Yesterday I was so tired and pissed off that I couldn't think straight, but recently one of my commissioners offered to help me out by letting me use his Paypal account, I can also ask my father to set one up. There's a few things that do concern me though, the offered account has me cautious right now as I'm not very trusting of people in general, but doing this means I can take all of your orders right away and no more waiting. With my father I'd have family looking over the paypal account, but I'd have to convince my father to let me do this and I'd have my family looking over this and everybody would have to wait for another week or two before I have any real news.

I need to mull this over for a while before coming to a decision, I'll make another journal tomorrow.






http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1158239/ Info on commissions


1. Neopuc (DONE)
2. Cth (Awaiting Payment before finishing)
3. illogical (Awaiting Payment before finishing)
4. Padfoot (Sketching)
5. Barefootstallion (Sketching and half paid)
6. illogical
7. KingDead
8. ???
9. ???
10. ???

OK, first the good news, there is no good news. The bad news is that I cannot set up another savings account due to bad credit from not paying ambulance bills on time. That basically means I cant fucking do shit! No paypal. No saving up online to buy things I need like more paper, or god forbid saving money to pay said $1000 bill!

So to those of you patiently waiting to get a commission from me but were hesitant because you live too far away, I have to say Tough Cookies, it's cash, check, or money order only from now on.











Ever since I had those seizures, my life has been screwed up the ass with a rusted fork. I'll update the commission's list later, but 2 people owe me cash, and there's 3 more people who want something from me.

My folks and I are still having money troubles, and I couldn't help but spend my commission money on things that aren't medication for my seizure disorder (bad habit of mine, I cannot hold onto money, but I at least bought food with it), so I just wanted to say once again that commissions are open, and here's the thing: You get to name the price for what you want!

Want something fully finished (inked and colored) for cheap, just name your own price! Want a sketch of a bust shot of your character for a little more than average, it's yours my friend, but only if you have enough rupees... er... sorry. But yeah, name your own price. I could really use the cash during the winter months, in return you'll get art, and people tell me I'm not a half bad artist (among other hurtful things). So if you got some extra scratch on ya, comment or send me a note, give me a description of what you want, a reference picture, and I'll give you the other info you may need!

Paypal will be available soon, I promise!





1. Neopuc (DONE)
2. Cth (Awaiting Payment before finishing)
3. illogical (Awaiting Payment before finishing)
4. Padfoot (Sketching)
5. Barefootstallion (Sketching and half paid)
6. illogical
7. KingDead
8. ???
9. ???
10. ???

OK, waiting on payment for the second commission. Games have been put away for more arts. Money is still tight, medication is taking away most of what I receive :(. But money is money, and I'm thankful to be getting some.

Second commission is pretty much done, just waiting on payment from Cth, Illogical's commission is next, just need to look at what he requested again before getting to work. They're still name your own price, you can order a colored picture for $1, or a simple character sketch for $10, it's all up to you! I'm open for whatever you can offer and I won't have any complaints! So please give me some of your support, you won't regret it. I still don't have paypal, I wish there was an easier way to set that thing up. Note me or reply here if you have any interest and spare change whatsoever.



1. Neopuc (DONE)
2. Cth (Awaiting Payment before finishing)
3. illogical (Working on it)
4. Padfoot
5. Barefootstallion
6. ???
7. ???
8. ???
9. ???
10. ???

OK, I'm pretty much done with Neopuc's commission, all I need to do is color it nice and proper, I just need to do the other 3 and that'll be it for now until I get paypal up and running. If anybody else is still interested, please comment or send me a note! This month is going to be hell for me as I have to pinch every penny I've got.




1. Neopuc (Paid and inked. Coloring)
2. Cth (Note me about the money order deal)
3. illogical
4. Padfoot
5. ???
6. ???
7. ???
8. ???
9. ???
10. ???

OK, the reason I don't have paypal up and running yet is because when I had it running, it was under my old bank account, and those guys were really trying to screw me and my family over. If I had any money there, I think they would of taken it. I'm working on getting a new savings account up and running with a new bank, that should be within the next few weeks (which sorta sucks for me in the long run).

Also I've been bad lately, I've been playing Fallout 3, and video games are the enemy of progress. Luckily I can only play it at night, so I can draw during the day. I also do need to work on my Zuda comic, if I get in with my 8 page comic, I'll net a cool $500!





Commissions are still Name Your Own Price, but the payment method has to be check, cash, or money order. If you have any other deals though that would be fine with me (I can be bribed with games and electronics ;3). You can chose whether or not you want to see a sketch first, or if you want to pay first, your overall judgment is best. Be sure to give me a description and a link to a reference if you already have one, and tell me if you want it colored, inked, or just sketched. Colors take me a while BTW as I'm not very confident with them.



1. Neopuc (Paid (have yet to receive the money via mail though) and given the description, now to get to work on it)
2. Cth (Given a description)
3. illogical (Given a description)
4. Padfoot (Given a description)
5. ???
6. ???
7. ???
8. ???
9. ???
10. ???

OK, it's still name your own price, but I'm setting up a list right now for slots and such




1. Neopuc
2. Cth
3. illogical
4. Padfoot
5. ???
6. ???
7. ???
8. ???
9. ???
10. ???





Give me some consideration please.

I've been seeing a lot of people get commissions, and I'm starting to get jealous and depressed. I've got no cash on me, and I've still got no job. So if anybody wants a commission, please please please give me some consideration!

You can name your price! From $1 to whatever! Donations are also appreciated, but I'd like to work for it if possible. Please help a guy out, you'll get neat stuff in return.




Edit: This is completely rude of me, but please don't post saying you've got no money, it's really depressing.


Edit edit: If you want to contact me over AIM, send me your screen name first, I've got the black version of Chris Chan stalking me and several others and he loves saying how he'll destroy me.

There's nothing memorable about this Christmas, aside from the fact I've got no job, no health coverage, and I'm unable to drive.










I feel like a loser.

OK... nobody has shown interest in a commission from me, so I figure I'll just forget about it all together and focus on other things. If there's anybody I owe money on late commissions, let me know. Other than that, commissions closed.

I might give this another shot, but if you want some artworks from me, I'd be more than happy to do something for ya. In fact, I might just do that 100 sketches for $10 a piece (if there were people who wanted shit from me)

My prices are:

$10 for a sketch
$15 for something inked
$25 for colored drawing (I hate colors but I can still do 'em)

+ $10 for background
an extra $5 for it being inked and another $5 for colors to that background.





I've been sorta terrible with these things, but I'd like to give it another shot to become more reliable with these sorts of things.

http://badwebcomics.wikidot.com/the.....forces-of-good

http://badwebcomics.wikidot.com/law-for-kids



If anybody has any input on either of these two things, lemme know, I found this whole thing to be fun and I love having the opportunity to share some insight on these things.

Or do I find it cheaper to watch new video games on Youtube (Walkthrough and gameplay) as opposed to buying them?

*Deleted last journal BTW... pressed enter on the subject line, didn't know it would post after that with nothing in this area o.o;;*


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvQF.....cb3c3c5b01c0c9 After watching this video, I gotta wonder how the hell somebody makes something so horrible and can still be popular? It's kind of a preaching to the choir moment here, but this guy's writing is just terrible. First part of the cartoon in this video showed how much of an unlikeable character this guy is. First thing we see is him just generally acting like a douchebag, but the funny thing is that he's one of "the best employees" there. Second thing I notice is while his girlfriend is in bed, the fucker cannot shut up about video games, and yet his girlfriend doesn't even bat an eye; rolls her eyes, but generally doesn't seem to give a shit about it. His "Best Friend" also seems to care about his well being despite having been screwed over by him multiple times and had a knife brandished at him.

How can anybody even enjoy being within 100 feet of that guy? Why hasn't he been fired from his job for driving away business? How does that woman still love him when he shows a general lack of interest for her? Why is that guy still friends with that other guy and why hasn't he taken the chance to beat him to a bloody pulp?

Mary Sue at it's worst. A good character is a one that has great strengths, and equally great flaws. One that can make an action and get a response that in some way affects him/her. Somebody who can emote and express their views while getting challenged on those very principals, and isn't invincible and can be defeated. This character is in my eyes an invincible character: He can do anything and everything and nothing effects him. Well, the video does show him stumbling in the end, but that's not what I'm referring to here.

Now... I can't really hate Tim Buckley for what he does, I'm trying to aspire to his level of success, Rob Liefeld is also admirable for the same reasons. What I do hate is how this rubbish is considered to be "Good" when there are flaws aplenty, and others like myself have to claw our way up through trial and error and normally get laughed out of wherever we are for even bringing up things like this to the general public.


Well, if anything, I'll use this as inspiration for getting better at what I do. I've gotta commission I gotta finish up, still working my way through this block.

 uboa



IT'S UBOAAAA!!

Furaffinity people, why the fuck are you so pissed off when things like CSI and recently Tyra Banks has something that's relatively true about your culture exposed? Honestly, are you guys that ashamed of it that you have to go out and destroy the person who speaks of our "deep dark secret?"

You know what this actually reminds me of? SCIENTOLOGY!! Yeah, I went there! They go out and destroy people who speak badly of them or speak of their secrets. Furries do the same damn thing for fear of being fursecuted. Before I rant, lemme bring back the issue with my Brother-in-law Kevin. I was caught jacking off to fur porn, it's a disturbing thing to be jacking off too I'll admit, but I like it and nobody is going to change that. What pissed me off is when somebody uses the things you like against you. Chewfox didn't seem to be doing that when I looked at the Tyra Banks clip. Kevin on the other hand used it against me to say that I am a lesser person because I've got a kink.

You see the difference folks? Chewfox was talking about furries like it was no big deal. "Yeah we do it in suits, blah blah blah, we call it yiff." AND YOU ASSHOLES WHEN FUCKIN' CRAZY!! Are you honestly hurt by this? "B-but, she tarnished our reputation..." FUCK YOU! What is there to be tarnished? What is it YOU do to make this thing the best thing there is aside from drawing your kink? I'm sure there's a lot of things out there that make the furry culture not so much like the stereotype (Blacksad, Swat Cats, etc...), but how does that clip of a couple who loves each other ruin the things you do?

"Well... my family is now asking me if those things are true." Well then, talk to them about it and be truthful! Don't lie by saying "That's not what furries do", because they do it! Talk about what you DO and what you DON'T do, it's that fuckin' simple. After Kevin used my kink as a weapon against me, I explained to my family my place in the furry culture, and they didn't mind. My middle sister doesn't care and doesn't think I'm some "animal fucker", my mother and father don't care and just think I should of chosen a better place to look up the things I fap too, and the rest just don't fuckin' care. This whole drama that was caused by damn near everybody (Including "respected" mods) is a perfect example of why furries are easily trolled.

Do you guys honestly let these things get to you? Chewfox had no motivation to tarnish your oh so glorious reputation and merely brought to light what people already knew. My brother-in-law used it as a weapon to try to convince everybody in my own family that I was a lesser person.





Seriously, you people fuckin' frighten me, and not because of the kinks.

Granted I know Furaffinity can be a real... how do I put this... fap fest. Yeah, that works ;3. But honestly I sorta feel out of place here sometimes, I don't draw porn (I do look at it though, no denying that, and I sorta push the limit on the foot thing but I like barefoot characters because it makes them look stronger and I don't give up an opportunity to draw them ;3), and I do try to keep watch over lots of artists (some drawing the things I love to look at actually... I'm a horrible person I know).

It just really bothers me how others (including myself) dive for the pictures that has their related kink in it. I did sorta joke about others being encouraged to "Fap to my giant character's foot" in my last submission, but it is disturbing when I see two posts just saying "Fap fap fap" @_@;.

Maybe I'm just being petty, I do want some attention for my work, I want some criticism and a few kind words sprinkled around, I just don't want to know about people being aroused by my work. If it gets you off, that's fine. Just do not tell me about it. I think I do ask for it unwittingly due to the fact that I often put in keywords like "Foot" and "Footpaw", but as I said: I do want some attention for my work.

Page 4 of my comic redrawing sorta pushes my kink a bit I'll admit, but I redid the page because I wanted it to look better for publishing. I really want to make a comic about the things I like without it coming off as me fapping in your faces. I'm really not trying to make smut here, again; I push the kinks a bit (giants, feet), but my focus is making art that's enjoyable for all. Sorry for being a bit petty and ungrateful for whatever comments and faves I get, I just feel a bit disturbed lately is all.

Wow... I haven't been this angry in a long time. This shit ain't even funny for me. My brother in law has been a real shithead, a few days ago he told me he was moving, but he also didn't bother to say goodbye, just "Stay out of my room" a room he didn't pay for. For at least 4 months he's lived at my house for free! Not even paying my father a single cent while also disrespecting him at his dinner table.

Just today he finally began to move, but not before leaving a nice little letter for me and my mother. The basic thing he said was "Your mother is a total bitch, and your only son is a filthy furry who's into bestiality and masturbates at night" I won't really say anything about the furry thing, since that's what most people believe. But here's the thing, if you have a problem with somebody living with you, you don't beat around the bush, write a letter of your complaints, and leave it the moment you leave! You man up and say "Phill! Keep that bullshit upstairs man!" the pet fucking comment... fuck you dude! If I was into bestiality my pets would have ruptured assholes by now and I would of killed myself!

But honestly, I'll admit the whole furry fetish is pretty sick and I can find something better to do at night (like actually draw my comic), but who isn't sick in this world, ya know? Here's what I believe when it comes to the whole furry fetish thing: When somebody pushes it into your face: they deserve what's coming to them! If you have a problem with the things they're into and you're LIVING with them: TALK TO THEM!! I mean, wow... I thought he was just slamming doors because his own fuckin' kid was waking him up in the middle of the night for something to drink. But oh no, it's the fuckin' furry that's causing ALL of his troubles.

I keep that shit far far far far far far far FAR away from my nephew! They catch me in the act, fuck them. When my 2-year-old nephew is around, I don't even think of the shit! Seriously, how much of a coward do you have to be to not even say "KNOCK THAT SHIT OFF PHILL!" and just write it down?




But that's not really why I'm so angry... the furry thing is a minor annoyance. There's two things that have pushed me to the edge. The first thing is something I heard today "Those dogs are retarded, but then again so is this whole fuckin' family"



*TWITCH*



I'M SO FUCKIN' SORRY THAT THE FAMILY THAT SHOVELED FOOD INTO YOUR FAT BLOATED FACE IS A BUNCH OF RETARDS! I mean, we should of figured you'd be the same fucking blood sucking leach who can't even find a job and dress up like a god damned hoodlum! But you were so smart that your space knowledge found a way to exploit my parents good hospitality!

But here's the final thing. He blames my mother for corrupting his son, told her to basically "Go to hell" in wican, called her a bitch, and brought up the threat that "You'll never see your grandson again!" Keep in mind that there is a law that makes that kind of threat ILLEGAL!! THE FUCKING COWARD!! HOW FUCKING DARE HE USE HIS ONLY SON AS HIS FUCKING SHIELD AGAINST MY FAMILY!! After all they put up with, he got a free ride the stupid son of a bitch.






If I ever see that asshole again, I'm going to kick his cowardly ass.

http://fromthetomb.wordpress.com/20.....book-1-review/



My small comic "Gothbot" got a favorable review recently. If that's not inspiration for me, I don't know what is!

If you liked my macro themed comic, how'd you enjoy a ROCK themed superhero comic done by one of my pals?

If you said "I would like that very much." then you're an awesome person and I've got it right here: http://zudacomics.com/node/1301



from entervoid dot com, Zsabreuser's ROCKSTAR has arrived on Zuda! But you should help him out by joining Zuda, commenting, voting, rating it 5 stars, and spreading the love! Supertron was the last void user comic and only comic that won a Zuda competition, you can help another one of my pals win by voting for Rockstar!

http://www.indyplanet.com/catalog/p.....oducts_id=2367


In case you were wondering where I was and why I haven't been submitting any art lately, well I've been nose deep in comix and getting my work published. If you click the link above, you'll find my first ever published work in Gothology. My second comic if you are familiar with Void and checked it out lately is Alexandria (the comic with the macro furry ;3) Well I did just finish it, but I'm going to be busy re-editing it so that it can be published. If you want to see the big stompy goodness, go read all 3 acts on...

http://entervoid.com




And if I still owe people commissions (as in you've payed for something from me) send me a note cause this is the only time right now which I've got some free time and I'm active, or I'll find out a way to refund your money (which will be really hard since I've got no money whatsoever... but hey, at least I'm not using your money to buy other commissions ;3)



But anyway, go and support your fellow comic artists by buying a copy, my entry in the Eternal Sad is GOTHBOT! The story of a robot that's goth!

I just caught wind of what happened recently on FA, in case you haven't heard...


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/645708/



Yeesh, and I thought I was bad... I'm just stubborn and reluctant to finish commissions on time. Which I only have 2 left so far thank god, I'm really sorry folks, I get so caught up with comics that I feel like I rip you off half the time... but the last commissions did help to pay for seizure medication (which is fucking high thanks to our GLORIOUS healthcare...) so I do feel like I owe a debt of gratitude to you folks who give me money in exchange for what could be vaguely consider art ;3.


But I've only got two waiting in the wing, both are on IRC so I'm in contact with them almost all the time. The reason I put them off was because I was so focused on getting published, so far I've submitted something for the Darkstalker's 15th anniversary book, and I've got 4 comic pages left to go on Gothology http://gothology.deviantart.com

But the deadline for Gothology is 14 days away right now, drawing 2 things shouldn't be that hard... right?

OK, done with the shrunkenone commissions, now I'm finally sketching out meister-li's picture (which thankfully he changed, it was way too detail heavy). Then I got Bluemage's pic, then Louis' picture, then one for Redrevolver.

I'm gonna try to do 'em all within this week cause I wanna get to battling on void again. But I am open for more commissions, info is in the last journal OK, every cent helps in this economy gone haywire.

OK, so far I've got a good number people waiting for commissions right now

Noventa Wolf: Payment received (waiting on picture info)

Shrunkenone: Payment received

MeisterLi: Payment received

Bluemage: Payment received

RedRevolver: Awaiting payment

Louisisthebest: Awaiting payment




Now to just buckle down and churn out some pictures. Gotta finish them all if I want to eat in the future. So if you're interested, here's the rundown of commissions


I'm drawing characters only (nobody wanted backgrounds), I don't care about the subject matter, but I'm saying no to scat and anything cub/child fetish related. I charge per character as well so that I can get some extra scratch, here's the prices:

$5 for a simple sketch of your character, please note it can be as detailed as you want it to be

$10 for an Inked picture of your character

$20 for digital colors, cause I stink at coloring, but I can get better over time.


Payments can be made via paypal (I finally got my own account too :3 ), I do as that you figure out what you want first before talking about payment, once again I remind you that I charge per character, so plan accordingly before sending me a note OK? Every penny helps, I got a lot of things to pay off.

For me at least. I've got no money, and with our economy going way down the tubes and everybody and their mothers looking for jobs... it doesn't seem like I'm going to have a Christmas at all, so I'm reopening commissions again. (I've only got like 2 or 3 in the wings, but I don't think I got any money from them whatsoever, I'll note those people and ask about it)

Character sketches are $5, inked character pictures are $10, and colored character pictures are $20. I won't do backgrounds, and I charge per character that means if you want your character attacking a different nondescript character, I'm charging for that too.

If you have some spare change, ask me for a character pic, just note me with what you want.