Big news
General | Posted 12 years agoSo, this page is now going to have a second moderator. Besides
fc32,
electricfox777 is going to be working on the page as well. So this bunny is going to have two guys watching her butt.... HOT!
fc32,
electricfox777 is going to be working on the page as well. So this bunny is going to have two guys watching her butt.... HOT!*Blows dust off the account*
General | Posted 12 years agoWell it's been a while hasn't it? I need to come in and dust things off here. Sorry for the absence. I'll be more active around here now. Let's be honest. Who missed me?
Feeling a little silly today
General | Posted 13 years agoSo i thought I'd talk bunny nostalgia. I have several things that really make me feel like putting on the nostalgia goggles. they all have a place and reason and here they are.
1. d20 set: Yeah,I was a geeky gamer girl in college, please don't judge me too harshly. I played a dark wizard who worshiped Set and took crap from nobody. I can't remember what I named her, I'll just call her "Mary Sue"
2. Alice Cooper Concert ticket stub: I went to see him perform live once. I wasn't really a fan then, I was just going with Aitora as a friend. I was thrilled by the spectacle of seeing him beheaded during "I Love The Dead", felt a connection to the song "Eighteen" and was moved to tears by "Only Women Bleed". By the end of the night I was hearing Dirty Diamonds in my head and bought the album.
3. A Postcard: Jex sent me this one summer when she went home with her sister and mother. The picture is of H.P. Lovecraft and on the back she wrote "Because I know you love all this horror stuff. Can't wait to see you again in the spring semester."
4. My Grandfathers Watch: It's only made of tin and the spring for winding it up broke long ago but I still keep it safe. He told me that he use to keep it in his hat in World War 2 and focus on the ticking so he wouldn't hear the fighting when he tried to sleep. He was such a gentle man and as I got older I couldn't imagine him in such a terrible place and time but knowing that this helped him in tough times makes me glad for it. I'm afraid to get it fixed for some reason.
5. A Crayon Drawing: This is a picture that Lilly drew me when she was in the hospital. I got really upset and she made this picture of the two of us picking flowers with a caption that reads "don't be sad, we'll be ok together."
6. 35mm Copy of Bladerunner: Just cause it's so cool.
What are some of the things you cherish? I'd love to know.
1. d20 set: Yeah,I was a geeky gamer girl in college, please don't judge me too harshly. I played a dark wizard who worshiped Set and took crap from nobody. I can't remember what I named her, I'll just call her "Mary Sue"
2. Alice Cooper Concert ticket stub: I went to see him perform live once. I wasn't really a fan then, I was just going with Aitora as a friend. I was thrilled by the spectacle of seeing him beheaded during "I Love The Dead", felt a connection to the song "Eighteen" and was moved to tears by "Only Women Bleed". By the end of the night I was hearing Dirty Diamonds in my head and bought the album.
3. A Postcard: Jex sent me this one summer when she went home with her sister and mother. The picture is of H.P. Lovecraft and on the back she wrote "Because I know you love all this horror stuff. Can't wait to see you again in the spring semester."
4. My Grandfathers Watch: It's only made of tin and the spring for winding it up broke long ago but I still keep it safe. He told me that he use to keep it in his hat in World War 2 and focus on the ticking so he wouldn't hear the fighting when he tried to sleep. He was such a gentle man and as I got older I couldn't imagine him in such a terrible place and time but knowing that this helped him in tough times makes me glad for it. I'm afraid to get it fixed for some reason.
5. A Crayon Drawing: This is a picture that Lilly drew me when she was in the hospital. I got really upset and she made this picture of the two of us picking flowers with a caption that reads "don't be sad, we'll be ok together."
6. 35mm Copy of Bladerunner: Just cause it's so cool.
What are some of the things you cherish? I'd love to know.
A little bit about me....
General | Posted 13 years ago So, a little something about myself. I never know where to start with these things. Well my favourite color is blue. My first pet was a goldfish named Bob (I use to think he was saying his name over and over again in the tank). Oh and I have an irrational fear of waking up in Weird Als trunk.
But seriously, I may as well start out with my childhood. I was a small town girl who adored (and still does) her parents and absolutely worshipped her grandparents. My father owned and operated a small movie theatre. He was also the projectionist, my mom ran the snack bar. I loved going there on opening night for the movies I wanted to see as a kid. Sitting in the booth with my father in what he called the VIP booth. It was great because we'd just hang out up there. He'd sneak me up a chocolate soda and he'd get some chewing tobacco on the sly. He called it our secret but there's no way mom didn't know, she just let him think he was a master of intrigue.
That was a place where I always felt good. It was also where I got a taste for B-grade horror movies. The day I turned eleven my father was running a double feature of Dawn of the Dead and Friday the 13th. God how I fell in love with the spectacle of it all. Soon after I was begging to be in there for every scary movie he had come through the place. Most of them I got to go see but there were a few where he kept me out of there.
As I got older I took over the snack bar part of the job but I really wanted to be up in that booth. Partially because I wanted to be in the VIP booth, but mostly because I hated the comments the other girls from my school made about me when they were there. There was a lot of teasing about working for my parents and snotty comments about my looks. I make myself feel better by saying it was because I wasn't an airheaded twit.
Now, that brings me to another part of my life. God how I hated school. Every day I'd sit there feeling bored to tears. It wasn't a case of the teenage “I can do better than this” attitude but it was just that most of it didn't interest me. Then there were the other students. Honestly I never had a boyfriend all through high school. Most of the other girls teased me about being a late bloomer and my weight. Truth be told though I did have a crush on one of the guys in my homeroom, a tabby cat. He was the dangerous looking type. Overcoat and dog collar kinda look. He use to wear these pants with belts and chains all over them and I'd wonder what it would be like to be tied up with that stuff. I think that's where my fascination with bondage started.
But before I knew it I was done with high school and was off to college. What a change of pace. The first semester I didn't know my head from my tail. I didn't declare a major because I had no idea what I wanted to do. All I knew was everything was different but still kind of the same. I still felt self conscious about my weight so I was at the campus gym every day after classes ended. I was on every diet Cosmo published and then I started on the diet pills. I think they were the second biggest mistake of that time in my life. It's been a few years and here I am looking back and I see all the different ones that were pulled because of how they caused internal bleeding or liver damage. It's kinda frightening sometimes when I think about it. There were times when I'd be there using several different brands at once and I'd be there wondering why I was having stomach pain or chest pains. I was seriously hooked and it was the kind of logic that I imagine people have at the slot machines. “OK, I lost on that one but this next one's going to be the one. Here I come success.” Oh I feel silly looking back at it.
So anyway another thing that I had to adjust to was not knowing how to manage on my own. For the fist time I was not living at home and worse again I didn't get into the dorm so I was getting use to living independent and with a room mate for the first time. Now that was a good thing because I met Jex that way. She was so different. It was odd getting use to her accent (for the first week I didn't understand one word she said) and then there were all the magazines in French she'd have on the coffee table. But we didn't take long to hit it off. Sadly neither of us knew how to cook or were all that good at housekeeping but we sure had fun. It was about the same time that I met Lloyd but the less said there the better.
All the same after I broke up with Lloyd I got kind of depressed and ended up dropping out of college. The plan at the time was that it would be just till I got my head back together. But in the meantime I managed to get a job in a bar serving drinks. The tips were good and I was living well so I kind of got away from the school idea. I kind of regret that every so often but at the same time I do enjoy my life a lot more now. I don't know if it's the job, the friends I have or some combination of both but I'm not complaining.
I guess that brings me to my personal life. Well since I had my big breakup with Lloyd I've been playing it casual. I tend to take things as they come and I've been known to indulge myself in one night stands as I need them but I've also got a few friends with benefits. I hope I don't come off like a huge slut for saying that but it's the truth. I haven't been quite ready to move on to another steady relationship since that time. I think sometimes that it's because I'm having too much fun this way but on other nights I think it's because I'm afraid of being hurt again.
Outside of intimate relationships I have to say I tend to just pal around and have fun on my own terms. Not that I'm the rebel without a cause type, just the contrary but rather you can't count on what I'll be in the mood for from one day to the next. I do tend to lean towards dancing, bowling, going out to the movies and swimming. When I don't want to go out I play gory video games (I really love Left 4 Dead 2) or just hang out with Jex or Aitora (rarely at the same time because they have such different ideas of what fun is). I love electronic music and can't seem to go a day without either Daft Punk, Moby or Kavinsky. I do tend to try and avoid stereotypical “girly” things so no soap operas and purse shopping sprees for me.
Outside of that I guess my priorities are my family. I'm still close with my parents, though we live half way across the continent from each other, and my cousin Lilly recently moved into town so I've been rekindling my relationship with her.
If there's anything else you've ever wanted to know just ask.
But seriously, I may as well start out with my childhood. I was a small town girl who adored (and still does) her parents and absolutely worshipped her grandparents. My father owned and operated a small movie theatre. He was also the projectionist, my mom ran the snack bar. I loved going there on opening night for the movies I wanted to see as a kid. Sitting in the booth with my father in what he called the VIP booth. It was great because we'd just hang out up there. He'd sneak me up a chocolate soda and he'd get some chewing tobacco on the sly. He called it our secret but there's no way mom didn't know, she just let him think he was a master of intrigue.
That was a place where I always felt good. It was also where I got a taste for B-grade horror movies. The day I turned eleven my father was running a double feature of Dawn of the Dead and Friday the 13th. God how I fell in love with the spectacle of it all. Soon after I was begging to be in there for every scary movie he had come through the place. Most of them I got to go see but there were a few where he kept me out of there.
As I got older I took over the snack bar part of the job but I really wanted to be up in that booth. Partially because I wanted to be in the VIP booth, but mostly because I hated the comments the other girls from my school made about me when they were there. There was a lot of teasing about working for my parents and snotty comments about my looks. I make myself feel better by saying it was because I wasn't an airheaded twit.
Now, that brings me to another part of my life. God how I hated school. Every day I'd sit there feeling bored to tears. It wasn't a case of the teenage “I can do better than this” attitude but it was just that most of it didn't interest me. Then there were the other students. Honestly I never had a boyfriend all through high school. Most of the other girls teased me about being a late bloomer and my weight. Truth be told though I did have a crush on one of the guys in my homeroom, a tabby cat. He was the dangerous looking type. Overcoat and dog collar kinda look. He use to wear these pants with belts and chains all over them and I'd wonder what it would be like to be tied up with that stuff. I think that's where my fascination with bondage started.
But before I knew it I was done with high school and was off to college. What a change of pace. The first semester I didn't know my head from my tail. I didn't declare a major because I had no idea what I wanted to do. All I knew was everything was different but still kind of the same. I still felt self conscious about my weight so I was at the campus gym every day after classes ended. I was on every diet Cosmo published and then I started on the diet pills. I think they were the second biggest mistake of that time in my life. It's been a few years and here I am looking back and I see all the different ones that were pulled because of how they caused internal bleeding or liver damage. It's kinda frightening sometimes when I think about it. There were times when I'd be there using several different brands at once and I'd be there wondering why I was having stomach pain or chest pains. I was seriously hooked and it was the kind of logic that I imagine people have at the slot machines. “OK, I lost on that one but this next one's going to be the one. Here I come success.” Oh I feel silly looking back at it.
So anyway another thing that I had to adjust to was not knowing how to manage on my own. For the fist time I was not living at home and worse again I didn't get into the dorm so I was getting use to living independent and with a room mate for the first time. Now that was a good thing because I met Jex that way. She was so different. It was odd getting use to her accent (for the first week I didn't understand one word she said) and then there were all the magazines in French she'd have on the coffee table. But we didn't take long to hit it off. Sadly neither of us knew how to cook or were all that good at housekeeping but we sure had fun. It was about the same time that I met Lloyd but the less said there the better.
All the same after I broke up with Lloyd I got kind of depressed and ended up dropping out of college. The plan at the time was that it would be just till I got my head back together. But in the meantime I managed to get a job in a bar serving drinks. The tips were good and I was living well so I kind of got away from the school idea. I kind of regret that every so often but at the same time I do enjoy my life a lot more now. I don't know if it's the job, the friends I have or some combination of both but I'm not complaining.
I guess that brings me to my personal life. Well since I had my big breakup with Lloyd I've been playing it casual. I tend to take things as they come and I've been known to indulge myself in one night stands as I need them but I've also got a few friends with benefits. I hope I don't come off like a huge slut for saying that but it's the truth. I haven't been quite ready to move on to another steady relationship since that time. I think sometimes that it's because I'm having too much fun this way but on other nights I think it's because I'm afraid of being hurt again.
Outside of intimate relationships I have to say I tend to just pal around and have fun on my own terms. Not that I'm the rebel without a cause type, just the contrary but rather you can't count on what I'll be in the mood for from one day to the next. I do tend to lean towards dancing, bowling, going out to the movies and swimming. When I don't want to go out I play gory video games (I really love Left 4 Dead 2) or just hang out with Jex or Aitora (rarely at the same time because they have such different ideas of what fun is). I love electronic music and can't seem to go a day without either Daft Punk, Moby or Kavinsky. I do tend to try and avoid stereotypical “girly” things so no soap operas and purse shopping sprees for me.
Outside of that I guess my priorities are my family. I'm still close with my parents, though we live half way across the continent from each other, and my cousin Lilly recently moved into town so I've been rekindling my relationship with her.
If there's anything else you've ever wanted to know just ask.
What I'm Doing Now.....
General | Posted 13 years ago I'm laying on my side right now.
I close my eyes and fantasize about feeling a cock against my lips. I imagine that I open my mouth a little and let it in, licking and sucking it while I massage the balls that dangle below the teasing shaft.
I'm laying on my back now.
My hands move to my breasts and I kneed my little B-cups and finesse my nipples. It's getting me wet and I can feel my legs curling up toward my stomach, exposing my moist little pussy.
I'm opening my legs now.
What are you doing?
I close my eyes and fantasize about feeling a cock against my lips. I imagine that I open my mouth a little and let it in, licking and sucking it while I massage the balls that dangle below the teasing shaft.
I'm laying on my back now.
My hands move to my breasts and I kneed my little B-cups and finesse my nipples. It's getting me wet and I can feel my legs curling up toward my stomach, exposing my moist little pussy.
I'm opening my legs now.
What are you doing?
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