So yeah been a wile again XD

All is good, still working hard and also now a scuba diver

I all so run an ark survival evolved server

Server name: BearArkUK

Hit me up if you wanna join

Also I will be at MFF my first US con

Feel free to hug :3

hey guys been a wile

any way i have an ark server with scorched earth map up and running, if any one is interested give me a poke

ok so yeah .. this time next week i'll be in my new flat liveing with a big beary guy o.o

as much as i get annoyed with were i am i'm gonna miss it .. it's been my home now for nerly 6 years
but i need to move out so i can finnaly move on propably and get my head sorted

will admit am scared to hell XD

* flails about as i pack and stuff *

so yeah XD

so been a wile since i did an update

what can i say ups and downs
i work full time have done since june last year

and looks like i'll be moveing out into my own place after august this year

lots of changes

ok so that job i started

well i went for a job that was 30 hours a week at £7 an hour
part of my job was to also do mobile cover work as and when needed


well they have decided to make me a full time mobile worker so i will be doing 40 hours a week at £8 and hour ..... i am a happy bear :3

also i am dateing some one * runs and hides *

so yeah started a full time job on wensday

first full time job i have had in like 6 years

so yeah heheh * bounceys *

stolen from  nevermint

Rules: Just copy and paste in a comment or via note if you want to keep is hush hush. Most of all just be truthful and re-post if you wish.


1) Would you have sex with me if you could?

2) Have you thought about it before?

3) Where would we do it?

4) Top or bottom?

5) How many times?

6) Position(s)?

7) Rough or Soft?

8) Foreplay or right into it?

9) Alone or with someone else?

10) What do you think it would be like if it happened?

ok so bit of an update

just wanna say sorry to those i havent really cept in contact with, i've just been focusing on trying to get my self sorted alot, i'm being made redundent in the next to weeks witch dosnt really help

tho i know have my car back on the road witch dose me i can exspand my area to look for new work,

i really want to start organizing things again, i miss every one an miss doing stuff for you all, gonna try an have a BBQ at some point to soon, i'm really getting to be the old me again tho i have had a few set backs >_< but i'm nerly there

* big bear hugs to you all *

stolen from  AMWULF

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

OPEN FIRE!

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

>:P = Your Sexy

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

well last week i had a bike i was borrowing stolen off me witch really sucked
as not only have i had to pay back a friend for there bike but go out an spend cash on my own

sadly this means i have had to re calabreate my plans an stuff
tho after a good birthday spents with my masters  tungro &  WashuChan who took me out to Yo-sushi
then followed by a sunday with  KamiraHusky and  Blackrose_Darkthorn
i feel re-energized an positive again




now as for xmas as i said before i dont want any thing as i cant give anything back
plus to be onist i really have no idea what i want ... the only thing i want right now is to get my car on the road again so i can look for more work an travel about, i know in the past i allways said i would do things myself, but i know i cant, this dose make me feel very weak but i'm starting to relize that i was allways giveing my strength to others when they needed it, but i would never take any one elses when i needed it, i thoght this would make me stronger but it hasnt, i have relized that i need to exchange strenght for strength, give it to those who need it when they need it an borrow it from my friends when i need it, dunno maybe i'm getting old or maybe i have grow a lil

but if you want get me any thing for xmas they only thing i can think of is a lil donation towards getting my car on the road, as for me getting you guys some thing, i make this one promis i will get myself sorted, i will keep lookign for work and next year i will get you all xmas gifts


this is all i can think of to be onist as all i want is my car on the road, more work to be stable and have a better social life ..... thats it really

* hugs you all an crawls into my nest *

ok so after a very mental brack down last week end due to finding a song that killed me x.x

i'm now crawling out of the darkness an feeling some hope again in my life
i got another job, it's not mutch but the extra cash will help me get my car back on the road

i wont be going to CF2012 i have alot to sort out an my car is more important as i need it to find more work as well
as to sort out my social life

i will hopefully start going back to meets in the new year tho i wont be suiting as i need new hand an feet paws

i want to thank those few people who have helped me in my dark times an an big thank you to my owners  tungro and  WashuChan who have stood by me an lit up my path in the darkness

i'm still not quite the bear i used to be but i'm working on it an getting there

to a future full of hope, love an friends

i will see you all soon
:3

i'm canceling this year for myself

i dont want any one to get me any thing as i'm not gonna be getting any one else anything
cause i simple cant afourd it this year and if people get me stuff it will just make me feel bad

so please dont get me any thing or ask what i want as i wont tell any one

* hugs all tightly *