...Here we go again.

Due to a financial mishap at the beginning of the year, the computer at home has been rendered useless for internet purposes. My internet connection was cut on May 3rd due to a bill that has gone unpaid since February. While I'm currently disconnected at home, I will still try to find ways that I can talk to those I hold dear. Considering my current financial situation, it could be anywhere from a week to a month before I have an internet connection at home.

And even though I'm offline and unable to talk to you freely, Kuri and Zarrus, you two are always at the forefront of my mind, and I love you with all my heart

I'm posting a quick journal from my 3DS because my laptop may have bitten the dust. It won't go through start-up and when the diagnostic is run it comes back with "Hard Drive detects imminent failure. (Failing Attr:XX) Please back up the contents of the hard drive and run HDD self test in F10 setup."

Last time this happened, I had to replace the hard drive, and I can't afford to do that right now...

Well, I got a pre-owned Wii recently and a copy of Smash Bros. Brawl, so I guess I need to post some of my codes so peoples can play with me ^^;

Wii Code: 1598 1491-9072-7146
Brawl Code:: 0519-0582-9454

3DS Code: 3737-9569-1245
Pokemon White Code: 5071-4174-4921
Pokemon Black Code: 2537-7904-2038
Mario Kart 7 Community Code: 38-1006-6171-4093

This is it for now, but I'll add more as I get more games to play

Okay, I'm a about three views behind in saying something, but my page has reached over 2000 page views. Thanks to all the watchers, friends, and random people who drop in to see my 'scribbles' !!

Just a kinda heads up in my life so far.

I finally got a tablet (YAY!!) I've been experimenting with drawing digitally, and I'm pretty used to not looking at my hand now. if anyone has any tips and pointers on coloring/shading, I'm all ears.

Second, I'm still moving in June to be with my mate. The thought hit me that I'm walking away from a job that I've been doing for 5.5 years that pays $9.72 an hour. Sure, the pay is okay, but the lack of hours is killing me, and the customers seem to be more idiotic with each passing day.

And lastly, today (Feb 21st) is my darling mate's 21st birthday!! So swing by his profile and send him birthday lovings!! Pwease??

Happy birthday  tritian!!

Taken from my loving mate  Tritian

1. Are you single or taken?
Taken.

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate (DUH)

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Next year, Definitely ^-^

4.Do you like anyone?
*nods happily

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yes...

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
A nice romantic dinner, followed by a nice midnight stroll in the park or on the beach

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Um, yes...

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Most are pretty open about how they feel about me <.<

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Yes.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
Last year I wanted to rip his wings off and shove them down his throat and up his behind

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
My mom always makes sure to leave chocolate and stuffed animals out for everyone. Might change this year

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Not really

13. Do you like candy hearts?
too chalky

15. Is Valentines day depressing?It depends on when and who you ask. Feb12th is when I get geared up for Valentines Day. Anything before that is grounds for a butt kicking

16. How do you feel about PDA?
I'm for it, so long as it's me and my mate ^-^

17. How is your love life?
I have a wonderful mate whom I'm moving in with 4 months after Valentines day. What do you think?

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope.

19. How many roses would you want?
Just a standard dozen

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
I have a mate, and our love is REALLY strong, so yes ^-^

'borrowed' from  Jess11

Male side:

[ ] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.(only if they are doing something incredibly stupid)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hot wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

11 points


Female side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheer leading a sport.
[x] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheer leading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

4 points.

Yup, I'm a guy ^-^

After over a month of waiting (three months of no money) I've finally gotten my laptop fixed and running again!!! It's even running better than it did before!!

Well, after an unexpected week of no electricity, and given the run around by the DFW power companies, I"ve finally got powr, and I"m finally back online!

On top of not having power (and rosating to death in my own home) I haven't had any money for the last two months due to the in home parental unit spending my money. She ended up overdrawing ma account by $1049, which is now back down to $326. It'll be another two weeks before I'm back in the green because my manager at work cut my hours.

But, on a better note, I've got a drawing for my mate I'm working on (almost finished), and Ill be able to talk to him tonight when he gets home =^-^=

Despite the bad karma coming my way, I"m a happy kitsune!!

Yeah, It's been a while since I posted journal. Truth is, I've been busy at work and at home. I've been trying to get a few gifts and requests done as well.

Anyway, while I've been drawing, I've considered creating an alternate sona. I'm leaning towards a clouded leopard (They're just so CUTE!!), but I'd like to see what everyone else thinks would be fitting.

Yeah, it's my birthday. It's somewhat bittersweet, considering the issues we've had at home. Although I requested off, my manager asked if I would come into work (I said I wouldn't) Mom had Librawulf get some assorted cakes, and I had German chocolate (yes!) and vanilla with chocolate chip ice cream. My dad even remembered to call me! Everyone was in total shock, and I nearly cried... Mom is holding off on getting any gifts until we have the money, but as they say, "Good things come to those who wait."

Well, it's February! Which means it's Black history month, almost Valentine's Day (ugh *rolls his eyes*) and almost President's Day. In honor of February, and all the people born in the month, I'm changing my Icon to the Amethyst Kyuubi =^^=

10 more days until my birthday!!!

Well, the person who was causing my family had an emotional breakdown of his own. And now, things are worse than that...

Friday morning, I was supposed to pull the openning shift at work. I had to leave home at 5:15am to be ontime at 6am. I take Rascal, my pomeranian puppy, out for a walk before I actually leave. Friday, I got back at 5:10am from his walk. 5:15 am, time to leave, and the car has been stolen. My brother called the police, they followed standard procedure. Mom called the dealership. They want the police report. All I want to do is fucking go to work. I had to call my boss and tell her that I wouldn't be able to make it in. Later that day, she takes me off the schedule for the rest of the weekend, and calls to let me know. Today, she calls and tells me I'm covered for the rest of the week, and If I can't find away to get to work, I pretty much won't have a job. After four and a half years of literally bending over backwards for her, and covering for her other employees that are less than reliable, she's being less than sympathatic and considerate for the problems I'm having.

I'm irate, morose, weary and just wanting to lay down and die. ¡Ya no puedo más! I'm sick of all the order in my life going to chaos and not being able to do anything about it. I'm buried in bills, fines, fees, a huge cut in hours and can't get out because the main person directing the money flow is putting off where our money should go. It's a wonder I even have a home right now!! =T-T=

Someone really close to me has caused my family a considerable amount of grief and pain. I'm not telling who it is or what they did, only because I don't want anyone going after him or infuriating him any further.

Personally, I'm strugging with sadness, loss, and anger. I want to kick his ass, but at the same time, I feel I've failed him. I'm alright, just an emotional wreck yet again.

"Now I can't laugh, can't cry
And I can't run, can't hide

What do I gotta do
What do I gotta do to keep you
What do I gotta do to keep you from doing this to me"
~Sugarland, "Keep You"

On the upside, my younger brother, Librawulf, officially has his job, he just goes through orientation tomorrow before he's allowed to start working. Hopefully, this means we can get back on a better internet connection, and my computer will be private again...

On the downside, I feel like I've plateaued artisitically. I'm looking and studying different styles, I'm practicing, and yet, I feel like I'm getting nowhere. Maybe I need a different medium, or to quit altogether. Not sure ATM, but I'll figure something out later on.

Month: Zodiac Sign/ Birthstone
January: Capricorn/ Garnet
February: Amethyst/ Aquarius
March: Pisces/ Aquamarine
April: Aries/ Diamond
May: Emerald/ Taurus
June: Gemini/ Alexandrite
July: Ruby Cancer
August: Peridot/ Leo
September: Sapphire/ Virgo
October:Tourmaline Libra
November:Scorpio/ Citrine
December:Sagittarius/ Blue

I'll add the next month before I post the new drawing.

Hey ya'll! Well, while money for my family has been tighter than a fat fur in a tiny speedo(=<.<= =>.>=),Mom still managed to get everyone at least one gift. I was hoping for Smash Bros. Brawl, but that didn't happen. Oh well, there's always my B-day. Anyway, I got the CD, "Love on the Inside", by the group Sugarland. Okay, I know I'm a country fanatic, but I REALLY wanted that CD. I spent all morning singing along with my favorite songs on it! XD

Well, here's hoping everyone has a Merry Christmas and an awesome New Year!!

10:00 am CST Dallas, Texas

I take my puppy out for his second morning was and nearly fall on my behind. My porch is covered entirely in ice, from the floor I was standing on to the railing and the stairs. It's Texas ya'll! Normally we don't see freezing weather like this. They had snow in Houston a few nights ago O.o I guess I may be seeing a white christmas this year if the weather keeps up...

Happy holidays!

I just downloaded the Open Canvas free trial and was wondering if anyone has any advice on using it.

Yeah, it happenned, again... <_< Everything goes right, and then  Geminieclipse has to go and screw things up. Cable, internet and phone on one bill, no long distance, and he has to go and call a friend in Oklahoma. Our sercive provider billed us $356 for a one-time installation fee. That was back at the end of August. We went until nearly November without any real lines outside.

In October, my other brother (we'll call him Tri-wolf for the time being) moved back in with Mom and me. He's been trying to get a job, to no avail and had a basic phone line set up. Yay for dial-up! >_> Until we can get the cable provider paid off, I'll have to make do with an obscenely slow connection... Joy...

I'll try and get some new pics loaded, if I don't strangle Gemini first! May take a while considering the current connection.