um idk if anyone likes hsr here but I wrote a myphai fic
Posted a week agoi've never written a fic before but it has library sex so read it if u want to idk im not ur dad
https://archiveofourown.org/works/70151986
https://archiveofourown.org/works/70151986
Would u fuck the hilt of a sword?
Posted a month agoI made a poll here I’m just trying to see something
https://x.com/luzonfa/status/195029.....wXrxzCtnByK6rA
Sword fuckers unite
https://x.com/luzonfa/status/195029.....wXrxzCtnByK6rA
Sword fuckers unite
Troubling Life Update
Posted 6 months agoHello everyone
I've had an especially hard time selling art the past few months and have had to get another job. Its just part time but still I am adjusting to doing this part time as well as the other job part time so please bear with me. I am so sorry for the long wait times and I am doing everything I can so that I can get you your art without losing my sanity. Working 10 hour days most of the week has been a rough adjustment but I'll try to manage somehow. These are some really rough times we are living through right now and I can see I'm not the only one struggling.
I'm really earnestly trying my best but sometimes it just doesn't feel like enough. I can't apologize enough but don't worry I will get your art to you it may just take a bit longer than accounted for. I'm just so sore and tired and I feel like I am losing my mind
If anyone has any tips on managing the stress of it all or if you're also in a similair situation right now I truly...truly feel for you. I hope we can all get through this together
I've had an especially hard time selling art the past few months and have had to get another job. Its just part time but still I am adjusting to doing this part time as well as the other job part time so please bear with me. I am so sorry for the long wait times and I am doing everything I can so that I can get you your art without losing my sanity. Working 10 hour days most of the week has been a rough adjustment but I'll try to manage somehow. These are some really rough times we are living through right now and I can see I'm not the only one struggling.
I'm really earnestly trying my best but sometimes it just doesn't feel like enough. I can't apologize enough but don't worry I will get your art to you it may just take a bit longer than accounted for. I'm just so sore and tired and I feel like I am losing my mind
If anyone has any tips on managing the stress of it all or if you're also in a similair situation right now I truly...truly feel for you. I hope we can all get through this together
MFF was so much fun
Posted 9 months agoIt’s my third year selling there and while we crammed in like sardines at the artist alley it was still awesome. I sure wasn’t happy about just 3ft of space as all of us artists were constantly ontop of each other in each others shit but on the bright side I got to meet everyone!!
So many familiar faces and even new ones ;;; so many people gave me stickers, snacks, and other little gifts. It’s genuinely my favorite thing I can’t tell you how many times someone has come up to me and given me a tiny little rubber duck like two years in a row. It really makes me want to make my own little gifts to give others. All I really had was some snacks.
My iPad and water bottle are now fully covered with stickers and I couldn’t be happier. I sold alot of shikishi boards this year and I was really nervous people might not like them but they were definitely a big hit. All the take home shikishi boards I’ve managed to draw except for one (just need the ref) and will be shipping them out next week. If you’d still like one I’m more than happy to draw more!!
Seeing people react in real time to my work was so cool. If they were into nsfw they would smile and bring back their friends or once they realized what they were looking at would run away in embarrassment (it was all covered in post it notes). I received so many compliments constantly I had to stop myself from crying. It wasn’t just like people saying they liked my work they would phrase it like you have the most beautiful art I’ve ever seen really gorgeous work you’re really skilled…So luckily there was a wall separating me because my eyes would just water immediately. Thank you so much for all who stopped by and took the time to look at my hard work. (My banner kept falling and people would rush to help me fix it ;;;; thank you so much you didn’t have to it’s my own fault I need to get proper cardboard next time. I just didn’t know how to fit it in my luggage)
I got to eat portillos twice…I’m originally from Chicago so it was pure heaven!!! Big beef dipped in gravy…cheese fry…chocolate cake shake…nothing better.
I was very sore and exhausted since both my luggage was 50 pounds and then there was my backpack so…it felt like I got hit by a truck most days but it was all worth it. Everyone’s smiles are so worth it
I hope everyone got home safe and that you had a wonderful con too!!
So many familiar faces and even new ones ;;; so many people gave me stickers, snacks, and other little gifts. It’s genuinely my favorite thing I can’t tell you how many times someone has come up to me and given me a tiny little rubber duck like two years in a row. It really makes me want to make my own little gifts to give others. All I really had was some snacks.
My iPad and water bottle are now fully covered with stickers and I couldn’t be happier. I sold alot of shikishi boards this year and I was really nervous people might not like them but they were definitely a big hit. All the take home shikishi boards I’ve managed to draw except for one (just need the ref) and will be shipping them out next week. If you’d still like one I’m more than happy to draw more!!
Seeing people react in real time to my work was so cool. If they were into nsfw they would smile and bring back their friends or once they realized what they were looking at would run away in embarrassment (it was all covered in post it notes). I received so many compliments constantly I had to stop myself from crying. It wasn’t just like people saying they liked my work they would phrase it like you have the most beautiful art I’ve ever seen really gorgeous work you’re really skilled…So luckily there was a wall separating me because my eyes would just water immediately. Thank you so much for all who stopped by and took the time to look at my hard work. (My banner kept falling and people would rush to help me fix it ;;;; thank you so much you didn’t have to it’s my own fault I need to get proper cardboard next time. I just didn’t know how to fit it in my luggage)
I got to eat portillos twice…I’m originally from Chicago so it was pure heaven!!! Big beef dipped in gravy…cheese fry…chocolate cake shake…nothing better.
I was very sore and exhausted since both my luggage was 50 pounds and then there was my backpack so…it felt like I got hit by a truck most days but it was all worth it. Everyone’s smiles are so worth it
I hope everyone got home safe and that you had a wonderful con too!!
MFF BOUND! Artist Marketplace
Posted 10 months agoHello!! I will be at artist marketplace this year at MFF taking commissions.
Instead of badges this year I think I will make little silly clay critters. While I had fun doing badges last year I had so many orders I hardly got any sleep and it was a nightmare
So some premade critters whether they're desk friends or keychains I'm going to make. I'm going to try to make a range of animals but if there's a clay animal ur interested in buying let me know!
I made myself a spotted chicken...and I really enjoy having him at my desk
Instead of badges this year I think I will make little silly clay critters. While I had fun doing badges last year I had so many orders I hardly got any sleep and it was a nightmare
So some premade critters whether they're desk friends or keychains I'm going to make. I'm going to try to make a range of animals but if there's a clay animal ur interested in buying let me know!
I made myself a spotted chicken...and I really enjoy having him at my desk
No sales this month getting really scared
Posted a year agoIt has been getting really scary. I haven't been able to sell any YCH's this month despite heavily discounting them and I dont know what to do. Last month it was also extremely difficult to sell anything but atleast I was able to make it through. But now....I don't know. If I can't sell anything I can't pay rent, eat, pay my student loans, etc.
I feel like an utter failure. I've had this job for 6+ years and somehow always made it through despite how every month is a struggle to survive.
I started to apply for jobs last night in a panic and I've done nothing but just cry every day for the past week desperately trying to make anything that would sell. I dont know why summertime is always like this...I know alot of people are on vacation or just got done at a con so it could be but.
As a backup plan I applied to trader joes...but who even know if they'll hire me. If worse comes to worse don't worry commissioners. I will come home every day and work on commissions without fail. I wont let anyone who has already commissioned me down.
I've been trying to just stay calm and tell myself I'm not allowed to worry but end up just...kind of spiraling and crying. I'm going to try to make a few more YCHs because I dont want to give up. Nyagirl suggested I try to make $100 or under YCHs....so we'll see what I come with I guess
If anyone is willing for pay what you want commissions or anything at all I'm more than happy to see what you need and will draw anything!
If you read this...thank you for taking the time to listen to my troubles. Its hard out there. I hope you're doing ok too...be safe and I hope you have a wonderful day. Take care.
I feel like an utter failure. I've had this job for 6+ years and somehow always made it through despite how every month is a struggle to survive.
I started to apply for jobs last night in a panic and I've done nothing but just cry every day for the past week desperately trying to make anything that would sell. I dont know why summertime is always like this...I know alot of people are on vacation or just got done at a con so it could be but.
As a backup plan I applied to trader joes...but who even know if they'll hire me. If worse comes to worse don't worry commissioners. I will come home every day and work on commissions without fail. I wont let anyone who has already commissioned me down.
I've been trying to just stay calm and tell myself I'm not allowed to worry but end up just...kind of spiraling and crying. I'm going to try to make a few more YCHs because I dont want to give up. Nyagirl suggested I try to make $100 or under YCHs....so we'll see what I come with I guess
If anyone is willing for pay what you want commissions or anything at all I'm more than happy to see what you need and will draw anything!
If you read this...thank you for taking the time to listen to my troubles. Its hard out there. I hope you're doing ok too...be safe and I hope you have a wonderful day. Take care.
interest in getting fucked by lycaon ych?
Posted a year agoor fucking him too?? I made a poll here!!
https://x.com/LuzonFA/status/1810404167917199699
I'd love to see if theres interest (i wanna draw lycaon so bad)
https://x.com/LuzonFA/status/1810404167917199699
I'd love to see if theres interest (i wanna draw lycaon so bad)
SUMMER SALE! 20 PERCENT OFF ALL COMMISSIONS!
Posted a year agoI am once again holding another summer sale! I've had a hard time selling this month and it's getting dire.
SUMMER SALE!! ☀️ I'm having a 20 percent off sale on all commissions!!!
BW Sketches (ahegao bust) $65
Front and back reference sheet: $305
Cell shaded bust - $85
Cell shaded thigh up- $195
Cell shaded Full body - $225
Fully rendered thigh up - $280
(My student loans are due soon and I dont know what I'll do if I can't pay them aaaaa)
If you'd like a commission you can note me or my discord is luzz
SUMMER SALE!! ☀️ I'm having a 20 percent off sale on all commissions!!!
BW Sketches (ahegao bust) $65
Front and back reference sheet: $305
Cell shaded bust - $85
Cell shaded thigh up- $195
Cell shaded Full body - $225
Fully rendered thigh up - $280
(My student loans are due soon and I dont know what I'll do if I can't pay them aaaaa)
If you'd like a commission you can note me or my discord is luzz
transformation and drone kinks what do you love about it?
Posted a year agoI'm super interested in transformation as a kink I think its so fucking cool. Is there a specific type of transformation kink you have specifically? Or what is it about it that you really enjoy?
I've enjoyed so much corruption stuff which I know translates easily into transformation depending on how its done. Or even drone stuff now I think is pretty cool. I'm just so fascinated by all of these kinks suddenly and what it is that makes them so alluring. So let me know what you like about it!
I've enjoyed so much corruption stuff which I know translates easily into transformation depending on how its done. Or even drone stuff now I think is pretty cool. I'm just so fascinated by all of these kinks suddenly and what it is that makes them so alluring. So let me know what you like about it!
Tabling at MFF!
Posted 2 years agoHello! I will be tabling at MFF! My booth is L16
I’ll have my commissions there as well as a few in con sketches available. I’m going to try my best to offer some other fun stuff as well. I really like top loaders that have a bunch of stickers on them and offering them as a possible badge type.
But yeah please come say hi!
I’ll have my commissions there as well as a few in con sketches available. I’m going to try my best to offer some other fun stuff as well. I really like top loaders that have a bunch of stickers on them and offering them as a possible badge type.
But yeah please come say hi!
custom minecraft skin commissions
Posted 2 years agoI've been really enjoying making minecraft skins so if anyone would like one they're $15 or $20 if you're character is really complex.
heres examples of ones i've made so far:
https://drive.google.com/drive/fold.....qL?usp=sharing
heres examples of ones i've made so far:
https://drive.google.com/drive/fold.....qL?usp=sharing
Super sexy animated jerking off latex ych!!
Posted 2 years agoSUMMER SALE! 20 PERCENT OFF ALL COMMISSIONS!
Posted 2 years agoSUMMER SALE!! ☀️ I'm having a 20 percent off sale on all commissions!!!
BW Sketches (ahegao bust) $65
Cell shaded bust - $85
Cell shaded thigh up- $185
Cell shaded Full body - $225
(My student loans are due soon and I dont know what I'll do if I can't pay them aaaaa)
BW Sketches (ahegao bust) $65
Cell shaded bust - $85
Cell shaded thigh up- $185
Cell shaded Full body - $225
(My student loans are due soon and I dont know what I'll do if I can't pay them aaaaa)
SUMMER SALE! 20 PERCENT OFF ALL COMMISSIONS!
Posted 2 years agoSUMMER SALE!! ☀️ I'm having a 20 percent off sale on all commissions!!!
BW Sketches (ahegao bust) $65
Cell shaded bust - $85
Cell shaded thigh up- $185
Cell shaded Full body - $225
(My student loans are due soon and I dont know what I'll do if I can't pay them aaaaa)
BW Sketches (ahegao bust) $65
Cell shaded bust - $85
Cell shaded thigh up- $185
Cell shaded Full body - $225
(My student loans are due soon and I dont know what I'll do if I can't pay them aaaaa)
I dont know what I'm doing wrong (no sales this month)
Posted 2 years agoi haven't been able to make any sales this month and I have no idea why...I feel like I see alot of other artists struggling too and I'm so scared...rent and student loans are due and I have no idea what I'm going to do...I've done this job for as long as I can remember and I dont want to stop now. I've spent so much time just crying and trying to figure it out...I think I just need to offer really cheap commissions or something...I don't want to give up just yet...this job has been so much fun.
what does my art feel like to you?
Posted 2 years agoI've always wondered if something stood out in particular cause I have no fucking idea. One of my friends told me my art feels like an abandoned building where theres something calling you to look inside.
Its always cool to get others perspectives so i'd greatly appreciate it!
Its always cool to get others perspectives so i'd greatly appreciate it!
RUFF RRFUUF RURFUFURF WOFOOF WOFOOFOF
Posted 3 years agoWOOOOOOOOOOF WOOFO RUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF RUFFF RUFFR RFFNFJDKGDGKRT REGSFGDFJGT SRRRRRRRRRRR RUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have been sick for about a month now
Posted 3 years agoI'm sorry to my commissioners. I've been sick for a month with different things now and I've needed two weeks of rest so there is a delay with commissions.
I'm still not fully better yet but I will let you know as soon as I have and I'm sorry for not notifying you sooner. I just have been very out of it since I have been sick for so long this has never happened to me before.
I'm still not fully better yet but I will let you know as soon as I have and I'm sorry for not notifying you sooner. I just have been very out of it since I have been sick for so long this has never happened to me before.
im not ok
Posted 3 years agoThese last two months have been some of the worst for me. I've had a mix of a UTI and a yeast infection for almost 3 weeks now ontop of a small cold. The antibiotics for the UTI gave me white tongue so I can't really taste or enjoy food. I also forgot a day of my testosterone so I have my period on top of it with a sore throat. I also live somewhere where its really cloudy and don't get to see the sun often which is really important because I have a vitamin D deficiency. I broke up with my girlfriend and while it was short lived it still....really hurts because I loved her. It was my first and only relationship but I loved her with all my heart. Because I got so sick I had to take time off of work but since I run my own business, that time isn't paid. My student loans are going to have go unpaid this month because I have to pay for all the doctors visits to get prescriptions, being given the wrong prescription the first time, and I also tried depression medication in May and somehow they're billing me for those visits now??? All the way in november????
I'm just really sick...and tired...of being really poor, sick, exhausted, and depressed. Sure this year in comparison to past years has been happier (I've lived through much worse) but im tired of always wondering....when it truly will be better. When I wont have to live paycheck to paycheck...when I can finally enjoy any of the money I make at all....because 90 percent of it goes to my student loans every month. The rest of that money I use for rent and to eat.
Some good did happen though. Kisuka saw a tweet about how cold I was and out of the kindness of his heart sent me a heater. The place I live has old windows so my room is always freezing cold. It also made my carpal tunnel worse another thing I forgot happened ontop of it all which was another reason I couldn't work. I've really tried my best to stay positive...but I still don't feel fully healed at all when I tried so hard to rest. Im a workaholic so...of course I was running around doing dishes and laundry and it made my wrist worse. The antibiotics make me really sleepy and sometimes nauseous so its hard to get work done.
I feel like I've spent the last week just...dissociating and trying to figure out how to even begin to be ok. I was going to table at MFF too and really excited to see some new friends I made but I had to cancel because of how rough financially it has all gotten. I'm really happy they'd even refund me less than a month from the con. What happened to the $1.39 eggs....why are eggs $3!? I lost my debit card at the airport....my insurance denied me for top surgery for the second time...and suddenly usually I can sleep the whole night but now I have stress nightmares. I'll wake up 2-3 times a night. I'm already scared of the dark but the terrors are so scary I sleep with a daylight bulb on in order to not have a panic attack when I wake up.
Its just alll these things...add up...every time I say I don't think I can take it anymore if another thing happens something else happens. I know this must seem spoiled....I know theres much worse out there and I should be grateful its not worse...its just kinda hell right now.
If anyone else is having a rough time (which I know most are) its okay to vent here. Emotionally, I dont have the spoons to help but....screaming into a void helps just as much
I'm really sorry this is happening and I dont know why the world is so shit right now. I wish everyone happiness and love from the bottom of my heart. We WILL be okay....we have to be okay....we just have to hold on..
There has to be hope somewhere.
I'm just really sick...and tired...of being really poor, sick, exhausted, and depressed. Sure this year in comparison to past years has been happier (I've lived through much worse) but im tired of always wondering....when it truly will be better. When I wont have to live paycheck to paycheck...when I can finally enjoy any of the money I make at all....because 90 percent of it goes to my student loans every month. The rest of that money I use for rent and to eat.
Some good did happen though. Kisuka saw a tweet about how cold I was and out of the kindness of his heart sent me a heater. The place I live has old windows so my room is always freezing cold. It also made my carpal tunnel worse another thing I forgot happened ontop of it all which was another reason I couldn't work. I've really tried my best to stay positive...but I still don't feel fully healed at all when I tried so hard to rest. Im a workaholic so...of course I was running around doing dishes and laundry and it made my wrist worse. The antibiotics make me really sleepy and sometimes nauseous so its hard to get work done.
I feel like I've spent the last week just...dissociating and trying to figure out how to even begin to be ok. I was going to table at MFF too and really excited to see some new friends I made but I had to cancel because of how rough financially it has all gotten. I'm really happy they'd even refund me less than a month from the con. What happened to the $1.39 eggs....why are eggs $3!? I lost my debit card at the airport....my insurance denied me for top surgery for the second time...and suddenly usually I can sleep the whole night but now I have stress nightmares. I'll wake up 2-3 times a night. I'm already scared of the dark but the terrors are so scary I sleep with a daylight bulb on in order to not have a panic attack when I wake up.
Its just alll these things...add up...every time I say I don't think I can take it anymore if another thing happens something else happens. I know this must seem spoiled....I know theres much worse out there and I should be grateful its not worse...its just kinda hell right now.
If anyone else is having a rough time (which I know most are) its okay to vent here. Emotionally, I dont have the spoons to help but....screaming into a void helps just as much
I'm really sorry this is happening and I dont know why the world is so shit right now. I wish everyone happiness and love from the bottom of my heart. We WILL be okay....we have to be okay....we just have to hold on..
There has to be hope somewhere.
NICE COCK
Posted 3 years agoNICE COCK
omegaverse?? ych idea
Posted 3 years agoi'm trying to think of new ideas for ychs and i got like two solid ones but!!! I wanted to make sure....
u guys know what omegaverse is right
right!?
u guys know what omegaverse is right
right!?
Techwear fuck me through the fence YCH!!!
Posted 3 years agoLIQUID LATEX TRANSFORMATION YCH
Posted 3 years agoLIQUID LATEX TRANSFORMATION YCH
Posted 3 years agoI got sick :c
Posted 3 years agoI went camping over the weekend and got really sick.
I still feel like throwing up and very dizzy so its hard to stay upright.
I'm sorry to my commissioners...I will need a little bit of time to recover. I'm hoping I'll be able to properly work tomorrow. But I think this means my work will be pushed back atleast by 3 days.
I sincerely apologize.
I still feel like throwing up and very dizzy so its hard to stay upright.
I'm sorry to my commissioners...I will need a little bit of time to recover. I'm hoping I'll be able to properly work tomorrow. But I think this means my work will be pushed back atleast by 3 days.
I sincerely apologize.