This apology confession for outdated, unfunny and opinionated description on Bri"ish cheem at pub.
I am sorry for unfunny and opinionated description that have had mention Britain as superior to America regardless and oblivious to issue Britain has and protentional harmful influence on others view on these two countries. The original now deleted description is all bunch of ramble on things I come as I go with no previous plans. Both Countries has share of issues that have affect the livihood of civilians.
The reason why because I wanted to defend Britain as there are hate towards them as it can be dangerous towards their protected civil traits such as races, nationality, birth of origin, background, genetic/biology heritage, folkculture and ethnicity but I stupidly blamed North American due to I know and learnt stereotype of being dumb and ignorant with their outdated systems. Luckily I relies the issues and been deleted all the post's description. The comment criticism feedback are right all along as I misunderstood them.
I notice I was hypocritical as I parodied the Bri"ish meme of stereotype traits of teeth and accent. Look back in retrospective, it's absolute cringe.
I pick up cynicism from my toxic family and emotionally abusive parent as it been normalised but now after escaped since a year ago, the environment has change into wholesome and safe place to inhabitable. I relies these bad habits and traits are anti-social and dehumanising as it's very dangerous socially and relationship.
I have a deep respect towards Britain (Beside Italy and East Asia) for their gems despite their dark history. This country has been my interest and fascination as I have favourite content creators I consume and respect like Stampylonghead, Dawko, Dan TDM (AKA The diamond minecart), MUTE GOES CLICK, Sherwind, AporicWare, Bigsquidman, Shadow raccoon, CibGuts, Nate draws, Auccultist, Eternalsunshyne and more.
Cheems at pub description removal and soon be replace

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! AWOO!

Now after i filled my bag up of candies in trick or treat, cosplayed as werewolf. There is a sad news because i couldn't finished 2 halloween fan art project of Mystery flesh pit national park and Five nights at freddy's 4, today.
So there be a post-halloween uploads of these remaining artworks to be complete and then i moved to the next seasonal theme.
Hint: WW2 memorial and (Exotic European celebration that is failed of 9/11 in 1600s) Guy fawks bonfire festive art.

Sneak peak for only WIP artwork and gameplay cutscene that other is going to be based off: https://bsky.app/profile/d2g.bsky.s...../3l7tg2fjasx25

Now today i finished completed uploading my rest of previous artworks to FA and Newground as they both been catch up with rest of other social media's gallery.

There is a delay on Smile dog artwork because of technical difficultly of overloaded memory, so I have to transfer the date file over to memory stick.
I lost my original progress on nihon ken smile.jpg due to no longer functioning anymore, so I had to restart over again from scratch which Is now finished then uploaded.
I have a habit of downloading positive furry artworks into my device folder as I like to collect things into my collection but they are moved over to memory stick just to get more memory into my device.

On FA, now I have the confident to unfollow and let go an artist Kryotea. I relies was oblivious to stupidly follow a artist that makes bestiality content of feral porn but I gave the constructive criticism to try help the artist to improve personally and for content creator influencer by pointing out the problem, explain the problem and gave the solution. I mean no harm to the artist and I don't want anyone to witch-hunt the artist, just leave it alone to take time to sort out, if there's a response that i'm nervous.
It is the new most bravest thing for me to do now that I've have achieved.

I no longer do thanks for fav because it's exhausting and boring to do. So i'm very sorry about but don't worry I still appreciate your favouring my artworks. I did it because I wanted a positive interaction by making others happy for appreciating my artworks. I grew up as outcast in my life but with support and recovery in personal life, I have felt more appreciate by the community as I become a part of it.

Since i went to mental ward for counselling, i couldn't able to access the two site as block in hospital server.
After i was been discharged from ward and now in recovery path, i barely went to these site.
I have uploaded few of my recent latest artworks but there's a huge gap of where are rest of my artwork not uploaded of where they should be uploaded. I'm just taking my time to upload one at time.
So i decide to reupload to the rest of the artworks.

Contain: ///⚠️Horror⚠️///
Well I gave you a jumpscare when first read the title but yep i'm ready for halloween but to those are sensitive and triggered, i'm here to warn you about introducing a new genre in my gallery: horror content along with it's very own gallery folder. If you don't like horror, that's fine but don't harm me over my right's for my freedom of choice. I don't want to betray you by within your perspective "invasive" that you didn't follow me for.
I have no malicious intention but just want to have fun being creative and sharing it while enjoying halloween. I respect your mental illness, trauma and your religion but if you don't like it, skip over until if my artwork is non-horror release in October or until October is ended.

The crime scene here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56111444/
One of the most bravest confession that I need to spoke out and apologize for my mistakes.
This is moment that scared me is taking mistakes that I went too far, I should've of use fictional villain instead. Yes, I changed my mind on propaganda parody that fictional villain's propaganda parody and villain's fan art is okay along you put a disclaimer warning that is not endorsement, promotion and malicious intentional. Perzikii s right about propaganda parody are fun (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56283624/) but along there public announcement to warn others to avoid offending and triggers while telling and admitting the harsh truth about their criminal misdeed in description to spread awareness.
I apologise of offending you all for offending, confusing and alienating with dark history prank and edgy joke without warning.
Why i made the art to begin with? The motive isn't malicious nor promote and endorse but it's actually shock humor April fools prank. I thought is it a good idea in concept but actually bad idea in practical and in result. I should of do fictional villain instead. It my damage the reputation and my self esteem in result.
Bait become threating phobia: 5 days later in 5th of April in morning, i got the bait and end up scared out of flight and fight instinct that i will end up cancelled in consequence. So i tool a break for whole day and respond in apology but end up ghosted without any approval nor solution advice help me improve from my mistake. The criticism isn't that helpful and trigger my trauma of being scolded by my parent in my past emotional abuse. I'm stuck in social anxiety in my intrusive thoughts that drove me into blocking him a month later.
Blocking is irresponsible move? Yes but actually no for a real reasonable reason is why because of social anxiety, avoiding triggers and needed to move on despite i'm struggling. I took a short hiatus to reduce stress on Furaffinity. In consequence I lost one of my FA follower who is also a artist: Dagtilki in aftermath which I assume to be his friend, Crimean which been negative affected in the dark history past and the one who snitched on me out of overreaction. Might of have no confidence nor timid but it's a bad idea to sent a friend with bad attitude to be guardian and behalf your vox.
Do i deserve getting scolded? Nope, like i said before, verbal and psychological abuse is never the answer and never helped me improve and it put me in fear that triggered my trauma, intrusive thoughts and haunted me in phantom oppression of hatred.
Soviet = N*zi? I understand the comparison due to mass cause of death and victim view the symbol as shared simular traits such as dictatorship, deaths, hatred and triggering. However yes but actually no is the answer because the ideology is different, the genocide is different due to n*zi is genetic, racially and superiority motive by sacrificing inferior sub-race (Yep, I fit for this criteria on their death list such as queer: acsexual, mental illness and disorder and abnormal-ness) for repopulating Aryan of natural selection to revolutionised civilisation (The ideology fricking dumb and evil) while Soviet is cultural genocide motive despite they are inclusion and inclusive as unity. (Aardman's Prirates film meme, yes but actually no)
Place is dump: Just like in the Bad guys scene of Diane and Mr wolf about Trash recycled into good such as art. It's like the place of dump recycled into paradise by leaving Soviet behind and belong in the past, kicking out Mr Putin and his henchmen, minions and criminal corrupted politician of ex soviet whom more like the true big bad pigs from animal farm in order liberate ex soviet nations and let them embrace the west and recover then they more likely to become paradise as the west.
Miscommunication?: I the morning of 1 of April which i April fools day, i'm in a rush trying to come up for description while panicking before leaving the house. This is after finished my previous artwork misidentified prey single comic last night late.
By the gov?: No, not my country's government. They would never demand nor request nor commission anyone to do this nor even side with eastern bloc since cold war history except for WW2. The "gov", i'm taking about is soviet union when i'm explaining what is soviet propaganda as presenting the fact they did throw up propaganda poster and campaign in history.
Bad influencer on others: I didn't pay much a attention to my audience and followers because I was soo focus on my self interest and love to share my creative art to show public that i'm might of been terrible influence due to me being oblivious. So I began to introduce Warning journals to help audience that they been warn to avoid their trigger which means less impulsive overreaction by explaining the reason behind it, disclaimer to refrain from leaving hate, discrimination, creepy NFSW and verbal abuse and guidance to decent constructive criticism to prevent another disaster and helping my accountability.
Feeling relatable to Count dankula's pug prank video: I'm subbed to his youtube channel. I'm not here his political opinion, just watch mad lads, celtic mythos and other fact stories. He video are entertaining and can be sarcastic humor. However, the reason why brought up is simular story of mine but he got arrested for "hate speech", it's understandable for law enforcement but however the journalist what freak me out of how pushy, over the top, exaggerate, overeacting and behalf without hesitation and your chance. I had bad experience of my family behalf my speech in way that is like propaganda until i make the vent art called sympathy for monster based off it: https://www.deviantart.com/jammiedo.....ast-1101310100. I glad i'm ot prosecuted for this. we both made dumb prank parodied the evil regimes gone too far and we both got in trouble, ones arrest under the law and other get harsh scolding criticism and has suffered mental illness. I'll be mentioning the police later as it is unexpecting reveal for you about my interaction with the local police. Count dankula confession about the pug prank goes wrong: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89nzxZpNb4E
Secret other motive behind disclaimer: I introduce disclaimer and guidance of good constructive criticism that help me to bring solution for me to improve. Don't want to inability to unable to take criticism. I want to take criticism but it's not easy when critic is verbal abusive and aggressive that end up scaring me away from responsibility. I have phobia of being mobbed by toxic society especially I heard horror stuff from twitter/X and the site twitter/X is infamous for online mobs.
Secret other motive behind helpline: I recently introduce Helpline since 5 august on vent work: hero labelled villain done this me, and they appear on artwork with containing sensitive topics, messages and theming. I want people like me who suffered horror to be able to get help by reaching Helpline that was been guidance from my art description. This is another big achievement for me to improve my influence on my audience and others. I don't want other to be preyed by those who dare to punish by abuse over their victim's mistakes and flaws.
My 4th of July artwork: I learnt my mistake soviet propaganda parody by forgotten not mentioning the admitting of harsh reality and truth of their crimes. So I improved by introducing admitting the truth, the 4th of July America artwork which is the first of this feature and used it to inspire American to keeping pushing human right's achievement even further to combat racism, hate corruption, outdated and more.
My wellbeing: In the aftermath, I become mentally unstable living in fear of my uncontrollable thoughts of nightmares. Aldrick's avatar fursona became my phantom abuser in my mind and did heinous thing on me that I broke into insanity. Luckily I got the help by my support worker agent and social serives. I went hospital to meet the psychiatrist and diagnose me intrusive thoughts then I went to counselling and hospitalised when got worse. I was a lot su!cidal and haunted by shame, guilt and hatred that went self harm. Later I was perscripted with medication, told distraction method and Samaritan talk is one of them then later discharge. I've been attending therapy groups every week and went to library to socialised and do digital art to not feel alone.
My insecurity: I have gone through emotional abuse in my family in the past, grown up as outcast, raised in submissive to avoid trouble but when i did is once get spank in my primary year but now my parent focus only on scolding and psychological torture that destroyed my self esteem, confidence, faith, traumatises me and i end up develop disorder (OCD?), and the aftermath has fracture me a lot for life. I used to hide my vulnerability to avoid discrimination and mistreatment and i wanted to be treated like a normal person but I relies when treated like normal person, i still stress me with the presure of expectation, normality, maturity and being civil to other by pleasing them in order to get better social relationship, opportunity, acceptance and more. I had gone through insomnia and had episodic breakdown both worse is in nigh time like i'm gone full lycanthrope and wailing and growling at night.
I had desires for illegal drugs and alcohol for escapism and wanted to forget about intrusive thought as unhealthy distraction but i could've of destroyed my life with this and i did expressed to my doctor and psychiatrist.
I bottled up myself in order to avoid being "selfish" but end up shattered into insanity like the jam is symbol of blood as it's warning of dangerous, brutal and deadly going to happened. I'm glad i didn't hurt anyone because i did my best to avoid it despite i had urge to inflict my pain on domestic abusers.
Feeling alone: I felt alone and silenced on my responsibility because i can't dump my problems on to others both personal and social media and i have to responsible alone due to my problem to be fixed. It's conflicted on me, i have to hide my problem to not offend and betrayed anyone who cared about me because i'm afraid losing them and everything i had. I began to open up about things and start coming out of the closet thanks for gain confidence and self esteem by help with my support workers.
Samaritan talk to the police officers: I have encounter office policers twice within once a per 2 weeks. I always wanted a Samaritan talk to the police officer to confess about this and they are okay with it and accepted my regret. The reason why is it is illegal in my country to spread hate speech but the cop don't see it as hate speech. It is such a relief and i'm less scared of them when i get into trouble due to fears of corruption, false report, jump into conclusion and more. By the way i more scared of incompetent and predatory vigilante then the police force due to police is more regulated, monitored, professional and their own rules and protocol to follow while in compared to independent vigilantism with chance of no or trained professions but they are more likely to be anarchy law breaker due to desire of interest to commit stalking, domestic abuse, false imprisonment, illegal trafficking, assign full custody on me and many more.
My perspective on criticism on April fool: The review result is poor as it's more emotional, hatred and ignorance then concerned. There is no intention to help but just to scold into correction. It has a point but mishandled as verbal and psychological abusive manner. Excused me of promoting and endorsing extremism and dark history. There's is no responds after my apology and just ghost. Maybe it's too triggering to discussed about understanding the issue. However he ignored the cue, me not taking serious on dumb propaganda and i mention i have no support on the Russia's invasion war. Since i removed the original description in FA in aftermath but i also deleted the other uploads in my other social media except DA which moved to scrapped as FA.
Discrediting to not promote this behaviour: I will never thank this because to discourage this behaviour and action as it can startle someone with mental illness even if they hiding to avoiding discrimination as me but instead it's best to concern and check about others wellbeing as thing can open can of worms to understand where they coming from and give them advice to improve, give helpline and Samaritan talk. Sometime radical, edgelords, acting out and more do have concerning issue on their wellbeing that what they need to get help.
Archiving for education and bad art history: The remaining uploads will be stay in scrapped and remain as archived to show example to not make the same mistakes as i did and mishandling the dark subject matter but the art has been reupload for this confession journal.
Promise: I promise to be more careful, considerate and cautious especially on my accountability, putting up disclaimers, guidance of constructive criticism, helpline and warning journals, notified my audience if i introduce new things with context, i can't always please everyone and never to be people pleaser anymore and beyond, admitted the reality and truth about the history, improve on my influence on the other and inspire others to do the right thing, considered troubled people as concerning wellbeing and might be victim of crime and help them to give positive advice to improve, faith and to give them helpful with helpline, if any trouble happened online and i will share it to personal life therapist, Samaritans and support worker to get helping hand to help me to get confidence and ideas to fix my responsibility and will able to spoke out announcement about set issue.

This confession is given me panic attack and that's why it's most bravest of all time in my social media's history along with first and only NFSW artwork. I didn't expect my regrettable stupid prank art made a huge impact in my life both for the worse and the best.
I'm putting this to the end as wrapped up the conclusion and closure. It is time for me to move ever further. One small things with huge impact and a lot moral life lesson I've have learnt because if my own experience and help those like me to thrive. I can't control everything around sometime it depend on how others responds and decision, why because i'm worried about my responsibility around others but now i have to focus on my selfcare and wellbeing in recovery, so i can be strong and healthy enough to may be mentoring older sibling with friendship and social skills. I may struggled with my inner peace due to my disorder like it's whole life sentence curse from my toxic family. Still a monstrous beast shackled to collar and handcufted of my disorder but the chains are disconnected away from abusers. I'm proud as monstrous beast as racial animal pride that made me different from normal animal. (Berserk Guts theme played in my head)

Things that made me happy during months of hell ever since: Kirby, Howl out, manga, bloodywood song, animated movies and films, Indie webseries animations, Glitch studio with their series Murder drones, metarunner and digital circus, avatar the last air bender, ninoma, wreck it ralph, in making of artworks and many more. Artist like Foxnroll, isananika, Sentinel winder, howlnteeth, artbyzhivago, mattyburito, creepincrawl, forestfright, aporicware, sorbet jungle, mikoyote, gib thorn, yorozu maru, kosseart, creep cat toy co and many more,

My biggest regret that i coming out to confess about my mistake of mess up fantasty. This was 2 years ago and i regret making this but luckily i deleted it in all my social media.
First confession on this topic is on Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/d2g.bsky.s...../3l57bbghhpk2u
What the heck I'm thinking about at the time, i thought it is expectable because it's fictional fantasy but it is actually anti-social and unhealthy. The fantasy unconsental and down right r*pe on vulnerable drunks, utter selfish. I felt so remorseful for my action for making it and uploading it.
In aftermath, i was haunted for my sin and develop hatred toward lust. I felt mentally ill that i had hiatus for months after i upload marble soda/ramune art. I announce apology in Furaffinity about it. Since i stay clear away from dark fantasy, i made feel a lot better mentally and maturely.
Months later in 2023, i have bravely unfollowed artist That Gryphon guy and Hoot on Furaffinity due to feral p0rn and dark fantasy. What's the point following artist makes bad content while they make sfw good content talented art skills but it's like supporting dark interested minded artist.
It's debate of separating decent art from artist and their twisted fantasy content artworks. It's hard to let go of these artist but it deteriorating me and my mental health with their bad contents.
I extremely sorry to the indigenous quechua to represent them as s3x predator due to based jarjachas mythical demon of their folklore and romanticize sexual assault of twist fantasy. I'm also sorry for insulting and victim blaming the alcoholics, drinkers, vulnerable and drunks about represent them as disposable prey and mention in description that is down right victim blaming them. They both deserve hug.
I'll promise I will never do this ever again.
Why archive and reupload? Isn't is self sabotage? I don't want to self defeat my self but I did it because gain a lot of confidence to confess my past mistake to put to rest and bring closure while use as education purpose to others of not to repeat the same mistakes as I did but if did, deleted them all and take responsibility as I did.
This is one of the most bravest confession i've ever on social media about one of the worst mistakes with horrible consequence of my mental health and wellbeing. I don't want run away from responsibility but i need to move on from past and leave it even someone bring it up against me.
There one thing for me to say to that Quechua s3x predator: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a65A626Ed20

(This is not the Karst sheppy mascot)
I be on hiatus to take break from social media to help with my mental health.
I do not know when to came back but only until i'm ready that i'm a lot better and get confidence.
I Wouldn't upload any more artworks until i'm back but it's doesn't stop me making artworks while on hiatus.
I don't want to give up my social media hobby because i love upload artworks made passionately and it was my dream as a kid because my parent won't allow to have one. I understand why.
Goodbye.

Coming out to confess of my mental illness problem.

I struggling with mental illness and also struggled to proceed the any more art project recently. I don't like decussing my personal life but it is important to everyone know of my background of my behaviour.

I'm victim of Psycological domestic abuse in my teen hood by my family. I hard to explain without leaking fragile personal infomation. It is hard to spoke out without the fear of being shamed when showing vunlreability.

I'm getting myself help with theropist and psycologist because it's starting to get worse and trying to spoke out addressing the issues and the past.

I'm afraid of losing my social media hobby like getting cancelled, drama, hate flood, attracting criminals, disrupting personal life and more.

The failed April fools spoof parody prank didn't work either as the opposite effect than expectation as it triggered my trauma flashback and SJW is just like my parent when i did wrong. I tried to see the bait as clown but it's overpowered by fearful flashback. A month later i block because of the stress, paranoia and fear of helding a grudge and harm me over a failed spoof prank as i recongise the behavour of deja vu just like my parent; Emotional abusive, aggresive, manipulative, twisting narrative, overracting, judgemental and act instead of thinking despite not it's noticing the fake out cues, Sicko huh.

I mishandle by making it too look serious than spoof and put myself into simular situation like Cout Danukala's pug video but without law enforncement involed but instead it's sjw, yep how heroic and inspirational by terrorising a accused radical and no respond after been replyed like he petrified looking like a clown exposed on the internet.

I encounter simular artwork and commented to spoke about the my art story and got decent respond then thanked in shout for it.

By the way i did messed it up of how stupid for not announcing as april fools earlier but it didn't help after the sjw encounter triggering my trauma. Fake out cues didn't work same along with date as some social media don't show the exact date but show of how long since upload. At the time uploading i'm in the rush of typing the description and didn't went well as missed out that end in miscomunitcation. The artwork is scrapped and left abandoned untouched as it's history but reminder of my trauma from my family.

I used to do pranks and trolling before a decade ago as a kid, most of it is fun then no longer contuined ever since but now when i done it again with shock bait and got it and it back fired into submission apologie then no responds.

I has been haunted with guilt, shame and hatred that endorsing me into self harm by intrusive thought. Overconsidering put me a lot of stress of think of The people, their expectation and trying to please them all really hurt me with a lot of strain that made me more mentally ill and paranoia of like i being chained up by them.

I don't want to give up and i will try to keep moving on.

But it won't stop from forbidding me or myself to explore and creating art featuring taboo and mature stuff as i'm entitled to make mature rated stuff if i want to. If i want to make something mature as Cyberpunk edge runner, Bojack horseman, South park, Arcane and more, then i could.

I'm not blaming eveyone for those who did nothing wrong and had no negative interaction with me but just the degenerates are has effect me for worse. Since moved out of my family in independant and it a lot better but the scars will haunt me but i'm getting myself help with theropy.

I have the courage to howl out the unspoken and express my feelings.

I wanted to take break but i don't know when come back. I be all right.

The new disclaimer is inspired and adopted from vore artist  BagelButtz's disclaimer about discomfort of creepy comment and i think that great idea.
I biggest fears in social media twitter (X) mobs (Twitter/X is known for infamous mobs that picks fight over dumb things) who loses themselves, overreact over silly things and nick pick and created accusation for excuses to get you cancelled.
Examples: "Parents hold thier kids hands = p@edophile." "Public social place such as pub = soviet and communist." "Cub p0rn is just pixels, so it's fine." "All entire race of Russian and Jewish civilian and foreign descendance must suffer eternal because of their war crime" "All whites are alt right and too much privlage" "It's not my fault that only connected and sexual attracted to animals " and more. Please Shut up bickers.
I'm pacifistic dog who avoid and against conficts, drama, join bandwagon and picking fights *cough* *cough* typical common Twitter/X users.
No wonder why, i figger out why theres anti online policing and not to get confused with criminal hunting, it's fine as they hunt ACTUAL criminals (not misunderstood been accused as one) but as internet society opression of overjudgemental and dogpile.
I just stay from this stuff in twitter/x and stick to better content in here. I'm not a drama llama and don't want become one.
There are users out there that treats other social media as twitter/X because they think they can get away from it like they did in twitter/X.
If they said they don't use this social media and still unreasonable behave like it, they are might be lying.
It is cautionary warning to those who dare violate and made as defense against twitter/X mobs.

I once made a mistake that i regret and cringed. In DA last year, i recieve comments, one hateful bickering and other warning me. I overreacted out of my flight fight instinct and created a false alarm post, then i relies there a misunderstanding that one warned me isn't malicous and i regreted. So i deleted the post, the bicker one's account did got taken down. Now i learn't to take a break to calm and review it again to understand better then think about how to handle the respond. Touching grass help but when haunted by it, is distracting.

The new disclaimer is first appear in mature rated sfw vore art, Heart in me (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56574045/) and will use in next and future uploads.
Don't rammed into drama like twitter/X.

Heres the new note.

[⚠️Disclaimer⚠️]:

Please refrain from leaving creepy perverted NSFW, use my past mistakes against me and hateful (prejiduce) comments.
There be no tolerance of condemed and harresment, They make me uncomfortable and will be removed.
[!CAUTION]! Otherwise, beast unleashed (aka go nuts).

If any problem?, please calm down and touch grass to think before you act. Try to be polite and calm, adress the problem, the reason about the problem, express the feeling and solution advice that will help me improve. I want to stay pacifist and don't want drama, shame, witchhunted and get cancelled culture.

I come up the idea of new fun gimick to bring my social media personality is annual watermark logo to each year to distinguish artworks of what time period they made in.
I made a new of me the Karst shepherd dog mascot with Jam definition pun or related into design.

I haven't upload another art whole summer season due to how scorching hot the heatwave and been put off from small dumb internet drama in Deviantart but glad that didn't cause to much damage and the user pick on me got it's account terminate. It was terrifing and it never happened again but learn my mistake not to overreact with my fears and should off calm down.

I recently unwatch 2 artist on Furanfinity because Zoophile feral porn they've have upload and i didn't want to support it. I couldn't tolerate the lastest ζ art as they diguss me and make me feel unconfontable but i want disassociate from them by not in watch. I didn't to be controversy because of it (Simular situation of the Dogsmith drama: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKlGmz4j9R8)
Yes artist can get exposed for it just like KaimTime drama: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4moo3oY_JF8 ,but i'm very nervious to expose it.

I'm do not have good track record of daily schedel and kept constant hiatus habit but i'm taking my time in personal. I'm not going complain about it but just letting you know.

It been 2 weeks ago that i've upload journel of Deviantart beware but there is a bit of misunderstanding and it my fault for making thing a bit worse. I decide to quickly delete the journel in next day. I'm feel more confident from my embasament and i have let myself down for being a coward of letting my flight or fight instinct take over until i relies i been blinded. I had second thought it might be prank or troll but commentor them is trying to warn me about the other commentor bickering is hassaser.
I take it a grane of salt of i'm afraid to fooled and become foolish in front of internet.
I'm glad it didn't exploded into a drama because i hate being dragged in or gaslight creating on me. I like being in peace and fun.
Much off like being open and sarcastic fun especially paroding and sometimes trolling, it shows my insercuity and i can get socialy awkard at time in internet. I learn't i shouldn't let my fears take over and overreact and then should calm down first, so don't misread and create a misunderstanding.
Much i like to listen to criticism to improve, i can get let down when not told about the problems and opinions if someone had a problem on me but not in the way of harassing.
I apologise for being a coward. I've should of calm down first instead overreating made it bit worse.

Update: All vore art are now labelled Mature.
All the vore arts are change age rating of mature after of the conclusion, is best to rated mature due to children develope fetish from it, after watching youtuber Raymundo's elsagate video and made me think twice about the decision. It's very out of character for me not to disobey "Think of the children" overprotective karen's complaint and oversentivity over things are never for kids like youtube controversery as example but i never target the vore art kids even they are SFW, i just only target the fans of vore community. I want kids to stay and enjoy being a kid, not growing too fast and even devolope fetishes and into NSFW that affect thier childhood for worst like Pedos like Hypno sapho, Jimbop, Cristali and more been exposed. I still had a problem on Tumblr of not having a mature rating and i can't figure it out which sucks but unsure about posting vore here again. I should've of done early if wouldn't kept forgetting about because i was focusing alot personal stuff like job, house choirs and more. I should be more carefull not repeat the mistakes.

There are Raymundo's vids to spread awareness of Elsagate
-Return of elsa gate: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Urg.....PMZ98&t=1s
-Playlist elsa gate: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76xCiSf3qQI

Ciao! You been April fooled folks! I'm not a American nor Aussie shepherd. All that is real lie in the last journel.

Your whole life is a LIE about me as italian in Italy! *wojak suprise face* I'm accaully American in California at Los angeles suburb! I seen Morbius 2 in production in Hollywood! By da wae, i'm not Karst shepherd, i'm a Aussie shepherd. Has that convince i'm a European because what i said in about america in mockery in my meme art called Br'i'sh cheems at pub based on the br'i'sh memes. PLOT TWIST!

Return: I’m not ded and there no genocide against me kind, just witch hunted by Jarjachas and just sented him to the gulag to rot to ded. Even recently on my account favouriting and viewing art during my leisure time. By the way, I’ve had hiatus few months ago. During the hiatus gave me more time to think.

New social media account: In this month i've been been more social media account to expand my empire. If you like using alternative account like furry network, newsgrounds, itaku and more, it fine but there's content there. I couldn't get Toyhouse and Pillowfort, Toyhouse need invited code because i want OC wikipedia site while Pillowfort charge you money to create account. Newsground is my back up of uploading animation project and archived if youtube disable it but i'm not ready yet and i haven't made animations yet.

Apology: The first porn art is now delete for good due to incriminating non-consenting the image contained which bring bad influence to other which terrified me. My first journal is delete because I’ve went too soft on it and I’ve scrapped it at first but to delete, when I’ve snapped I deleted the artwork. I took my vore fantasy too far till it traumatise me and felt very guilty so I did what is right out of strong desire is to delete it. Nobody ever called me out on this, I haven’t hurt anyone but only I hurt is my mental health which lead to hiatus to recover and take a break. I’ll be no longer be making porn art. As a vore lover, I always loved the concept of vore preds hunt their prey unwilling and even raids the place for mass meal which I was introduce myself to my favourite vore artist Sentinel winder (Not as person, just his artwork but do NOT harass) which lead to me be inspired. I took concept too far with porn which is terrible mistake I’ve ever made. What concerned me more, there a user who subscribe to me just for this porn upload in Deviantart but don’t want to be harsh for me to block them. I very sorry the indigenous people of Quechua for this terrible representation it lead to me to be put off from ethnic group males.

If you or anyone an victims of sexual abuse, rape and toxic relationship, please take action against it. Please do your research on which country you in. It not healthy to glorifeld and fanticise sex abuse even if you horny. If you had issues of having desire to commit sex crime, just get help and get theropy.

This month is where xmas is coming, so go out of your parent's basement then house and touch snow, get social in xmas fair, event with your friends and family and get your family and friends a gift from exploration in town shops instead of spending it on microtransaction yourself. Git gud.