https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBFA5uTxgDA

big commission being procrastiworked on

apologies for the histrionics, i have discussed matters amongst parties involved and have reestablished stability

I should have made clear the paradigm shift would not have involved any harm or loss of life

sorry for any undue worry

i do not want to elaborate but i feel a paradigm shift for the worst brewing

it is my fault and i will end up worse off for it

i apologize if activity cessates

i deserve nothing good in this world

it is inconsequential but i am grateful nonetheless

this piecemeal validation is fuel i will squander dearly down to the last drop

funnee milestone

this is an obligatory "well that just happened" post

i carry on business as usual, ambitiously sedentary

still alive

flew across the world to be with partner + be international student

ambitions for image series p4 are there but i am inordinately occupied and also sort of lazy

a small but still notable string of people have decided to watch me this past week or so

thank you for providing validation, of which i have short supply

part 4 of the commission image series i am working on has been rough due to work and education so i apologize for the ongoing shortcoming

hope to post for you eventually

im only here now

i am taking action towards bettering myself to perhaps one day be with my boyfriend permanently, so my productivity may slow to a crawl entirely again for different reasons. for now, intensity of action isn't unreasonable so spare time and effort can be diverted in creative endeavors.

visiting my boyfriend abroad has caused a severe upheaval of my life trajectory

i am undergoing a painful but enlightening formative experience and will likely go radio silent until i consolidate my emotions and thoughts or until i achieve fulfillment. i am ok, just overwhelmed

long overdue for a new journal so

8===================D

i didn't reinvent myself yet but whatever

i will be back and post when i reinvent myself as an artist and maybe as a person

sorry if i never come back

im not actually an artist and i'm FOOLING u ALL

tumblr mcfucking dies on dec 17

i guess i'll be here and on twitter now