Still asking for help
Posted 4 years agoI am tight on funds trying to build my future home. My place im renting from will not be avilible for much longer and rhe local area is to expinsive to rent as of recently. Winter is commi g and snow is late
Any little bit will help
https://ko-fi.com/i/IL3L275WSZ
Thank you to those who have helped already
Any little bit will help
https://ko-fi.com/i/IL3L275WSZ
Thank you to those who have helped already
Needing funds
Posted 4 years agoIm not used to asking for help but im trying for a wile to build my future home. My deadline is almost up an my funds are getting more bone dry than i like. Heres a progress of what im currently at.
https://twitter.com/themasterlupus/...../1463527681027...
https://ko-fi.com/i/IH2H174HQD
Any little bit helps.
Thanks
https://twitter.com/themasterlupus/...../1463527681027...
https://ko-fi.com/i/IH2H174HQD
Any little bit helps.
Thanks
Life
Posted 4 years agoI'm struggling to survive so I'm starting a ko-fi
Help an artist out an keep creating
https://ko-fi.com/masterlupus
I will be starting other projects too like patron an yca pics
Help an artist out an keep creating
https://ko-fi.com/masterlupus
I will be starting other projects too like patron an yca pics
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Posted 6 years agoI cant seem to post outside the one pic i posted earlier fa seems to error each time i try
Projects om working on
Posted 7 years agoStill working on the realm of the closet monster it going to be time before its all done:)
Im doing the series school photos to jus practice my drawing a bit more
Im doing the series school photos to jus practice my drawing a bit more
COMMISSIONS OPEN
Posted 8 years agoNeed to pay bills
COMMISSIONS OPEN!!!
Full color $25
Inked $16
Pencil $11
Starting with 5 slots
Message me or comment if intrested
COMMISSIONS OPEN!!!
Full color $25
Inked $16
Pencil $11
Starting with 5 slots
Message me or comment if intrested
thanks
Posted 9 years agoThank yas for the bday wishes sorry for the delay its been a busy week
commissions open
Posted 9 years agoDrawing up my add now
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Posted 9 years agoPlannin on opening commissions soon rl soon
ask this pup anything
Posted 9 years agoIm ganna try this
Ask me anything if i feel like answering it i will^^
Ask me anything if i feel like answering it i will^^
sick
Posted 10 years agoSorry havent posted in a wile been sick
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Posted 10 years agoSorry i havent posted ive been rl busy n i still need to finish a few pics
rant
Posted 10 years agoSome days i feel my eye site is failing me. Beyond that 5 minutes to a few hrs of potential no vision. I getdays where light just hurts my eyes so much i feel i must shut them other days my eyes cause me headaches. Not all lights hurt my eyes. Maybe its just another way my body is reminding me im still visually impaired.
It is very odd to be able to feel the energy of things around you to hear n sence an objects presence. The gift of site is a unique one especially when looking at an object i can see such unique views i can actually sometimes see through objects if i forget to focus. Lately my brain has been switching which eye is dominate when im exausted or over stressed.
Simply to give an idea on what i see i gave learned a lot about my eyes and trained them well. Simply i see two different images at slightly different angles and perspectives though my eyes are parallel my left eye sees in an offset angle as well as has a nearly perfect pariferal view my brain takes these two images and often combines them as one or takes the right one and adds the left part properly adjusted to the correct angle. Well sometimes. Most times just fills in the gap on the left creating the fullwide view i see though alk objects are propper size in my eyes sometimes i see 3 angles of an object vs the usual 2 most people see giving my eyes the stereo optic view that people get when watching 3d movies. This also can cause my eyes to see details on objects other people dont commonally notice.
i leaned how to see like this though my eyes normally also have a dialating problem they can dialatate quic and slow randomly without me controling it wich can make focusing on other things difficult so i taught myself to see things as a whole all details at once . I used to have a lazy eye i controled it but growing up my left eye would stare off at different things wile my right focused on what i was looking at. Wile learning to control this i found i could see two separate images. I could look at a person focus on them with my one good eye and also focus on another object with my left and with my left eye having better vission not strait ahead but to the side it made me learn how to focus on multiple things at once and often confuse people when i was doing stuff facing one direction and a person doing something in the corner of my vision well to their knowledge. I can see everything they are doing. Even after they finished tell them exactly what they used and did to do that task they did.
Also staring at screens wither they are computer or phone or tv also bother my eyes. I can see every pixel and detail on that screen it over a short time can overwealm my eyes.
Well im done for now. Just felt like sharing. My eyes still return to what i consider normal and dont bother me but im finding it happens more often now of days maybe its due to modern times of having me behind screens more often staring at digitally generated images on a television and computer. Screens still are dangerous to your eyes people its just less spoken about in todays world
It is very odd to be able to feel the energy of things around you to hear n sence an objects presence. The gift of site is a unique one especially when looking at an object i can see such unique views i can actually sometimes see through objects if i forget to focus. Lately my brain has been switching which eye is dominate when im exausted or over stressed.
Simply to give an idea on what i see i gave learned a lot about my eyes and trained them well. Simply i see two different images at slightly different angles and perspectives though my eyes are parallel my left eye sees in an offset angle as well as has a nearly perfect pariferal view my brain takes these two images and often combines them as one or takes the right one and adds the left part properly adjusted to the correct angle. Well sometimes. Most times just fills in the gap on the left creating the fullwide view i see though alk objects are propper size in my eyes sometimes i see 3 angles of an object vs the usual 2 most people see giving my eyes the stereo optic view that people get when watching 3d movies. This also can cause my eyes to see details on objects other people dont commonally notice.
i leaned how to see like this though my eyes normally also have a dialating problem they can dialatate quic and slow randomly without me controling it wich can make focusing on other things difficult so i taught myself to see things as a whole all details at once . I used to have a lazy eye i controled it but growing up my left eye would stare off at different things wile my right focused on what i was looking at. Wile learning to control this i found i could see two separate images. I could look at a person focus on them with my one good eye and also focus on another object with my left and with my left eye having better vission not strait ahead but to the side it made me learn how to focus on multiple things at once and often confuse people when i was doing stuff facing one direction and a person doing something in the corner of my vision well to their knowledge. I can see everything they are doing. Even after they finished tell them exactly what they used and did to do that task they did.
Also staring at screens wither they are computer or phone or tv also bother my eyes. I can see every pixel and detail on that screen it over a short time can overwealm my eyes.
Well im done for now. Just felt like sharing. My eyes still return to what i consider normal and dont bother me but im finding it happens more often now of days maybe its due to modern times of having me behind screens more often staring at digitally generated images on a television and computer. Screens still are dangerous to your eyes people its just less spoken about in todays world
is it worth it to still be on here?
Posted 10 years agowith how big the adds are on this site i almost think my posting isnt wanted.
the art is see seems a bit like it blends into the background and the add is the more important thing.
im not sure if posting here is even desireable witht eh large adds heck just to see an image i had to tell my browser to download it and it was 3 times bigger than what the fa page claimed it to be, i shouldnt have to click download to get a full view of the pic and full view is a small image
just shareing my concerns. do i need to put a sign saying please turn on add block to see the art on my page or submission?
the art is see seems a bit like it blends into the background and the add is the more important thing.
im not sure if posting here is even desireable witht eh large adds heck just to see an image i had to tell my browser to download it and it was 3 times bigger than what the fa page claimed it to be, i shouldnt have to click download to get a full view of the pic and full view is a small image
just shareing my concerns. do i need to put a sign saying please turn on add block to see the art on my page or submission?
update
Posted 10 years agoweekend are so crazy i rarely get time to do a page and then work days that get me gone in the mornings but im figuring out these things.
out of order update
Posted 10 years agoi am creating this series for several reasons
1. to keep myself busy
this is also to keep myself out of troubles
2. to increase my drawing production
i feel i am getting lax on my production of art.
3. to tell a story
this is an attempt to see if i can make a comic
ass well as see if i can maintain little to no words in it
i am posting one a day to see how long this story can go but i have given myself restrictions and requirements. these rules and requirements i give to myself so i will not share them. if this series works out well i plan to see if i can do another different series as a inked comic this is just my current plans and see if it is possible for me to do. my attempt is to at least have this run for 1 month at the end of a month i will build to a conclusion if i have not at that point. meaning a few pages or more past the month for the conclusion of the series.
if you have suggestions for ideas you can propose them here or on the page. they can be issue you have with vending machines or just something silly you may like to see. but that does not mean i will be putting then in the series. do not get mad if i do not put them in. i love to hear the ideas.
though creating this series does not mean i wont be doing regular drawings. this si just a project i gave myself so i will be attempting to also do regular drawings who knows if the ideas fun enough i9 may even draw that. even if its not an idea i put into the series of pics.
1. to keep myself busy
this is also to keep myself out of troubles
2. to increase my drawing production
i feel i am getting lax on my production of art.
3. to tell a story
this is an attempt to see if i can make a comic
ass well as see if i can maintain little to no words in it
i am posting one a day to see how long this story can go but i have given myself restrictions and requirements. these rules and requirements i give to myself so i will not share them. if this series works out well i plan to see if i can do another different series as a inked comic this is just my current plans and see if it is possible for me to do. my attempt is to at least have this run for 1 month at the end of a month i will build to a conclusion if i have not at that point. meaning a few pages or more past the month for the conclusion of the series.
if you have suggestions for ideas you can propose them here or on the page. they can be issue you have with vending machines or just something silly you may like to see. but that does not mean i will be putting then in the series. do not get mad if i do not put them in. i love to hear the ideas.
though creating this series does not mean i wont be doing regular drawings. this si just a project i gave myself so i will be attempting to also do regular drawings who knows if the ideas fun enough i9 may even draw that. even if its not an idea i put into the series of pics.
update
Posted 11 years agoI have a 3ds n smash bros from christmas if anyone wants my friend code it
4914-5618-9038
I will have more games soon enough^^
An tools
My foots almost recovered fully
4914-5618-9038
I will have more games soon enough^^
An tools
My foots almost recovered fully
pain
Posted 11 years agoi hate pain.
last few days my foots been hurting extra.
i had an injury at work an my foots been hurting more as time passes the doctor claimed it as a sprained ankle an it still hurts n is worse n tomarrow it will be a month since i got it. i cant stand it its been making it hard for me to focus even at times and hard for me to walk or stand. heck sitting it still even hurts.
last few days my foots been hurting extra.
i had an injury at work an my foots been hurting more as time passes the doctor claimed it as a sprained ankle an it still hurts n is worse n tomarrow it will be a month since i got it. i cant stand it its been making it hard for me to focus even at times and hard for me to walk or stand. heck sitting it still even hurts.
jus got myself a wii u
Posted 11 years agojust upgraded my wii if anyone wants to add me on the network my nintindo id is masterlupus
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Posted 11 years agoits no fun with busy dayjobs making you so tired by the end of your work day
another part of the pagent
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5608347/
it so embarrasings
it so embarrasings
Beauty pageant
Posted 11 years agobut thats for girls... wha u mean im in it but but
jus something silly entered for the randomness of it all
go vote if ya want^^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5589171/
jus something silly entered for the randomness of it all
go vote if ya want^^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5589171/
coping with my reality
Posted 12 years agowell the other day i had a situation reminding me i am still mostly blind again. this time at work. i have the ability to control my focus on my eyes and majority of the time its fully manual meaning if i change what i look at i may still have the focus i had on the prior subject just like a slr camera. mostly this is due to one of the many things my eyes have like a delayed or slow reaction to dilate. well being told to get an item off the shelf its not easy when i have to go to a shelf and change my focus to read an object as my eyes dont naturally want to see text as words but images. and often becomes frustrating as when i see this my mind tries to figure out what that image is ofcourse it is nothing and looks like just jumbles this can be frustrating when on a shelf you need a specific item and dont want to get the wrong one. it took me 2-3 tries to get the right thing today . if the graphic image of the text does not have proper contrast or catching contrast it does not pop out as writing to my eyes. certain colors dont do well for making it easy to read like many companies think yellow and blue are good contrast colors yes they are but when you choose yellow text with baby blue they just mold into one blob of crap. just like pink text on white they arent catching and often are ignored by my vision. i survive and most people cannot tell i even have a vision problem but still everyday something in this world gives me a strong reminder of this. i do not wear glasses i trained my eyes but when i wore glasses i had many times where i bumped into objects where i never before .
well im done ranting for the time
well im done ranting for the time
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Posted 12 years agoIM STILL HERE