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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AriZhzeHbA

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"Had a bad day? Well golly gee, you can always eat me if it makes you feel better!"

Traduction: "Had a bad day?" Well you could always do that thing I find incredibly arounsing... if it makes you feel better!"

Well gee, how selfless of you to offer me the chance to do this thing you really like. *Sigh* I don't really RPs now a day, primarily because I use up all my free time to either draw or write a story, if I was RPing with the bijilion people who wanna get eaten by me I'd never get anything done.

If you wanna get eaten by me, just say it straight... I'll turn you down either way but at least it will be quick. No kidding, every time I posted a depressed journal I had people try to exploit this to get me to eat them. "Would it make you feel better if you ate me?" I even had people try to get art out of me this way. "You could draw a comic of my character being eaten by you if you'd like!" Well geez, how generous of you to allow me to do this thing for you.

Actually it was yesterday, but the site was in read only mode X3 This dwaggy is 29 years old now. I'd say I feel old but I know some of you are older so I won't. I'm taking the resolution to be more social, especially in real life where I have been neglecting my friends. Recently I started drawing again after more than a year of not drawing... its great because I finally feel like I'm improving somehow. I got lots of work to do, I have so many project I wanna do! So many pictures ideas in my head, yet I have as much story ideas in my head still! Its gonna be hard to find a balance between drawing and writing and satisfy both fans of pics and fans of stories. Alright, I'm just finishing one drawing project and than I'm going back to writing for a little while.

I also wanted to share something with all of you, found back a very old animation that was made using a short series of drawing I made a long time ago:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKjEUWjrFdU

Those are some of the very first vore pics I ever drew! I should re-do something like that sometimes. And yes, that is from 2007... 9 years ago! Damn that's old O.O

For years my artist profile has been empty... but no more! So I made a rudimentary profile, I don't really have to knowledge to do anything better, but it will suffice for now X3 Tell me what you think!

Got to focus on things I wanna draw as opposed to thing that are requested of me. I also need to finish up some stories. I will not be doing any more request from now on, I did this one comic that was requested of me and I'm gonna finish just this one pic I've started then I'm gonna go back to writing.

Sorry if your request didn't get drawn.

So in honor of my upcoming birthday ( May 22) I decided to draw a number of short comics for free! These comics will basically be a set of images with a short story within the description. Basically all you need to do is give me your comic/story idea in the comments and I will chose an undertermined number of them to be drawn. So yeah, I'm just going to pick whatever appeals to me, it is my birthday after all.

Will most likely only do ideas that have one of my character as pred. Also will more likely do something with things that I like: Oral vore, unwilling prey, mean pred, digestion, disposal.

Man, its always the same thing. When I get in a creative mood... I just feel invincible... I get to work creating whatever I wanna do and I work on it really hard... I mean like 12 hours of intense work hard O.O I work so damn hard to make sure everything is perfect... to make sure the boobs are just right, to make sure the belly is just right, to make sure the colors and shading is just right... To make sure it has sexy dialog, to make sure it has a sexy mini-story attached to it... I just work so damn hard on it... but then I post it and I guess I get okay comments and faves... but not nearly as much as I enticipated.

So then I get so fucking depressed... I like at popular furs who post half-assed sketches and get like 5 time what I got on my most commented/faved pic... I just get so fucking down. Its like a pendulum... when I'm in this creative mood I feel like I'm the fucking king of the world but then when I actually post it and it doesn't get well receive the whole world comes crashing down on me.

I shouldn't invest myself so much in these pics... I shouldn't try as much.

What fetish/ fetish elements would you like to see me do? What characters would you like me to use? In what kind of situation? What do you crave more of? I wanna know.

So I'm thinking of drawing a comic with one of my preds eating someone... the only thing is I need a prey. So instead of making it a generic npc, why don't I ask who would wanna be eaten? I don't know yet with which pred I'll do the comic or what it will involve... I'm just testing the water here.

So if something like that would interest you, please comment and tell me which of my preds you'd like to be eaten by. I might do some sort of contest to determine who I pick, not sure yet.

So I recently reached 1000 watcher.

I wonder what I should do to celebrate? People always seem to do something special for this milestone... so maybe I should have a contest of some kind? Maybe I could draw a pic for the winner of one of his or her character being eaten by one of my preds? But I'm already behind on stuff I owe people, I'm pretty bad with that sort of stuff already...

Also my birthday is coming up on may 22... People seem to announce their birthdays in advance now so I guess I'll do that too.

Or any kind of trades for that matter.

I'm just completely unreliable... The problem is I get into these creative mood where I have tons of creativity and motivation and I can work on a project almost non-stop for many days... the problem is these moods of creativity are followed by moods of a total absence of creativity and motivation... The thing is I have no idea how long these mood last... I could be creative for weeks or just for a few days... and following that I can be uncreative for just a few days or for weeks or sometimes month...

I'm just too damn unreliable to do any trade or commissions... I should refrain from taking any in the future.

Let's face it, expressing emotions just make you a fucking pussy. Human beings are not meant to share their emotions, it is natural to bottle up everything and never talk about it, it show strength and self-control while expressing emotions shows weakness and selfishness.

When I was younger I was bullied for showing emotions, because it wasn't "manly" it was "weak" and "effeminate" One day I got into an argument with my step dad, at some point I was disrespectful to him so he hit me. Fair enough, I mean you have to respect your elders right? So little 10 year old me just received a very harsh, very strong open hand slap to the face... so then I did what came naturally... I started to cry. My step dad then hit me again, and then another time until I finally stopped crying. The first time was for being disrespectful, the second and third time was for being "manipulative"... he said I was trying to make him feel bad for hitting me, so naturally he hit me some more. So emotions aren't real... they're just meant to manipulate people and if you fall for it you're a damn sucker! At least that's what my step father thought.

I'm not really angry at him anymore, I mean I used to be, but I understand why he was that way now. He had a pretty fucked up childhood himself, I mean his dad would repeatedly beat him and his siblings... His dad finally got arrested after he beat up his pregnant wife half to death and made her loose her baby... the most fucked up things is he actually made my step dad and his siblings watch as he pummeled their mother... this was discipline.

Man, the world is one fucked up place.

Welp, looks like I'm single again.

I just feel dead inside right now... it doesn't look like I'll ever be good enough for anyone. Might have to take some time off.

Recently I've been told that the format I used for my stories isn't good. Can someone tell me what the proper format to a story is? And can people give me example of that?

Wished someone had told me sooner so I wouldn't have wasted countless hours writing stories in a format that was shit.

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I'm feeling better now, this was just a random bout of depression like I sometimes get. Please disregard the rest of this journal.

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I'm wondering if I should bother posting anything at all anymore. It seems the more effort I put into something, the less attention it gets. Yes, I am talking about fetish stuff, fapping material that gets no comments what so ever.

It seems like fur affinity has become a dead zone when it comes to comments, as to I used to get lots of comments, now most of the time I don't get anything. One my last five submissions I got a total of two comments... two comments on 5 submissions... And some of that is actually full colored high quality fetish stuff. When a full colored pic with a short, high quality vore story in the description doesn't get one single comments well... what else can I do? Where else is left to go? When a spend 30 hours working on a story and it gets a single comments, what else can I do? I mean, I love doing this stuff but when no one seems to appreciate the effort I put into those things its kinda hard to find the motivation to produce more material.

I don't know, maybe I'm being a little bitch. I'll shut up now.

Hey everyone.

I have decided to suspend my hunger of the gods project for now, I do not know if or when I'm going to start working on it again. I've spent a little over one month and a half working on this project, yet I feel there are several things which needs to be completely reworked, I'm constantly going back and tweaking the system which leads to me having the rework a whole bunch of other stuff down the line... but ultimately I just can't make up my mind, I keep changing my mind about stuff and it just creates a never ending cycle of tweaking and reworking. I did find a solution for this problem... which is to just rework the entire system into something much more simplistic and straightforward... but it was the complexity that kept me interested in a sense, without it I'm just not very interested in the whole thing anymore.

*Sigh* I'm just tired of it, I worked a month and a half on it and I just used up all my motivation for this project... right now I wanna do other things, I wanna work on my stories again, I wanna roleplay and lost of other stuff! So yeah, I'm putting HotG aside for now and I don't know when I'll get back to it.

I haven't been feeling so great for the last few days, in fact I've been completely unable to summon to motivation to work on HotG... which seems weird considering I worked tirelessly on it for a whole month without any issues.

But here's the thing, my antidepressant medication has been cut in half, so I'm really not feeling that good as of recently. Here's the thing, around 6 month ago I was taking a 10mg dosage of my anti-depressant... at that point I wasn't feeling that great, I was depressed and unmotivated and I wasn't able to summon the will to work on anything... so at this point my psychiatrist increased the dosage to 20mg per day and it worked perfectly! I was happy and I had lots of energy and motivation to work on personal project, so everything was perfect with this new dosage. The thing is, this anti-depressant can't really be found in drug stores so I have to get it directly from the hospital. So how I usually get my medicine is I call this nurse who works at the hospital and she gives me my supply of anti-depressant for the month... only last time I went and see her she looked at my file and found that I was still prescribed only 10mg in the file. The doctor changed my prescription to 20mg but he forgot to change the file so my file was still showing only 10mg... no matter what I said the nurse refused to give me more then 10mg now because she has to follow what's written in the file... So now I'm back taking only 10mg and its starting to show, once again I'm feeling depressed and completely unmotivated just like before. I took another appointment with my psychiatrist so that we can rectify this mistake but as always it takes a while to get an appointment so I'm stuck in this kinda mood for a while. *Sigh*

So yeah, because of that there will be some delays in HotG... I just can't work on it right now... I just can't. I'm sorry.

Alright, got a major update for hunger of the gods! I just finished all basic playable races! Phew, that took longer than I expected, been working on this for a month now. So yes, all playable races are now finished so people can start looking at what they'd like to play and maybe discuss character ideas with everyone while we're at it!

Alright so before we get into the races themselves, just wanted to let you all know I updated the character sheet to version 3.0!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19010719/

Also updated the size categories:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19034939/

Alright now let's get into the playable races! I think I'll limit the level adjustment to +8 for now, just so nobody is outright super-powerful. If you're wondering how level adjustment works its simple: the number represent how many levels your racial abilities and bonuses are worth, in effect your character is worth that many levels more then he actually is, so basically that's how many levels you'll loose. Having level adjustments mean you'll be behind the party in therms of levels, however your innate abilities will make up for it. Ultimately, try to strive a balance: too much level adjustment can be limiting, however it is nice to have some. Ultimately you shouldn't look for the most powerful race you could be, instead ask yourself what you'd like to play!

Also about hybrids: its simple, you can play a hybrid of any given two race! Just take both "half" and put them together! Example: A half-dragon half-centaur, you take the stats of the half-dragon and put it with the stats of the half-centaur! Can can absolutely hybridize anything with this! This allows for a lot of freedom and creativity into character building! Alright so let's get started with the different races:

Common races:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19134787/

Draconic races:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19133736/

True dragons:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19166533/

Beastkins(Furries):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19181965/

Elven races:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19245253/

Sylvan creatures:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19245351/

Monstrous races:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19245575/

Giants/Giantesses:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19245650/

Immortal races:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19255664/



Alright, I know the system isn't complete yet, we're still missing the spells and the feats, however we're getting damn close to being done and being able to play! Alright, let's hear some character ideas!


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Update: I just finished the templates, now the races are truly completed! This adds new stuff like the vampires and werewolves and much much more!

A template is a modification that is added on top of an existing creature. Unlike hybridization, you do not match two half to get a whole with templates, you simply add the template ontop of the creature you wanna modify and voilah! This can be equally done to pure breeds as well as half-breeds! Example: You could have a half-elf half-human vampire, or a draconic centaur! The possibilities are endless!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19259137/

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Greetings.

Right now I'm working on building a pantheon of gods and goddesses for my world of Hunger of the Gods. Like the title of the game suggest, deities are very important in this world. Gods do not quietly watch from another plane, they live in the material planes and interact directly with mortals! Each deity controls a domain, an area they rule over. Some are more benevolent while others are tyranicals rulers. They often demand sacrifices from their followers and will sometimes devour whole cities to make an example.

So yeah I'm looking for concept and ideas for building the pantheon, knowing these deities will have a huge impact on the world.

Ok so I'm feeling alright right now, that depressive phase was short lived. Please disregard my last journal.

I just don't know, I guess its the depression making a comeback... I just feel useless right now. I was so excited to work on my system... but now I feel I'm not making any progress at all and it doesn't feel like a lot of people even care.

Hurgh... I guess its the depression, it must be.

Yeah, new stuff for hunger of the gods my online vore tabletop RPG system! First of all I updated the character sheet, you can now see the characters have a stomach capacity and other vorish stuff like digestive power.

New sheet: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19010719/

I also worked quite a lot on mechanics, including the size system ( size category and effects with all bonueses and penalties)

Size category: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19034939/

Also I made a map of the world: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19021505/

I also worked quite a lot on the vore mechanics, I'll try to explain them to the best of my ability:

Special actions:

-Grab: ( 1 action) Unarmed attack vs evasion, success means you've grabbed the opponent.

-Swallow: ( 1 action) Combat maneuver bonus vs combat maneuver defense, success means the opponent progress one stage of being swallowed.

The stages of being swallowed:

-Mouth1: You are near the front of the mouth. (Struggle-10)

-Mouth2: You are near the back of the mouth, ready to plunge into the abyss. (Struggle-20)

-Throat1: You are in the upper half of the throat, slowly sliding down that slimy, muscular tube. (Struggle-30)

-Throat2: You are in the lower half of the throat, the stomach awaits you below. (Struggle-40)

-Stomach: You are inside the stomach, digestive juices oozes from the fleshy walls, the end is near. (Struggle-50)

If you are being swallowed, you can struggle to get free:

-Struggle: ( 1 action) Combat maneuver bonus vs combat maneuver defense, success means you regress one stage from being swallowed, if you successfully escape the mouth the grapple is automatically broken. You can struggle to get free, however the deeper you go the harder it is to force your way back (Struggle penalty)

You get two actions per turn, so you can progress the swallowing two stage or regress the swallowing two stage. If the prey is 5 size categories smaller then the pred then each successful swallow progress the prey two stage into being swallowed. Of course there will be feats to improve that.

Once a prey is inside the stomach it is considerably tougher to get out, the prey only gets one action every 15 minutes (the tightness and churning prevent the prey from doing more) I know this isn't realistic or whatever, but considering I wanted to stay away from hyper-quick digestion, it was the only way to make digestion last longer without enduring the onslaught of rolls from the prey trying to get out every single round. ( This would have been extremely tedious and rather unfun for both the GM and players ) Digestion damage is dealt every 15 minutes, so basically once the battle is over start the digestive battle which plays out in rounds of 15 minutes, each round the preys are dealt digestions damage and they can try to escape or cast a spell or something.

Also I came up with the "soul system" so that people can get reformed if they get eaten. If you get eaten and digested, your soul remains inside the predator and it needs to be willingly given up or forcefully extracted in order for the character to be reformed. Same concept, it just allows for some soul vore in additions to regular vore ( with a spell or power you could suck out a prey's soul directly without having to bother with the body, this would be a more expensive ability of course.) The soul is what actually gives you strength, not the body.

Characters would have a "soul level" in addition to their regular levels, the more soul you get, the more your soul level increases( soul levels gives you stats boots) however if you give up the soul of someone you ate to reform him or her you don't gain anything, so you can't eat each other to gain stat boots. Additionally some characters or monster could have the ability to digest souls, if your soul is digested then it cannot be extracted, game over. (This would be a pretty rare ability. ) Also, if the pred who ate you gets in turn eaten then your soul is now inside that other pred and if that pred chooses he or she can willingly give up your soul to be reformed, so eating the one who ate your friend is a valid option to recover his or her soul.

What do you think? Sounds reasonable? Is anyone uncomfortable with soul vore?

Also I wanted to ask people what are their preferences, I was planning on waiting until the game was ready to have an "official signup" but I'm curious as to what people prefer. I will try to respect people's preferences however I make no garantee, I won't completely bend logic to respect personal preferences so ultimately anything could happen but I will certainly keep them in mind when planning the scenario. ( Like, if someone likes male preds and another like female pred I will try to match them with their preferred gender in battle and stuff like that.)

Specifically, I'm looking to know about your predator-prey, furry-human( or human-like), male-female(or anything in between), and vore types preferences. If you think of something else to add to that then great! Oh and also unwilling-willing.

Hey there everyone.

I've been working on that vorish tabletop RPG I've been talking about, decided to call it "hunger of the gods" I've made a thread on eka's portal about it, this is where I'm going to post most of the updates for the system:

https://aryion.com/forum/viewtopic......38&t=45436

I've posted the map there as well as the first version of a character sheet. Looking at the character sheet alone will give you somewhat of an idea on the system it, about combat and such.

Today I've worked a lot on the weapons and combat system, in fact I've been working on it so much I'm a little burned out right now X3 So yeah, the updates to the system will be posted on that thread, its a good place to talk about the actual system too.

Alright so as you may all know I'm currently working on a vorish D&D style homebrew RPG system, even though there are many similarities with D&D there will be a few major differences between it and my system. I'm hoping to maybe get a game going sometimes on roll20.com

So anyway, I've been working on the skill list for my system, I wanted to know what you all thought of it. I haven't bothered to arrange them in alphabetical order yet, I will do that for the final version of course.

Strength skills:
-Swim*
-Jump*
-Climb*
-Run*

Constitution skill:
-Fortitude

Dexterity skills:
-Acrobatics*
-Reflexes*
-Ride
-Fly
-Stealth*
-Lock picking
-Theft*

Intelligence skills:
-Investigation
-Common lore
-Craft (Any)
-Arcane lore
-Religious lore
-Spellcraft
-Alchemy
-Device lore
-Linguistics
-Bureaucracy

Wisdom skills:
-Insight
-Awareness
-Survival
-Medicine
-Willpower
-Nature lore
-Sailing
-Handle animal

Charisma skills:
-Persuasion
-Deception
-Disguise
-Gaming
-Intimidation
-Gather information
-Leadership
-Art
-Dance
-Music

*Skill that are affected by armor penalty.

So yeah, those are the skills so far. For the most part they're fairly self explanatory, however if you have any questions don't esitate to ask! Also feel free to make any suggestion on what to add to the list.

So I've been thinking about making a vorish D&D style game for quite some time, been working on my very own system since forever. So I wanted to test the water and see if anyone'd be interested in this, I'd be the GM and I would run the game.

The game itself would use a homebrew system I've been working on, it would be a 2d20 system. Basically, you roll two d20 and add your modifier and the result determine if you succeed or fail. Why 2d20? Its a balancing thing, also I wanted there to be a double crit system. ( If you roll two 20 you double crit which gives you x4 the damage or more! ) Also the system wouldn't have any class, you'd have a pool of points to spend and you can buy whatever abilities you want with it, so your character would be fully customizable! Want to be a barbarian? Spend all your points in babarian stuff. Wanna be a wizard? Spend all your point in wizardy stuff! Wanna be something in between? Just spend some points in one and the other! Full customizability! I haven't got everything down yet but I'll work more on that and post more on it later.

What about the setting? Well it would be a standard D&D style world, with elves, humans, dwarves, orcs ect... there would also be some monster races and a few furry races too ( Like minotaur and stuff like that. )

So far the races I'm planning on including:

-Humans
-Halflings
-Gnomes
-Elves
-Dwarves

-Centaur
-Giants
-Gnoll
-Goblin
-Hobgoblin
-Kobold
-Lizardfolks
-Minotaur
-Ogre
-Orcs
-Troll
-Dragonkin

-Angel
-Demon
-Devil
-Genie

-Dryad
-Dragon
-Lamia
-Lycanthrope
-Medusa
-Naga
-Nymph
-Pixie
-Satyr ( or Faun )
-Sphinx
-Vampire
-Leonal

So yeah I just wanted to see who'd be interested. Basically anyone could play whatever they wanted, more powerful creatures just come with a slower XP progression. I'm still working on the world and the setting right now, I'm even making a map. I may change some of the races's name for originality's sake.

We could either use the chat on aryion to host the game or just a site like roll20.com.