note me if you want the new one

http://delayedtrauma.deviantart.com/gallery/

yup yup :)

it's bring your own music though :( sowwie <3

So yeeeeah thought To make a list of sites n stuff here

Deviant art:
http://delayedtrauma.deviantart.com/

Tumblr:
http://kobixxacroox.tumblr.com/

Facebook:
No point putting this here. only to say I HATE FUCKING FACEBOOK

don't kno what else there is, ask if u got others

The topic of conversation is about pregnancy and someone joins the convo and asks "oh are you pregnant?"



-_-'' REALY HOLLY FUCKING SHIT BALLS BATMAN!

I'm fat alright!? dun mean I'm fucking pregnant! God I'm too fucking young to have a fucking baby NOR AM I EVER GONNA HAVE ONE.




FUCK



This happened around christmas and it still bothers me.




I'm kinda in a off mood today, Like.... Already got in a fight with someone and I hate it.

It sucks having a dad who was never really there for you when you're going through the most crucial part of your life, then comes in when your mom's dead and thinks he knows everything about you. I know a lot of people have this. It sucks and It hurts when he doesn't understand. He expects me to go to him for advice and shit. Yeah heck no, Maybe get your drunk ass sober when we talk, and maybe fucking learn about me I can't tell him shit.


I guess I also feel kinda lonely.... No one's really on other than one person who I had to tell to get online. I'm just stressed...



Another thing is that I keep getting pestered about my community hours.... like fuck i'ts getting annoying. I'm not in good terms with anyone it seems.

God how am i s'posed to go into college if i can't even handle fucking highschool. It's ridiculous!

I've been told it's better though. But i unno.

Welp, How's other pplz?

;n; I want my Terezi glassessssss

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HOLLY MOTHER OF GOD I'M SO CONFUSED AND I LOVE IT

And My Head Hurts...

BUT I DON'T CARE!
WHEEEEEWWWWWW!


AAAAaaaaannnnd I've FINALLY chosen My Fave guy n gurl..... <_>


GUESS EM


And Sober Gamzee = Love.... What Can I Say I'm Attracted to insanity and merciless killers.

HONK

LOL
Arg
Noh
this is bad
So bad
I'm tired
I don't wanna sleep
I wanna... .do stuffs.

I wanna read on..... but i can't...... my head hurts.

I wanna sleep But I Dun Wanna

ANY MY ONLY SOURCE OF PERSON I CAN FANGASUM ON IS TOO WUSSY TO STAY UP GARRRR lol gar I mean GERRRR
GERRRRRRRR
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See whut I did thar?
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wut.

So Uh, I Decided To Go For Anime North, Seeing As There's More Time To Work Out Money And Stuff... And Costume Stuff... But Now I Have No Clue What To Cosplay... I've Have A Few Ideas But... Yeah...


Ideas So Far... Er..:

Terezi Pyrope (I LUVS HER :P)

GIVE ME IDEAS ono

Another Problem Is Putting Together The Cosplay... .Aaand The Fact I'm Regretting Every Idea Of Cosplay Seeing As I Feel Stupid To Attempt It Because... Well, I'm Not The skinniest Person And Well, In Every Show The Fat People Are Made Stupidly To Make Fun Of Them......... It's Really Hard To Do So.

But Yeah, I Really Like the Terezi Idea, But Again I'm Not Sure How Of If I Can Pull It Off.... Especially Since I'm Planning To Cut My Hair, And Me And Wigs Don't Work Well... Alot Of Complications.

But I Have No Clue What Else There Is.......

I Hate And Love Cosplay. There's No Doubt About That.

HATE It....... And How It Makes Me Feel
But I LOVE The Idea Of It. ... Ugh.

So Yeah. Ideas, Help, Etc.

Yeah.

Thanks If You Made It This Far

~Ko <3

First Of All I Literally Just Woke Up, And Actually I'm STILL Waking Up. And I'm Pissed. So If I Fuck Up My Grammar In Here, Whatever =_=. But As A Warning, Don't Take Too Much Of This Journal To Heart If It Some How HAs Some Thing To Do With You, Although I'm Not Pointing Fingers Or Naming Names Here.

FIRST OF ALL TF2 RANTYRANT!!!
UGH
PLEASE
If You're Like, Under 15-17 DO NOT SPEAK WITH YOUR MIC! Go Back And Play Tonka Something, Because It Makes Me Sick To Hear Little Kids Speak. Especially On A Trade Server. Some Kid Was Trying To Level A Strange Weapon, And Was All Like DON'T KILL ME. Dood, First, There's No Point To The Levels Of A Strange Weapon, Unless You Collect Them. Even Then You're Sposed To Level As You Fight... Not Farm Off Of AFK People. I Have A Strange Back Burner And A Strange Flare Gun; Not Once Have I Sat There And Farmed Off Of A AFK Person. What's The Point!? They're Meant To Show Your Ability To Be That Class, Not A Race To See How Many Kills You Have. And If You Don't Want People To Kill You, Don't Just Stand There. It's Team Fortress 2 Dammit, The Whole Fucking Point It To Mindlessly Kill Each Other. Don't Think, Just Because You're On A Trade Server You Won't Be Attacked. Geeze.

And Another TF2 Issue Is The Fucking Bronys. Look I Don't Mind You Guys At All, In Fact Props For You For Not Giving A Shit About The "Norm". But Seriously, Learn Who Your Enemies Are And Your Friends. My Foxxi Told Me When He Sprayed His Furry Spray Some Brony Was All Like " Who's the fur Fag." Look I Don't Care WHO You Are, But Non Furs And Non Bronies Already Hate Our Asses (The Majority K I'm Not Saying Everyone) Don't Make Furs Hate You Too. A Lot Of People Don't Like You, But Don't Make The Others Hate You Too.

And On Another Furry Hate Note, Ugh I Can Barely Even Think This Gets Me So Pissed Off. Again, Another Loser, This Time Some Non Fur, Messages MY Foxxi Saying That He's Not Talking To Him Because He's A Furry And He's Going To Jail For Being Some Kind Of Pedophiliac, Cat And Dog Raping MoFo...... Really, Learn What A Furry Is. And Really Look At The Fucking Porn, It's Not Bestiality You Idiot, Unless Y'know, It's A Picture Of Some Human Fucking A Dog, No It's Not THat, It's TWO Not ONE ANTHROPOMORPHIC BEINGS HAving Smut..... NOT A HUMAN AND UR FUCKING DOG. So Either You're BLIND Or Too FUCKING Ignorant To See That. And Even That, That's Only The Porn. It's Not Like We're Fucking Someone EVERY MOMENT OF OUR LIFE! NO!. We're Artists, We're Kinder People Then You're Ever Going To Meet! I Mean Fuck, One Of My Friends Can Only Play On Furry TF2 Servers Because Everyone Are Stupid Fucking Assholes And Don't Know How To Shut Up and Give Someone A Chance!.

Ugh.

I'm Still Fucking Tired. I Couldn't Sleep Well. Took Me Forever And A Half To Even Fall Asleep Because I Was Really Shaky For No Fucking Reason. And I Kept Waking Up And Falling Asleep Again In The Morning. It's Ridiculous. Then My Step Dad Calls, The First Thing He Mentions Is Cleaning My Room. HOW ABOUT I BURN DOWN THE WHOLE FUCKING HOUSE AND EVERYTHING INSIDE IT SO E GOT NOTHIN' TO CLEAN UP HUH!? For Fuck Sakes Just Shut Up About MY Fucking Room IT'S MY MOTHER FUCKING ROOM! At This Point He Could throw Everything Out And I Wouldn't Give A Fucking Shit. Then He Comments About Me Not Asking About His Dad In The Hospital Or His Girlfriend. SORRY I HAVE BETTER AND LESS DEPRESSING THINGS TO THINK ABOUT THAN DEATH AND PAIN YOU FUCKING DICK! Like Holy Shit Just Get Off My Back And Go Tend To Your Fucking Family, Cus They Sure As Hell Ain't Mine. My Family Dies Years Ago You Prick. Then He Starts Buy Asking "Did You Get A Hold Of Your Friend Yesterday" Yes I Mother Fucking Did, On Face Book Cus You Can't Tell Me A Number Worth Shit, I Accidentally Called One Of His Friends Because THe Number Was Similar And I Never Fucking Use The Stupid Phone. And he Says Its No Big Deal And I Say It Is then He Goes And Calls Me Pathetic. I Hung Up On Him BecausE SORRY I DON'T LIKE EMBARRASSMENT! I've Had Enough Of That Shit In Fucking Elementary School!


Today's Already Started Out Shitty. I Just Wanna Fucking Go Back To Bed... Yeah Good Luck With That.









Sorry.

Give me lil things to draw

anything

I have the right to pass on things