Is going to hospital he can't get out of bed not sure if he's going to be ok he has kidney problems. Everything less seems to be fine just those kidney's update seems like everything elss is not good

with a night light don't judge me

If You Can't make time for me I have no time for you
If you don't stick up for me after I try stick u for you am done and we are though
This friendship is 50/50 if you giving less them am giving you them am not give anymore until you give me more and still giving me less them we are done
I will only apology if I truly felt that was in wrong I will not suck up my pride apology for something that I feel that I was right just make you happy!
I will only apology once you ether ever aspect it our move on.
For online friends if you unfriend block, unwatched me without good reason then I guess we never friends to began with
if you unfriend and block because am weird then oh well that's me am not changing that
if do cuz annoying that's just me
Am done with arguing with people just waste time if something we don't agree with its just agree to disagree are just change the subject

Right now

mother dad brother
uncole buddy buddy 2
uncole brother
 nick otter
bud
 onikiba Bro

I haven't from My Fur brother I hope he's ok maybe he just busy with school and work i hope that's it.

next mouth ugh I hate going

To get money to buy me a Marci Badge am going to write stores for people and charge then 5 dollars for story am not good waiter so will edit my stoires. Ill write almost anything tf stores ageplay stores age regression stories, scary ones you name ill write it. Right now this for Marci Badge might use for other art,

A few mouths ago I tired to sign up for paypal because free to sign up then hit road block here asked for my card info which I don't know. Al know have debit card as for anything goes idk. My mom has the card with I don't still give my card no. without asking me why I want it now sure tell truth that am DiaperFur and babyfur on this site and need it to buy me some art that will lead some question's and be awkord for me and give nothing but anxiety for me our can lie but am not good lier I could its for something elss like vd our something like that but that wont work she would see proof spent it on. Our use my dads papal but still he ask why I want use his only way other way ill be able use papal is if someone singed me up for one our let me used there's for while our if am living on my own but still someone in charge of money and my bank account since am no good with money. Our just link to bank account if I don't have my card here comes anther problem it ask me for a online id and passcode idk any of that
and one more think there fees and since I don't pay the bills my mom does so that's how goes nothing is ever easy for me if anyone can help me out that be cool I Would like to be able to buy own art one day and buy other people art that has brought art for me

Life is so boring sometimes I can't stand it

To write my stories for me

but am not sure about writing it

For few reasons

1.not a lot people will read it

2.thoes that do have trouble reading it

3.it might not turn out the way I want

But I can't afford to get one right now and my friends can't afford to get me one ether. S am not sure when our if ill ever get one

Maybe Ill buy some art off my own

Fan art

When My Mom And Dad are fighting

not going to write anymore stories maybe ill will write more someday

Written any stories latey I hav3e idea what I want to write but I don't if I want to write it

And it hurts my head

Was on 1st on here with different account I used other people art and didn't know that was bad and I think that rubed some people wrong way. I didn't know any better after being reported it I removed the art ill used and made a new account and have some art of my own now I also look for others who doing same thing and I warn them about it and if I have to I report them.

Can be so Boring sometimes are all times not many friends petty sad

Somedays I want to be alone all by my self just me

I want to have tons arts lots of diaper icons and tags and badges if ill had the money I would buy me tons of them

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