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So in the last 7 days or so, I've attracted a lot of attention to myself, to say the least. Lots of new people have added me on discord, lots of new people have been chatting with me... And lots of people want to get art/writing from me. I might be a bit slow to reply going forward as I kinda need to sort out stuff as right now who wants what is kind of a mess in my head.

Thank you for being understanding.

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Hey everyone.

I would like to apologize for the way I conducted myself yesterday, especially since I already had a breakdown earlier this week. I really do not know what happened... Nothing really dramatic provoked this episode... I woke up in the morning and started feeling down after having breakfast... My mood continued to deteriorate throughout the day... Even though I actively sought to cheer myself up. By around 2 in the afternoon I was truly feeling dreadful... I felt so bad without any direct cause of woes... It was one of the worst episode of depression I've had in years and I truly can't point to anything in particular that would have caused it. By the end of the evening I was feeling better, but it lasted a long time.

To be perfectly honest, I'm frightened that something like this could overtake me out of nowhere... Its like my mind was trapped in another reality. (By the way, I don't do any drugs.) Episodes of depression are nothing new to me, but to have one this severe... I'm gonna get an appointment and see my psychiatrist as soon as I can so I can tell him about this. I just hope something like this won't happen again.

And to all who support me, thank you very much.

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I don't... I don't know what's happening... It feels like its getting worst... My mind is a hellscape, I don't know what to do.

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So... I've been feeling much despair today... Been thinking about suicide again.

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Hey everyone.

I just wanted to say, I'm sorry about the last journal. I'm mostly alright today. Its just sometimes, it gets too much and I freak out. I'm sorry if I worried any of you *Offers hugs*

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Despair.

Its what I fell every single day. Barely anyone talks to me. I have no money, I have no food. I don't know how much longer I can take this... I just want to end it all.

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I'm feeling a bit down tonight. Its always like that during fall... Days get shorter and the weather is continually overcast. I'm trying to think of something to draw or write for halloween... I've been in a Tuherat mood lately but I don't have any inspiration right now.

Can you give me suggestions and ideas to help get me motivated?

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Skiddadle~!

Skidoodle~!

Your dick is now a noodle~!

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I really need to go to sleep now.

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When someone tells you you're not good enough...

When someone tells you you don't have what it takes...

When someone tells you you're not the best, the smartest or the greatest...

You tell them... Not yet.

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So I seem to remember Tuherat had a co-owner, but I can't remember who that was, and I didn't seem to have noted it anywhere, which I'm kicking myself for not doing X3

Reminder of who Tuherat is:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21006501/

If you remember who was the co-owner, or if you are, please tell me!

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Heya folks!

So traditionally I've always made two versions of my vore stories, one including scat disposal, and one without. However I must admit, making two versions of each stories can up the workload quite a bit. So since my own preference leans toward including scat disposal, I'm pondering if I should just drop the scat-free version all together and just go full dirty. So to help me figure things out, I've devised a little google poll thing to let me know how many of my watchers enjoy scat, and how many do not.

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....y4Jhg/viewform

Be sure to leave comments detailing your preferences on the subject^^ Also tell me if the google poll works properly, never used it before X3

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Greeting fellas~

Anyone rememebers Tuherat? My soul-noming, hippo-goddess character?

References:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21006501/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21013381/

I've been working on my Lili interactive, but I've hit a roadblock on that. I might have to re-structure the whole thing, or maybe work on something else. Been thinking of maybe writing something with Tuherat. I wanted to ask, anyone has ideas or suggestion on a potential Tuherat short story or interactive? I'm just brainstorming right now, any little bit of inspiration helps at this point! So shoot me your ideas and keep me motivated^^ Your input is very appreciated~

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Many of you will recognize Marilyn as one of my oldest and most iconic characters. Many of you will also notice I haven't done anything with her in quite a long time. The truth is, whilst I do love this character very dearly, she has fallen out of favor with me for various reasons and I've been giving the spotlight to some of my newer characters.

After being approached by my friend Richter (  metalgear500 ) on the topic of this character, I have decided to let him adopt her from me. He's been a fan of her from the very first day and he promised to take good care of her and feed her well :) This doesn't mean I won't do anything with her in the future, I'm sure Richter wouldn't mind if I wrote a story about her or something. Her old pics will remain in my gallery, but any new pic of her is likely to go into his from now on.

Now go give Richter and his new lady a bit of love~

Marilyn the predatory dracophant teacher: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16156477/

New owner:  metalgear500

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Hey there.

So I've been working on my Lili interactive vore story. Its been going well, I'm waiting to have enough material before posting any. However I need to keep my enthusiasm high in order not to slow down the work or stop. So... I ask yee to give me any kind of suggestion or ideas that might come through your head for this interactive or just any kind of interactive in general. Gotta keep the spirits high. Thanks^^

-Kernac.
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First of all, I wanted to thank everyone who showed support and were kind to me in my last journal. I've been kinda depressed lately and I haven't been productive in quite a while. All your kind words have cheered me up and motivated me to continue my work.

So I was thinking about starting another interactive story. I know I owe people some art and writing right now, but I haven't been able to be creative in a long while and I think I really need to work on something that I wanna do right now. I'm thinking an interactive story could be good as it doesn't require so much work before you've got something you can post. My idea was to make an interactive that focuses on a single pred, basically exploring all the different options for vore and kinky situations with that one character, this way I can post smaller chapter on a more regular basis, and the branching story path system allows me to explore different stuff while not needing to write a new setting/character/initial situation every single time.

So what do you guys think? Also this works well for Eka's portal, but I'm still not sure how I'm gonna implement that over on FA. I might also need one or more proofreaders. It'll be easier since they won't have to proofread an entire story at once. It will be done chapter by chapters. My first interactive story idea was gonna be with my dragon-succubus Lili in a concept called "Demon summoning gone wrong." It'll fit the mood nicely for October^^

-Kernac.

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I feel I can't get back into drawing or writing because no one evens gives a shit about my art and stories anymore.

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Just a simple question, cause I'm bored and I feel like it!

What would you like to see more of in vore? Could be a type of pred, type of prey, gender, situation, type of vore, attitude, species, body built, anything your mind can conjure really!

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Be it from me or from someone else, tell me :3 I ask because I'm bored right now X3

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I wanted to apologize for the last journal. I had an argument with a friend and I massively overreacted. I sometimes have these really violent mood swings which put me in an almost indescribable emotional state. I become angry, rash and I just lose it and can't be reasoned with for a little while. Its literally like I become someone else and it only last for one or two hours, after which I come to my senses and regret whatever I did in the previous hour. This isn't caused by me taking any kind of substance.

I have to talk about it with my psychiatrist, its been established that I had bipolar tendencies before, but I don't think its just tendencies anymore. I'll try to get an appointment with my psychiatrist as soon as possible, in the meantime, I'm sorry to anyone I hurt.

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Because everyone you know will eventually betray and abandon you.

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 angelblast Commissioned a pic of this big ol' dwaggy to go with his text adventure, go check it out and give him some love^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27758744/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27758744/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27758744/

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It is better to fail at doing the right thing than to succeed at doing the wrong thing.

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Yes,

it is I, your king and proud owner of hairy shoulders. I speak to you on this very fantastic evening to inform you all that this space Derg has now risen to the 31st level of age.

You may now worship me.

(Sorry, in a bit of a silly mood)

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I don't care about the royal wedding.

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