It's time for a new computer. I'm ready to incinerate this current piece of shit I have. Last battery I purchased for the damned thing was pretty much a dud and since then I've just been running off of the adapter off and on. The battery magically works periodically. -_- I've replaced the battery before and purchased from the same company for myself and others with no problems. (other than allowing fools to handle my stuff, therefor clumsily dropping, sitting on, or doing god knows what else to my shit) I don't know what went wrong with this one. And I don't even want to know how much money I've spent on up keep so far. But anyway, when it's only running by power adaptor, if disconnected I lose ALL unsaved data of course. With that, I'm sure you guys understand how I'm feeling right now. And this happens a lot. So many ideas and updates down the drain.
With these next few checks, I've gotta buy a new macbook and desktop PC. That or this computer is going to rot in hell along with it's manufacturers and those in the past who've mishandled it and labeled it an accident. }:-[

In the meantime I'll try to be more careful with this cord. And save often! <- Probably the only useful info I gathered from high school :B

I dreamed up a poem thingy while I was watching mindporn this morning. It's called "Morning Wood."

There once was a bear named Bryce
He was big and tall and nice
I just wanted to bang,
but then he became
the man of my dreams at night...

Good Morning, Wood.


*slowly walks away*




*slowly walks in*
Heeeyyyyy y'all. Soooo about that boy that I mentioned in my last journal.....well we've been hanging out a lot more lately....and I told him a few things (that I was into...feeding or feedism. Keeping quiet about the gaining/encouraging aspect and my kinks for later.).....which lead to him stating that "force-feeding" peaked his interest. And he's been using the word "big" when referring to himself in a jokingly/seriously sexual way. Doesn't mean he's a gainer or anything yet, but still......I think we're making some progress ha.

But anyway enough of that, i'll be back to uploading a few things today. Old and new. Also, I've been meaning to give my OC a new makeover again (along with some other characters I've been thinking up and an addition to the oni family) so I'll be submitting a few things revolving around new hairstyles, clothing, his physical features, etc. Also......really shouldn't have slowed up on practicing with color. -_- It's biting me in the ass D: But I have noticed a little improvement in my speed and linear composition so I'm happy with that. Now to get this color back into gear. Also, I've been on this little water/air inflation kick lately (along with a new unexpected kink I've grown rather fond of). It's kind of refreshing honestly. I forgot how much I use to be into the idea as a child, so you guys may be seeing more themes along those lines. But I will NEVER stop with my chubbyfucks. They make my heart smile. :3

EDIT I was reviewing my journal and totally read a certain line as "we've been banging out a lot" -_-

Woo....well I've loaded everything to my gallery so far, other than a few more newer pieces and scraps which I'll get to later. Now to tackle these comments ha. As you can tell I'm not a great multitasker.

A big thanks to everyone for rewatching, refaving and to those new to the page. Hope you guys are ready for a little more art. :)

Soooo I'm about to spam you guys (along with all the browsers) with work from my old account..and maybe a few things I never uploaded. I won't upload everything from my past account but at least the commissions and a few requests I've completed.

Also...now that I'm here....I don't know what the hell I was thinking when I made a new account. This is like a fucking job lol. I haven't even made it to adding lovely pieces to my favorites. D:

Edit: Scratch that favorite part lol. And I'm probably just going to upload a few tonight...I just got shot with the tired bullet. I also wanted to add that I'll be submitting most of my older work to scraps.

Another thing (random vent), I'm actually a part of the gainer-encourager/feedism community if you couldn't tell by my art......but anyway....I made a statement on another site regarding my preference in men, only shooting towards those that are actually apart of that community instead of trying to find the "perfect" guy out in the world. Well, of course, every time I make a statement like that, a possible exception comes walking my way which happened recently. Met a very handsome fellow that was hiding off in my hometown and he seems to be pretty awesome from what I've gathered so far. He considers himself a "bear" which is probably why I was up for hanging out with him. (To me that's a step closer to being possibly interested or open to the gaining community.) The way things are going right now, our relationship could evolve into something more.....but knowing I have some many fetishes and other bones in the closet really frightens me. I know that eventually those would have to come out if we were to become more than just friends. UGH....life is really a bitch.