Not too much to say X3 My younger brother is visiting from college so I've been playing taxi and following him around to whatever parent he's visiting. Art wise I'm waiting on lineart for a christmas pic and art for a flash christmas gift.

... yup... thats it...

 BigBootyJudy aka  bodyxcount is offering sketches and full color pics!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8543355/

I've commissioned her a few times in the past (these aren't all of them) and loved them all <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22370894/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22370582/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22370633/

With frustration and anger!

Currently writing a final about a subject I don't care about for a teacher who seems angry that his masters degree in philosophy hasn't gotten him to a satisfactory standing in his life. Our final paper resources are limited to our book and his powerpoints, and, I quote "Any answers or information not derived directly from the aforementioned sources will be cause for a zero to be given on the final and the student to be reported and expelled for plagiarism. If you plagiarize, you will FAIL this exam and BE EXPELLED."

Now... call me crazy... but I was under the impression that plagiarism is to use information without citing a source, be it a copy paste or paraphrasing. I'm going to take a wild guess that his wife wears the pants and this is his way of being 'the boss'.

His instructions have made this final very difficult for me. I know what I want to say, but I have to waste precious time rereading chapters of the book to see if that information is provided. I don't understand why this is necessary. Would it not be easier, an produce better results, to allow the use of the internet to find all relevant information, cite it accordingly, and write a more through paper?

My main source of frustration is the lack of meaningful outlet. I feel something is being done wrong, how do I voice this? My grade is being held hostage by my teacher, so I can't voice my opinion to them. I can't voice it to the school who have no reason to change, not to mention my voice is lost in the crowd. More frustration due to his weighted grading system I'm an entire letter lower than I should be point wise, my 87% is weighted down to a 75%. PLUS this final essay is weighted to 25% of our grade.

Community college strike me as a place for rejected college teachers, much anger and bitterness I've felt from many I've had. Flaunting their master degree and slapping us dumb students around the face with it's small limp mass while we're expected to OOOOOO and AAAAAA and exclaim how impressive it is. Few, especially those teaching GE's, seem to take into consideration how few students actually want to attend their class. I'm here taking a philosophy class because the school has decided to tack it onto my Digital Graphics degree. Why? Because more classes = more money. My time and money are valuable, I shouldn't have to use them on irellevant classes. Also curb your staffs ego and allow students to submit anonymous unfiltered complaints. Seeing the unfiltered anger and frustration they cause their students may be enough to shock a teacher into changing their ways. Either that or allow us to request refunds for a class we're not satisfied with. My $2 hamburger comes with a complete refund satisfaction guarantee... why doesn't my education?

I wanna just like.... not final. I'll take the 75% C grade, give him two birds and move on with my life.

On a final note, I wish I could address him without the fear of repercussion. Quite tempting to revisit him next semester and "now that my grade is safely out of your reach I can finally share my feelings about your class"

Really looking forward to it as I didn't attend any furry cons in 2017 :c

Normally I try to keep my online and irl lives separate, but I'm really proud of this >.< Here's a project I've been working on at work that finally went public so now it can be shared outside the office.

I'll decline to say who I work for or how I was involved... but yeah... I helped :3

http://mashable.com/2017/11/02/nasa...../#Wdc3u8.9xPqA

You know the rules =3

Tossing around flash subject ideas since my current one is in late beta and hopefully released this weekend pending no major bugs

My character Nina http://fav.me/db9yfpw
My character Cheyenne http://fav.me/d4okdnx
Renamon/renamom

I've also had a few voice interest in Flora from Twokinds. This greatly interests me as well, however text would be difficult since her owner doesn't RP her. So obtaining character accurate Q&A would be difficult.


What are your thoughts? ANy from above? Any I didn't mention? Also no MLP & no sonic fandom. And don't suggest your own character unless you're prepared to pay in the 3 digit range for it.

I need 2 more classes to graduate, they're both higher end animation/modeling. I was told in the Spring of 2017 they'd be offered in the Fall of 2017 so I planned my classes accordingly. However come Fall they're not being offered! I was told I have 3 options; Wait for the classes to be offered, ask for 2 classes I've already taken to be substituted in or take 2 classes that are being offered that can replace the two I need. I would have never guessed that obtaining my degree would come down to either negotiation or a waiting game. @_@ Wish me luck trying to negotiate my degree out of the school!

I'm pushing for my collab with  Xanderblaze and  horsefever to be done before Saturday afternoon.

My friend  spottedchai is looking for some commission feedback

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8334675/

Working on a big collab with  Xanderblaze and iconhorsefever:. I've also starting taking a crack at online dating so most of my other free time is spent on that on the collab. I have alot more art to reupload from my first account, but it's on the back burner for now.

Well... sortta... more like me piggy-backing off her commissions with her approval XD

Here's the dealeo! Please read.
 spottedchai is attempting to get back into a commission groove. Any commissions bought from her (past or future) I may color for a small fee as follows;

Flat color $10
Additional character/s +5 each
Complex character/design +5

Examples;
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24167834/ SFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19636969/ SFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19637011/ SFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19637022/ SFW

This fee gets returned to her in the form of more commissions from me X3

If it's a subject other than pregfur, labor and birth I will go case by case on if I'll color it. This is an optional service, not a package deal. Things she may be ok with I may not be. Any questions feel free to ask :)

Something I'm not ok with;
Graphic sex stuff
Masterbation
Bodily fluids aside from milk
Diapers (Not including on a baby)

I've been gone for the past week at an undisclosed location for a family reunion. 2 events happened over that time that have left my heart heavy as lead. I'll keep things brief...

My youngest uncle (of 7 uncles & aunts) and whom I was closest with was diagnosed late last year with aggressive prostate cancer which had started migrating into his bones and liver, we had been hopeful of some sort of treatment over the past few months. He arrived late to the reunion having gotten a last minute invite for a consultation which he and his spouse jumped on. He returned with the heavy news that it had spread to his liver to an extent that was untreatable and un-operable and best guess was 6 months, give or take 2. This was very heavy on the whole family and there wasn't a dry eye at the table for anyone over 18 and understood what was going on.

Secondly was news I found out after I was picked up from the airport... my roommate had been proposed to (and accepted) from her boyfriend. I wanted to feel happy for her, but couldn't really muster it up. I'd had a crush on her in highschool, though we'd only known each other through school for a year before she graduated. We had stayed friends and shared the same group of friends (if a bit small) Years later and soon after I was kicked out she offered to let me stay for free at her home she had bought. As time progressed I started paying rent, continuing my schooling and eventually became the self sustaining young adult I am today. Once she had became my landlord my crush quickly lessened to barely a pilot flame. After all, a relationship with your landlord could be tricky... thus why I never shared that I had some feelings for her. This proposal has me worried though. While barely a pilot flame, it was still a flame extinguished none-the-less... and it hurt. The saying goes that as one door closes another opens, but I see this proposal as many doors suddenly closing. The rent I'm currently paying is half of her mortgage, which is much lower than equivalent rent that my area costs and she was more than happy to keep this reduced rate with me and slash months off her debt. Plus not being the handiness of people, I keep up the house, yard and assist in her home improvement projects.

I just found out about the proposal a mere 2ish hours ago, but already I'm worried about my long term housing situation. I can't afford to live in this area, much less the city itself. The general cost of living would reduce my savings cash flow to a trickle and while I don't think I'd loose money, my lifestyle and home would drop considerably. I don't know when the wedding is set for, but I feel that when he moves in I'll be the third wheel sleeping across the hall. Will I be asked to move out? Where will I move? How will this affect my ability to afford/attend further college? Will I have to leave my birth city and what few friends I have?


In summery both events, mostly the latter, have me feeling especially lonely. Two people close to me soon to become unavailable, if in different ways. Both are being taken from me, one willingly, one not. Just a year older and already engaged. A second father being taken by forces we can't control. In my earlier years of highschool I was quite a fan of Naruto. I always felt myself relating to gaara, though not in every way. Like him I have a mother who loves me dearly, a father who is around, but distant. A dark secret that I'm afraid to show anyone for fear it may hurt them or push them away. Hurting inside without bleeding. Unlike him however I have a few friends and I do care about others. Sure I have my few irl friends, my internet friends and my passion for pregfur, but since the new year began I've felt this desert around me growing... dry... barren... lonely...

It's one thing to have friends, but another to be with someone who completes you. I need to get serious about a friendship with a female that can progress beyond a friendzone level... even if just a bit beyond...

I leave you all with a picture that I think best represents my state at the moment...
http://pm1.narvii.com/5796/895048a6.....e8e407a_hq.jpg

I'm going to be moving over some of the art I commissioned on my old account soon.

Hello all. This account has been legitimately passed along to a new owner. This account will no longer have an association with the now taken-down pregfur.org website. I will/can not answer any questions about the website.

Rest assured the account will not go to waste =D

*throws aside mask*

It is I  geckoguy123456789 and I will begin posting to this account soon =3