first off I hope everyone had a great Christmas mine was good not a lot of gifts but it was more for seeing family.

I just wanted to start off that I have some bad news. For a long time now I have been having issues with my Kaiju character Judi and I know I have talked about this many times before. Judi came up as the worst time in the furry fandom as the pandemic started and MLP was ending. that when every problem person who had an internet connection started to join our fandom and some of these people never talked to real people before and lived in their fantasy bubbles and with Fetishes being popular in this fandom things got out of hand.
some of these assholes never heard the word no before or never got beaten as a kid ((I was a lot trust me on that)) which made things hard for me to work on Judi to the point I got anxiety for even drawing her. One would think it would all slow down as the pandemic was over with people would actually go outside.
but no it got worse. What got me upset was some were open to that the only reason why they even are my fallow list was just for her. (( okay fuck you too.))
so for me that made me feel like "Wow so I could draw this character like some 14 years would and she still is popular. Even when I had part of the Warhammer fantasy world I still had issues with her as more people wanted still to control this character. So after that, I said, " fuck this she should stay dead."
so right now Judi will be in cryo sleep. I just don't have a use for her anymore at this time. she still be owned by me but I don't think anyone will see her next year. If anyone is upset with this, that's fine you can leave if you were just here for her.

I know some of you will try to convince me to keep her with some ideas for right now forget it. there are many other Kaiju gals you can fall for.

In all truth, I rather do Warhammer stuff more. I like the Pokemon and Skaven stuff and Skaven fans have been awesome. they have not been rude or harsh and was fun to talk about what they are like on DarkTide. and unlike the Kaiju fans, they show respect. I also like to get back to my Pokemon characters like my Charizard Karen and a few other Pokemon OC's I have not touched in ever.

okay that is all
thanks for reading.

before I start I wanted to thank some of you for the support on the last pic I posted. the hater really was not an issue as I in a way killed him with kindness.
he was not really a Warhammer. he was just a shit poster looking for a fight or attention. not many Warhammer fans care about my furry work but I do feel that love my Skaven girls. Also sorry I never replied back I've been really busy with stuff.

now for the Important news. "Overtime at my job is back" this week and I'm after the new year it back to 46 hours a week so I'll not be around as much for live stream and stuff and I know I was going do commissions but that a no go. I did do a few but that is for close Friends I know and trust. I wanted to test the waters but they only paid me getting me toys I wanted. but now that it's back to the grind.

let's hope it is not for long and I will get my Fridays back will just have to see. till then I'm going just do my own thing like always till things slow down the hire ups stop having a damn panic attack over shipping dates

that is all

thanks for reading.

so just a little bit I wanted to add I am thinking about making a discord group but this is more for the Warhammer fans for those who have a love for the Skaven
it is just in the thinking process right now.

also due to work slowing but still on some overtime, I'm thinking about doing more later Livestream. I know I keep streaming early for some but since I have been getting Friday off I figure doing more later at night be better. It could be me doing art or gaming depending on how I feel.

as for commission. still closed.
due to how unstable my work condition is with overtime I going to say I will not be open until I know that things are more stable. (( still have a few idiots making it hard for us to get stuff done ))

but if I do open it's going to be things I like to do so it wh40k stuff only. it's better I do things I'm comfortable with.
but just not I will not be cheap. You are looking are stuff that will be from $80.00 - $200.00. just a heads up.

okay that's about it

thanks for reading.

I really don't think I will be doing Godzilla stuff anymore due to the anxiety issues I had with the fans and I know that a lot of you still like the big Bitch lol
but I had thought I do like 40k. what if I just have Judi as really big lizardwoman. I will just keep her look just she will not be kaiju just really big. Like a rare big female breed of lizardmen?

yep got a blueSky account now

https://bsky.app/profile/quicktron.bsky.social

well, it looks like we finally have Fridays off and are only working a 40-hour work week, giving us three days off for more free time to do things.
I have many ideas for art projects and some custom paintings to do for I have a list of Warhammer figures I want to work on.

as for commission? They are still closed and I have no idea how long this will last. I don't even have a price sheet made but if this does last long I'll look into opening up. (( but note that I still have restrictions on what I will and will not do so yes I will have limits ))

but anyways that is all

thanks for reading.

I'm not 100% back into the Godzilla stuff. I was just doing this pic of how the waters are. I still have issues with someone forcing me into their f-up stuff, I actually have to band a guy for trying to force me into his fart fetish stuff.

some don't understand Judi and fighting character only.

just wanted to give everyone and heads up that art will be slow. family but nothing but bugging for help and really needy even when I tell them I'm busy. so every weekend my phone keeps going off and for some reason to them being a Singel guy means I have all the time in the world and my needs don't count.
and I'm still on this damn overtime at work. we have the weekend shift going but still have to work Fridays. things are looking up for the Work for I went from 48 to 46 hours a week. if we can get all these orders done on time I'll have 3 days off them two. but I do not tell anyone in my family I have Fridays off.

but yeah just all there more but I didn't feel like going on a big rant.

well, after the Last Pic of Nidoqueen I posted it really felt empty to me as when I do any kind of art I usually have some kind of feeling or Enjoyment but after doing that I just had no feeling for doing all of it felt like I was doing for attention and that just did not sit right with me.
but the other art pic I did "the dragon and the Princess" that was more fun and was enjoying myself working on such a complex image that really by looking at it has more of a story behind it than just some boring pinup piece. This got me thinking that this is why I like 40k. it's a grimdark crazy world where there is so much going on and just having the Pokemon part of it as fanfic or idea has made it fun.
for years I have been trying to look for a place I want to settle in and it has been hard after getting into so many franchises but after getting into 40k it does feel like my place to be. it sucks that it took so long but at least I know now I have a home to go to.
the best part is that even the Warhammer community does not mind me doing this crossover as they know I only do this for fun and I at least go with the loar of 40k as the Pokemon themselves with horrors of war. (( and the fact that some 40k fans are Pokemon fans as well))

I also do feel that me doing the female Skaven has been a big help to for it's fun to make sexy rat girls still being evil and even be part of the grimdark future in their own Chaos way. that and evil rat girls are fun to do.

so yeah I do feel that Warhammer was my place all along and just sad I missed it.

but anyways that is all.

thanks for reading

just hed up I know I said I was going to do Kaiju stuff does not mean I'm done with 40k. I still have a lot I want to work on.

to give an idea of what I have planned for Judi I want to do a reboot of the character. I will drop all the superhero stuff since it's all dead thanks to Hollywood and Disney f-ing the fans.

I am going to go off a better idea of more of a monster of the week idea as more Kaiju will show up from Classic moves as I like to make more of a Power Ranger or TMNT idea.

the story idea goes that King Ghidorah comes to Earth and was to take all Earth resources so he sends his minions to rampage the world and wipe out humanity but Mothra and Monark take on Ghidorah's force to save their world from its glitch threat.

simple and straightforward story.

but remember that this Godzilla thing so most people are here to see the fights. no Fetishes. when I'm doing this Keep that SHIT to yourself. I killed Judi off once because you people I will DO IT AGAIN. so just be the audience. My character my rules.

the other reason that I'm doing this is that Mcfarlane Toys are making Pacific Rim figures I like me some Giant robots so it got me in the mood again.

the last thing is that I might make Judi chubby again but Will see how I feel about that.

that is all thanks for reading.

for McfarlaneToys is making Pacific Rim toys and you all know how I love my big robots so this might inspire me to do some Kaiju stuff.

okay I'm done with the MLP Gijoe crossover now it's time to get back to the GrimDark Future also was gone for a while due to the new Zelda game and was really sick over the weekend. what I had was really bad but I'm over it.

but anyways that is all \

thanks for reading

just a head up the Skaven will be back just trying something new so I don't get board out of 40K

so last weekend I was playing DarkTide on the heresy leave and not going to lie I kept going down which pissed me off but want didn't help was that the people I was playing with were kind of assholes one would not top texting but the thing is that these guys where doing better then me I was wondering why the hell they where. then it dawned on me. DarkTide is activement based game. meaning in order to for your character to get better you have to Unlock some of the Achievements. how I found this out was when I looked at them each achievement has a point next to it. like +5 or +10. I had no idea what this meant till yesterday. which means if your Character is level 30 that means nothing you just beat the story mode. geez, that Fat Shark.

but that also explains why hardly anyone plays it anymore but hardcore fans. like this game was big then it suddenly dropped. this a game that makes you grind all the time. most Players never have time for that. it's why I see many leave 30 playing lower level to unlock a few achievements before going to a higher difficulty. so yeah if any of you are having a hard time trying to beat higher levels that's why.

which also explains why those guys I played with were assholes. I know that achievement whores are the biggest assholes when it comes to the gaming community.

best to get a group of friends to help with this. random players never like to help.

and the only time people play heresy level is for cosmetic unlocks.

just a heads up I'm not in the greatest mood right now. Work has been really pissing me off with all this overtime and it has gotten so bad that I had to work Saturday so yeah I put in 52 hours this week and got nothing done.

I have been keeping my anger back and not blowup Like I did last October and just kept myself off the internet and not have another freakout.

in other words, I will need some Space for this week.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X98ImCbhjnI

after seeing this Video and what Guilliman said, it sounds like WH40k might go to the End times like Warhammer Fantasy. Chaos is on the rampage there is a new Hive Fleet and lion el'jonson has awakened we might be dealing with something big. heck, I think Ghazghkull Thraka the biggest Ork boss might make be appearance too since Yarrick died and it sounds like Angron killed him Ghazghkull going to want his head for taking Yarrick out first.
the galaxy going to have the biggest event that might change the 40k universe.

so I really should explain more about that last pic I did.

it was more of a scare tactic to get rid of a few people on DA for I have got some unwanted people asking for free art and want me to do Fetish stuff.....again.
and all the Edge jokes too that well are more annoying.

So making and not very amused Celestia tells some to get out would have shown that I was not very nice Backfired. Badly.

all the people I wanted to go to just stayed and got more followers. With added some asking to do Fetish art of one of my characters so yeah.

I just gave up.

I really should know DA is not as Mature as FA is and a lot of kids go there and some don't know how to talk to people thanks to mom on TicTok all the time.

but I will say this. that was one of the best Pic of Celestia I have ever done in a long time. I might just redo the pic as something else. (( have her upset for some ate her cake XD ))

I feel it is time I start improving something on my art.

I want to draw humans better and feel that I'm going to do 40K stuff I should improve on human faces.

and I feel I need to do better at rat head too. I Feel their noes are too long and should shorten them more. so I might have to look up stuff on how to improve some stuff to get better.

long story short

I was playing Darktide this weekend and as I was going on a level one mission due to the fact I was trying to level up my character but wanted to do just a quick Mission some damn twitch streamer showed up and let me say. THIS GUY WOULD NOT FUCKING SHUT THE HELL UP. not only annoying me but trying to talk to me and talk to his soo called chat members.
think of that one person you know in high school that a try hard and wants your attention. yeah like that, Needless to say, we both lost for it was me and him and two bots. I did have one of those grimoires with me so that didn't for they drain your health slowly. but still was gah awful annoying.

but what really pissed me off after we got back to the lobby. the due character was standing there waiting for me like was going to join his chat or something.
so fuck that I left the lobby.

should got on the mic and told him I was a furry that would scare him off.

so yeah twich streamer shows up, log off.

for many who do not know what a Lolcow is. there are people who are much like Chris Chain. some person who thinks they're too good for their own ego and spend far too much on the internet looking for attention.

this all Happened on my DA account last week when I posted my pic " Blood and Fire" the pokemon40k picture of my Charizard Karen with the blood angels space marines. well, I got this comment from someone who said if I keep drawing this crossover I will create a black hole that will destroy Space and time, and all things as we know will stop existing. Not a joke that what this guy said.
so my friend Falysyu told him off and I told him he needed to stop saying stuff like that if some troll reads it and goes after him for being crazy. well, I would figure he was being a troll himself but nope he was not, and keep going. even after we called him out on his BS. But I did get him to confess on why he was doing this and it was I had more watchers and likes then him and of course, said in a snakey way. so I was done being nice and well was an upright ass to him and shoved in his face that yes I am better than him. it is something I do not like doing that but he asks for it. I even told him that if he replied back I will have to block him for I was done with his shit.

he replayed back and wow talk about some that never touched the grass. this guy was pissed and I mean pissed off. I was glad I blocked him for I fear he would get out of hand and would actually go out and hurt someone. This was getting more and more worried about what is going on in the world with social media No what you do or how well you work is. someone is out there trying to take you down even someone like me is not safe from nuts jobs that were to see you fall so they can feel better about themselves. I starting to feel these lonely boys are popping up more and more and getting out of hand. something needs to be done.

well, that is all I have more but will add on later till then thanks for reading.

so just something I wanted to announce that is some good news for many of you that I plan on getting back to some Kaiju. the reason for this was that Falysyu and I were talking and she was a fan of my Kaiju stuff and like to see me get back into it again since many still like Judi and many annoying fetish people are kind of gone or moved on to other things I say it safe to get back into some hard care Kaiju battles. which was another thing I feel you were missing. the fact Judi was always in a fight and what one thing you want to see in a Godzilla movie? the fights so I will have her take on classic Kaiju monsters (( and no not all will be female. I like draw males too. )) and yeah Judi will still be a bitch.
I hope to have fare better looking Kaiju battles and since my background looked better I should give them more theme to them.

Does this mean I will stop my Warhammer stuff? No, I have too much invested in Warhammer and got a pretty good fan base with my work it's just if I take a break from a Warhammer pic I'll work on some Godzilla stuff.

but anyways that is all

thanks for reading.

okay, I wanted to get this out but kept holding it off.

so first off for anyone that has been posting comments on my work sorry If I don't really to everyone I've just been kind out of it due to work and stuff but I do thank you for appreciating my work and all the support you have given me. I do read them all just sometimes I don't know what to say back.

so just an update on what has been going on Things have been better mood this year so far. I have been hanging out in my friend Zarc's Discord Group and have been with some positive people and made some new friends. been talking about art and playing games and watching movies together. they even induces me to Bluey ((a cute show btw )) these people actually help me with some stress I had been having and felt like I was back in the old part of furry fandom.
and thanks to them I had far more confidence in my work as I notice some improvement and my speed in all my projects. so there be more to come soon.

as for commission sorry to say still closed for work seems they have no idea what they're doing and we actually few time yelled at them for being idiots. I think their starting to see the point but Overtime is still going on and have no idea when will get off it. might not be till next year.

other than that all I have to say is that I will keep going on WH40K pokemon cross-over and even some darkTide Skaven since many of you like the Wifu rats.
I'll try to do Godzilla stuff with Judi but still, that drive is not there yet, and really have no interest in having her in Warhammer stuff. Karen yes for she looks good in it but Judi not so much.

but other than that things are looking up for me.

thanks for reading.

just a head up that I will not be posting any new art till after the new year. seems that a lot of my family and friends want to do things and life got a bit busy for me.

but I will still be working on a project in between times. I will be doing some live streams in the morning and a few at night after work just won't be posting anything up.

if want to keep up with updates here are other accounts you can check out.

https://twitter.com/PortalmasterD

https://www.instagram.com/portalmasterdib/

that is all thanks for reading