Hey everyone. Sorry for dropping off the face of the Earth again. It's been a weird couple of months tbh - still adjusting to life without as much furry influence. I'm still with my GF and BF, and, sadly, they still are not into the kinky stuff I'm into.

However, I just bought a new iPad. Well, refurbished but still. It's MY device. I don't have to share it, which is awesome. For a while, I didn't have anywhere to draw my furry stuff - at least the NSFW - because it was technically my GF's tablet given to her by her late grandfather, and again, she finds it cringe.

This isn't a bash my GF session though, so I digress.

Some other good news is I finally got a job. Well, I got it in April and started in May, but I made it past the probationary period without getting fired so I'm very happy about that! I work as an activity assistant at a health center attached to a retirement community. I've been doing pretty well at this job - everyone likes me or at least tolerates me lol.
But anyway, with this new job comes multiple break periods/time without much to do, so I'm going to use those free moments to post & draw for this page. I know it isn't ideal and y'all want me to move out and move on with my life, but I do not have the funds nor the energy to move out into another place.

I work 3 days a week right now: Wednesday nights, Fridays, and Saturdays from morning til 4pm. I usually have a 30 minute break between the hours of 11:50-12:30ish Friday & Saturday. I have a little extra break on Saturday as well starting after 3:15ish. It depends on how long I take to chart/do attendance in the afternoon. With Wednesday nights, it's a bit more relaxed. I put on a movie and I watch it with the residents. I enjoy it and so do they! With that being said, I'm available between the hours of 4-5:00pm, then between 7-7:15pm-7:50pm.

I will post this on my profile as well. Please only note me via FurAffinity or Tweet me via X/Twitter. I don't enjoy being secretive, but now that I know I have a few hours to myself on those days, I'm very blessed and thankful to realize that I can pour my heart into more art lol

Look for some new art soon, once my iPad has a case and a protective screen, which should be sometime today or tomorrow. :)

Me when I realize I have over 10,000 notifications after not posting on here for 3 years... And after realizing one of my comics has some fans still (and I'm verrrry sorry it has taken so long to make). :'D COVID and other things happened so I've been basically popping in and out on accounts/making new ones for no reason. .-. Gotta love mental illness ig


So with that being said, here are some updates.

I am in a relationship with a GF & BF. GF is sorta my caregiver in the sense that I'm autistic and need help sometimes, but not in the sense of CG/L. or ABDL That component may or may not happen - idk. Some of it depends on whether or not I'm able hold down a job for longer than a month (the last few jobs have not lasted very long; some due to my frequent absences and others due to businesses I worked at being shut down...) Thankfully I am really enjoying the job I currently have, and haven't been late/absent to the point that my boss would have to talk to me lol. It is part time, so I am going to try to do food/grocery delivery on my bike - depending on things I'll either be shopping or delivering. :)

I recently uncovered 2 fursuits of mine: Daisy Mouse and a refurbished/repurposed fursuit (as of a day ago lol). Her name is Indica (Indy for short). and she's a fun-loving, pot smoking dog who loves hairclips & other accessories! Look forward to content involving both of them on my Twitter/XSiteBunny (links here: https://x.com/LilLilaKitten & https://app.xsitebunny.com/lil_lilakitten)

Lastly, I want to apologize for falling off the map, but please understand that I feel it was necessary. I was WAYYY too indulgent while I was living alone/without anyone to keep me in check. I might not wear diapers again (idk how to ask the question to my GF yet as she isn't a big fan of furries/ABDL) It's complicated bc she doesn't mind it as a sexual adult thing but again, I was much too indulgent and when she finally saw me again I was so dependent on others it was embarrassing. BF doesn't care either way, but I still love drawing ABDL art. She doesn't mind ABDL art as long as everyone depicted is 18+/age of consent.

Anyway, glad to be back and I'm hella glad to be back.

It's funny, but when I first came into the fandom (on a different account at age 13... it was a simpler time), I told myself I would never try diapers (unless it was a dare or something lmao).

As I got older, I began to have dreams about wearing them. They felt absolutely amazing in my dreams - poofy, soft, and warm. I realized that I needed to get my hands on some... but I didn't know how without my parents noticing. Finally, at 17 or so, I used a gift card to buy some Bambinos Belissimos. I remember trying to wake up before my mom would think to check the mail, so I could do it and not only be thanked, but intercept my diaper package lol. This went on for a few days, as this was back when Bambinos didn't send a shipping number to track the package for samples. They were ok, but seeing as I'd never diapered myself before, they didn't feel great. I ended up buying diapers from ABU (Cushies & Super Dry Kids iirc), ended up purging them because there were guests over... that really sucked.

However, fast forward to college, where I'd wear diapers occasionally when my roommate was gone. It was pretty cool. Then, sophomore year of college, my roommate, who was an exchange student, went back to her home country for the rest of the year. I had an entire 2-person dorm to myself! I also tried a pot brownie for the first time, got extremely high, and bought some Molicares from the local Goodwill. Ending up wetting them and the rest is history lol


If ya'll have any questions, comment below :3

1st come, 1st served, I am going to open up for two (2) 1-character, shaded & colored NSFW commissions. They will be $40 a pop. I hope to get some interest tonight - big horny boy hours lmao

Hey folks! Trying to build up a NSFW/ABDL portfolio of my art, but I honestly don't have ideas as far as themes. >.< If someone has any general ideas of what I should draw/what's popular, please reply here. c: Thanks!!

TW/CW: Nightmare about sexual assault
Ok, so recently I rededicated myself to Jesus, yet decided that it would be ok to keep this account up. Well, I had a nightmare last night where I was basically gang-raped. I know it sounds weird to come to conclusions like this, but I believe that this is symbolism that I should stop posting NSFW content. I've struggled with this for a while, but I do think the best thing to do right now, at least, is to just stop. I'm sorry if this seems rash.

Ok, so after a long think, I've realized that I want to stay on this account. I'll be a bit more active, hopefully.

So, I'll be honest, I don't know if I comfortable drawing NSFW anymore. .-. I am going to take a hiatus. I may be back on this account but I do not know.

So, as of right now, I owe my mom $1950 (again, would rather not disclose why... it's embarrassing). I would really like to do commissions so I can give her peace of mind. I will be making a bunch of YCHs and whatnot, and I'm always open for commissions.

I'd appreciate it if I can get it done ASAP. I'm patient, I just need to get this debt tackled.

$219/$1950 is my current balance.

Thank you!

EDIT: I also have a job in the works, and will be using funds from that too.

Hey everyone! I was employed up til this evening... I'm really disappointed, but thankfully I am not taking it personally. However, due to be unemployed for the time being, I do not have a steady source of income for a bit (praying that doesn't stay the case). Therefore, I want to officially take commissions. Contact me for details/pricing. :) I also want to know what kind of YCHs would interest you all!

In better(ish) news, before realizing I was unemployed, I bought a fursuit from an auction so I can do some babyfur/ABDL content with the suit. She's a premade suit, a mouse named Daisy. She is super cute and I cannot wait to make content with her. High-quality photos and the like will be behind a paywall at my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/LilPastelMouse but I will be sure to post here/to social media as well.

The rest of my social media stuff involving Daisy can be found here: https://linktr.ee/lilpastelmouse

Need some cash relatively soon for bills (and some things I want like diapers lol), so I will be auctioning a marijuana/ABDL-themed inanimate object TF comic. I hope that isn't too niche, but I've been wanted to do this idea for a while.

So I picked up some indica for my vape pen (as well as Chemdog, a sativa-leaning hybrid) and went to a friend's house to chill for a while a few days ago. I specifically chose Granddaddy Purple, bc I saw it on the Leafly website and it looked like it'd be a good fit. When I get over to my friend's place, she first asks me if I'd ever watched the Ronald McDonald cartoons as a child. I said no, but I have heard of them. So she tells me that we're going to watch it, and I'm totally down. We ended up watching this one:
https://youtu.be/w7q7wEudBn4

I let my friend take a hit off my vape pen first so she can try the Granddaddy Purple. She said she liked it, but honestly she didn't seem too stoned (but she's a stoner and has been for years lol). Anyway, I take a hit, and then I started coughing - a lot. Then I was literally in the void for what seemed like several minutes. I only snapped out of it when my friend told me to put my arms over my head to try to stop the coughing. Lemme tell you, I was COUCH LOCKED. It was fucking crazy. We watched the Ronald McDonald cartoon some more, and about halfway through I realized that I had no idea what the goal of the main characters was. I remember asking why they were going back in time. I'm sure it was explained in the beginning, but I was all "Lila.exe has stopped responding" for the first several minutes of the movie. So to put it bluntly (lol weed puns) I was confused af.

We also ordered pizza and a giant cookie from Chuck E. Cheese's. It was good, actually! Although, I think I liked the giant cookie we had even better. :3 It was craaaaaazy. I couldn't even get off the couch for a good couple of hours. I ended up taking an Uber home because I was still too stoned to ride my bike. x.x I just got it back today.

Anyway, that was my crazy first time (I think) with Granddaddy Purple. :3 Idk if it was my specific cartridge or what, but it was really strong. 10/10 would recommend.

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Hello from my NSFW account! A big thank you to those who have followed me so far. <3 I am also active on my Twitter, where I post diaper pics/weed-related stuff every so often~ https://twitter.com/LilLilaKitten

I'm going to be posting weird shit. Point blank. Idk how else to say it. X) If you like the weird shit, I'm glad though!