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I'm going to be working on some examples for two of my newest ych.
Finger painting and diaper photoshoot.

Turns out I've hit my limit with my wrist or my arm feels tired because of the heat sapping the life out of me. I love the sun but something about today made me almost passed out. Any who I'm gonna stop drawing for now like a day or two. I did crank out like several pages of sketches in my sketch book. I also figured out the art direction.

Must have a ref
It's 5usd sketches

So I injured my wrist last week and re injured it after doing a commission. I am relaxing and not going ham. I realize my hands are my bread and butter so it is important that I take Care of them. That goes without saying I need to learn new drawing techniques if I want to do better.

Have you ever wondered about how far you've come as a person ? Like idk I know I've grown up a bit and changed alot *even in the past few months* But I'm always afraid of retrograde. I hate walking backwards because eventually you land flat on your back. I want to be able to stop living online and focus on the irl. I mean I have a balance but I rather be able to experience what's real. Geez, this is annoying I feel like I'm lost for words. I talk alot tho which is funny. Man this sucks I feel like I'm staring at something I don't like and I have no choice but to acknowledge it's presence and keep from breaking it because that does more harm than good. Well here is to landing a big commission. Hopefully it is the start of series of commissions. I feel like my art is getting there finally. Maybe after this commission I should focus on drawing 3d objects and light. That would be very cool. Any ways back to writing I just wanted to get this off of my chest. Or at least onto a screen wher I can physically see my train of thoughts.

It looks like I'm hitting a wall again. How do I get more commissions, I feel like I'm not doing something right? It's frustrating as an artist I have to have patience but I feel like I'm missing something? What is it tho.

Man Ive neglecting this FA like a middle child in a wealthy family. Any who I'm going try and crawl back into the swing of things. *puns* but life has been crazy with it's ups and downs. however I'm Loving every minute of it.

A distant past
Clashes with the unknown future
Giving us a gift called the present.
I couldn’t believe what happened in the matter of five seconds. I was riding my motorcycle and I didn’t see it coming. I mean there is this creature in the forest of Felsword. Some call it the grim reaper others call it the guardian of the forest, I think it’s the former not the latter. I slowly flexed, trying to see what was broke and what wasn’t. Upon observation I realized that I broke everything. I’m not a doctor but it hurts to breathe and I’m tasting blood in my mouth. Yeah I’m dying in the forest on my summer vacation. Looks like I won’t be able to grade those papers. My eyes transfixed on the starry sky there was a peace around me. Like the pain was slowly ebbing away. It was a night like this when I made that promise.
We were kids, I was a human from the northern continent. I moved in with my aunt after my parents died. I was playing with the neighborhood kids well somewhere considered cubs other pups and maybe a kit or two but children none the less. Well we were playing knights and castles. I was good friends with this one wolf pup his name escapes me right now. I mean is it important though?
“I need a knight who will fight for me.” He wore a crown of twigs and leaves of course being the new kid I volunteered.
“I will my lord.” I replied.
“Then kneel.”
Kneeling down I began to blush, maybe it because he was so nice to me but I wanted to protect him and be his good friend.
“Will you protect me and the kingdom?” He asked.
“Yes I will.” I replied.
“Then I dubbed the sir.”-
I coughed up more blood. It broke up the pleasant memory. Matter of fact it brought a tear streaming down my face.
“Why that memory...” I felt a warm glow surround me. I thought you get cold from blood loss. Then I saw glowing orbs landing on my broken body. My eyes shifted on the forest guardian again, standing over me. The glowing orbs surrounding it as well. My world was going black and everything was getting bigger before I lost consciousness.
Little wolf howling at the moon
How it’s shown yellow against the dark blue hue
Skies twinkling like candles
Offering cover for those who hide.
The sound of burning dry tinder and the scent of mushroom soup filled my nose. I was warm and bounded tight. The sound of a soft piano playing in the back ground. I knew for sure that I wasn’t in the forest but where was I?
I wriggled and struggled letting out a small groan.
“That wasn’t’ my voice?” I thought to myself.
My eyes opened and once again the world was much bigger than I expected. Was this some shrinking spell? Am I alive or is this some strange delusion? In all of my years working at the college I’ve never encountered this kind of magic, and this included that one time it was finals week and someone tried to enchant the schools fountain with a water spirit. After a minute of observing my surroundings I began to shift out of the blankets. I noticed the interior. It was cozy, made entirely out of wood and a book case was nearby. My eyes couldn’t really tell from the distance. Near it was a toy chest. My body felt like pudding, I pulled the covers off of me and to my surprise I found a set of paws where my feet should be and fur where skin is supposed to be but to top it off I found myself in a much more awkward situation. I did the most rational thing in this situation and scream.
“Ahhhh!” again this wasn’t my voice. It was like a small child- oh dear, the forest curse… wait it can’t be I’m not sure if this sounds logical at all but this is a world of magic.
“Ah pup, it’s good to see that you’re awake.” An older woman appeared in front of the door. With her was a small bowl of mushroom soup.
“Look lady how did I get here?” I covered my mouth and felt paw pads, wait a muzzle what’s going on?
“I found you in my garden lil bean sprout.” She smiled.
“Garden wai-.” I paused and thought maybe the forest spirit sent me here.
“Lady I’m not what you think I am, I’m a professor at Felsword institute I’m a human not whatever I am.”
“You look like a Vulpa to me.” The older woman approached me. I was able to get a better look at her face. She was more like an Ursa. Great you can shrink me down to the size of a cub but can’t fix my vision problems.
“No I’m human I was turned into a Vulpa by the forest spirit, I was on my motorcycle riding back to my hometown when a tree fell out of nowhere. I didn’t have time to react and was sent flying down the hill into the meadow.
“Really? That explain the glasses and necklace that I found.” The Ursa women sat the soup aside on the night stand and picked me up. Either she was really strong or I was really small.
“Hey what are you doing?”
“Checking if you’re wet.”
“Wait hold the phone what do you mean by wet.”
“Ah you are wet I’ll change you after you’ve eaten.”
“Hey why arent’ you answering me, what do you mean by wet.”
The Ursa woman sat me back on the bed and smirked before pointing down at my waist. My eyes traveled down to see a diaper.
“Oh, a diaper…” the spot grew a bit bigger, “That makes so much sense.”
My mind began to race a bit, a lot was going on and not that many answers either. I was surprised at how calm I was when I found out about the diapers. I mean usually most people would freak out by know. Or it could be the fact that I’m n somewhat shock right now. Maybe it’s the shock, yep the shock.
“I guess my son’s old ones are still good, but we will have to get more.”
“Yeah…sure.” My stomach began to growl.
“Ah, I knew that stomach must be empty, when did you last eat was it before the transformation.” The Ursa handed me the tray full of food and a spoon.
“Thanks.” I grabbed the spoon and tried to coordinate my new body but sadly no luck. I ended eating most of it but wore the rest of it.
“Great I’ll be needing a bath as well.”
This is the point in which I can say bull shit. I must be having a fever dream or something. Yes this is the land of Felsword but this isn’t normal at all.
“What’s your name kit?” The Ursa asked
“I’m Rook Redshire, my students call me professor Rook.” I smiled.
“Oh I’m Nola Ku, but you may call me Nola or LaLa.”
“Well Nola, can you pass me my glasses I can’t really see without them.”
“Sure thing, can I ask what are you about to do with them?” Nola grabbed the glasses.
“Watch this.”
Shape begat mass
Form grasping weight
Reverse the sides turn the tides
Change thy shape!
A green glow wrapped around the glasses. Its structure and shape began to shrink.
It’s a mass alternator spell. It weighs about the same but now smaller.
“Oh I bet that was a hard spell.”
“Nah, nothings hard for a Mage of Fel-.” Exhaustion hit me as I fell asleep or rather collapsed on the bed.
First rule of magic, if you don’t have it in you don’t attempt it. Well or obvious reasons of course the spell could’ve misfired and instead of shrinking I would’ve broke down my glasses to the subatomic level. Or worse split an atom and that’s something I rather not discuss. I guess my body doesn’t have the reserves for high level magic. That may be a problem later on but right now I need to wake up or something.

Met up with a local fur and it was really fun. Turns out hes awesome at street fighter iv I find it funny tho. This summer has been nothing but ups and down. I've started art made tons of new friends and even got a cool ass job. I still say this tho the best is yet to come for me. Even when I feel like shit or like a failure I did so much. My summer '16 so to speak was filled with helping people moove bettering myself in academics making new friends and well trying to be me. I was gonna make this a rant but instead I am going to say this. I can do whatever I can do as long as I have the drive and determination. I feel like Roxas though. "I guess my summer is over..."

Art has been improving alot but now I want to try different art programs

Art has been improving alot but now I want to try different art programs

About a boy
There was a boy
A very strange and gentle boy
They say he wandered
Very far
Very far
Over land and see
A little shy
And sad of eyes
But very wise was he
And then one day
One day he came my way
And we talked of many things
Fools and kings
And this what he said to me
The greatest thing
You’ve ever heard
It to be loved and loved in return…
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On a cold and clear winters night was the beginning of my journey. My hands were shaking with a mixture of both fear and excitement. I couldn’t help it but realized that I was finally about to get what I’ve always wanted. To those who are wondering as to what it is well let us just say that its soft crinkly and rather childish. I saved up as much money in the prior months and had many opportunities to buy them. Sadly, it was a mixture of both fear and anxiety that kept me at bay. I have always wondered what drove these impulses… Matter of fact I resented these notions, I was an adult not a pup so why? It took me years to be at peace with this side of me. Yet through that peace I was able to find some balance and even benefits to this. Yet paranoia always seemed to get me somehow. I had a simple plan rush in there and grab them while maintaining a cool and calm composure. I’ve already had the other necessities for this to work.
“It’s almost time.” I looked at the watch on my desktop my tail swaying back and forth. I felt butterflies in my stomach as the seconds ticked by. My shift would be finished and then I could leave for the weekend. Time really was against me as I felt the seconds crawl slower than the usual. It was a retail gig that I enjoyed, give or take the snarky patrons that seem to think they run the place. Or the fact that they noticed the color of my fur. It is rare seeing a blue panda that’s supposed to be red. Blame some genetics or some magical whatever but it did make finding a job interesting.
“Finally!” I smiled as my shift was done. I grabbed my bag from my locker and headed for the door. My bike was located at its usual place in front of the store. I grabbed my keys and unlocked my bike. My hands started to shake as the gravity of the situation. I used the adrenaline to head over to the local pharmacy. It was there that I found myself staring face to face with my first task.
“Come on, you can do this. I mean what’s the worst that can happen. Just tell them you’re picking them up for someone that’s plausible?” I was thinking about what could go wrong.
I took a deep breath and walked inside. The cold a.c. didn’t feel that good on my fur. I prefer hot nights than the cold ones in this town but that was beside the point. I found myself heading towards the incontinent section of the pharmacy and grabbed the one my size.
“I got the first part down.” I felt my heart beating faster as I head towards the checkout. I should’ve guessed that there will be a line.
“Geez why didn’t they have a self-checkout line? Ok =, stay calm you’ll be fine and if anyone ask it’s for… Crap I forgot.” I wanted to tuck my tail in and run at that very moment. As you can see Red pandas aren’t the bravest. From ones perspective you saw a blue *red* panda holding the biggest pack of diapers and one would assume that it was for his grandparents or something. He had a calm and professional demeanor about it. Yet from my perspective it was the inverse, everyone thought I was some freak or big baby fur.
I will not lie, I regret not buying online but I needed a new router for my apartment and that was on its way. The line continued on as I finally arrived to check-out.
“Make sure you secure the tail flap tight.” The cashier told me.
“Thanks…” A million thoughts where going through my mind at that time. Did she know it was for me? How could she have known it was for me? Well I quickly payed for my diapers and rode off towards my apartment. I was still being cautious as ever as I arrived to the front of my complex. I never moved so fast in my life as I finally closed the door and stood at the doorway. I noticed that the router I sent for arrived.
“Call it coincident I guess.” I chuckled and headed for my room to unload my cargo. First I had to take a bath and then get ready for tonight.
I headed for my closet grabbing an onesie out of a box hidden there. I then went under my bed and grabbed a plastic container. It was baby scented powder and a pacifier made specifically for older cubs.
“I guess there is no turning back now.” I chuckled as I placed the pacifier in my mouth. My tail was swaying back and forth I was content. I then headed for the bathroom and placed all of the supplies in the bathroom. Tuning toward the tub I placed the stopper and grabbed some bubble bath. I ran the water and added the bubble bath into the running water. I can’t help but feel excited the Pacifier still in my mouth.
“Now for the router and pizza.” I smiled to myself as I headed towards the kitchen. Grabbing a frozen pizza I placed it I the oven and began to work on the router. After 20 minutes of confusion I finally got it up and running. Now for future reference I will just buy them online. I left the pizza to cool and took my bath. I had quite a splash to be honest. It was like something that never would’ve expected I felt so childish and free.
“Now for the main event.” I smiled as I grabbed my supplies and went into the living room. I unfolded the diaper and placed it under me being careful with the tail flap.
“Man I have a big tail.” I was surprised but it fit.
After placing the powder over my lower half I then continued with taping up the darn thig. It was my first diaper so I did a decent job. I had to enjoy the thickness of it all. I was able to fit my onesie over me and safely snap it shut I stood up and waddled over to the mirror and couldn’t believe the sight. It finally happened. I giggled at the sight. I proceeded to waddle off into the kitchen area and enjoy my pizza like a messy cub. I didn’t have a bottle yet, so I enjoyed my juice in a usual adult manner.
“I have to tell the guys.” I stood up and placed the dishes in the sink and headed to my room again. I turned on my compute and logged on to my sight to make the two announcements. The first one was me returning with Wi-Fi and the second one was me getting padded up for the first time.
Funny how life turned out for me that night. It was the start of many weekends where I was able to spend it like a cub.
-The end-

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