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Posted 2 weeks agohttps://bsky.app/profile/aessthetic...../3lwunlbhxb22b
Pay what you want 18+ Sfw Chibi Badges / simple backgrounds. This will be worked on in order of DMs sent.
You will receive a rough draft before line and Rendering.
Shoot me a msg here if interested. Part of my Firesale for #bfc and living expenses
#babyfur #abdl
20 USD (thats the minimum price)
Pay what you want 18+ Sfw Chibi Badges / simple backgrounds. This will be worked on in order of DMs sent.
You will receive a rough draft before line and Rendering.
Shoot me a msg here if interested. Part of my Firesale for #bfc and living expenses
#babyfur #abdl
20 USD (thats the minimum price)
Taking a fat ass nap
Posted a month agoIf i dont respond to dms its because im sleeping
Mini update
Posted 2 months agoWell I got plastic pants, going cloth but also I'm four coms deep rn including a mixtape one.
So fire sale !!!
Posted 2 months agohttps://bsky.app/profile/aessthetic...../3ltfjwoc2os23
Due to life being life Im damn near the negatives and asking for help. Low on diaper supplies and funds for things but bsky link explains more
Due to life being life Im damn near the negatives and asking for help. Low on diaper supplies and funds for things but bsky link explains more
Now open for mixtape commissions
Posted 2 months agoMore Info right here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61426886/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61426886/
Throne Stuff
Posted 3 months agoSo, as some of y'all know, I'm a bedwetter, tummy ache haver, and sometime a leaky bottom. Normally I have a job to help supplement the diapers. For the time being doing art is my job. While I have cloth diapers as a backup, I do enjoy having the ease of a disposable diaper in my closet. So, uh I'm asking for help keeping me padded. >.> this is totally optional. I learned if I am just upfront about it, I don't have to do a potty ban *unless I want to*
https://throne.com/aesthecorgi
Kofi
https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
https://throne.com/aesthecorgi
Kofi
https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
Raffle winner
Posted 3 months agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/user/bgypupfntm/
You won! and I'm just waiting on reply from you
You won! and I'm just waiting on reply from you
So 50 watcher raffle
Posted 3 months agodoing an art raffle on here to celebrate the 53 new folks that follow me.
All you gotta do is reply to this journal and I'll check back next week.
Thank you for the follows!
All you gotta do is reply to this journal and I'll check back next week.
Thank you for the follows!
5-15-25 Diaper diary
Posted 4 months agoOn my chest 5/15/25
Finding time to write and excuse the typos. I'm sort of on vacation so academic me is taking a back seat.
I'm packing up my dorm, my diapers, and my computer slowly. It's a mixed feeling. On one hand, it's the end of a journey, filled with a lot of “until we meet again, I hate goodbyes and farewells. It implies a finality to things. But like Frodo throwing the ring, the dragon being slain; a war is won and now the journey home soon begins.
I'm mostly reflecting at this point. About two years ago I was rocking cloth diapers and now leaving with a case and a half of diapers. How I spent my time in folsom getting changed in public, or how many friends I made. The people I lost, the family I found, and the nose piercing. I felt like I began to shed an old version of myself. They where very secretive, anxious, and such. Yet I feel like that old me want's to crawl back into my life. I lacked a lot of boundaries and I tried to do a lot of things by myself.
So like I did tell folks about my bedwetting situation. It felt like a great weight off my shoulders, but pandoras box was open. Now I know im overthinking, when I am worried that my parents will be shocked by the extra boxes, or the monthly boxes that have to come to home. I really don't have a choice.
But the potty ban*.... (restriction)
So, I originally called it a ban because word count and a silly attempt to mask the fact that I was too chicken shit to say the words “hey I need help.”
I figure if I “gamified” my struggles it would entice folks. It's dumb as hell. I'm a working artist in need of mutual aid. Yeah, I may be a kinky fucker, yes I was into diapers and stuff before all that. But the health issues is very much real.
I'm between jobs, working on things to make, forms to fill, and while I do have cloth diapers, ngl they're starting to show their age. Specifically the plastic pants.
I need to stop being in a race against this idealized version of myself. It's built off of this unrealisitc standard and its not rooted in self love. I feel like I'm still looking for approval and validation Like the last time I posted some writing stuff. I don't want to be in this situation anymore but at the same time I have to do what I can til I can do better. Which means I have to start doing things. Specifically making my openings. I'm so damn tired right now. I basically did an academic marathon.
So I'm gonna practice something today. I'm gonna honor the may 19th deadline for the potty restriction. But as soon as the 19th hit I'm done doing that. I'm gonna offer commissions like normally, but I am also gonna simply ask to donate to my padding fund or my throne.
throne link : https://throne.com/aesthecorgi
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
Finding time to write and excuse the typos. I'm sort of on vacation so academic me is taking a back seat.
I'm packing up my dorm, my diapers, and my computer slowly. It's a mixed feeling. On one hand, it's the end of a journey, filled with a lot of “until we meet again, I hate goodbyes and farewells. It implies a finality to things. But like Frodo throwing the ring, the dragon being slain; a war is won and now the journey home soon begins.
I'm mostly reflecting at this point. About two years ago I was rocking cloth diapers and now leaving with a case and a half of diapers. How I spent my time in folsom getting changed in public, or how many friends I made. The people I lost, the family I found, and the nose piercing. I felt like I began to shed an old version of myself. They where very secretive, anxious, and such. Yet I feel like that old me want's to crawl back into my life. I lacked a lot of boundaries and I tried to do a lot of things by myself.
So like I did tell folks about my bedwetting situation. It felt like a great weight off my shoulders, but pandoras box was open. Now I know im overthinking, when I am worried that my parents will be shocked by the extra boxes, or the monthly boxes that have to come to home. I really don't have a choice.
But the potty ban*.... (restriction)
So, I originally called it a ban because word count and a silly attempt to mask the fact that I was too chicken shit to say the words “hey I need help.”
I figure if I “gamified” my struggles it would entice folks. It's dumb as hell. I'm a working artist in need of mutual aid. Yeah, I may be a kinky fucker, yes I was into diapers and stuff before all that. But the health issues is very much real.
I'm between jobs, working on things to make, forms to fill, and while I do have cloth diapers, ngl they're starting to show their age. Specifically the plastic pants.
I need to stop being in a race against this idealized version of myself. It's built off of this unrealisitc standard and its not rooted in self love. I feel like I'm still looking for approval and validation Like the last time I posted some writing stuff. I don't want to be in this situation anymore but at the same time I have to do what I can til I can do better. Which means I have to start doing things. Specifically making my openings. I'm so damn tired right now. I basically did an academic marathon.
So I'm gonna practice something today. I'm gonna honor the may 19th deadline for the potty restriction. But as soon as the 19th hit I'm done doing that. I'm gonna offer commissions like normally, but I am also gonna simply ask to donate to my padding fund or my throne.
throne link : https://throne.com/aesthecorgi
Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
Where the hell I've been?
Posted 4 months agoIf you were wondering where have I been since the last life update it's been a crazy two years.
I graduated from My master's program, got into an honor society, and well my ass is also like still very much a bedwetter. I got my nose pierced and fell in love and currently just trying to revamp shit so that I can get back on my grind.
I graduated from My master's program, got into an honor society, and well my ass is also like still very much a bedwetter. I got my nose pierced and fell in love and currently just trying to revamp shit so that I can get back on my grind.
currently revamping
Posted 4 months agowill be posting art soon ish
Life update
Posted 2 years agoSo let's start off with good news! I got into Grad school, I got accepted and received housing, tuition is paid for with only one loan. Parents are willing to help with me financially, but uh the elephant in the room is somewhat a secret.
The bad news:
I'm probably will be unemployed for a few months.
Job transfer is falling through, and the other two stores haven't responded. I have about nine applications in the wind and basically trying to save as much money as possible. Considering my autistic ass is about to be thrown off routine in a real rough way I'm trying to make things comfortable for me.
Wild cards:
I applied to some programs to help with school but it doesn't cover housing. Those nine job applications are basically in the air atm.
So I need major help. I'm making the jump to cloth diapers and would like some donations All of it is going towards cloth diapers, plastic pants, pins, powder.
** I probably will need six more contour fold cloth diapers, then what ever i need like powder and stuff will go towards that. **
https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
The bad news:
I'm probably will be unemployed for a few months.
Job transfer is falling through, and the other two stores haven't responded. I have about nine applications in the wind and basically trying to save as much money as possible. Considering my autistic ass is about to be thrown off routine in a real rough way I'm trying to make things comfortable for me.
Wild cards:
I applied to some programs to help with school but it doesn't cover housing. Those nine job applications are basically in the air atm.
So I need major help. I'm making the jump to cloth diapers and would like some donations All of it is going towards cloth diapers, plastic pants, pins, powder.
** I probably will need six more contour fold cloth diapers, then what ever i need like powder and stuff will go towards that. **
https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
where to find me
Posted 2 years agosort of in the process of creating new accounts but you can find me here. I'll see yall soon whereever we may go because fuck FA
https://www.weasyl.com/~luckyaes
https://aestrellia.sofurry.com/
https://cohost.org/LuckyAes
https://www.weasyl.com/~luckyaes
https://aestrellia.sofurry.com/
https://cohost.org/LuckyAes
On recent events
Posted 2 years agoThere's isn't much to say about FA that hasn't been said.
Idk why I'm writing this, the first word I think of is Greif.
I'm Grieving, been doing that as of late. But exactly what am I grieving for? Honestly, I joined this fandom through abdl. Sort of used furry as a vehicle to explore my gender and sexuality. I didn't have the space to do that Irl or access or means. But it became my home, it became a safe space of freedom of expression.
Yes, there's always been problems with this fandom like all other ones. But now it's like, the place that has given me self-expression, identity, and a safe space has been attacked again and again. I don't understand this infighting. The desire to prove to people that we're normal like everyone else. When in reality we aren't.
**before I go any further, my stance hasn't chang. If you're a predator who harm living things you can kick rocks: Racists and Fascist included.**
*** It is your job to curate your own internet experience and being anti-kink to the point of harassment and call out posts makes you a cop. No matter how much sanitation you do will never be enough for people that hate us. As long as its two consenting adults it's none of my business. TO PRESERVE MY PEACE OF MIND!!! I'm sticking to that rule it's exhausting having to worry about every little thing. Idc for your problematic taste, I'll block and keep it pushing, you do the same. ***
We never where, and people will see this very queer space as a target because in the end, we choose happiness over whatever bullshit they were offering. We chose to create and craft a new identity instead of accepting what society said was expected for us. And that made us punk. But maybe I have had rose colored glasses all this time. I'm just tired. No person's interest or kink is better than anyone else and yet here we are trying to have some moral superiority over one another. "Oh, I may like vore but at least I'm not a candy guro, or at least I'm not a babyfur"
Like it doesn't matter. The outside world sees us as deviants, politicians are trying to get us on the chopping block for some odd reason, and these rules. They make no sense. A blacklist would've been a better idea. It's the hypocrisy for me that does it.
Finally, I am a believer that art itself is a tool of communication.
The painting invokes whatever response that your subconscious is trying to tell you. Instead of attacking that painting why don't you ask that question why? and sit with it. Now some shit is obviously design to harm. But diapers? really? if it makes you uncomfortable then block.
MY main issue is that the rules are hypocritical, and I'm tired of being at the whims of some moderator who has some holier than thou attitude because furry animals wearing diapers and taking a nap (or worse) is an issue for them. I have my fair share of issues. But I'm choosing to try and understand them or at best curate my experience by blocking.
This goes without saying. If folks in my community has done some heinous shit like hurting minors, children, animals, spouses then it's on sight. This place isn't a safe space for you.
Idk why I'm writing this, the first word I think of is Greif.
I'm Grieving, been doing that as of late. But exactly what am I grieving for? Honestly, I joined this fandom through abdl. Sort of used furry as a vehicle to explore my gender and sexuality. I didn't have the space to do that Irl or access or means. But it became my home, it became a safe space of freedom of expression.
Yes, there's always been problems with this fandom like all other ones. But now it's like, the place that has given me self-expression, identity, and a safe space has been attacked again and again. I don't understand this infighting. The desire to prove to people that we're normal like everyone else. When in reality we aren't.
**before I go any further, my stance hasn't chang. If you're a predator who harm living things you can kick rocks: Racists and Fascist included.**
*** It is your job to curate your own internet experience and being anti-kink to the point of harassment and call out posts makes you a cop. No matter how much sanitation you do will never be enough for people that hate us. As long as its two consenting adults it's none of my business. TO PRESERVE MY PEACE OF MIND!!! I'm sticking to that rule it's exhausting having to worry about every little thing. Idc for your problematic taste, I'll block and keep it pushing, you do the same. ***
We never where, and people will see this very queer space as a target because in the end, we choose happiness over whatever bullshit they were offering. We chose to create and craft a new identity instead of accepting what society said was expected for us. And that made us punk. But maybe I have had rose colored glasses all this time. I'm just tired. No person's interest or kink is better than anyone else and yet here we are trying to have some moral superiority over one another. "Oh, I may like vore but at least I'm not a candy guro, or at least I'm not a babyfur"
Like it doesn't matter. The outside world sees us as deviants, politicians are trying to get us on the chopping block for some odd reason, and these rules. They make no sense. A blacklist would've been a better idea. It's the hypocrisy for me that does it.
Finally, I am a believer that art itself is a tool of communication.
The painting invokes whatever response that your subconscious is trying to tell you. Instead of attacking that painting why don't you ask that question why? and sit with it. Now some shit is obviously design to harm. But diapers? really? if it makes you uncomfortable then block.
MY main issue is that the rules are hypocritical, and I'm tired of being at the whims of some moderator who has some holier than thou attitude because furry animals wearing diapers and taking a nap (or worse) is an issue for them. I have my fair share of issues. But I'm choosing to try and understand them or at best curate my experience by blocking.
This goes without saying. If folks in my community has done some heinous shit like hurting minors, children, animals, spouses then it's on sight. This place isn't a safe space for you.
My content isn't for you!
Posted 2 years agoIt goes without saying, My content isn't for you.
I am a Trans Queer Poc writer/ artist.
If you are right wing or fash, support those who bash
then you belong in the trash.
I am a Trans Queer Poc writer/ artist.
If you are right wing or fash, support those who bash
then you belong in the trash.
Wow!
Posted 5 years agoHey folks, I've been busy with life and working on my art. Sort of picked up a guitar again and it's been a weird fewdays.
Somedays I'm on the verge of art other days I'm lost in the sauce. I'll upload my recent stuff soon. I feel like I'm on to something like a break through style wise. I just have to keep attacking and keep studying.
Somedays I'm on the verge of art other days I'm lost in the sauce. I'll upload my recent stuff soon. I feel like I'm on to something like a break through style wise. I just have to keep attacking and keep studying.
so I bow have a kofi
Posted 7 years agoI set up a kofi account for anyone who want's to throw some change at the Art monkey. I've been spending more time working on shapes and looking at anatomy and trying to enjoy the process.
My Ko-fi is here. As always I'm open for commisions a simple 5$ will do and I'll draw stuff for now.
https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
My Ko-fi is here. As always I'm open for commisions a simple 5$ will do and I'll draw stuff for now.
https://ko-fi.com/H2H86B6T
Telegram
Posted 8 years agoI do have an art channel
https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAEL5P8cgwkI2uQW_Lg
I'll be posting content there. Im also doing 5$ usd sketches
Send me a ref and I'll check back in a few or message me on telegram
https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAEL5P8cgwkI2uQW_Lg
I'll be posting content there. Im also doing 5$ usd sketches
Send me a ref and I'll check back in a few or message me on telegram
ych
Posted 8 years agoUpdate
Posted 8 years agoI havent been in here lately so my bad, but im still alive. School has me by the balls. Ill be working on a ych soon.
My Twitter
Posted 8 years agoHey guys if you want more updates follow my Twitter Aesthetic_exe_
Taking commissions
Posted 8 years agoPay what you want commissions are available from me.
I need help purchasing text books. Shoot me a message if interested
I need help purchasing text books. Shoot me a message if interested
I'm alive
Posted 8 years agoJust busy with personal drama and personal projects
Shifting parameters
Posted 8 years agoI may stop drawing for now. I have some writing projects to do so I'll be shifting my focus to that
Off the grid for a bit
Posted 8 years agoI'm not dead im.pretty active on twitter but Idk I'm working on a sewing project or two for now. I need to get back to drawing but I feel no rush to do it. If you want a sketch from me let me know I need something to do.
