.
This will be open for as long as I need it to be, see keeo your eyes out for updates.

It has been a long run with the stories I make and times a try to produce them, but in the end have no time, music to comics all I feel is the pain of not being able to do them magically in a few seconds, but during a recent online investigation due to someone lying about me in many ways, a person I have not bothered with in what feels like forever, I am finding myself more and more to be nothing than a low life and a liar, abusing my story telling skills to get what I want. But because of this, instead of me not finding it harder to wake up in the mornings I am having a harder time resting at night. Frick this system and the people who built it, Voices won't be heard, but I no longer care. Paint me as the villain all you won't for when this guy went off the handle I was being bullied by my uncle and was off my meds so I was having a bad day. I never got what I want, but I promise you that your misunderstanding was not in vain, I grow stronger from every step into this unknown, I WILL NOT GO QUIET INTO THE NIGHT< I WILL RAGE FOR THE DYING LIGHT. I will be writing pokemon fanfics to get a grip back on writing, see you all soon SW.