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Tagged by ,  kittenkeiko
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Vania
- Eye Color: Brown though i have contact eyes blue
- Hair Style/Color: Sahaved both sides right now blonde and pink
- Height: 5 foot 11 inches
- Clothing style: ripped pants and huge jackets
- Best physical feature: my breast

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Love , th though of be loved by someone sometimes freaks me out
- Your guilty pleasure: bite my cat until she made funny noises
- Your biggest pet peeve: i guess when ppl wants to spend too much time with me i like company but not the whole time and sometimes company can annoys me a lot
- Your ambitions for the future: live enogh to understand and know this life has any sence

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: "i want to kill you" specially my ex
- What you think about most: my artworks and als music i cant start a day without music in general doom metal
- What you think about before bed: "one day more"
- You think your best quality is: mmmm hard to think but maybe be a shoulder to cry yeah that sux

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: single
- To be loved or respected: respected of course is you are respected you can have anything
- Beauty or brains: brains i prefer smart ppl to talk than childish idiot ppl doing rp stuff
- Dogs or cats: cats , though dogs are fine for me.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: anyone who respond here that they dont lie then they become in the worst lier
- Believe in yourself: just when i need to crush someone
- Believe in love: sometimes but im not used to that feeling
- Want someone: yeah there are someone i want.

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: few times , concerts and also tatto cnventions
- Done drugs: yeah im used to hashis or cannabis right now
- Changed who you were to fit in: nah if ppl cant accept me like im then they can fuck off

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: red
- Favorite animal: huge spiders
- Favorite movie: mmmmm dawn of the dead.
- Favorite game: uncharted 2

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday you will be: october 15
- How old will you be: 27
- Age you lost your virginity: 18
- Does age matter: not really

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: funny , smart and creppy
- Best eye color: black
- Best hair color: Red
- Best thing to do with a partner: talk weird and creppy conversation in a graveyard

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: dead just bc is the end of the cicle of life
- I feel: like i want smoke weed
- I hide: anger
- I miss: cocaine
- I wish: i could see you smile

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Been a while last tim i made a journal im just sick like everyone else around , filled with anger hate and even in the most deep something that made me puke in this week october 14 my birthday useless thing , many stupid wishes from ppl who i know , i dont mind is just a day but in a way its made me puke , so here im writing again something that bothers me , family pfff hipocrit faces was of time i had yers without feel any kind of emotion about thems i cant feel any in fact no hate no love nothing just an huge place empity its interesting bring me peace but as same time ppl who say they care and worry , its weird almost all the year for show that useless feelings and in the only chance they have is just in a day where i just born , i dont care a year more a year close to the dead , anyways a year more more clease from dead isnt bad after all.