I know life can be such a dick, but I hope you're all pushing through!🌟

Hey everybody it's been a while since I made a journal. I've been meaning to make one but sometimes it feels like no cares about these. But that's just my own

thoughts getting in my way. So here I go: Works been work. Nothing special. Like its nice, I don't really stress out anymore and I really content where I am, I just

tired a lot because overnight shifts be a struggle. But other than that, there's nothing really to talk about. It pays and I'm happy where I am.

🌟I was also in depressive funk. Got a bad case of the art block and slightly felt overwhelmed about a lot of things and felt "stuck". I tend to have a bad habit of

keeping distance to try to sort my feelings alone because I don't want to be a bother. But ya know my dear friends yelled at me for doing such a bad habit,

reminding me that they are there for me and I'm really grateful. But after talking to a few peeps I'm good now. I just got to take things one step at a time and

keep myself at my own Rhythm.

🌟I'm taking my progression in this fandom a little more seriously as a veteran. I'll continue putting more focus in my art, to get better. I've also restarted

streaming again as a content creator, I feel like its a good move if I want to be noticed more. I'll be honest my goal is to shine brightly in this fandom like a star. I

just feel there's so much darkness surrounding it recently, I just want to do my part to protect this fandom. This fandom led me to who I am now, helped my

grow and become someone who could I can be proud of. Heh. So I with that I want to be a beacon of light for others, to make furs smile, to inspire them to

push themselves, and to help them realize that they are not alone. Even protect them if I could. I guess like a dad would haha. Everyone is always going through

some bullshit and sucks man, but If I can shine brightly then I can help other shine along the way. And we can make this fandom great. There so many furs

ahead of me, but I have my own rhythm on how I'm going to do this. As I veteran fur I think I should do my part if a weird way. I know it's a bit strange...but Its

what I think at least.

If you like what I do and wish to support me I made accounts across these social Medias
🌟My Twitter🌟
🌟My Twitch🌟 (Doing Pokemon Nuzlocke Stuff)
🌟My Youtube🌟
🌟My TikTok🌟

I know that I just started but is totally what I want to do as an artist and content creator. I would really be grateful to ya'll support!

Thanks for reading my guys!

I hope you all have a good one!! and ya'll be safe and don't do anything reckless!! Well maybe a little reckless... BUT NOTHING TOO CRAZY!🌟✨⭐🌠💖

That.. was like fast damn XD But Im super happy since its my first try doing this.

Commissioners:
1)  BlueHound13
2)  lichdog
3)  BlazingfrostWolf
4) Virgofox28
5) TechKitsune

Thanks so much guys Ill get started right away!

I will reopen once this are finished, and just in case I have a waiting list set soon. If you are still interested Comment here on this journal for a waiting spot.

See the details here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45125449/

I'm kind of in a tight spot, my car broke down and I'm still making payments to it, im kinda trying to keep my head up and I want to try this at least!

so, if you're interested, please let me know in my private message!

Drawing all the Inktober stuff was really alot of fun but good lord was it difficult to draw SOMETHING LIKE EVERYDAY.

But its kinda clear and an eye opener on how long it takes me to draw. I think I've improved on it. Or at least Know What I need to do to improve on it.

I think the next thing I want to do and finish up the drawings in my sketch book and post them before I start on anything else.

But for now I think some well deserve gaming is needed and talking to my homies.

PS. TMI. To those asking about me about the challenge for this month....You know THAT challenge. I will not be doing it. I know better. Because If I don't..release..after a while..my erm...you know.... "Urges" get outta control...I get kinda

aggressive. So I'll be avoiding that. Thank you very much. *cross my arms, as my face turns a shade of red*

Maaaaaaaan two years without a convention really shows how much youve missed it, I have done so much this weekend like I feel like I can't fit it in a journal (which is bullshit lol)

But I'll keep it short! I've bought so many things! All the panels were alot of fun and I even joined a smash tournament (even though I lost in the first round lol) BUT ANYWHO

I met so many furs! So many old and so many new! It was such a fun social event. The safety rules were really well implemented but even so, apparently there's a small spread of Covid and it really sucks after everything that was

taken for account it still wasnt enough to keep everyone safe. Even though I had alot of fun, I going to stay clear from anymore conventions for the rest of the year.

200+ Watchers!?!

Hey Rhythms Here! First Off I want to thank you all for all the watches! It really means alot like.....No joke. It really means alot. Like I really didn't think I was getting anywhere with choosing to draw again and with all these younger

artists with much more skill than me and im always doubting myself all the time. But im surrounded by alot of support and slowly my art is getting better as well, and its getting to a point where I try not compare my work with others,

instead it pushes me to draw more. And Im actually becoming proud of my own skill and no lie a little more confident. I couldn't do it without you guys, and I'm going to keep going and try share my work with this famdom that I love

so much. I got a good Rhythm going and I plan on continuing to try my best to inspire furs with my ideas⭐

Life Update:

Life has been taking a toll on me again but its mostly my job honestly, like I can never win and seem like Im doing a worst job than before because how they treat me and how toxic retail is. So I'v decided, I'm stepping down from

management at my job because I can't deal with the stress anymore and it just feels like the odds are against me. But! I'm gaining more than losing. My mental health comes first. So I'll be going over night shift, and I don't think

itll be so bad but Ill be able to stream again because Ill have a set schedule! So I'm honestly happier and things

Megaplex!

So I'd like to also announce! I'll be going to Megaplex furcon! It was honestly a last minute decision, but my bro  furrydog008 kept insisting that I go for a mental break. So yeah! This Husky Dad hasn't been to a convention in

2 years so Im hella excited! Though before I do any traveling Im gonna make sure I get my shots first, take full on safety precautions. And I gotta do some hella saving money too DX BUT it'll be all worth it, and I hope to meet

some of you there!

THANKS FOR READING!!
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If I was a video game character, this would be my quote when I gain a level...

"Heh! My rhythm is only gonna get stronger from here!"

Cringe. I know. lol

But this husky is the big 30! HOLY CRAP! I'm a dad in the fandom now!

Not sure if thas a good thing, but I'll make it into a good thing!

I swear it just felt we started May damn!

I already got friends who are making me thier "Dad" and Im not readyyyyyy!

But alot of good ones hanged on and continue to support me even through my flaws...

And alot of new people came into my life and support me now too...

So Ill keep pushing forward, and take my time to get better.

Theres alot of people counting on me, I can't let them down.

I got a steady rhythm going..... for them but most importantly for myself.

I'm so close to 200 watchers! Its really crazy that I made it this far ever since I decided to draw again! Im really glad I took the first (re)steps to my happiness and where I want to be as an artist. And Its mostly thanks to you guys! For the love and support I've recieve from all of you is the most wonderful thing I could ever ask for! I'm gonna keep pushing hard and doing my best! I still have so many Ideas that I can't wait to draw! So stay tuned my guys! Your gonna love to see how I grow!

⭐🌟🌠💫✨

I really appreciate you guys for taking to time to jump on my stream, I know my stream got a little boring after a while but I had

something in the back of my mind that kind of kept me from doing my best. I kept questioning my skills as an artist and as an

entertainer and it kind of hindered the fun. Plus it didn't really help that I got bad news right before it, long story short, I applied for a

job and didn't get it. So I was really fighting with a lot of feelings last night and didn't help that I started losing views after awhile,

because then I was thinking I was doing something wrong (Of Course). But My streams are suppose to be interactive and fun. That's

what I'm doing it for, not for numbers but for good time to show what I can do. NONE of the negativity, it suppose to be a place to

listen, decompress, and vibe (and talk mad nonsense lol). I should learn not to force myself and let things come naturally. So I'll slow

down my overthinking and just have fun.

⭐Rhythms the Husky⭐

https://www.twitch.tv/rhythms_kanjinwind

Hop on over and join me for chill vibes and bullshit humor! lol

https://www.twitch.tv/rhythms_kanjinwind

Come on over and chill and vibe with me!

Yeah i was suppose to make an earlier post but I kinda erm forgot....my bad but no worries!

So In about an Hour (7 pm Eastern time) so if you want to join and support me! I would be really greatful!

https://www.twitch.tv/rhythms_kanjinwind

Im not sure what else to say XD

Work has been taking up alot of my time recently, and stress is starting to follow me back home where Im just too exhasted to do anything else. Which kind of puts me at a bad spot when it comes to making art.

Also I been a little discourage honestly. It seems like my last 2 art pieces kinda just flopped, I'm not gonna lie, I kinda was beating myself over it. I'm already aware that favs aren't everything and that I'm still just starting out

and drawing for myself should be my priority. It just a helps a bit ya know? I'm not gonna lie I am trying to get recognized in the community so I can fulfill my end goal. But its whatever I guess, imma just shake off the feeling, not

take it too seriously and keep drawing, its honestly the only thing I can do right? Oh I have been thinking of ideas to expand to get recognized or whatnot. Like maybe starting a twitch account to show off art streams and to connect

with my audience or even like opening another furry account on Weasyl. These are just mostly Ideas for not, I dont want to put too much on my plate, than what I already have. But we will see.

Thanks for reading my guys!

Hey Guys! I just wanted to post a journal on what's been going on with me and so on.

⭐Work Life: ⭐
I'm back at work after I've been quarantine for so long. It didn't really take long for me to re-adjust to working again. That was easy. The hard part though is how my mangers are
low key resentful of me being gone for a month. When I mean by low key, I mean they kind of show it in an undertone manner. Like there were rumors about me while I was gone and that I wanted to go on a leave of absence on purpose...what?... seriously? And it kind of feels like I'm being targeted because I would be given the most work load while everyone else gets the bare minimum. So It's kinda obvious that their being spiteful. I cant really report it without any evidence, so I'm kind of stuck. So I'm currently looking for a new job, one that's not so damn toxic, manipulative and over-bearing. My metal health is way more important than this job✋😅, especially one that doesn't fulfill me anymore.


⭐Regular Life⭐
I've been pretty good, like my biggest goal right now is to finally move into a house. I'm done living in a apartment. My roommates and I are gonna be house searching soon and I just pray it works out in the end. Lets see, my mental health has been pretty good, I still get anxious and stressed out sometimes but not as bad as before. I been practicing meditation recently which is actually working for me and I make sure from time to time to have self care days. I still have those dark thoughts from time to time where I feel like I'm less than what I'm worth, but its not as loud as before. Which is honestly a fantastic feeling because I learning to love myself has been healthy for me.💖

⭐Art Life⭐
So my art will be slowing down because of work taking up alot of my time. BUT I'm still gonna draw because I have all these Ideas I want to draw and they ARE gonna get drawn. And recently I was thinking about streaming. Like Just draw and talk to people, or at least something like that. I haven't gotten all my idea sorted, its more up in there air but Ill figure it out. Would you guys be interested if I did start streaming my artwork? But Here what I got planned ( I hope it goes accordingly)

⭐A FFXIV NSFW drawing between  yunin and  Don_lunarfang and my character 😉

⭐ Black History Month Drawing

⭐A Special Valentines pic

⭐This Month Follower Friday Twitter raffle

⭐And the third page of my Comic Consteller thoughts.

I know it seems a lot but I'm going to try and do it all this month! An no worries I wont burn myself out!....I think! Okay this journal is getting to long and I know yall don't like to read lmao.

For those who did took the time to read everything, thank you!

drawing and give myself a break, Its like I can't settle my mind and I want to just draw some more. its a weird feeling but a good one! ⭐✨⭐✨⭐

I hit about 100+ Followers on twitter I want to do something to celebrate! I been getting a little more attention recently and I just want to show my appreciation to everyone whos been supporting me :D

Here the Link : HERE

When I hit 200 Watcher Here On FA I'll Do another Art Raffle But I'll call it Watcher Wednesdays lol....Shut up its best I can come up with, I'm brain dead at the moment lol

I finally got my Covid result earlier and I'm negative thank goodness,

Its such a relief, but I still need to be careful. I don't need another scare like that again.

Seriously though I just need my roommate to get better, poor guy still coughing up a storm.

I mean I understand its his fault for not being careful, but he still my friend and I wouldn't want to wish this one anyone.

And I can only do the bare minimum to help him because I gotta take safety precautions and I really dont want to

actually catch it But Ill keep continue to support him the best I can. Thank you everyone for the love and support as

always, and sorry If I seem to worry you all. But things are looking up! So no worries! :D

Its been a hell of a year. I never went through so much all at once and it just felt like I was being knocked around.

I wish I can say I'm glad its over, but I'm really grateful for it. 2020 was the year I decided to grab of my life and learn

to actually LIVE it. I know that sounds silly because of the pandemic we really can't do much of anything, but I was

able to break out of my depression, stop dealing with my regrets and actually do the things I want to do than to wish

I did. I taught and still am teaching myself that I deserve love and that I shouldn't hate myself. That there are more to

me then I'm allowing myself to see. I have people who shown me that I was blinded hating myself and to open my

eyes because I surround with so much love and support, I just needed to get out of my own head. "If they like me for

who I am, than I might not be so bad" is what I realized. So I'm not gonna hold myself back anymore. if there are

someone who can't handle me or dislike me then, honestly that's a "them" problem. I'm living for my sake.

For the year 2021 I'm not gonna have New Year goals, I'm gonna have new year life practices instead.

⭐ To continue to loving myself more, and hating myself less.
⭐ To continue drawing, because it makes me happy and to always share my work, regardless of the little views I get.
⭐ To continue taking care of myself both physically and mentally
⭐ To continue being social and not letting my Anxiety get the best of me.
⭐ To continue to spread positivity and support to others, because they are probably going through some shit too.

Here's to 2021 guys!

I still havent gotten my test result back they said I would hear about it Saturday.

And I sorry i havent gotten back to everyones comments from the last journal. I really been stressing out about this and

I kinda just stay offline for a bit. But seriously thank you for taking the time to comment, like it really means alot.

So instead of feeling so blah, Im just going to do my best. to move forward and continue doing what I do. :D

Hi guys, so I've been dealing with alot for the past few days and Im not really me atm. My Roommate has Covid-19 and I

have been exposed to it. So I have to get tested tomorrow and go under self quarantine, and I'm stressed out because

depending if I have it or not depends if Ill get paid for the time I'm absent. So I'm chilled BUT my mind racing. I'm

frustrated because I always been so careful and I always follow the rules. But only to get punish because my roommate

was being stupid and basically doing the opposite. But I'll keep ya updated.