i say the supervillian won.

people are afraid to stand up against others vigil anti law probably arrested all the old superheros

batman finally got caught, superman probably got stuck in a jade mine. being his kriptonight looks just the same. green lantern never returned to earth. an all the rest spending life sentences in jail for defending the weak or defenseless.

well finally saw last air bender movie i don't know what everyone is talking about when they say it wasn't that good

it was a great film and yes i did see the cartoon prior to watching it.

its my birthday today

just a sec
1) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4235718/
1b) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4704328/

magic spell
2) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4252159/
2B) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4685989/

much better
3) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4306619/

bring it on
4) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4332170/

attack 1
5) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4390254/

attack 2
6) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4403106/

exhausted
7) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4601679/

thrown back
8) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4655215/

broken sword
9) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4655222/

attack 3
10) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4658154/

more to come

life is good

i just haven't lately been inspired to color any pics i don't know why. works weird lately being the store i work at is closing i get to see peoples real personality. people get mad when the sale price is marked on the box they get mad being they want a price lower than it. they also seem oblivious to signs that say specific info about items for sale. an im growing to be bothered by the fact that people enter the store and ask up are we closing when we have huge signs lining the windows and a huge banner outside saying it as well as a giant sign near the road saying it too. then seign a sign that says sold on a flat screen and asking what it was priced as. it doesn't matter what it was its not for sale anymore. sigh. and ofcourse the greatest fool of them all a customer getting mad for claiming seeing a sign saying 50% off and getting mad when we dont have anything inside 50% off. i am still trying to find that sign they claimed to see being its our first week of the sale and its ran by a corporation 50 percent wont be seen till next week or the week after. course i think its hilarious when i had a customer ask whats the price of a piece of candy that is labeled .99 with a 20% discount on it. hello less than a dollar and asking for specific prices? id understand form a lil kid or a teen but this was a grown adult someone old enough to be an aunt to me.lol oh well least i am seeing peoples true colors the face they hide from even there families. an if they dont hide it from there families i feel sorry for those people who deal with them on a daily basis. oh and it was like .77 or .79 cents for that one piece of candy. there was more but i dont care to share it its to stupid.

why is it when i type art jargen and lingo people dont respond?

it comes out i worked in an art gallery and am formally trained in the fine arts. i cant really help it.


though i havent posted anything here i am till drawing in fact ive been drawing once a day to get myself into a certain though process and thinking clearer being that drawing helps me think.

there si a tone more but thats all im going to post here on fa it would take an hr or two for me to post all the series of fireworks i have over 60 photos i took probably close to 100 i cant keep track

ive been feeling board a lot lately as well as tired case work.. not enough to say ive worked lots but enough to say i wake go to work sleep and repeat the same thing ffor a wile

im just wondering. one reason for me is usually im in a hurry so i just want to fave that wich i think is great. another reason is i sometimes forget. an i apologies to those great artists out there ,

though i am curious of why others do it.

i love to read comments actually i try to respond to them all they brighten up my day even the nasty ones. though i dont prefer the bad ones.

dang it i hope itsworkin now http://www.ustream.tv/channel/masterlupus

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/drawing-with-rob

im really rusty so im still workin on the pic from the other day

thank ya all for visiting earlier on my test run ^^

sorry i havent posted much latly or left many comments ive been working very lil latly an bein doin gimics to find way to earn more money. i have been drawing jus nothin i feel good enough to post


but in other news my birthday is in about 9 days . nov 15. sadly im still trying to plan to do stuff that weekend even though i dont have much and i want to go places that cost lots or at least lots of gas to travel to. ^^

How man times have you changed ur fursona?

ive always wondered being people have changed theres so often.

im no talking about age an height im speaking about species color and stuff like that.

ive never changed my fursona. ever. but round me ive seen people change there's so often i could almost say a fursona changes at least once a week.. im not saying everyone's changes just that if i looked i could probably find someone who has changed there fursona every week.

so i was curious what makes people change there fursona so often and how many times has everyone's fursona changed.

now like i said earlier age height an such isnt changing. thats specifying exactness.

trying to increase my production rate^^ i used to draw less each week now im trying to draw more often.

once thats up coloring more ofthen then ill be back to where i want to be in drawing

when drawing there is more to stick figures than you realize. a simple stick figure can give all the info you need to go to the next step of drawing. give it clothes a shirt or shorts and you have the mext step to mking it a figue an not just a stick figure then give the body girth or thickness. definhe hands a bit as well as the feet and then you have the makings of a figure it may not be the best but its a start.


this is a quick lesson one in drawing for those who dont know how to go beyond a simple stick figure.

have fun ya all

which is more real the dream or the reality?

i give you that question more like a statement. i don't think i dream like most people. you see i can have a full dream sequence with just blinking in fact i have many times. i have been injured ina dream and woke with bruises in that spot of the injury.

even drempt wile i was awake an interacting with others. i know that even sounds weird to me. to travel a path or road and int he dream simultaneously traveling a similar path. to suddenly stop walking down a road and instantaneously looking over a canyon in front of me.

am i getting enough sleep oh defiantly i get 6-8 hrs a night and randomly during the day id have to say maybe an other 2 at most.

i know the difference between the dream but if the reality of the dream is overlapping the reality of the real.

sometimes i wonder wich is the dream an which is reality for both seem to follow daily life. sometimes the story of the real will continue for a wile then i sleep and the dream will continue for a wile. like in the dream once i was knocked out. the dream continued when i reawoke after a few days. i have the same control over my actions in the dream as i do in the reality that is what makes it even more difficult. besides the differences of worlds in the dream i dont wonder about wich is real an wich is not but reality i do. and in the dream what felt like days or weeks sometimes even a few yrs pass before i wake back at the same place in reality. if this were a dream this reality then why do i log it down and write it for my own records as well as share with others from tiem to time.

from time to time ill have a different dream but over all it just continues the same dream. but in both we discuss similar subjects or do similar things in the dream. a few days prior i fought a fat ogre an survived. then at work had n angry customer who was loud in the mouth and large in the waist. many other similarities as well for example i lose an item in the dream i lose it in reality lost my lamp in the dram and so lost my flashlight to the point i had to acquire a new one. the original is still missing. i also bought one in the dream.

both realities for me are so similar its confusing. but for now i continue to believe and hopefully always believe this as the real an the other the dream.

how i notice the differences best is when they overlap both happening simultaneously. you see my left eye has many problems with it causing me to almost be blind in that eye but i am able to notice details and little things that most cannnot till theyu take time to focus on that an see that detail. well back to what i was saying when they overlap and happen at the same time the dream one is almost transparent. i can see partially through it. giving just enough transparency to tell me that its isnt there really.

if both are real then i am living two lives at the same time.

confusing isn't it?

well enjoy my crazyness.

for the last few yrs i just let this roll off me ignoring how stupid these statements are. i hear people telling artists to study style. they have no skills. or someone cant draw

EVERYONE an i mean everyone can draw. everyone has skills and yes everyone has there own style.
each person has a different skill level in a manner of speaking some are beginners some are pros an some are in between. to those of you who are beginners don't give up. you aren't set in your ways and get to play with the newest of technologies to allow your imagination to be seen in your art. an because of the still in the beginning stages can go any direction you desire in art. every artist chooses a direction they want to go whether they know it consciously or not. to be honest when you are no creating realism a little. art is is learning how to recreate that idea in your head into a page , canvas , screen , etc. the skills you learn in the beginning yrs of your art you will use the rest of your days because they will become automatic to you overtime. yes the works may be sloppy to you or to another but that idea is still unique to you as an artist .

to those who are pros we aren't pros we are still learning. never stop learning or trying new things. like that picture you saw that caught your eye try to duplicate that piece so you can learn a new technique. something that helps you figure it all out. its never to late to improve yourself no matter how insignificant it may appear. make that stupid idea in your head or create that difficult piece it will help. AND remember even those new artist can teach you something you may not know. Something you may not have figured out.

to all you who are in between its simple. follow the ideas that i shared with everyone else. as well as look to someone better than you so you may improve yourself give yourself a goal and see if you can beat it. once you get better than that someone you looked to find someone else and continue this. your skills and abilities will greatly improve with each passing day.

About style, we all have it. It is what makes each one different from the next artist. Some artists skill is mimicking the skills of other artist. Commonalty they know it an will admit they cannot create anything of there own idea. It happens. I have met a few like that. Other than those few artist each style is unique and none are exactly the same if one artist mimics the style of another it is still noticeable of that artists style in the piece. Your style can only improve and specialize but not change. Even if an artist looks back they can still see a hint of the style they have from that early work . For a painter from the brush strokes to an illustrator with the way the do simple shapes its still done the same way just refined from the passing time.

Skill is what refines your style no artist is at the same skill you could have 2 people who studied together and finished the exact same time and one may still be better than the other. Here styles will be different and still they may have great works but still they can teach each other something new that the other may have not known or learned.
Last art is everything from music to painting. From drawing to sculpting. Even to the way you walk. Some is more recognized as art than others. This rant is to those who paint and those who draw and those who ever have to deal with people who who say that you are not good or you are a great artist. Your works are junk an so forth. Remember that reason you decided to create because that should be your driving motivation. It may change over the years but don't forget it because once you do you will lose your desire to create. I have seen many great artist give up because the simple factor of someone telling them they aren't good or whatever. Those who insult your work desire to make themselves feel better a critique is advise not an insult. Careful what you say to other artist. Words can hurt more than any broken limb. And actions can do far worse than such. Don't thrown down another because you think they “don't got it” in your eyes. Help them improve then not put them down. Help them to stand on there own not to fall.

To all you artist and all you people wanting to be artist. Keep drawing keep painting and never stop creating something new. You have not met your limit even the great DaVinci was still learning. So don't stop because you hit “a brick wall” it just takes time to figure what next to do. Heck maybe even paint that brick wall.

And to all artists also don't let a critic tell you that they think your work sucks. Most of the time they cant even do as good as you and the rest of the time they look to find problems to make themselves look better. That person usually thrives off of criticizing others and normally have a way of bringing themselves up. They are cruel people who desire only to look cool to the few people who can stand there presence.

i finnally went through the restored documents and the 60 typed pages of my book are lost.

this is going to be a long yr of typing them from the original notebooks of mine yrs ago which i gathered and typed up. specially since not all was written in the same notebook and the fact that i had it in small font then on the computer or the fact that it was a first digital draft as well so im back to stage one on where i was on the book or close to it being i was planing to do a final draft to send to an editor for corrections before doing y official final draft

basically half the book is missing as well as alternate drafts an character bios an background of events sheets. as well as so much more


i still have some hope but i have to find the hard drives from my old computer (in storage) an hope the folders im looking for arnt lost or corrupted.

if im lucky this may only take me 3 months to re type and write again.

also the fact it took me 6 months to go through all those files to se if i still had it. from what i had recoved from my backup drive though i still need tot ake the time an seee if the origonal hardrive still has anything on it (being it was the first to crash out of the set and the second hardrive with the files broke in the manner of never will even work sinc ethe discs in side stoped spinning propperly and made a grinding noise the last time i tried to use it

well its seems my projects are enlarging and expanding the simple large one its now joining small one here an there. is my mind really that quick to make one thing part of another before i even get to the conclusion . oh well my book may be taking longer but hey its its getting bigger i jus hope when i finally get the first book of it done that i have the energy to illustrate it like i plan.


well it seems i have a few fun projects im on as well as a few others i am willing to attempt ^^ i still need to get things colored but i feel once work calms down like it normally does this time of yr ill get to my coloring and other fun projects like that.

i have so many ideas i wish i had a device that would jus duplicate it from my mind without having me to slow down to write or say it in a mic to get it written down latter^^

i still have much time to spare even with over 12 projects an work well beeing the projects are all at my own pace^^

i also wish i could control my imagination even more but to have such a wild imagination i love beign i have so much freedom with it. maybe i dont need control but better understanding. ^^

well enough of my randomness thank you for reading if you did. an jus to let you know im not the greatest in English but my heart is in telling a story as i see it in my mind.