not sure why I always end up posting personal shit on the goddamn FURRY SITE but that last journal was too depressing so I gotta get it out of the way

it's been like 7 months and high school seems like a bad dream from very long ago, I'm actually healthy and not on the verge of death perpetually so that's good LOL. half a year of solitary bliss is thetapeutic as fuck apparently

working on a new 'sona ref. maybe I'll actually manage to finish it this time around

more like a bad lifetime but hey. I'll just go ahead and complain on the furry site for a minute

I'm graduating in a few days (maybe lol) but man I'm a complete failure. I mean it. and I'm usually cool with it but eugh

decided to actually, yknow, try for a change as of late. ain't working out

I hate where I live. hate this climate. no friends. bad health. always tired

fuck me

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23502450/

^^^^^ there.

what's a man gotta do 'round here to get some commissioners? I mean, I'm totally down to draw lewd furry art if that's what sells