And make it so there are consequences for misusing the Themes feature. I don't know if you keep up with what goes on around FA, but recently I commented on a picture that had a poorly drawn Fox or whatever with a giant stomach, wearing pants. The quality of that picture aside, it was clearly in the wrong section. A diaper was nowhere in sight, and y'know, a diaper that isn't even implied anywhere in the description with no hint at it's existence isn't exactly qualified to be in the Babyfur section. I mean, at this point, we're all misusing it because we basically have to, there's nowhere else for our content. But this was different. I thought it was a mistake, afterall, sometimes I complete some art and I don't rush the actual making of it, but I try to speed through the upload process. It must be easy to misclick and hit Babyfur, right? I informed him of his mistake, but he rudely replies that it's on purpose.

Now, usually I don't try to judge somebody's emotions by what they typed, but I'm pretty damn sure this guy lost his shit. I have never had somebody respond to such an innocuous comment so retardedly. His buddy stepped in and everything, it was hilarious.

Another thing is that the Baby Fur section isn't suitable for our content, of course, like I said earlier. I have made 1 art that can even be considered Babyfur. There needs to be a seperate category for Diaperfur stuff already. Not just because it's fitting, but also because I just want a place where I can look through it and see the freshest, best content. If Tavi Munk puts his bullshit into that category, he's penalized and such unless he can stay true to the category. I just want the shiittier of these two categories to be separate from the better. Almost all the content that is considered ACTUAL babyfur is garbage unless it's something like one of Sir-Dancalot's rare actual babyfur pieces. The fact that FA considers it okay to put Dancalot and Tavi in the same category is baffling.

Anyhow, one last thing that deserves a mention; Ever notice how some artists are getting worse as they go? The main ones I can feel it in are Tabitabi and Fenelek. They both blocked me for weird reasons, something to do with me commenting on their gore journal and being slightly too 'Creepy' for Tabi. On a journal linking to a gore YCH. I was the creepy one. That's not what we're talking about, though. I've been comparing their art from months ago with their more recent art. They both are losing their way, they used to be great but now they're usually very subpar. Add this onto their crybaby nature and you've got a recipe for an assblasting.

As for my illness, I'm recovering. For some reason, some of my family members have bronchitis, but some others have pneumonia. I'm pretty sure my illness is bronchitis.

So, I caught a case of the sniffles. I'm not sure what disease it is exactly, but it doesn't really feel like a cold. It's not anything severe, so I'm not going to a doctor unless maybe I change my mind. Generally, I think going to a doctor shouldn't be the first thing you do, I just don't understand the thought process behind "Oh, I sneezed. Well, I'll drive on over to the doctor for him to fix it right up", but that may just be me and my past experience with the American healthcare bullshit.

Good news; Inuki, this one guy agreed to let me make fanart of him. He's not a diaperfur, but I'm going to make diaperfur fanart. I know that sounds like a weird thing to do, but I really don't care. I wonder how he'll react... I'm sitting on a couple WIPs of course, I'm confident this'll come out great.

So, I've been doing good with the tablet. I already got something completed which I'll upload sometime, and I already got another thing in the works. I learned how to sketch properly and how to line on top of that, which really helps with observational drawing, and I'm trying to draw every day now.

So, it's Thanksgiving in America. I'm going to be doing that with family of course. My family is a bit of a pain in the ass to be honest, but I'm still doing it just because. What I really can't wait for and am excited to see today is all the post-Thanksgiving diaper art. Jeezass, I sound like a degenerate, don't I? If you don't know, these pictures are where it's art of some character (hopefully something good, like not a human) is in the aftermath of Thanksgiving, where they've ate a whole lot and so they load their diaper quite a lot and the Turkey's put everybody to sleep. If you didn't know, Turkey contains something that causes people to want to sleep or whatever. Whether or not that is true is up to you, but I like to partake in the suspension of disbelief because of the hot implications of it. Those hot implications being: The probably-young but maybe not young character just loaded up their diaper and nobody's awake to change it so they have to stay in it a while and maybe end up falling asleep too and then probably wake up with a rash. And yes, diaper rash is an arousing thought to me. Like I said, I practically get a new fetish every other week.

Also, oh fuck, I just realized I'm a holiday behind in pretty much everything. Not even a damn halloween special. Well, look forward to that and more or whatever. If you want to do the community a real good service, I'm sure the post-Thanksgiving pics would be great. You don't have to, but just a suggestion. That's my favourite part of the holiday. Not even kidding, if I had to choose between family and those, I'd choose those.

Just when I thought FA was going to calm down, I notice more and more repetitive YCHs. What the fuck, I've seen one where there's literally more than a dozen people who got it, and all the pictures are the fucking same. This is blatant mass-production of art because the people doing them are tired of creativity and actual effort. No, the circlejerk doesn't reward you for effort, the circlejerk rewards you for doing literally everything to squeeze all that cheddar from your content. Infinite-slot YCHs like that are the cancer that is ruining FA. You can make a limited slot YCH that's great with lots of effort, or even a big group YCH picture and get fuck-all for it, the luckiest thing that can happen to you is that a commission whore grabs a slot and it gets you some recognition.

But if that happens with an Infinite-Slot or YCH with a fuckton of slots, then it's going to blow up. Of course, this is a circlejerk we're talking about. One person gets it, then everybody else gushes over it and automatically wants it because somebody they're a fan of got it. From that point on, the "Artist" who made the YCH gets a shitload of dough that he doesn't deserve. That's the inherent design of the Infinite-Slot YCH, you use it to cultivate a circlejerk under the guise of just wanting some good clean fun. That's all it takes.

From that point on, it's a broken system. It's completely dysfunctional. They can do it again if they want. After they do it, who fucking knows? They could have another one at the ass-crack of dawn next morning, they could start the cycle all over again, maybe they'll even have more than one at once. It takes such a small amount of effort, I swear I could do it. Of course, one of the offenders of this is Lizab. That person is already a popular artist, and they did this. I mean, they've gave me good advice before so I can give them the benefit of a doubt. Maybe the intention isn't just to get that cheddar cheese. But it's still no good. Their YCH was okay, the first couple pictures were good and you have to give credit for that. But then a shitload popped up and that makes all of them less good, some of them were egregious.

And don't get triggered that I mentioned an artist you probably like, I'm not trying to start drama, I'm just using an example. I don't get why people are scared to say things like this.

Last but not least, new art is coming. It's going to be gift-art to an acquaintance. I'm liking my tablet.

EDIT: I just looked at the YCH I was talking about. 24. 2 dozen. 2 dozen people got it. And MOST of them are egregious. What the fuck is this shit, and they did a bunch of others. And they know what they're doing, saying "This could be you". They know what it's about, to the circlejerking people who buy it, it's all about their shitty character getting in the spotlight for once. This is cancer.

Got a sketch you're too lazy to finish? I'm going to be making free non-coloured lineworks based off of sketches once I receive my tablet. I already did one for Sly-Chestnut because I surprise myself with how tolerant of my mouse's bullshit I am, but no more with the mouse. I want to practice my tablet handwriting and be generous at the same time. In a way, everybody's a winner I guess. After I digitize the sketches, I'll try to make actual original art. I'm just doing this because it's the only really good way I can practice.

Rules:
- Put the image on Imgur or Twitter and link it. I'm not fucking with dropbox, mediafire, ETC. Don't do it on Fur Affinity unless you used that exploit where you can bypass FA's image compression SHHH SHHHH
- I have no obligation to do anything. These are humble gifts for free, not commissions.
- It doesn't have to be diaper art that turns me on, but really nice sketches that will be even better once brought to life on my screen will have infinitely higher priority than other things.
- The scan/photo quality doesn't have to be great or even good. As long as I can see what to do, it'll be fine.
- The art must be decent. If in doubt, just go ahead and ask, but if it strikes a nerve I will decline. Don't worry, I'll spare you the details. The big scary critique monster is on vacation today.
- I might omit or add some lines if I feel it will make the linework better as a whole. I won't make large edits, though.
- As soon as you say you'll allow me to digitize, I gain the full legal rights to post the results.
- Not reading the rules is not a valid excuse, you agree to this automatically.

Pretty much just the title. I'll be having a good day today, staying at home and doing not much.

EDIT: Also, I can't use my Paypal account because I don't have a bank linked to it.

Thanks a fucking lot for not letting me do what I want with my money on my fucking birthday of all days, Paypal. Looks like I can't get a commission.

I already got one of the things I wanted for my birthday just yesterday, anyhow. Which is good. Trump won, and I get to laugh at the sore losers. You people having hissy fits are probably the reason he won in the first place. That's all I have to say about this issue, though, if you want more of my opinion on Trump you won't find it here. Instead, watch as I roast retards on Twitter. That'll be fun. Popcorn, anybody?

I'm buying a drawing tablet finally, since my family is giving me some money. I'm going to get over this art block, and my art will be better than ever.

Also, the new Undertale story is being demoted to a shorty. I can't figure out any good non-filler ways to stretch out it's length.

I'm making a dragon OC, and I'm having a hard time deciding what kind of a hybrid it will be, what it will be crossed with. That's where you come in. I'll probably get a commission from Jake or maybe Dancalot once I get the money and they're open.

https://twitter.com/Kitty_Padding/s.....84361259077634

Also, I updated the RP info. Emily now has an udder and stuff, it's weird, I know.

I'm still working on the story, but I was thinking of rewriting some parts and making the characters different so this might take longer than usual to write.

So, I was thinking: What would you think about a character with an udder? But get this, the udder replaces their genitals? So it's their main method of sexual arousal and rubbing the udder gets them off? And also, they basically pee out milk through the udder, as anything they drink is converted to milk. But also, instead of producing milk, it produces other liquids like juice or something? I kinda like the idea.

I want to get this out of the way: Overwatch is overrated as hell and Sombra is a dumb piece of shit hero. They didn't want to copy Spy from TF2 or Loki from Smite, so instead they tried their idea of "Originality". And it fucking sucked, she is the most basic and uncreative thing I've ever seen. She basically just has a silence, an SMG, the healthpack disable, the exact same teleport as pre-nerf Kinessa from Paladins, and the dickass un-intuitive stealth. Not to mention her design is ugly as shit. She looks like she's from Paladins. In fact, she looks exactly like Skye from fucking Paladins and Skye is way more original. So yeah, OW fanbase, I hope you have fun with your shit unbalanced maps, TF2 class ripoffs, and Ms. Spy-Loki-Skye-Prenerf Kinessa Hypetrain McGee.

And one last thing: Wander Over Yonder sucks. It's a shit show. I'm serious, I'd rather watch goddamn Adventure Time or Gumball over it because they're less shitty. Sylvia is just another retarded dinosaur that attempts to be cute. Thank you for triggering my PTSD flashbacks of Yoshi. The main protagonist is a rancid anus. The first 20 episodes of Steven Universe were better than this garbage, and you bet your ass the later episodes especially around Jailbreak are way better. Wander Over Yonder, Teen Titans Go, and those yellow little fuckers are all brutally raping any chance for the animation industry to get out of the hole it's in and actually be taken seriously on a larger scale. Thank you for that.

I've recovered from my sickness, lucky for me. And, as the title says, I have a birthday coming up. It'll be November 11th. I expect nothing since I've already received lots of generousity this year, but I have nothing against gifts of course.

So, as some of you may know, I have a passion for art, and also reviewing art. I don't think I'm a critic, and I most certainly am not qualified to talk about art techniques, but I have a good sense of what is good and has effort put into, and what does not. And I have an opinion and the freedom to express it. I feel like I have a good grasp on this in both concepts and the real thing that matters, the way it looks. I know art isn't supposed to be a story, and art that's trying to use 'Telling a story' as an excuse for it's garbage should be disregarded as it is probably abstract bullshit, but I still feel like it can count. After all, this is a fetish community. Most of us are into art not just because it looks good, but because it has hot ideas, and beyond that there are other reasons to appreciate the deeper meaning of art other than the abstract garbage 'More than meets the eye' slogan. I mean, how many times have you seen art that genuinely interests and excites you solely because "It looks pretty cool"? For me, next to nothing. So yeah, I appreciate an artist actually giving context and trying to make something make sense.

I was thinking of making a review series. I don't feel like voicing it because I have a shitty speech impediment-riddled voice, no good mic, no audio editing prowess, and I do computer stuff in a drafty room next to a window that rattles when it's windy, with a highway right next to my place. So yeah, it would have quite a bit of noise if I tried it. It'd probably just be journals. This was pretty much inspired by both Solar Sands's Browsing Deviantart series and IdubbbzTV's Content Cop. Their review styles are great, they are both trying to be entertaining. And I wish some of the retarded rabid fans that some of these artists have would watch and understand Solar Sands's opinion. If you watched his video, you'd think he was me until you watch his video regarding the Diapered No Pelvis Monster art. Or the ABDL Sonic thing, whatever you want to call it. I mean, I hate Sonic too but he kinda roasts the people in a way I wouldn't personally prefer. Despite this, he is mature and respects fetishes, but doesn't cut them any slack, which I like. I like IdubbbzTV's videos mostly for his comedy, but he roasts the Youtube Channels he reviews in such a great way.

What do you think about something like that? Maybe even eventually a Youtube series, though I have no idea how much traction it would get.

Oh, and of course I haven't been arting because of art block. I think I'll buy a Wacom tablet though, either that or eventually use a mouse and a foam board with high stabilization settings like this one friend I have told me to do. Either way, up next is a couple Furry Youtuber Fanarts, and then this one fucking thing I've been owing for so long. I mean, 4 months or whatever is a long time for me, might not be that bad for others though. I'm also working on the next story.

The medical system is fucking retarded.

So, I have Otitis Externa or whatever you call it. The doctor didn't say that, I just now did the research. Basically, my ear is infected and the ear canal is swollen. It's literally swollen shut to the point where I can't hear through this ear, it feels all plugged up, and it hurts.

What really pisses me off and puts me in a bad mood is that my doctor was a fucking cunt. You see, I went in to an urgent care place. It didn't take a while for me to get sent back to a doctor. They took my weight, blood pressure, temperature, ETC. Then I sat for a few minutes, and the actual doctor came in, asked me how long I had this for (Just 2 days at this point, it's been getting worse), took one look in my ear, said I had fluid and pus in there, and then they were done. They didn't actually do anything, they just took a look.

Then they prescribed me some things, and I went to the pharmacy and had to wait more than twice as long for the prescription to process than I had spent at the doctor. It turns out, I got some antibiotic pills, which I didn't really have any issue with. But what I actually specifically needed, some ear drops, wasn't covered by my insurance and the doctor failed to realize this. They would cost 60 dollars, and I don't have that kind of money. So now I just have to sit and hope that these anti-biotics work, but they probably won't work well since I'm not even applying them locally and it's just going through my blood.

Fuck the american health care system. I was raised all my life thinking doctors were smart, but this happens every time. Every doctor I come into contact with is a dumb cunt who just wants me to take some pills or something, and this time I don't even get what I need. They don't even do an actual treatment. I doubt you need to even go to medical school to say "Oh hey, this person's ear is fucked. They need antibiotics", that isn't smart. I could do that. I sincerely hope this is a minimum wage worker, I get paid minimum wage and what I do takes much more work than even that. Even the one time I went to the Emergency Room in the past year, they did pretty much the same thing. Just an examination, a little prescription, no treatment whatsoever, and then I get sent out.

ALSO EDIT: Fun fact, I can actually draw way more coherently and way quicker on paper. I need a scanner or something.

Life has been a whole lot of ass, but I am thankful for the good times I've been having. I haven't said this before, but I have enough money to get by. However, my living conditions suck, but there's not much I can do about it. I recently got some dental work done, too.

Anyhow, trades and commissions are no longer available. I'm really starting to dislike drawing, I got tired of it.

I added new characters to the RP info and edited some stuff. I'm about to make a couple new characters, too. One will be a Pokemon, and the other will be something a bit more creative.

I've been coming up with another story. I'm sure this one will be really sexy.

And finally, I'm bored so go ahead and ask some questions. I was thinking of telling a story from my teenager days. I'm sure it doesn't sound interesting, and it isn't, but it might be entertaining and it has to do with my 'desires', so most of you would probably find it relatable.

This is a pretty minor journal of course, but I felt like making one.

After I finish this one last thing I need to work on, there won't be any new art here for a couple months. Instead, I will work on more stories. If you want, you can comment here with a suggestion for a story. It must be a great idea, of course. I really want to do somebody's idea since writing is the only thing I'm really good at.

Also, about the group I made. It turns out there's actually already a Smite group. It's not like this one would even get good anyhow. I'll make another group sometime in the future. I don't have any ideas, but I think a special group for my kind of diaperfur would be nice; A group immune to being bastardized and watered down like the currently existing ones. Or maybe even a group specifically dedicated to Ratatoskr from the game. I'm pretty sure not many of my watchers will care about this tho. Ratatoskr is just so adorable.

Additionally, I've been really thirsty for RP lately. For those who like this kind of thing, this is the first time I'll openly dom for people who aren't old RP buddies. I can have Princess play doctor for you character, for example. I can discuss scenarios, but Princess is the main character I want to use for this. Some non-con would be cool too. In particular, I kinda want to RP either Stella or Ao Kuang (From Smite again) raping Hello Kitty. So if you like any of that, contact me on Skype.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:50854094

This guy's cat looks just like mine, man. Anyhow, info is there. I'm just signal boosting because why the fuck not.

Man, some of the Commission Whores are pretty problematic. If you don't know, a Commission or Art Whore is somebody who commissions all the time. Usually, commissioned art takes up the majority of their gallery, seeing as though most can't draw and see more of a need to pay others to put their desires to intangible digital paper. There's nothing inherently wrong with them, in fact, the opposite is true. Art Whores are a massive benefit to the community if they pay the right people to do the right things. The right things are a subjective thing, so I'm not going to touch on that since at least half of the content on this site is garbage IMO (The ratio is good here compared to other sites, mind you. That is a great ratio right there, for me.) but some artists and art whores have some annoying. I watch artists to see their art, yet they don't post their own art. And then others do. That's massively annoying, especially if you don't use the Browse feature often or at all. It's counter-intuitive and inconvenient, no artist is helping themselves at all when they do that, and a handful I watch just so happen to.

This is even worse on Inkbunny because of the submission filter. I just know that will be added to FA one day seeing as though there's absolutely no drawbacks that would warrant not having it. You can see this problem on Inkbunny. You block an Art Whore's submissions, so you can't see them. Now, I know people will tell me to just block some tags. But that doesn't fix it at all. I know most people won't add 'Absolutely fucking atrocious kill me pls' to their tags. So I can't just filter out atrocious art. Let's say I don't like scat but I like messy diapers. However, those are essentially the same thing but one is contained. So, somebody can tag messy diaper art as scat. Blocking the tag will make you unable to see that. You see where I'm going with this? Good art can be blocked by the tag filter, it only works for specific terms and certain umbrella terms. It doesn't take quality into account either. Knowing this, you block the submissions of people posting bad art. But then they get a commission from a good artist who you're watching, that good artist doesn't post it, the art whore known for bad art does, and thus you never see it. That is the most fucking annoying thing ever. I have to look over somebody's gallery and dig through it to make sure I see all the good stuff in there, if any, before I block the submissions. In some cases, I can't do it. This problem will probably carry over to FA once it finally gets that feature.

TL;DR Artists, I don't give a shit what you're doing. If somebody commissions you, you post it too. If you make it, post it. I obviously can't stop you from being an asshole and not posting the art that you make, but you're not doing anybody any favours.

Also, updated commission info. Look over it I guess.

I got banned for three days. For what, I won't tell you, but it's good to be back. I'm still working on some WIPs. I'm sorry for the absence of art, really. After I get my current work done (1 comm and 1 trade) I might take a break again. I haven't really been that motivated to do art for a while, but I had a good session yesterday and I'll have another today.

So, I heard of Suicide Squad. And how shitty it apparently is. I haven't seen it, but y'know. It's a superhero movie involving a bunch of bad Supervillain guys getting together to do good, if I remember correctly, and those are shit. It's total ass, man. Like, it's not even interesting how the whole superhero thing is shit. The one interesting thing about it is the fact that it isn't. It's the most flat, idiotic, overrated kind of thing. I feel sorry for fans of Superhero movies. Or even individual superheroes. Those fans are delusional. I feel especially sorry for those who were excited for this fucking movie. And, can you guess what ruined it? WELL, SHIT. It's a big movie company, what do you think? Rushed production. This is one of the most clear-cut, basic definitons of a failure of a movie. The way it fails has no intricacy. Sonic 06 failed from bad production problems, and it was funny. Sonic and the Secret rings also failed, though not quite as hilariously, because 06 and Secret rings were being developed at the same fucking time. Yes, I know those are games, but that's an example of something failing this way in an interesting or funny way.

Most Superheroes only ever amount to "Oh, uh, yeah. This guy has some powers and shit, he can fly around. Laser beams and shit. He's basically a god who can't be defeated. He's the protagonist, we all know he's going to win let's just get this shit done- Oh wait, whoops. No, I mean, uh, don't get too excited though, because this guy has some problems in life and stuff. That somehow makes him likable. Okay, buy your movie ticket and your comic book and then fuck off please.". And that's why I hate them. By definition, this character archetype is bad. The only movie I'm actually excited for and want to see is the Deadpool movie, and that's only because I RPed with a Deadpool and it even involved my diapered characters even though that guy wasn't even a furry. I can't remember how I met him, but it was HILARIOUS. Deadpool might just be good. Also, I love One Punch man. Been watching it, and it's fucking amazing because of how it basically makes fun of the Superhero archetype.

Also, I wanted to say this in a journal that's suitable for my front page; Art is on a hold, still. Sorry.

I've been pretty stressed recently. Every day, I slave away. And yet, when I revisit the one part of life that makes me happy, all I get is more stress. I have a thinner skin than I thought. I mean, countless trolls are one thing. I don't give a shit about what just anyone thinks about me. But y'know. Whenever an artist I like starts getting pissed off at me out of nowhere in a stream that I happened to visit, it's more damaging. Artists are worshipped around here, I really respected that guy. This hasn't happened before, either, except for the one time somebody linked to a gore YCH in a journal and then deemed my comment about it mentioning genocide to be disturbing. Funny, right? But this time is different. I won't say who it is, but I won't stop you from finding out.

Lately, the idea that my art is shit has been sinking deep. Logical criticisms are making me feel bad right now even though they normally make me feel great. But I've only been able to force myself to come even this far by convincing myself that it is good. Well, it isn't. You're watching a whore. You're watching trash. Maybe my art is half-decent, maybe I try to put work into it. But it can't hold up on it's own.

I'm not that sad about this, I'm just unable to be happy. I'm disgruntled, as you can imagine. But this is just a usual bad day for me. I can't remember the last time I was overjoyed at something. Keep in mind, I make the conscious decision to 'Not have a life'. Nothing interest goes on where I live, the internet is much more entertaining. That Matpat fucker guy sounded pretty bad saying this exact thing, but the internet is my culture. I feel at home.

I'm sorry if I sound like shit, but I wanted to vent.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20709884/

There you go. I just wanted to make sure my watchers know about this.

A new story will be done pretty soon. Here's a hint; it'll be Undertale, and it'll be a collab. Also, I got some art in the works. The other day, I had to have a root canal because I was in pain. Of course, the problem itself was really bad, but the pain could have been worse since I have a weird, inhuman pain tolerance. The dentist even said I bled like a stuck pig, and the pulp was really badly infected. This was only a temporary thing, though, they took the nerves out but didn't finish the operation. Eh, at least I can't feel anything anymore.

Also, I'm really starting to dislike Pokemon more and more. It helps that it isn't complete bullshit like Super Mario brothers, and it definitely helps that Nintendo's new poster boy will be Pikachu instead of fat italian plumber retard who beats the shit out of turtles and does magic mushrooms. However, I quit Pokemon a while ago. It has good character design, it's one of the only (If not THE only) RPGs with an actual competitive metagame, and it's pretty intuitive. However, I don't enjoy playing the games because of the stale old stories, the complete lack of difficulty, and the boring turn-based combat. A friend gave me his terrible low-level trash Tailow with a jolly nature, taught it facade for me, and gave it a flame orb. With that Tailow, I one-shot my way through ORAS, except for the ones who resist normal-type, but that's what OP mega Blaziken is for. My friend gave me another Tailow for X and Y, and it was even more easy to the point where I used only the Tailow until I found a trainer with something more sturdy, and I caught random wild Pokemon that were somehow good enough to deal with those. The only time when Pokemon has ever been fun was the comp scene. But only on Showdown. Actually using the battlespot function in the games was a pain in the ass. I either had to use legendaries and be an asshole, or get my ass kicked by assholes using legendaries. That isn't a balanced game. The fact that they depend on some fan-site to make an arbitrary tier list in order to keep the game fucking balanced is retarded. In Smite, are some gods a little harder to get yet they kick the ass of everybody else? Overwatch? TF2, even? Didn't think so. People cut Pokemon too much slack. I have suffered. In order to even make a new Pokemon available and actually usable for fighting, I had to grind by constantly defeating the E4 or Blissey farming. The latter didn't exist in X and Y, so I had to slave away for hours, defeating the boring E4 that took forever because of the cutscenes that started the shit. I would have to defeat the champ 4 times straight in order to get a Pokemon to level 50. And then I would have to walk ALL THE WAY from the start to the first Pokemon center, which took forever because of bad map design. Why is grinding fine in Pokemon? The EXP. system serves as one of the only balancing mechanics in the story mode of the game, yes, but after you beat the champ, it becomes extremely abhorrent and unnecessary. THIS is supposed to be fun? Unbalanced, grindy, monotonous and simple gameplay with only a hollow shell of a story?

If the Pokemon weren't eye-candy, I would hate these games. It's truly their only real redeeming quality. But you can't coat something with gold and jewels in order to make it fun. These games only appeal to nostalgia-blind fanfucks, and that doesn't just apply to genwunners. The quality is only skin-deep.

And don't even get me started on Pokemon Go. Stupid, buggy mess with dumbed down gameplay. So what if it makes people get up and take walks? Sorry, depressed Tumblr people who can only get up to walk because of this game, but none for me. I'll actually walk if I want to walk. I don't need a game. But then again, what do you expect from a MOBILE game? Oooh. Burn. Sizzling.

http://www.smitegame.com/play-for-f.....f=Kittypadding

If you're going to join, do me a favour and use this link. Just putting it out there. We both get free stuff if people register because of me.

It's the Call Of Duty of MOBAs with shitty gameplay, shitty characters, shitty community. That's all. The comparison between LoL and Smite is like the comparison between CoD and Team Fortress 2 except with Valve actually doing much better and adding much more (Basically Overwatch, but I didn't want to just come right out and say Overwatch). Think about it.

If you didn't notice, art is pretty much on a hold. Commissions are the first thing I'll get to once I get the energy to make more art, but I'm also sitting on a couple unfinished lineworks. Once I do get back, though, I still think I'll struggle with something. I can't figure out a good way to make a bare butt look good when facing directly toward the camera, not from the side or anything. I'm considering panties since I don't want the anus to stare back at me, but I can't figure out a satisfying way to round out the cheeks.

I'll commission a special Ratatoskr pic once my money on Paypal is no longer pending. Which will be in July 3rd.   tehcutepyro Is the Co-Founder and stuff. It'll be fantastic.

Anyhow, I just wanted to vent about Ponysquare a little.

So, back in 2014 was the summer where I started discovering more of myself. You might notice I joined in '14. That was part of it, yes, but I didn't really get used to the Internet until my FA account got really rolling. A year ago or something. I had first discovered RP a long while ago, except I hardly ever did it. But then, somehow, I randomly found Ponysquare. I made an account, and after some trial and error, I made a character that worked. It's a brony site, right? It's pretty ironic how I had a shitty time until the moment I decided to make a little Luxray character named Nee. I'm not even going to go over the story because I have no idea what the hell I was thinking. Y'know what I did back then? Guess what I fucking did. Take a break and guess...

Did you guess it? If you guessed 'Used the chatrooms', you would be right. You didn't guess that. No, I refuse to believe you did. This isn't how good human beings act. This isn't anywhere near acceptable on any level. Stop laughing. Yes, I actually RPed in chatrooms. It was weird. There were small RPs where people would actually give you leeway, yeah. But there were also rooms with up to 20 people. It was fucking chaotic. I had never read more text in all of my life. It was more than all the books I ever read combined. It was more than all the fanfiction, too, and I've read at least 3 times as much fanfiction as normal, shitty books. I was typing up a lot too. It was incredibly abhorrent, but surprising that so many people used the chatrooms. Oh wait, did I say a lot of people use the chatrooms? Yeah, this happened once every other month. Or every other week at most. It varied, obviously. Out of all the people who use that damn site, the chatrooms were usually a ghost town. And for good reason. This was excluding the chatrooms of people who are social butterflies. God, it was all so cringy.

It was just a bad time. A shitload of annoying cunts were going around. People would be trolled by godmodding and then accused of shit and shoved to the side when they wanted to do something about it. The trolls there were hypocrites. I'm sure they were just little losers who wanted to get satisfaction from bullying somebody. It wasn't just harmless trolling, really, it didn't hurt much but it caused an incredibly toxic environment. There were people who partook in the outrageous practice of making a little social circle and only giving opportunities to do anything to a few people... in public chatrooms. They did that in public chatrooms and thought it was okay. There was no equal opportunity no matter what. There was no winning. But that's not even the major problem. The mods were the worst problem, and the rules were. You couldn't have any OCs other than ponies, and also, they had a DM/IM system on the site. Fetish stuff wasn't allowed, neither was ERP. They could actually look at your DMs, and I have proof of that happening. If they caught two adults consenting to ERP and carrying it out in privacy, it was game over for them. That's what made me quit later. There were also terrible chatmods. The terrible chatmods all had lunar guard characters for some reason, and they were all fucking cunts. Dear god. It was hell.

It'll either be another diaperfur group but maybe with my own special addition, or the more exciting option, a Smite group. Or, the best option, a diaperfur Smite group. It might be a little harder to get traction if diaper stuff is involved, but y'know.

So far, my favourite gods for each role are assassin Ratatoskr, guardian Khepri, mage Anubis, hunter Anhur, and I don't have a favourite warrior yet.

Also, remember my Patreon? From now on, I'm going to focus every single dollar of money I get from Patreon as well as commissions here toward getting commissions. I won't see a penny of it since I'm getting by decently with merely the money from my job. Just above minimum wage is actually pretty okay for one person, the minimum wage is the amount it is for a reason. The only real personal uses of the money might, MIGHT be gaming stuff and commissions of my own characters, but I will focus on commissioning fanart, so then it's not just me and my characters that are getting benefits. I want everybody to be able to see more good characters around here. If all my watchers across all the sites I'm on chipped in a dollar each month, then there would be a buncha fanarts for underappreciated things, such as SCP-049 specifically, some of the gods from Smite, and Mimigas from Cave Story. I already feel a little selfish for mentioning this, but still. There it is.

Support my shit if you want. http://patreon.com/user?u=3554157

No, really. I may not be the best yet, but guys, artists got bills to pay too. If you want to see more good stuff around here, you gotta give out some motivation. Cash is tight for me, so I can't really. And trust me, you're not obligated to do this. If you don't have money to support those who deserve it, then a favourite, a watch, and a comment is just as good.