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Some new update about my life
General | Posted 2 months agoI thought I could give a little update about my life and how I deal with my problems.
Over the past 4 months, since my last update, little has changed with my state of readiness to fully immerse myself in drawing, but I probably have something to say about my discipline. Taking long breaks and a conservative, low-paying job by profession really showed me what I lost when I was small and childish, when I first started painting here and doing it on a commercial basis, and at the same time she really showed me what I'm capable of. I'm able to get up in the morning, I'm able to sit on an 8 o'clock shift and do endless layout and design of some things that depress me, and I realized how much time I really had and at the same time had little time when I was completely freelancing. I am glad to realize that now I am gradually beginning to have enough self-discipline to cope with all the work and orders that are on top of me, I wish I could say the same about my physical strength.
In a couple of months, I'm going to take a serious step in my life, I'll have to move to another city with my partner and unfortunately leave the job I'm in now, I think I'll try to combine freelancing and some stung position from home.
Now I have returned to the goal again with the gradual drawing of the remaining commissions, which some of you have been waiting for an outrageously long time. I'm glad that last year I was able to finish half of what I couldn't do for 3 years in six months, and I think with my newfound strength, I'll be able to do it in six months or so.
I'm still glad for the new experience and I'm glad that they finally heard me and didn't scold me so much for my inaction, so I can draw and draw, thank you to everyone for the kind words, thank you to my regular customers and new friends who are ready to trust me in a new way, and I also want to offer my deepest apologies to the people I have I still can't find the strength to respond, I hope in the 26th year I will definitely really please you with your long-awaited commission.
Thank you all again and Merry Christmas
Over the past 4 months, since my last update, little has changed with my state of readiness to fully immerse myself in drawing, but I probably have something to say about my discipline. Taking long breaks and a conservative, low-paying job by profession really showed me what I lost when I was small and childish, when I first started painting here and doing it on a commercial basis, and at the same time she really showed me what I'm capable of. I'm able to get up in the morning, I'm able to sit on an 8 o'clock shift and do endless layout and design of some things that depress me, and I realized how much time I really had and at the same time had little time when I was completely freelancing. I am glad to realize that now I am gradually beginning to have enough self-discipline to cope with all the work and orders that are on top of me, I wish I could say the same about my physical strength.
In a couple of months, I'm going to take a serious step in my life, I'll have to move to another city with my partner and unfortunately leave the job I'm in now, I think I'll try to combine freelancing and some stung position from home.
Now I have returned to the goal again with the gradual drawing of the remaining commissions, which some of you have been waiting for an outrageously long time. I'm glad that last year I was able to finish half of what I couldn't do for 3 years in six months, and I think with my newfound strength, I'll be able to do it in six months or so.
I'm still glad for the new experience and I'm glad that they finally heard me and didn't scold me so much for my inaction, so I can draw and draw, thank you to everyone for the kind words, thank you to my regular customers and new friends who are ready to trust me in a new way, and I also want to offer my deepest apologies to the people I have I still can't find the strength to respond, I hope in the 26th year I will definitely really please you with your long-awaited commission.
Thank you all again and Merry Christmas
A new journal with excuses?
General | Posted 6 months agoHello everyone, it's been exactly a year since I finally recovered from my lingering depression, and now it's been like three months since I got a job and started paying off my debts.
Over the past year, I have drawn most of the commissions that I have owed for 4 years, thanks to everyone who was understanding and did not scold me too much, thanks to you, I was able to believe in my strength and be able to work even more
I've long wanted to tell you something that I've been hesitating to do all these years, I was afraid to be rude and because of the lack of work and the fear of being left without money, I was afraid to be honest, but now, out of respect for myself and for the people who are silently waiting for their commissions so far, I want to say that...
Perhaps few people noticed what triggers I could often disappear from before, but these were people who took advantage of my kindness and helplessness, they had the right to demand their commissions, but even when I drew them, these people tried to manipulate me into drawing them even more drawings, and I was just afraid to say no, after that, I burned out and I didn't have the strength to go back and not only answer people, but also draw
And I also want to make a rather stupid request again, which I've been repeating for years even before my huge mental breakdowns, I'll still say that I remember literally everyone I owe a commission to, and yes, you have the right to write to me every week, every day, every hour, where is your drawing, but literally after such a long time, both you and I can understand that nothing good will come of it, the only positive maximum that you can get is a mediocre quality drawing that will not be worth not only the money you spent, but also the time that you expected it to be., just pay attention to how I drew when you first took my commission and how I draw now, I'll make a stupid joke about a good investment, because now I'm really cool at drawing....
I hope I was able to explain myself a little bit in this part, and now I want to tell you about my life now as well.
As I said, I found a job in May, and at first the office scared me, but now I can say that I've already fully adapted to it.
I'm glad that now I don't have to work on the number of drawings and sales, now I can afford to devote more time to each drawing and raise its quality and level of study, and at the same time I plan to raise prices 5 years later, I'm not going to do it too critically, but analyzing the market and my skills, I I have to do this. We all want to see even cooler work from me, and that's the only way I can afford it, thank you.
Anyway, at the very end, I want to say that thank you to everyone who supports me, and a stupid little request or warning, in general, I don't even have the strength to tell you how I'm doing, so please don't be offended by this!
Over the past year, I have drawn most of the commissions that I have owed for 4 years, thanks to everyone who was understanding and did not scold me too much, thanks to you, I was able to believe in my strength and be able to work even more
I've long wanted to tell you something that I've been hesitating to do all these years, I was afraid to be rude and because of the lack of work and the fear of being left without money, I was afraid to be honest, but now, out of respect for myself and for the people who are silently waiting for their commissions so far, I want to say that...
Perhaps few people noticed what triggers I could often disappear from before, but these were people who took advantage of my kindness and helplessness, they had the right to demand their commissions, but even when I drew them, these people tried to manipulate me into drawing them even more drawings, and I was just afraid to say no, after that, I burned out and I didn't have the strength to go back and not only answer people, but also draw
And I also want to make a rather stupid request again, which I've been repeating for years even before my huge mental breakdowns, I'll still say that I remember literally everyone I owe a commission to, and yes, you have the right to write to me every week, every day, every hour, where is your drawing, but literally after such a long time, both you and I can understand that nothing good will come of it, the only positive maximum that you can get is a mediocre quality drawing that will not be worth not only the money you spent, but also the time that you expected it to be., just pay attention to how I drew when you first took my commission and how I draw now, I'll make a stupid joke about a good investment, because now I'm really cool at drawing....
I hope I was able to explain myself a little bit in this part, and now I want to tell you about my life now as well.
As I said, I found a job in May, and at first the office scared me, but now I can say that I've already fully adapted to it.
I'm glad that now I don't have to work on the number of drawings and sales, now I can afford to devote more time to each drawing and raise its quality and level of study, and at the same time I plan to raise prices 5 years later, I'm not going to do it too critically, but analyzing the market and my skills, I I have to do this. We all want to see even cooler work from me, and that's the only way I can afford it, thank you.
Anyway, at the very end, I want to say that thank you to everyone who supports me, and a stupid little request or warning, in general, I don't even have the strength to tell you how I'm doing, so please don't be offended by this!
