I'm posting this as I want to note I'm still alive.. just not in super good moods

I had rough February and March, I F*ed up big time on feb, losing 75% of work salary and almost same thing happened just yesterday. I'm probably under magnifying glass by now.
So thats work, gonna be hard rest of the year for sure.

Also my car did not go through inspections so had to do alot maintenance to get it go through (you know european inspections, even one light off = fail) well I had to swap rear suspension, all front and side blinkers, adjust front beems, change license plate lights. Also managed to break side blinker glass and front blinker casing when switching.. over 20 year car, everything breaks when I breath towards it ><
So thats car, fixed now but has issues still

Also not making it AGAIN to revision, I so hope I'd have monies to travel abroad but things just keep piling on me and had to forfeit that trip like 6th time now u_u
Meh, but I'm gonna have a small party for the event in my home atleast.

Some good things that actually for this year, I finally got airconditioning to home, this means less summer heat inside home <3

Anyways, I'm not cancelling the xmas project, but I'm thinking could I make the back ground change depending seasons, so could repurpose it somehow when I get it done. Would be fun project too. I have to do some re-scheduling so I can get back to artworksies again.

Mau mau
- Kisu

Ski week over and today pamfs bday. I’m really not sure how to celebrate. Maybe just home alone today :/

Last weekend went by so fast while hosting Northern Lights Furdance also I think I catched cold from there too. Next events pamf is going are Angelo's ski trip and Instanssi demoparty.

Trying so hard to get artsies done with the free time I have during evenings.

xmas extravaganza group pic is coming still and probably thinking of making some valentines artsies too maaau *pops*

Also did few streamies too, trying to get on them running as well :3


luv ya
- Kisu

Kisu's Group Feral Kitty NSFW Xmas Pic Name selections are done and joining in for the pic is closed for now.

Panther will start working on the picture. There might be questions during the process so I will contact in pm's for those.

List of kitties that gonna be on the pic:
Kisu
Jumwo
Eridian
Orkekum
Sekinar
Paw
Vella
Sita
Dewfur
Kia Wolfszahn
Eagle
Sin
Cinnabyte
Luca
Tianshi
Roary
Neo Brookpaw
Fritti

Mau, I'm closing the invites for the group pic on next Sunday 30th , then I'll be start working on the project :3

We currently have 17 kitties on the list. n_n

Been thinking, would there be any interest to join in if I'd do a group feral kitty nsfw xmas pic :3?

- 24 slots tops
- Price would be probably Pay what you want but 10eur minimum as they might take some time to draw
- Big and small kitties
- would need your fav xmas thingy like decorating tree, making gingerbread, wrapping gifts for naughty ideas
- if you pair with someone, I'd need that idea too
- will try to get it done during december and january months
- if this gets atleast 10+ interest, I'll make a list and page to join in

meows
- Kisu

Been working lots on arts lately, luckily I've had time to draw lots again.
I do take more commissions too. Re-colours for stickers gets discounts too.

Current worksies on table:
- Kazik stickers (few left)
- Tesshin10000 huge pic (sketching phace)
- Isolectra refsheet (sketching phace)
- Own characters refsheets (long project)
++ some other projects


Side thingies..
Pamf is not very healthy kitty at the moment, been visiting twice a week on doctor. But is getting good care none the less.
~mau

Streams:
- Paused for now, having problems with computer getting overheated, will need a better cpu cooler :(

Just got back from the furry cruise. Sooo many cute fursuiters! I hope I managed to catch most with my camera.

I will do a video when I get back from next convention.

Also FinFur Animus is just around after next weekend, pamf will be a tad busy finishing up everything for the convention then hosting some events on it.

If you are visiting Animus, please visit my plushie panel, fursuit games and Mötörfurs event <3

- pamf

I was feeling a bit bad so I went to check out doctor today. Been having problems with sleeping and head aches in morning and also loss of energy.

Results were:
Blood pressure over 200 and extremely high colesterol.. Doctor had to double check.
So I got perscription, went to lab tests. blood checks 5 out of 21 checks were way over limits for cholesterols

I got own blood pressure meter now, got meds and days off from work.
I tested pressures after meds and its still showing 178/112..

That means, back to doctor tomorrow.

Sucks =_=

Dumped alot artsies to the gallery through the years.

There is soooo much more, but might not add in one go as its quite impossible.

Will upload more when I have good time for that again :3

*hops on his tree to do more artsies*

Pamf is back on working artsies again.
Finally got some spare tiem from normal work (hoping not too much as there co negotiations going on), but time to continue on my list of thingies. Soo expect more kitty art soonish :3 /3

Also hosting the biggest furry convention in Finland (FinFur animus) again.
Pamf duties are: helping with registrations, doing financial stuff, creating conbook, hosting dealer's alley and artshow, doing art howl (auction), some logistics, printouts, art, helping Theme and Program teams and hosting few panels like Plushie panel, Mötörfurs event and Fursuit Games during the convention. Also maybe some DJ stuff at dead dogs party (if gets a slot)
Eep, lots of thingies =ö.ö=

Might not be able to stream before the convention though ^^;;

mow mow


Current mood, chirpy pamf

Summer is here, pamf is semi here too..

Sorry been away lately, my grandmother just passed away week ago and I've have hard time coping with it as she was always so supportive for me. I spend 4 days by her at hospital when she went through terminal :/

I might be a bit away still up to 15th of June as we are cleaning her flat, sorting out funeral etc.
I will be visiting the vrchat convention Furality Somna as I registered there, soo if frens wanna say mau and meetup would be funs :'3

But artsie commissions and streams will return when I'm past this emotional rollercoaster.

- Kisu

Finland passed spring phase and its starting to feel summer yay. Warm, less rain, sunny <3

Health wise I'm in quite good shape, still need to use antibiotics though.
Work has been quite hard, we got co-negotiations and layoffs going at work which is not that fun (THANKS to that a** ***e TRUMP!)
Financial issues are getting better, although still a little behind some payments. Car is fixed now and new tyres, which is good.

Been working on a huge A1 size acrylics painting for a convention and same time working some fun arts for me and my big kitty frens.

Next month is gonna be super busy as I need to start this year's convention book preparations.

soooo, feeling all around quite chirpy and happy mau

- Kisu

Thought I put it here as well as I stated on https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53742076/ entry

Been working super hard for local convention it has taken lots of time, more than I kinda wished for.
Streams are gonna be back after the convention as well the artsies.

Health issues sorted for most part, been on two doctors for breathing and heart issues. I got new appointments, medications and thingies ~purr

Money issues partly solved, although not fully. I still need to move out but for now I'm kinda in balance financially (unless something big hits all sudden)


~~~ pamf thoughts ~~~

I'm currently having some quite bad health issues, which means I might have to take it a little easier atm.
I'm taking care of myself so don't worry too much.

Pamf will be back arting and streaming

- Kisu

Sorry about my off time, I'm having a bit of struggle with my life and future choices which is bothering me a lot.
I feel that everything is falling over me and making each decision harder for me to go on.

I feel a little happy that I have some support from friends around me still, I'm not sure I could handle all this burden my self.

Mauh,
My 3rd proper fursuit stream is gonna be on next Saturday, I'm soo hyped n_n
I got mayhaps 2-3 friends visiting the event too.

I'm sure its gonna be as chaotic as previous times
We got balloons, plushies, popping things, legos and chopstics and more xD

Havent had proper fursuit time for a while so this will be super funs n_n

I accomplished quite many Bouncy Pokemons last week.

I think total was around 23 or something and I'm still doing some more.

Note:
My Bouncy Pokemon Gif animations are free to use for anyone, they can be downloaded from my discord on #artsies -channel, I don't ask any monies from them as they are copyrighted characters
but if you use them I'd like to be mentioned that they were created by me n_n


- Kisu

My bouncy Pokemon marathon week starts on this monday after I get out from work.
Here is the list I'm currently tackling:
- Chikorita
- Mareep
- Sylveon
- Delphox
- Midnight Lycanroc
- Wooloo
- Charizar
- Umbreon
- Arcanine
- Scorbunny

I was aiming to get 25 replies but I guess not many saw my tweet or did not care :/

Pamf streamie will be on twitch if someone wants to come say hi or watch some pixel bouncy arts

I got some devastating news from my building society.
My apartment compensation is doubling up and as I was earlier a bit of a hole and behind my payments things not looking very good for me.

This kinda means I won't be attending any conventions for a long period before I find a way to get back out from the loans and debts.

I guess this means I will be more active posting art at least, I just hope it does not get any worse :/

- Kisu

Mauuu,
I got lots of commissions for January and I've literally been working my paws off almost every evening.

Last week I did 3 art streamies on tue, wed and thursday and I'm planning to do same next week but also hopefully the week after too . Working as much commissions I can.
I'm still in a deep depth hole, but every little commission helped some. I just hope I'm not getting any more big bills, that'd be first nail in coffin u_u
I'm doing meal preps for weeks, cancelled almost all subscription thingies I had, try to avoid using car, keeping lights out, washing more clothes same time, anything just to get this over.

Still big thanks for them who commissioned pamfer, it really helps.

*hugs*

- Kisu

Mau,
I got pretty much broke after my final paycheck today.
I literally had to take some loan to cover all the bills I have for this month which sucks big time :/

If anyone is interested in some small commissions (traditional or digital), I could do those during January, starting next week.

I'm also gonna finish inks on some of my sketchies which I'm willing to do recolors too if any of them spark any interest for you mews.

~ pamf

Anyone up for a Free Bouncy Pixel Character raffle?
If you wanna enter, go to my twitter page post your character reference, fav and retweet.

Winner will be announced on this Friday.

Also if you meows like my bouncies you can always follow this pamf or visit art streamies too :3


Raffle tweetie:
https://twitter.com/KisuPantteri/st.....70590525374464