Ughhhhhh I hate this so much!!! I am so fucking depressed that it's making me physically sick. I have these terrible migraines, I get cold sweats, etc. I hate getting over-attached to people, it sucks because I give people who treat me like shit infinite chances. I just love people too much. D: in real-life i'm really clingy and always begging for hugs... and then I meet some guy who doesn't treat me like shit for once until AFTER we were in a relationship and for some bizzare reason I want him back so bad. We didn't even hold hands but i'm so attached... >_> I'm so fucked up. I need to move on but I cant. Plus i have incoherent typing... ARGH VENTTTTT VENT VENT. Okay, holy shit I am so sick! Ughhhhh help meee. I need a boyfriend to cuddle with

when it physically hurts.

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Okay, so like a few months back I was dating this really awesome, cute guy named Mikey and I really liked him, but he ended our relationship before we even held hands or anything. I've been so desperate to get him back. D: Anyways, I was thinking about finding him when his school ended or something and talk to him, but i'm really scared... I have awful people skillls! Advice?

Kay, so i'm on a website called the gyc, and I recieve this PM saying I'm interested in a relationship blah blah. So I respond and I was all blaaaaaaah! And so now im in a really awesome relationship~<3 teeheee I was talking all preppy and such.

Okay, so me and my friend Nick were hanging out, and we somehow started a conversation that was totally racist in everyway possible. I, personally think this is terrible and hilarious at the same time... i'm an awful person! but um here's how it went down:

Me: "you know, I love tim hortons! But there are so many phillipinos there..."
Nick: "I know! It's like an illegal immigrant hideout or something!"
Me: "*laughs* Oh god! That's so funny! And bad! But probably true. The managers there are probably like; Do you speak good english? and then they're like; wtf is english? and he's like; good youre hired!"
Nick: "*laughs* Totally! I can barely understand them and i'm like; GIVE ME MY COFFEE OMFGGGGG"

So yeahhh... Tim hortons in Alberta cover for illegal phillippino immigrants... >_<

So, i'm taking this awesome silversmithing class, and I made really crappy but awesome stuffs! I made a bookmark and thos random thing, and now i'm making a copper ring! HOLY SHIT THAT RHYMED AWESOOOOOME~~~

hahaha~ I'm going to go crazy over my sona's formssss~ Cuz he's a SHAPESHIFTERRRR. Woot Woot. >//w//< Anyways... JUST PUMPED TO POST THE FORMSSS~~

I ditched school today, at 12:45 so I missed the other half of school... but I went to Tim Hortons and bought like... 3 coffees. IT WAS AWESOME. I also had a peanut butter cookie. I don't eat much... but yeah, so I just like sat there curled up in the chair, playing Eden on my iPod! This one guy started yelling at me to get a job because he thought I was a hobo. But i'm not, and I told him so and he stomped off muttering something about drug addicts. Which I am also not thank god.

While at Timmy's I got a TONNE of drawing done. Most of it was art venting, and even though it was on loose-leaf paper I kept alot of them because they actually turned out pretty cool. -sigh- but now i'm in huge shit at school for ditching but it was totally worth it because my gf surprised me by running in and jumping into my lap. xD Then everyone stared at us while we cuddled. She sat in my lap the whole time I was drawing, and on the bus, so now my legs are soooore. She has a bony ass...

She also stole half of the drawings I did... T^T

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