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As of today, I declare my undying hatred for all of humanity. We have always been divided, we have always been driven by self-interest, and we will always be consumed by hatred.

That is all.

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Do you know why Indian women have red dots on their foreheads?





-Because Indian men make love while smocking cigarettes.

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How can you tell an Indian man is gay?





-He will have a red dot on the back of the neck.

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Alright, I'll see myself out now. This is a joke my late uncle once told me when I was 8 or 9... For some reasons I'm just remembering it now. Yeah I know, its really bad and kinda racist... Its an uncle Joke. Uncle jokes are like dad jokes... Except they're both bad AND offensive X3

I have no idea where I'm going with this, just felt like making a journal.

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Alright, so I tried to re-adjust my drawing and writing commission rates and I wanted to get some feedback to see if they seem appropriate and fair. These are still subject to change depending on the feedback I receive. So here are my projected prices:

Drawing commissions:

-Digital ink simple character: 8$
-Digital ink elaborate character: 12$
-Digital ink complex character: 16$

-Digital colors simple character: 12$
-Digital colors elaborate character: 16$
-Digital colors complex character: 20$

I don't offer sketches because my sketch are just not very good, once I get to the ink its good but before its kind of a mess. I know I don't draw all that well, but keep in mind that it takes me at least one hour to draw a simple ink character. So I'm pretty much on the minimum wage with this. Also its a pay per character basis, however if one of the character is only partial it only cost half.

Drawings price modifiers:

-Partial or obscured character: 1/2 price.
-Simple shading: base price x1.5

Writing commissions: 10$ per 1000 words.

I know this one seems costly, but again, consider it takes me more than one hour to write 1000 words, can even take me up to two hours sometimes. The reason being is that I put a lot of effort into it and I constantly check the dictionary to see if I'm using the words correctly and I generally put a lot of effort into each paragraph.

So yeah, are my prices too high? Are they too low? Please let me know in the comment section~!


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Okay, so I've been having a lot of problems recently. My depression has been kicking back in and I'm deficient in both money and food. I've got no one to turn to in real life, even my mother couldn't help me... So my only option in order not to starve for the next two weeks is to rely on commissions or YCH or adoptables. I know I haven't even made any real art in over 6 month, but I'm kind of backed up again a wall here. I should also revise my prices.

But anyway, I wanted to ask, who here would be potentially interesting in those things? Also, if I do a YCH, who would be interested and what would you be interested in? Facesitting? Oral vore? Bellyplay? Mawshots? Also, which characters would you like me to include in those? If you have any ideas for those, please share them as a comment of PM/Note me if you want to keep it private. Also keep in mind that this isn't just regular commish, this is what will keep me from starving in the near future. Thank you for your time.

I should also note this is mainly to talk about it and share ideas, I will make another, more official journal for when I open for real. Just wanted to test the water first.

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I hurt my back really badly today. I have no food, I have no money. I have no real life friend I can go to for help. The only person I can go to for help is my mother, I have no other family. She's been in a very bad situation too. I'm afraid... I'm afraid if I call her and tell her this she'll freak out and do something regrettable. She's been very unstable lately and it scares me. She has a history or freaking out and doing irresponsible thing. Once she almost crashed her car in a tree because of a bad report card. She had just picked me up from school and I had showed her my report card, which was pretty average. On the way back she began yelling at me and stopped looking at the road for long periods at a time. Then she deliberately pushed the gas pedal and sped up toward a big tree, only to veer off at the last moment. That was one of the scariest moments of my life. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry in advance, I'm kinda having a panic attack right now, I'll probably feel better later and apologize.

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Alright, I've kind of calmed down now. I just need to face my mother and handle the situation, but its not gonna be easy.

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Hello.

In light of my recent panic attacks and suicidal thoughts... I have realized that I need a better network of friends to support me emotionally. My real life friends group kinda fell apart in 2016 and no one talks to each other anymore, leaving me to rely exclusively on my online friends for social interactions and emotional support. The thing is, most people who added me on messengers only seem to be interested to talk to me when I produce vore material, when I'm not... They couldn't care less about me.

So I decided to kind of purge my old contact list of everyone that seems completely uninterested to interact with me on more then just a fetish fantasy level. If you wish to remain on my contact list, you will have to tell me, otherwise I will delete you and be done with it.

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The end of the world is coming.

Humanity will be purged of all that is good.

Only darkness will remain.

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Edit:

I apologize for this outburst, I was just really depressed a few hours ago. Feeling better now.

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So ya, it is my birthday today. On this memorable day I am officially 30 years old. Goodbye 20s... You have been... interesting? Despite being in a bit of a rough patch, today I am full of hope looking forward into the future and...

Wait...

Hold on...

I... I have hair in my ears... I have ear hair! O.O Oh shit, this isn't what I signed up for, being old sucks! Old draggy is old. Will try to draw and write more in the future. Love all of ya. Hugs are welcomed, but be careful... I don't bite... What I do is much much worst^^

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Okay so, I can no longer hold this in... My current situation is pretty fucking terrible. I'm just... I can't take it anymore, I feel like I'm about to break. My mother has been having some pretty terrible health problems lately, and on top of that she's been very depressed and has been leaning on me for emotional support. On top of that, one of my real life friend has been going through a really rough patch as well and has been really depressed too... and you guessed it, he's been leaning on me, not only for emotional support but also financial support as he is having difficulties supporting himself... On top of that, no one else seem willing to help him. His family has pretty much cast him aside and pretty much all his other friends have been ignoring him. So he has no one else to go to for support, so I end up having a lot of weight on my shoulders... Pretty much the same with my mother, family conflict mean either no one else is willing or able to help her, so I'm the only one she can rely on for help.

On top of that Ive been dealing with some pretty heavy monetary problems myself and also my insomnia is really taking a toll on me, preventing me from getting the rest I need which makes me tired and stressed at all hours of the day. Also its my birthday next Monday and none of my friends even wanna do anything, not that I could afford to anyway. *Sigh* This whole thing is just a lot of pressure and I feel like I'm cracking.

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Alright, feeling better now. I'm sorry about this outburst, just had a bit of a panic attack/meltdown.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agdMEF8o4QQ



No no no no no nooooooo! Reverse course, there is still time! Don't you see that you're opening Pandora's box? We will all suffer a thousand hellfire because of your hubris Sonic Team! The end days are coming, and our sins will return to haunt us, flee this accursed planet whilst you still can!!!

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I'm here to ask all of you, which of my characters should I focus more on for stories and drawings? I have tons of characters, but I would like to develop a few into truly memorable ones! I know I should probably go with which one I feel is right rather than asking, but honestly I've got so many ideas for all of these characters I could go for just about any of them. You can mention one or many characters, its as you wish. I would also be grateful to anyone who mentions what they'd like to see from a specific character^^

I was also thinking of implementing a many worlds sort of spin on my universe, meaning there are lots of worlds with alternate versions of each characters, this mean one character can get eaten and still exist in another reality.

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That is in regards to political discourse. Twitter is an awful platform for anything politically related. Why? Well politics deals with the role of government, the morality of a modern society, the balance between capitalism and socialism, race and gender relations, international relations and much much more. All of those are very complex subjects which require lots of nuances in the way they are approached. That's the thing, you can't do nuances in 140 characters, you have to restrict yourself to simplistic and reductive arguments which don't do a good job representing the reality of the situation. People who are bias in agreeing with you will agree and the rest will disagree. Anything dealing with sensitive subject is bound to make people angry because you can't offer sufficient information on your stance, and where there are no information people will make assumptions which are informed by their own internal bias. This is simply a recipe for disaster.

So please, don't get your political information from twitter, its a terrible place to form an opinion on anything.

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-SPOILER WARNING!!!-


Yeah... this movie actually made me cry. I just saw Guardians of the Galaxy volume 2 a bit earlier... Absolutely amazing movie, sweet, funny... and it gets you right in the feels. I only ever cried a couple of times at a movie... I once did while watching Up (the opening scene) and another time while watching Titanic (I was very young). Those are the only two times before this I cried at a movie. But man... The absolute feels... I'm not even sure why it got to me so much.

I know this is all fictional but I just have to say... Rest in peace Yondu, you were a Ravager, a Daddy, but most of all you were a freaking guardian of the galaxy and you will be remembered.

Dammit, there I go getting emotional about a fictional character X3


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So around two months ago I decided to try to pick up healthier eating habits for general wellness and health... And I must be honest, its kind of ruining my life. Let me explain: Healthy food is more expensive, thus giving me more stress on the monetary level. Also, I have to get a lot of my stuff from another grocery store which is further away than the one I usually go to, so it takes more time. Also this kind of food just takes a lot more time to prepare and cook, and also there's more dishes to wash afterward. Again, taking up more time. Also it generally takes me more time to plan my meals too. So overall I've been more stressed due to money and I have a lot less time to do other stuff, including working on my stories and drawings... I haven't even lost any weight and I don't generally fell any better. I am objectively worst off than when I was eating crap... Perhaps I'll regret it in a couple of years when I have like a begillion cancers but right now I simply cannot afford to eat healthy.

I could go in more details, but I'd rather not spent too much time talking about the stuff that's taking up my time.

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-Learning french avḝc Kernac~! -

Alright class, today you're going to learn French with me, a native speaker of French. We're going to examine some common phrases in both English and French and hopefully by the end of this you'll have learned something about this beautiful romance language.


Number 1:

-English: The banana is on the floor.

-French: La bæ̀nnane es surx les plaphoenix.


Number 2:

-English: Degrassi: the new generation.

-French: Degrassi: La nouviella générasçhionnée.


Number 3:

-English: The monkey does not give a fuck.

-French: Le singé ne scé foutte dé rienx.


Number 4:

-English: Danny phantom was a good show.

-French: Le Dannie fantomas etȩ̇e una bon putwainx di dessin-animệe.



Please refer to your local language arbiter if you have any question concerning the pitch, tonal structure or molecular dressing of today's lesson. Thank you for watching!

~Kernac.

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Alright, this is starting to get quite a bit annoying. So I've been watching the new samurai Jack series and liking it quite a lot, but something I've noticed is there are quite a lot of spoilers popping up on youtube right after the episode airs. I often can't watch the episodes when they first air because I have a D&D game on Saturday, so I must watch it later. The thing is, I often go on youtube before that, and since I've looked up Samurai Jack stuff before, youtube's algorithm sometimes puts samurai Jack stuff on my recommended feed... And that algorithm also tend to promote newer stuff rather than older stuff... So when I go watch a few videos after my D&D game I'm often greeted with clips from the episode that just aired... With spoilers in the title itself! So I don't even have to click the video, the title itself has a big spoiler. This has happened with other shows as well, such as Steven Universe and adventure time. Stuff like "X character betrays Y character" or "The death of X character" Spoiling huge plot twist before I can even watch the episode.

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As of now I will no longer be dealing business with anyone using a secondary or puppet account. If you wish to commission me, you must do so with your primary account.

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I've recently been wondering, in what kind of world setting would vore naturally emerge? I mean, the world we live in right now and its ecosystem are a direct result of the natural laws we follow, however in a fictional universe nothing stops us from setting up those natural laws in different ways. My inquiry is thus: Under what sets of natural laws would vore be most likely to emerge and be prolific in the world? I mean, we can certainly point to some instances of vore happening in real life (soft vore I mean, as hard vore is pretty much everywhere already) such as with toads, snakes and a small portion of marine predators... But it is undeniable that swallowing your prey whole is not the preferred method of consuming your meal in the natural world. Eating your prey whole and alive makes it that you risk being internally wounded from your lunch trashing around and using its teeth, claws and/or spines to try to get out.

Furthermore, what would compel a sentient creature to eat another sentient creature? Surely, in any sane society there would be laws against this, making it very risky to devour another person. As I found out from a previous topic, an adult human contains roughly 81, 500 calories, which may sounds like a lot, but that amounts to only 25 large meatlovers pizzas. If we take into consideration those pizzas cost 15$ on average, you can get as much calories as a if you ate a full grown adult human for just 375$.
This might sounds like a good deal for someone without any financial means, but for the average person it's simply not worth the risk. Revenge might be a motif, but then why eat the body at all? You wouldn't really consider it unless eating another person was just something that happened in society. Of course there will always be psychopaths, but those are rather rare, and when I look at the chatroom I find most pred characters don't really fit the psychopath or sociopath profile.

But what if you had more to gain from eating someone than simple calories? What if every living thing, and especially sentient beings, contained a sort of universal energy? You might call this life force or simply vital energy, but for simplicity's sake I'll just refer to it as vitae from now on. Vitae could serve as biofuel, nourishing the body and helping healing and growth. It could also serve as a sort of youth serum, helping to slow down or even reverse aging. Likewise, it could help fight off infections and even regenerate organs and limbs. In large quantities, it could stimulate growth and make someone develop past the adult size of his or her species, it would also not only promote muscle growth but also make the muscle fiber stronger and able to generate more force for the equivalent muscle mass. Vitae would also improve the impact and tensile strength of skin, bones and flesh in general. In short, it makes you stronger and healthier.

But then, why wouldn't someone just kill another person and cut him/her into pieces to eat them? Well maybe Vitae is more bound to someone's essence then it is to their body, thus when they are slain the energy rapidly leaks out of their corpse and quickly vaporizes and disperse into the surrounding area? Most of it would be lost then. However, if you were to swallow someone whole and alive, you could then trap and absorb the vitae and nothing would be lost. Also like I previously mentioned, I'd make it so sentient creatures provide much more vitae then non-sentient ones to provide a reason for people to eat each other. I assume it would still be against the law to eat someone else living in the same society, however with this energy on the line the risk to benefit ratio is a much more acceptable one. Different nations and societies could also wage war against each others to harvest vitae, or groups of sentient beings could be herded like animals to be used as an energy source by the ruling elites. Also this could explain the presence of larger or giant individuals or even giant animals in the wild.

I could go on about magical energy or soul energy for soul vore, but I've rambled long enough for now X3 Thoughts, comment, suggestion?

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So I just watched a video featuring Donald Trump a bit earlier and I have something to say which isn't related to any pro or anti Trump sentiment, just a simple observation...

How does this man keep getting oranger!?

Seriously, it felt like he sported an even more orange tone than he normally does. Is he addicted to spray tan? Addictions are serious affairs and mental health professionals will tell you addicts often use the substance they are addicted to as an escape from internal turmoils or to cope with stress or depression. But that's just a theory, a Trump theory! Thanks for watching.

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Why hello there trusty watchers!

Lately I've been thinking of merging some of my characters together or redesigning some of them. The reason being is that I have too many characters right now... I have a total of 21 different characters in my gallery alone, not to mention characters which are not present there. Some of you might say its awesome to have so many characters, which is what I used to think... But I've been changing my mind on that as of recently. You see, having an enjoyable, memorable character usually takes more than one or two pics... In order to flesh out a character and make it feel alive you have to have more material on them... Be it via writings or drawings. I have so many characters my efforts to built them up to be greater is scattered and diluted.

In short, I'd rather have fewer characters which I can more easily focus on and make memorable instead of having tons of forgettable ones. As for the redesign, well some of those characters have been designed by other artists and some I designed when my drawing skills really weren't that great. So I'd like to revisit some of those designs and improve upon them with what I learned in the past year or so.

So yeah, in short that means some of my previous characters, probably the lesser known ones are gonna be absorbed by more established characters which will take on some of their features... also most of my main characters will probably end up having several alternate forms to use in differing occasions.

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Good evening.

I recently found a collection of short cartoons on youtube which I used to watch as a kid. Léa & Gaspard was a series of 5 minutes cartoons that aired in between other shows, it used a sort of modern re-imagining of classic fairy tales to teach and promote healthy exercise and eating habits. It was a French and Canadian production and so far I've only been able to find the episodes in french, I don't know if they ever aired in other languages. They only used 6 characters, although each character was more of a placeholder and could play several different roles within each stories. The characters were Lea, the tall skinny girl, her little brother Gaspard, Mrs. Hen, Mr. Horse, the cat and finally the chubby wolf-like character was the ogre. Each characters kinda represented an archetype related to health and well-being, the ogre representing overeating. Throughout the series, the ogre often alluded to eating the other characters but to my knowledge we only ever see him do so in the little red riding hood episode. In that episode we see him first eat Gaspard who ends up getting out, then we see him eat several little red riding hoods (yes, there are many of them) and those never get out and at the end he eats both Lea and Gaspard and it is implied they ain't getting out.

-Alright, the first instances of vore happens around 1:08, then around 2:06 to 2:20, and the final devouring around 4:26:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOXroECIqP4


If you don't speak french and are itching for context let me explain the basic plot of this episode: Lea is an old, healthy (they put emphasis on her being healthy) granny, but she is sick, so she orders some pizza from the little pot of butter pizza shop (just roll with it). Gaspard is a pizza delivery boy and puts on his red uniform before taking off to granny's house to deliver the goods, unfortunately he is mistaken for a little red riding hood by the ogre who proceeds to eat him, but the boy escapes. Gaspard then chastises the ogre for his bad manners and the predator explains that he's been really itching for a good meal. He tells Gaspard that this forest used to be teaming with wild little red riding hoods...(The little red riding hoods are also played by Gaspard, but they are different characters) but nowadays little reds eat nothing but junk food and watch TV all day, so he's been having digesting troubles and gasses eating them.

Gaspard proceeds to tell the wolf about this amazingly healthy granny he's delivering pizzas to, she might be able to help him! So they both go to granny's house were they explain the situation to Lea. She prescribes some exercise, drinking more water and balancing his meat intakes with lots of fruits and vegetables, which he does. Following this the ogre is seemingly cured and takes a nap in Granny's bed, but then eats both Lea and Gaspard when he wakes up. The short ends with a view of Lea and Gaspard in the ogre's tummy, with the narrator saying they lived happily ever after while eating healthy, balanced meals.

This is so nostalgic to me, probably partly what got me into vore^^ Also love how casual everyone is about the ogre eating people!

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Seriously... I have too much work right now, I can't deal with all the request and commissions. Real life is seriously busy right now and I have a billion people asking me for free birthday pic, asking me for a commission, asking me what I want for me birthday, asking me for RPs ects... Seriously, everyone calm their tits, I will contact you when the time comes... I don't have the time or energy to deal with y'all right now!

Jesus Christ, I'm sorry, that had to come out.

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Alright, so I got a new character I'm working on and I wanna know what can a predator do with a long tail? Obviously I'm trying to up my kinkiness level, so I want to pack this character with as much fetish-y stuff as possible! So what could he or she do with such tail, or what could I add to it to make it better?

What I got so far:

-It can grab, manipulate, grapple, coil around and constrict preys of course.

-Aldo thought about adding a tail maw, but still not sure about it.

-Also could add a crystal or gem at the end for energy attacks and/or magic.

-Could also add a stinger at the end so it can poison people, make them confused and weak for easy snarfing!

-Or/and it could be use to drain life a la Cell.

-Could also add some kind of web-making gland for some tight cocooning goodness!

And... That's all I got for now. Let me know what you think of those and also if you have ideas about other functions that would be neat on a tail, thank you.

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What I am asking here is simple: Which character or creature from anime, cartoons, live-action shows, cinema or videogames is the cutest to you? In simple therms I wish to get varied and diverse opinions on what makes a character cute. This inquiry is motivated by the desire to optimize the cute factor in a slew of characters I am planning for the future. Keep in mind, I am an analytically minded person, so the more you can tell me about what you find cute about said characters the better!

So please, share the cute with me in all of its disgusting adorableness~! Said character can be an OC too, and if you like, you can submit more than one, just make sure to tell me what physical or behavioral traits present in that character you find particularly cute^^

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So I wanted to know, do you guys prefer fat or slim preds in general? Regardless of size (normal or giant) or gender, which body type do you find the most attractive?

Please rate, if you will, the following weight ranges on a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being not attractive at all and 10 being very attractive. Note that these weight ranges are calculated using a generic 5 feet 9 inches ( or 1.79 meters) agender model.

(1): 80lb/36kg, unhealthily thin.

(2): 120lb/54kg, slim.

(3): 160lb/72kg, balanced.

(4): 200lb/90kg, overweight.

(5): 250lb/113kg, heavily overweight.

(6): 300lb/136kg, obese.

(7): 400lb/181kg, morbidly obese.

(8): 500lb/226kg, legally disabled.

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