So the idea of a knight in shining armour is always nice when we are kids I suppose.
The idea that someone comes riding in on a white horse and saves you from whatever torments you in your daily life.
Now as we grow older is it really what we want?
I guess in many ways we would love it (talking humans as a whole) since it would give us more faith in that the world is only good, That there is no dragons in our lives or armies of demons, fiends, goblins and other baddies that needs fighting.
But in the end the world is full of baddies we need to battle, may it be bullies around you or the demons you fight within your self (anxiety, depression, shyness or whatever you as a person struggle with)
So if you are to ask yourself, Do I want a knight in shining armour who has never seen battle, Or do I want knight full of scars and in a blood splattered armour to fight with me and help me protect everything that I hold close to my heart as well as my own battles, Then what would you want?

I suppose even being a knight that's full of scars has its downside, yes you have fought and won many battles, but if everything in your life has been a battle you end up getting fatigued, and all things that could hurt and has hurt you, you become wary of those things I suppose.
In the end of the day things get better if you want them to and if you work for them to be better.

So for anyone who actually reads this, If your life gets tough then don't give up :)
Things will be better even if you don't have anyone but yourself fighting then it will get there.

And if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to note me :)



But i am sure no one will ever actually read this xD

As i was trying to fall asleep i found myself thinking about random things, and since i could not sleep due to insomina i now find myself writeing about these thoughts.

I was talking with my flat mate the other night as i was thinking about doing a selfless action,
and she made it seem as if it was actually a selfish action, well atleast until i explained that i did not exspect anything in return except trying to make someone random happy.
But I suppose that in a world where a lot of people have reasons behind their actions, I suppose it becomes a lot easier to suspect people. I won't deny that at times I do things for selfish reasons as well, in this case it is not one of those. So now she has me wondering if I should do what I wanted to and risk seeming selfish or simply do it and just hope people have more faith then she does.

I could not avoid to think about the fandom as a whole either, and it dawned on me that since so many gifted people are within it and their art is so amazing if I actually belong within it as I have almost no artistic skill when it comes to art. I know I'm a furry as there are few things that makes me smile more then the people and how they behave within the fandom, In many ways people seem like a family or at least tight groups of friends.

Last thing that crossed my mind was that if we actually say that everyone is blessed with atleast one gift then what is mine. I suppose it could be thinking, and according to my friends I have a soothing voice as well so at least I have that going for me xD

On the bright side insomnia gives me more time to think about my fursona :)

So what is one suppose to write in these?
Thoughts, stories, information or just random babbles that you feel others may care or not care about?

Any ideas is always welcome :)